Hahah!
Kak Bee you looked adorable.
I hope the tie and blazer fits Abang,pictures on facebook hopefully.
Oh Gosh!
I feel so free and light and jumpy,I want to bust into a song!
Me and Pella Bella were like counting down from 60 seconds.
Agonising but so worth.
Oh yeah in case anyone hasn't noticed, we kinda chickened out on our attempt to do a HSM
(once again Ash what the hell?)
We so should have la but you know theres SPM and were not coming back so nobodys gonna catch us.
But yeah, I missed my stupid "husband" and co. but we were just opposite each other waving and making faces at each other.
Prior and during the examinations.
We just can't live apart la, face it (:
But IBU & I hugged Pn Koh, aww teacher we've missed youuuu
I didn't see S cos she had to stay back for debate.
NOTE: I LOVE YOU S!
PMR CANDIDATES OUR JOURNEY DOES NOT END BUT STARTS HERE!
hoho
I already had no mood to study the night before but eh last paper.
So last night me and & S were on the phone and a friend of her called.
S you aren't exactly a soft spoken person so I heard the entire conversation, especially the part where you screamed the house down.
Netherless.
S (RHYMES!)
I'm so proud of you okay and you know I'll support you through all the upsies and downsies.
But we sacrifice things for the things we love ahem.
I know it's been a tough year, it has for me too.
But we believe in you, so you must too.
And if you're ever stressed think offffffff......
HAPPY THINGS
like me,Shaz,Mal
ME
ME ME!!
DID I MENTION ME?
you get the picture.
You can call me at 3 am & we'll just tear it out okay, cos I know we do that alot.
Maybe due to unforeseen forecasts, not so much but we'll strengthen it okay.
p.s I know you're going to "techno camp" tomm, I'll miss you! RMB massages and breakfasts on Monday!
Oh yes funny thing.
YESTERDAY WAS THE SCARIEST/FUNNIEST PHONE CALL EVER.
I was re enacting a scene, a fake one with Abang Bang Bang and suddenly I heard a click
Thinking it was my maid cos she wasnted to phone home
(heheh ET PHONE HOME!)
I just ignored it la.
THEN AFTTER A WEIRD 8 SECOND PAUSE, I counted.
I heard "Wan Muhammad Kamal"
My mind just went blank, I wanted to swear but I wanted to laugh giggle and cry at the same time.
So I placed it on the bed and started covering the mouth piece with pillows.
I coulda been a red indian for the night cause I was jumping up ad down saying OH SHIT SHIT !
& my head got hit on the lampu perhiasan (hah LIVING SKILLS)
and when I finally summed up the courage to check for sounds of voices.
All I got was...
beeep...beepp..beeep
I thought omg SOMEBODYS IN DEEEEEEEEEEEEP COCONUTS!
& S JUST LAUGHED EVERYTIME I TRIED TO TELL HER.
But phew, after some apparent master plan worked out, all wells ends well.
BUT the fact that she's a mummy
*FINALLY breaks into song*
"I THINK THAT SHE KNOOOOOWSSS... I THINK THAT SHE KNOWS OH OHSSSS"
feels so right to be blogging.
x
The most spontaneous thing occured today
I won't ever forget it.
I turned and ran as fast as I could
But I felt your eyes.
Do I regret it.
If it makes my cheeks turn bright pink?
Hmmm we'll see (:
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
You can get whatever youuuuu liiiiikeeeeeeee....
Oh today is the second last day of PMR!
WHICH MEANNSSSSSSSSSSSSS (((:
TOMM IS THE LAST DAYYYYY AHHHHHHHH!
TO ALL PMR STUDENTS WHO ARE READING THIS,
PLEASE BRING THAT RATTY OLD PMR TIME TABLE AND MEET IN THE CANTEEN.
We'll walk out together arm in arm and do a HSM!
(WHATEVER RY I DON'T CARE IF YOU HATE IT)
Ash reckons we should coreograph a dance and song cos it's everyones secret wish to be in HSM.
HAHAH
Bring your cameras and set freeee!
I know. This is just PMR and we're being so dramatic
Just wait till SPM.
OH TO THE WELL.
anywho ha hey I'm off to become a geographical extrodinare!!!!
Uhhhhuhhhh.
oh oh oh!
I have a dream to get back my Daddy's Daetomaso or whatever you call it.
WHICH MEANNSSSSSSSSSSSSS (((:
TOMM IS THE LAST DAYYYYY AHHHHHHHH!
TO ALL PMR STUDENTS WHO ARE READING THIS,
PLEASE BRING THAT RATTY OLD PMR TIME TABLE AND MEET IN THE CANTEEN.
We'll walk out together arm in arm and do a HSM!
(WHATEVER RY I DON'T CARE IF YOU HATE IT)
Ash reckons we should coreograph a dance and song cos it's everyones secret wish to be in HSM.
HAHAH
Bring your cameras and set freeee!
I know. This is just PMR and we're being so dramatic
Just wait till SPM.
OH TO THE WELL.
anywho ha hey I'm off to become a geographical extrodinare!!!!
Uhhhhuhhhh.
oh oh oh!
I have a dream to get back my Daddy's Daetomaso or whatever you call it.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
"Kak Sha esok got dodol riiiighhhhhtt?"
Hi everyone!
Okay the reason for the lack of posts comes in two reasons:-
a)
my schtupid laptop says that a hard disk is missing kut so everything is either gone or temporarily unavailable.
I do hope that it's just temp unavailable cos uhhmmm lets put it this way
PRACTICALLY 3 YEARS OF LIFE DOWN THE DRAIN.
Compilated in photographs vids (OMG RMB THE ENG LIT PROJECT GUYS? HAHAH) and songs.
So this affects my iPod.
And RebelHelloKitty hehe! has given me three consecutive eps of GossipGirl left unwatched.
The PAIN.
b)
Then PMR. AHHH Raya is esok so I don't want to spoil the mood okay ):
I'm in my Aunt's house typing on her oh so cute miniature SONY laptop but its still kinda hard.
But it's Raya must not be ungrateful!
Bulan Puasa may be over but the feeling is forever etched in heart.
I know you guys are thinking
"Daena has changed!"
Uhhhh abit la. This year I've been much holier 0:)
Kay you guys can stop laughing.
Really la.
Thanks to my ustazah who woke me up several times during puasa month to sembahyang hajat malam malam :) cos our "alarm clack" selalu "ROSAK"
hmmm (:
But I'm also happy cos I actually only had my period for I think two days this month.
The doctor said it was stress hormones (hahahaah PMR) and he said it was due to weight loss
:DDDD
I lost close to 7 kilos this month.The baju raya I tempah-ed the tailors had to alter so much (:
Only 4 more kilos to my goal weight!
this year no raya mood la.
Next year,insya-Allah (see I told you I'm holier!)
I'm going to follow "alarm clock" to his kampung cos I want to play with the cows
But he said no cows but got PS3 LCD tvs and five year olds on coke.
I AM SO TOTALLY THERE!
OH WE CAN HELP ARRANGE THE BUNGA AND THE COOKIES (:
YAY OMG DODOL.
LOVE!
Okay the reason for the lack of posts comes in two reasons:-
a)
my schtupid laptop says that a hard disk is missing kut so everything is either gone or temporarily unavailable.
I do hope that it's just temp unavailable cos uhhmmm lets put it this way
PRACTICALLY 3 YEARS OF LIFE DOWN THE DRAIN.
Compilated in photographs vids (OMG RMB THE ENG LIT PROJECT GUYS? HAHAH) and songs.
So this affects my iPod.
And RebelHelloKitty hehe! has given me three consecutive eps of GossipGirl left unwatched.
The PAIN.
b)
Then PMR. AHHH Raya is esok so I don't want to spoil the mood okay ):
I'm in my Aunt's house typing on her oh so cute miniature SONY laptop but its still kinda hard.
But it's Raya must not be ungrateful!
Bulan Puasa may be over but the feeling is forever etched in heart.
I know you guys are thinking
"Daena has changed!"
Uhhhh abit la. This year I've been much holier 0:)
Kay you guys can stop laughing.
Really la.
Thanks to my ustazah who woke me up several times during puasa month to sembahyang hajat malam malam :) cos our "alarm clack" selalu "ROSAK"
hmmm (:
But I'm also happy cos I actually only had my period for I think two days this month.
The doctor said it was stress hormones (hahahaah PMR) and he said it was due to weight loss
:DDDD
I lost close to 7 kilos this month.The baju raya I tempah-ed the tailors had to alter so much (:
Only 4 more kilos to my goal weight!
this year no raya mood la.
Next year,insya-Allah (see I told you I'm holier!)
I'm going to follow "alarm clock" to his kampung cos I want to play with the cows
But he said no cows but got PS3 LCD tvs and five year olds on coke.
I AM SO TOTALLY THERE!
OH WE CAN HELP ARRANGE THE BUNGA AND THE COOKIES (:
YAY OMG DODOL.
LOVE!
Saturday, September 06, 2008
You think you're chocolate but you're chewing gum!
Oh Gosh.
Dillemmmmmaaaaaaaa.

Perth?
.
.
.
OR

Bali???
Either way this year it'll be at the beach.Awesome (:
Which means jeng jeng jeng.....
navel piercing :D
yeah booboo I know you want to see but bulan puasa la.
Ohkay actually I just haven't took a picture la so heh.
It's emerald.
It's fasting month as ya'll know and surprsingly with all the yummo food,
the scales actually dropped 3 KGS.
In a week!
Is this even humanly possible, or healthy?
Whatever,I like it!
Shit Ika just came out with a bag of Famous Amos cookies!
time for terawih bye!!
Dillemmmmmaaaaaaaa.
Perth?
.
.
.
OR

Bali???
Either way this year it'll be at the beach.Awesome (:
Which means jeng jeng jeng.....
navel piercing :D
yeah booboo I know you want to see but bulan puasa la.
Ohkay actually I just haven't took a picture la so heh.
It's emerald.
It's fasting month as ya'll know and surprsingly with all the yummo food,
the scales actually dropped 3 KGS.
In a week!
Is this even humanly possible, or healthy?
Whatever,I like it!
Shit Ika just came out with a bag of Famous Amos cookies!
time for terawih bye!!
Monday, September 01, 2008
the first day
it's seven. Half an hour to breaking of fast. The iPod is now temporarily serving as my ticket to the World Wide Web. Today was rather good. Eventhough it's only the first day(only 29 more days!!) I think I'm doing okay. Urgh RAya is just around the corner (that means PMR too) & I'm no where near ready. Clothes wise heh. It's fastin month. And hopefully this will be my most fulfillingbyear yet. Yeah right HOPEFULLY. So let's all do our part this holy month and be charitable and tighten our relationship and ties with God,friends and family. Amin to the yo.
Friday, August 22, 2008
I have never felt the gash so deep before.
"Man this is wrong change is so mummy won't scold you anymore,"
I THOUGHT I was doing something good, something worth doing.
I told him which answers were wrong and that he left out 11 PAGES OF WORK.
If mummy saw that she'd go ballistic,go furious!
I saw the marks on his arm
I felt something heavy in my heart.
"Man you want some aloe vera gel on the marks,"
As non chalantly as ever he coolly replies with a shrug and a simple "No thanks"
I try to give in when and can. In fact I've never been THIS nice in years.
But the words he used were like salt to fresh wounds.
A slow motion of a blunt knife into your skin.
You FEEL it slowly.
Maybe I'm such a pushover that I listen to every word he says and I believe him because I love him.
I do tell him,everyday almost that I love him.
Does he reply?
Yes he does, when he wants something from me.
It's an important year for him.
His first public examination, just a few weeks a way.
Is it his subconcious who refuses to listen to take charge and tell himself,
IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP.
It may seem like well what does his first public exam mean to him, it is but a tiny mark.
But a tiny mark can ruin the whole journey.
I fear for the future. Evidently his as well but...
is there justice in feeling so bad from doing so good?
I am brave enough to sware that I did not scream at him or shout infedilities to make him abide.
(He did not abide in fact)
The harshest thing I said was probably
"I'm so dissapointed in you,"
It is easy to not believe a stranger you roll your eyes at a stranger.
But well blood does this to you, you can't help but be at your most vulnerable.
How can I not?
I believe every word that leaves his tongue.
From the way I look to the way I am.
It's easy to close your ears to a stranger.
But not if their family..
I take two steps to the mirror.
I've never been so disappointed with him.
But I recall the sour words and wonder should I be disappointed in myself too?
"Man this is wrong change is so mummy won't scold you anymore,"
I THOUGHT I was doing something good, something worth doing.
I told him which answers were wrong and that he left out 11 PAGES OF WORK.
If mummy saw that she'd go ballistic,go furious!
I saw the marks on his arm
I felt something heavy in my heart.
"Man you want some aloe vera gel on the marks,"
As non chalantly as ever he coolly replies with a shrug and a simple "No thanks"
I try to give in when and can. In fact I've never been THIS nice in years.
But the words he used were like salt to fresh wounds.
A slow motion of a blunt knife into your skin.
You FEEL it slowly.
Maybe I'm such a pushover that I listen to every word he says and I believe him because I love him.
I do tell him,everyday almost that I love him.
Does he reply?
Yes he does, when he wants something from me.
It's an important year for him.
His first public examination, just a few weeks a way.
Is it his subconcious who refuses to listen to take charge and tell himself,
IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP.
It may seem like well what does his first public exam mean to him, it is but a tiny mark.
But a tiny mark can ruin the whole journey.
I fear for the future. Evidently his as well but...
is there justice in feeling so bad from doing so good?
I am brave enough to sware that I did not scream at him or shout infedilities to make him abide.
(He did not abide in fact)
The harshest thing I said was probably
"I'm so dissapointed in you,"
It is easy to not believe a stranger you roll your eyes at a stranger.
But well blood does this to you, you can't help but be at your most vulnerable.
How can I not?
I believe every word that leaves his tongue.
From the way I look to the way I am.
It's easy to close your ears to a stranger.
But not if their family..
I take two steps to the mirror.
I've never been so disappointed with him.
But I recall the sour words and wonder should I be disappointed in myself too?
Saturday, August 16, 2008
curiousities of a 9 year old
Saturday, July 19, 2008
JO HAS GUITAR HERO. LIKE HOMG

Prepared to have unwelcomed visitors Jo!
Just finished a short conv with Asheley Washeley.
Hahahahah Tersesat face with Ben10 BOYFRIEND ehehe.
I love her sisters dress, so pretty.
The theme is so clever, East meets West.
I've been on the site for about 45 minutes already,I LOVE THE SONG (:
I think Ash thinks I'm like a friggin' stalker.
No difference in like 8 years eyh Wong?
I promised myself not to eat so much so I can squeeze into the stupid dress.
But as usual my inner animal took over me.
Now no thanks to my ravenous hunger pangs and instant noodles, I feeeeeel the bloat big time.
And I feeel like eating cake.
There goes the piercing
Okay so it's been weeks since I've said I'm going to get 'it' pierced but..
Mum thinks I should wait and see the Russian Lady at Borneo Lady cos it's apparently better.
Next week okay mummy, oh and no listening to the cat.
The thing about weddings is everytime I attend one or look at pictures...
I want to get married.
I knowwwww.
But the scary part is sometimes I go to wedding dress sites and oggle and look at all the wedding photos and imagine where mine(Malay+Chinese+Indian wedding and one at the beach) will be who will the designer of my dress(VERA WANG) or how my hair and make up will be bla bla bla.
Which is why boys and girls who have gone through my long enduring hours of me yabbering on about prom.
I always think prom is like a mini wedding.
Ohkay I'm so not getting a prom date forever ever ever .
Oh the colour of my dress.
Guess (;
Thursday, July 17, 2008
It's up and running babe!
Awesome, the wireless is totally back on track.
Had a good talk with soph last night. We haven't had one of those in.... months.
Did you study Phie? hehe
Had a mini test in History today, which totally sucked half the things I studied didn't even come out. And trials are about 3 weeks away.
C'mon everyone panic with me!
Tomorrow is the day of truth.
Gulp that's right the day we choose our streams.
I hope everyone makes the right choice.
Just choose the stream that you want not what everyone else wants you to.
But theres is a good side of tomorrow.
No Life Skills(KH)
Mad awesome coconuts.
We had a spot check today and yeah I feel so guilty about what I did.
While none of my things got confiscated
(I just have good chi haha! or maybe good hiding places)
I did cause someones cologne to be
I'm sorry K I promise to get it back otherwise I'll get a replacement, honest.
But while some of us frantically hid our belongings, we've also got a few ironic cases.
You see Affiq brought his phone but it didn't get confiscated.
"Affiq, where did you hide your phone?"
"I just put it in my back pocket."
Thats it the next time I bring my phone to school, to Affiqs back pocket it goes.
Had a good talk with soph last night. We haven't had one of those in.... months.
Did you study Phie? hehe
Had a mini test in History today, which totally sucked half the things I studied didn't even come out. And trials are about 3 weeks away.
C'mon everyone panic with me!
Tomorrow is the day of truth.
Gulp that's right the day we choose our streams.
I hope everyone makes the right choice.
Just choose the stream that you want not what everyone else wants you to.
But theres is a good side of tomorrow.
No Life Skills(KH)
Mad awesome coconuts.
We had a spot check today and yeah I feel so guilty about what I did.
While none of my things got confiscated
(I just have good chi haha! or maybe good hiding places)
I did cause someones cologne to be
I'm sorry K I promise to get it back otherwise I'll get a replacement, honest.
But while some of us frantically hid our belongings, we've also got a few ironic cases.
You see Affiq brought his phone but it didn't get confiscated.
"Affiq, where did you hide your phone?"
"I just put it in my back pocket."
Thats it the next time I bring my phone to school, to Affiqs back pocket it goes.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
"... AND AT THE BACK THEY'RE MAKING OUT!"
Joyce (: omg it's so weird la. heh heh.
The guy just finished with the computer.
I pray no more PMS-ish dial up. Can't wait for the wireless to come home.
Today was so so.
Started of with a motivational speak by Puan Mary Ann.
I think I'll join Kerjaya next year, I think I'd settle as a good counseller (But maybe they'll just listen to my problems)
BM was so much fun.
Proves that united we stand divided we fall really is true eyh?
In her face.
I can't believe we have to choose our streams already, it's so soon.
The guy just finished with the computer.
I pray no more PMS-ish dial up. Can't wait for the wireless to come home.
Today was so so.
Started of with a motivational speak by Puan Mary Ann.
I think I'll join Kerjaya next year, I think I'd settle as a good counseller (But maybe they'll just listen to my problems)
BM was so much fun.
Proves that united we stand divided we fall really is true eyh?
In her face.
I can't believe we have to choose our streams already, it's so soon.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
bubblegum pink?
RYAN HIGA
omg!
SANDRA I LOVE YOU COS YOU LOVE NIGAHIGA TOOOO :D
OMG if my brother reads this he'll tease me for life.
SANDRA I LOVE YOU COS YOU LOVE NIGAHIGA TOOOO :D
OMG if my brother reads this he'll tease me for life.
I wipe my hands on your jeans, cos they're more distressed
I hope that one day, you will let me read that piece of paper (:
But I hope one day he'll have the courage to tell me.
Dynamitez, today (:
Well practically since it's already 12.30.
Good Luck girls I love you!
JOYCE DUMB BIATCH I MADE YOU A CARD AND YOU DIDN'T COME TO SCHOOL GRRR!
Sunday heheh I janji (;

OC tersesat!
Todays Career Day was suprisingly really productive.
Mummy doesn't want me to leave. Neither does Coop but Coops just Coop.
Lunch was fun and Kheng I don't know what I'd do without my "husband"

The "sexy beast" at the furtthest left.
You ARE smart if you use your brains.
GOLD FISH AND TIGER CUBS! awesome possum!
The piercing thing could happen tomorrow well moms said NO another day but hey I've got plenty a time to turn her around (;
Otherwise a next week.
And todays totally rocked bacause: NO KH HOMG!
But I hope one day he'll have the courage to tell me.
Dynamitez, today (:
Well practically since it's already 12.30.
Good Luck girls I love you!
JOYCE DUMB BIATCH I MADE YOU A CARD AND YOU DIDN'T COME TO SCHOOL GRRR!
Sunday heheh I janji (;

OC tersesat!
Todays Career Day was suprisingly really productive.
Mummy doesn't want me to leave. Neither does Coop but Coops just Coop.
Lunch was fun and Kheng I don't know what I'd do without my "husband"

The "sexy beast" at the furtthest left.
You ARE smart if you use your brains.
GOLD FISH AND TIGER CUBS! awesome possum!
The piercing thing could happen tomorrow well moms said NO another day but hey I've got plenty a time to turn her around (;
Otherwise a next week.
And todays totally rocked bacause: NO KH HOMG!
Friday, July 11, 2008
Simple,KATE PERRY
1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be?
"HELLLLLOOOOO DEARRRRRRR! I'm from VOUGE and I'd like to ask you to do a cover spread for us and then attend a Victorias Secret Fashion Show" (:
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
If anyone has actually read that emo emo post, yeah the uncle does it :/
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
Definitely a talker but I'm an awesome listener, trust me .
4. Do you take compliments well?
If it's not backhanded, yes but extremely shyly.
5. Do you play Sudoku?
Can't even if my life depended on it. Es is so good at it,I stare in awe at her all the time.
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
Totally. I have this book and I know how to signal for help. you make letters or signs in the sand the
helicopters/planes above will understand it.
7. Do you like to ride horses?
I'm the closest thing to the horse whisperer. JOKE but I love horse rides.
8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Of course. Me, Kak Trin, Tris and Tira in Kak Sha's princess bed/PRINCESS TENT or tiras living room.
9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
Who can kiss the most boys. hahah no. Okay was probably make believe. Especially pretending to be Mermaid
Princesses when we swam. Remember guys (:
10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?
"What goes around comes around, what goes up must come down" KARMA will bite you in the bite.
11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
Anyone who wouldn't is very shallow.
12. Do any songs make you cry?
YES! Tears in Heaven(ERIC CLAPTON),Blind (LIFEHOUSE),Wasteland(AUGUSTANA)How to Save a Life(THE
FRAY) This is probably just a fraction, I sware.
13. Are you continuing your education?
Yes. Although I plan to venture outside my chosen path (law) I still think getting higher education(degree) is very
important. You depend on yourself.
14. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
BB Gun and Laser Gun. BUT Es and I wanna try the real ones, yeah?
15. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
UHHHHHHH. JONAPHIARY necklace, DaeRy journal, photographs,diary.
If possible my books and sentimental items. LUTONG the bear :)
16. How often do you read books?
Everyday. Sometimes when I'm not supposed to.
17. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
I try not to dwell on the past but you know you can't help it. Future yes. Present hmmm I don't believe many on us
focus on the present. always the future and past.
18. What is your favorite children's book?
Peter&Janes.Enid Blytons. Dr Suess'. Disney Princesses.
19. What colour are your eyes?
A dark sombre brown.
20. Where is your dream house located?
On the beach,definitely the beach.
21. Have you tried sushi?
Where have you been? It's scrumptious.
22. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
Have I ever. SUJAKOUTURE (; & Cyrenz
23. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
One time, I dreamt I was naked in a garden of olive trees. Very Adam and Eve-esque but olives not apples.
24. When was the last time you were at Church?
Easter with "Daddy"
25. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
Atria.
26. What was your favorite job?
Santa Rina-ing with Sambo. So much has changed Sam :/ it's not even funny
27. Do you like mustard?
The French kind on hotdogs. yum.
28. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
Sleep.
29. Do you look like your mom or dad?
My papa. Everyone says I'm my daddys lil princess (:
30. How long does it take you in the shower?
Depends. If I'm going to wash my hair, condition, mask my face, scrub and exfoliate and shave my legs uhhhhh.
3o minutes give or take.
31. Can you do splits?
The front right one yeah.
32. What movie do you want to see right now?
TWILIGHT! HOMG! oh HSM 3 If it's reruns Spiderman 1,2,3 AND Breakfast Club&Pretty in Pink
33. If you could fast forward your life, would you?
Yes and No.
34. What did you do for New Year's?
The most recent? I was on a plane from US. I shouted HAPPY NEW YEARS I got a few shushes and Tira didn't hear
cos she was iPoding. Urgh.
35. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
No, but I watched it behind my palms the first time. More of the music parts hehe.
37. Do you own a camera phone?
The MOTOROLA V8 thing.
38. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
No. They're scattered in pictures, letters, momentos all over the room. Just the way I like it.
39. Was your mom a cheerleader?
Yes. She said it wasn't very "hardcore" but she was.
40. What's the last letter of your middle name?
If it's Marissa uuhhhhhhhhhh 'A'
41. Do you like your middle name?
Yes, very much thank you.
42. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
These past few nights,less and less.
43. Do you like Care Bears?
YES! I loved the show,movies ,memoribillia EVERYTHING!
44. What do you buy at the movies?
Mineral water. sometimes salty popcorn or chips. or gummies yum!
45. Do you know how to play poker?
UHHHHHHH DOES MAHJONG COUNT? I forgot how to play black jack . Interpetatz.
46. Do you wear your seatbelt?
Yes, most of the time.
47. What do you wear to sleep?
Whatevers clean. mostly shirts and shorts. BUT i do have this skimpy thing that...
48. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
This is my hometown. KL. Practically everything big in Msia happens here anyway so yup.
49. How many meals do you eat a day?
Normally 3 but it's inconsistent. Don't tell my mummmy!
50. Is your tongue pierced?
No but I want to. Like Kak Jehans!
51. Do you like funny or serious people better?
Varries from situation.
52. Ever been to L.A.?
YES! Twice (: I love
53. Did you eat a cookie today?
Does that chewy bar count. I shared a baked apple with Mark and Kenzo.
54. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
Uh... soooooo... how you doin'?
55. Do you hate chocolate?
Are.You.Mentally.Disporpotinate?
56. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
Mum:DID YOU TAKE MY CLOTHES, MAKE UP, SHOES ETC, DI YOU TAKE YOUR MEDS ETC ETC
Dad: DID YOU CHARGE MY IPOD?
BOTH:studies, small incohorent matters
57. Are you a gullible person?
No, I don't believe so.
58. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
R-E-S-P-E-C-T! I am woman hear me roar!
59. If you could have any job what would it be?
A model/actress. There I said it. Otherwise a lawyer (TONY PUAH & DERRICK (;) JOURNALIST OR IN PUBLIC
RELATIONS IN FASHION LIKE ABANG H!
60. Are you easy to get along with?
Yes. I'm pretty chill. And hyper. But I'm nice seriosuly.
61. What is your favourite time of day?
NIGHT. It's sexy and I'm kinda nocturnal. bUt sometimes dayyyyy. OH I'M SO FICKLE!
I tag:
I was THIS BORED. I took this from NINA,thanks love.
TASH (if u read)
CAY
ARIFF
MENG LEONG?
KAK TRINNAAAA
"HELLLLLOOOOO DEARRRRRRR! I'm from VOUGE and I'd like to ask you to do a cover spread for us and then attend a Victorias Secret Fashion Show" (:
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
If anyone has actually read that emo emo post, yeah the uncle does it :/
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
Definitely a talker but I'm an awesome listener, trust me .
4. Do you take compliments well?
If it's not backhanded, yes but extremely shyly.
5. Do you play Sudoku?
Can't even if my life depended on it. Es is so good at it,I stare in awe at her all the time.
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
Totally. I have this book and I know how to signal for help. you make letters or signs in the sand the
helicopters/planes above will understand it.
7. Do you like to ride horses?
I'm the closest thing to the horse whisperer. JOKE but I love horse rides.
8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Of course. Me, Kak Trin, Tris and Tira in Kak Sha's princess bed/PRINCESS TENT or tiras living room.
9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
Who can kiss the most boys. hahah no. Okay was probably make believe. Especially pretending to be Mermaid
Princesses when we swam. Remember guys (:
10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?
"What goes around comes around, what goes up must come down" KARMA will bite you in the bite.
11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
Anyone who wouldn't is very shallow.
12. Do any songs make you cry?
YES! Tears in Heaven(ERIC CLAPTON),Blind (LIFEHOUSE),Wasteland(AUGUSTANA)How to Save a Life(THE
FRAY) This is probably just a fraction, I sware.
13. Are you continuing your education?
Yes. Although I plan to venture outside my chosen path (law) I still think getting higher education(degree) is very
important. You depend on yourself.
14. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
BB Gun and Laser Gun. BUT Es and I wanna try the real ones, yeah?
15. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
UHHHHHHH. JONAPHIARY necklace, DaeRy journal, photographs,diary.
If possible my books and sentimental items. LUTONG the bear :)
16. How often do you read books?
Everyday. Sometimes when I'm not supposed to.
17. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
I try not to dwell on the past but you know you can't help it. Future yes. Present hmmm I don't believe many on us
focus on the present. always the future and past.
18. What is your favorite children's book?
Peter&Janes.Enid Blytons. Dr Suess'. Disney Princesses.
19. What colour are your eyes?
A dark sombre brown.
20. Where is your dream house located?
On the beach,definitely the beach.
21. Have you tried sushi?
Where have you been? It's scrumptious.
22. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
Have I ever. SUJAKOUTURE (; & Cyrenz
23. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
One time, I dreamt I was naked in a garden of olive trees. Very Adam and Eve-esque but olives not apples.
24. When was the last time you were at Church?
Easter with "Daddy"
25. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
Atria.
26. What was your favorite job?
Santa Rina-ing with Sambo. So much has changed Sam :/ it's not even funny
27. Do you like mustard?
The French kind on hotdogs. yum.
28. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
Sleep.
29. Do you look like your mom or dad?
My papa. Everyone says I'm my daddys lil princess (:
30. How long does it take you in the shower?
Depends. If I'm going to wash my hair, condition, mask my face, scrub and exfoliate and shave my legs uhhhhh.
3o minutes give or take.
31. Can you do splits?
The front right one yeah.
32. What movie do you want to see right now?
TWILIGHT! HOMG! oh HSM 3 If it's reruns Spiderman 1,2,3 AND Breakfast Club&Pretty in Pink
33. If you could fast forward your life, would you?
Yes and No.
34. What did you do for New Year's?
The most recent? I was on a plane from US. I shouted HAPPY NEW YEARS I got a few shushes and Tira didn't hear
cos she was iPoding. Urgh.
35. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
No, but I watched it behind my palms the first time. More of the music parts hehe.
37. Do you own a camera phone?
The MOTOROLA V8 thing.
38. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
No. They're scattered in pictures, letters, momentos all over the room. Just the way I like it.
39. Was your mom a cheerleader?
Yes. She said it wasn't very "hardcore" but she was.
40. What's the last letter of your middle name?
If it's Marissa uuhhhhhhhhhh 'A'
41. Do you like your middle name?
Yes, very much thank you.
42. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
These past few nights,less and less.
43. Do you like Care Bears?
YES! I loved the show,movies ,memoribillia EVERYTHING!
44. What do you buy at the movies?
Mineral water. sometimes salty popcorn or chips. or gummies yum!
45. Do you know how to play poker?
UHHHHHHH DOES MAHJONG COUNT? I forgot how to play black jack . Interpetatz.
46. Do you wear your seatbelt?
Yes, most of the time.
47. What do you wear to sleep?
Whatevers clean. mostly shirts and shorts. BUT i do have this skimpy thing that...
48. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
This is my hometown. KL. Practically everything big in Msia happens here anyway so yup.
49. How many meals do you eat a day?
Normally 3 but it's inconsistent. Don't tell my mummmy!
50. Is your tongue pierced?
No but I want to. Like Kak Jehans!
51. Do you like funny or serious people better?
Varries from situation.
52. Ever been to L.A.?
YES! Twice (: I love
53. Did you eat a cookie today?
Does that chewy bar count. I shared a baked apple with Mark and Kenzo.
54. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
Uh... soooooo... how you doin'?
55. Do you hate chocolate?
Are.You.Mentally.Disporpotinate?
56. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
Mum:DID YOU TAKE MY CLOTHES, MAKE UP, SHOES ETC, DI YOU TAKE YOUR MEDS ETC ETC
Dad: DID YOU CHARGE MY IPOD?
BOTH:studies, small incohorent matters
57. Are you a gullible person?
No, I don't believe so.
58. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
R-E-S-P-E-C-T! I am woman hear me roar!
59. If you could have any job what would it be?
A model/actress. There I said it. Otherwise a lawyer (TONY PUAH & DERRICK (;) JOURNALIST OR IN PUBLIC
RELATIONS IN FASHION LIKE ABANG H!
60. Are you easy to get along with?
Yes. I'm pretty chill. And hyper. But I'm nice seriosuly.
61. What is your favourite time of day?
NIGHT. It's sexy and I'm kinda nocturnal. bUt sometimes dayyyyy. OH I'M SO FICKLE!
I tag:
I was THIS BORED. I took this from NINA,thanks love.
TASH (if u read)
CAY
ARIFF
MENG LEONG?
KAK TRINNAAAA
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
To whoever may concern
Today was a big mistake.
A huge mistake.
But how can you say that you did not judge us?
If it was solely between you and him why didn't you talk to us?
Yes it may be on a sensitive basis but I think we all did the same therefore you shouldn't only get angry at one of us.
If you weren't okay with it why didn't you tell us before we did it and yeah we did realise, after what had already happened, what happened was wrong.
It was(is) a mistake and we won't repeat it but theres no use on hanging on the thread of the past.
I understand your anger and disappointment but the fact that you are willing to lose respect for us after one thing?
Do you think we are genuinely bad people?
Are we after all this time do you really think we are bad people?
Did we kill anyone and hit anyone?
Would you dare judge us morally after one thing?
He did not tell me what you refer to as "a whole lot of crap", what you have done in the past he says.
He wouldn't tell me because he respects you still as a friend.
I don't know what you did but as I quote, "He has done a lot worse"
I'm not about to judge you or go "HAH IN YOURRRR FACE!" because I feel that we can solve this problem entirely on a mature basis.
I may not be Mother Theresa but I honestly feel that we aren't bad people though I do admit
WHAT WE DID WAS A BAD MISTAKE.
I just thought you of all people would the most understanding.
I don't think theres a lot to say just a lot to be done.
We have to prove to you that we are good people but you have to lose the scrutinizing and more of forgiving.
I don't expect and hug and kiss the next day but I hope many years of friendship won't go down like this.
I'm thankful that you cared enough to point out our mistakes, if you hadn't we'd probably repeat it, so in a way thank you.
I have done many wrong things in the past so maybe this is my wake up call.
I hope that in time you will learn to forgive but not to forget and we will learn not repeat mistakes.
The "sensitive issue" should not be brought in and I don't think you can tell us to "butt out".
Sir we'd just like to repair this broken past and start on a new one.
A huge mistake.
But how can you say that you did not judge us?
If it was solely between you and him why didn't you talk to us?
Yes it may be on a sensitive basis but I think we all did the same therefore you shouldn't only get angry at one of us.
If you weren't okay with it why didn't you tell us before we did it and yeah we did realise, after what had already happened, what happened was wrong.
It was(is) a mistake and we won't repeat it but theres no use on hanging on the thread of the past.
I understand your anger and disappointment but the fact that you are willing to lose respect for us after one thing?
Do you think we are genuinely bad people?
Are we after all this time do you really think we are bad people?
Did we kill anyone and hit anyone?
Would you dare judge us morally after one thing?
He did not tell me what you refer to as "a whole lot of crap", what you have done in the past he says.
He wouldn't tell me because he respects you still as a friend.
I don't know what you did but as I quote, "He has done a lot worse"
I'm not about to judge you or go "HAH IN YOURRRR FACE!" because I feel that we can solve this problem entirely on a mature basis.
I may not be Mother Theresa but I honestly feel that we aren't bad people though I do admit
WHAT WE DID WAS A BAD MISTAKE.
I just thought you of all people would the most understanding.
I don't think theres a lot to say just a lot to be done.
We have to prove to you that we are good people but you have to lose the scrutinizing and more of forgiving.
I don't expect and hug and kiss the next day but I hope many years of friendship won't go down like this.
I'm thankful that you cared enough to point out our mistakes, if you hadn't we'd probably repeat it, so in a way thank you.
I have done many wrong things in the past so maybe this is my wake up call.
I hope that in time you will learn to forgive but not to forget and we will learn not repeat mistakes.
The "sensitive issue" should not be brought in and I don't think you can tell us to "butt out".
Sir we'd just like to repair this broken past and start on a new one.
Saturday, July 05, 2008
Friday, July 04, 2008
Heidi Montag should shut up. Really.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
wear high heels and get a record deal.
Official NEW obsession
1. swimming laps- lets go Cay !
2. hanging mobiles-so calming
Arggghhh.
The notifications on Facebook have been piling up, no joke.
So lazy ):
And the only messages I get are from the Zouk thing and it's not like I can go anyway.
Oh jkdhsfkjbwuegtwjhg!
x
It's 1 in the am I'm supposed to be in bed.
I will I will in a minute.
Was supposed to go for a jog but I fell back asleep,sorry sweetie hehe!
Today was surprisingly very very productive.Weeeell kinda.
Got up and got dressed. Followed mummy to the small Giant in Kelana Jaya.
We were getting some things to donate to the nearby orphanage.
Yes the orphanage not the old folks home but they're run by the same management
(inside thing)
Some St Johns' were there. Odd jobbing I reckon.
When we got to the car, a rather aged man approached me.
He was carrying an umbrella under the merciless heat.
His clothes were worn and tattered and his face showed that he was so tired, his silver hair limp and dry in the Sun.
"Amoi saya letak balik untuk kamu ya, boleh kasih satu ringgit ya amoi, uncle mahu beli teh,"
(Little girl I'll put this back for you okay? Can I have a ringgit please. I want to buy tea.")
I smiled politely and fished out the only amount of money I could give, one ringgit.
I was frantically trying to look for a tenner, a fiver at least but to no avail. While searching the metal on my indian beaded bracelet scratched my skin, I felt the blood ooze lightly and the hot air stinging the cut.
His eyes still on me spoke kind words through his shy gaze. He didn't mind just that one ringgit.
I handed him the note and said "Sorry uncle sikit saja"
(I'm sorry uncle, the amount isn't much)
"Tak apa amoi. Amoi sangat baik hati"
(It's okay little girl you are very kind)
He thanked me and pushed the cart back, you know the ones that you have to put twenty cents in.
His smile, brimming with gratitude,plastered into my thoughts.
I know for a fact that most of us are pretty well to do.
If you drop your twenty cent coin on the floor and it's rolled somewhere how many of us would actually want to pick it up.
I know some people who pretend they didn't see it and they won't pick it up.
They say "Aiyoh so little la. nothing to buy also"
Twenty cents does contain value but nowadays not so much.
A fiver or tenner most of us could finish it in a day.
A pen, eraser, exercise book, nasi lemak, wantan, coke in the canteen, maybe an ice cream after school.
Then the mamak with friends and back to school a stop at 7-11 for a magazine and maybe a tube on mentos.
There it's gone.
It's not that we don't value money but it's hardly much anymore.
Nothing to be ashamed only the honest truth.
But to these people a five ringgit or ten ringgit note could feed themselves for a week, or a family for a few days.
When I was about nine, I clearly remember asking my father
"Papa how much do you make?"
He smiled and carried me
"Enough for us to be happy sayang why do you ask?"
"Nothing but papa why doesn't everyone make money like you?"
How could he put it into simple sentences for me to understand.
"Well sayang they didn't study hard enough and thats why people will only pay them maybe like for example 20 cents,"
Wide eyed and confused I scrunched my eyebrows and asked
"Twenty cents. Why so little?"
"Well sayang if the man will only pay him twenty cents what are you going to do because you cannot qualify for anything higher,"
I may have been only nine years old but I understood his words, crystal clear.
From that day on I learned the importance of money.
I may be seen as thrifty as times or spend thrift at others but I still manage my money well.
The old silver haired man pushed the cart back and retrieved the coin he carefully placed it into his pocket and slowly lugged himself to find another persons cart.
The pain I felt blocked out the sting I had from the cut.
My heart felt heavy and uneasy.
I strapped myself into the seat and wondered, does he have a family?
Where does it stay?
Does he have children and if so where are they?
Has he eaten?
Will he eat?
My mother stroked my lifeless hands and said
"It's okay. I know how you feel okay? Remember to always thank God for what you have and help those in need, God will bless those who are kind and giving. One day when you are older you will able to do more, right now we will do the best we can,"
I looked into my mothers eyes, through her brown tinted Gucci sunglasses.
Her dark eyes matched mine.
Dark brown and brimming with tears.
Whenever I go there the same thing happens again and again but I will never chase them away or neglect them I will try to help them however I can.
We stopped at the orphanage.
The caretaker took to things and thanked us
"Thank you so much girl thank you"
The little children smiled and said thank you.
One little girl in a pink dress with hypnotic eyes smiled.
She was so small and so pretty.
Thank you she whispered.
Leaving, she went to the gate and waved goodbye.
One day I will make a difference.
1. swimming laps- lets go Cay !
2. hanging mobiles-so calming
Arggghhh.
The notifications on Facebook have been piling up, no joke.
So lazy ):
And the only messages I get are from the Zouk thing and it's not like I can go anyway.
Oh jkdhsfkjbwuegtwjhg!
x
It's 1 in the am I'm supposed to be in bed.
I will I will in a minute.
Was supposed to go for a jog but I fell back asleep,sorry sweetie hehe!
Today was surprisingly very very productive.Weeeell kinda.
Got up and got dressed. Followed mummy to the small Giant in Kelana Jaya.
We were getting some things to donate to the nearby orphanage.
Yes the orphanage not the old folks home but they're run by the same management
(inside thing)
Some St Johns' were there. Odd jobbing I reckon.
When we got to the car, a rather aged man approached me.
He was carrying an umbrella under the merciless heat.
His clothes were worn and tattered and his face showed that he was so tired, his silver hair limp and dry in the Sun.
"Amoi saya letak balik untuk kamu ya, boleh kasih satu ringgit ya amoi, uncle mahu beli teh,"
(Little girl I'll put this back for you okay? Can I have a ringgit please. I want to buy tea.")
I smiled politely and fished out the only amount of money I could give, one ringgit.
I was frantically trying to look for a tenner, a fiver at least but to no avail. While searching the metal on my indian beaded bracelet scratched my skin, I felt the blood ooze lightly and the hot air stinging the cut.
His eyes still on me spoke kind words through his shy gaze. He didn't mind just that one ringgit.
I handed him the note and said "Sorry uncle sikit saja"
(I'm sorry uncle, the amount isn't much)
"Tak apa amoi. Amoi sangat baik hati"
(It's okay little girl you are very kind)
He thanked me and pushed the cart back, you know the ones that you have to put twenty cents in.
His smile, brimming with gratitude,plastered into my thoughts.
I know for a fact that most of us are pretty well to do.
If you drop your twenty cent coin on the floor and it's rolled somewhere how many of us would actually want to pick it up.
I know some people who pretend they didn't see it and they won't pick it up.
They say "Aiyoh so little la. nothing to buy also"
Twenty cents does contain value but nowadays not so much.
A fiver or tenner most of us could finish it in a day.
A pen, eraser, exercise book, nasi lemak, wantan, coke in the canteen, maybe an ice cream after school.
Then the mamak with friends and back to school a stop at 7-11 for a magazine and maybe a tube on mentos.
There it's gone.
It's not that we don't value money but it's hardly much anymore.
Nothing to be ashamed only the honest truth.
But to these people a five ringgit or ten ringgit note could feed themselves for a week, or a family for a few days.
When I was about nine, I clearly remember asking my father
"Papa how much do you make?"
He smiled and carried me
"Enough for us to be happy sayang why do you ask?"
"Nothing but papa why doesn't everyone make money like you?"
How could he put it into simple sentences for me to understand.
"Well sayang they didn't study hard enough and thats why people will only pay them maybe like for example 20 cents,"
Wide eyed and confused I scrunched my eyebrows and asked
"Twenty cents. Why so little?"
"Well sayang if the man will only pay him twenty cents what are you going to do because you cannot qualify for anything higher,"
I may have been only nine years old but I understood his words, crystal clear.
From that day on I learned the importance of money.
I may be seen as thrifty as times or spend thrift at others but I still manage my money well.
The old silver haired man pushed the cart back and retrieved the coin he carefully placed it into his pocket and slowly lugged himself to find another persons cart.
The pain I felt blocked out the sting I had from the cut.
My heart felt heavy and uneasy.
I strapped myself into the seat and wondered, does he have a family?
Where does it stay?
Does he have children and if so where are they?
Has he eaten?
Will he eat?
My mother stroked my lifeless hands and said
"It's okay. I know how you feel okay? Remember to always thank God for what you have and help those in need, God will bless those who are kind and giving. One day when you are older you will able to do more, right now we will do the best we can,"
I looked into my mothers eyes, through her brown tinted Gucci sunglasses.
Her dark eyes matched mine.
Dark brown and brimming with tears.
Whenever I go there the same thing happens again and again but I will never chase them away or neglect them I will try to help them however I can.
We stopped at the orphanage.
The caretaker took to things and thanked us
"Thank you so much girl thank you"
The little children smiled and said thank you.
One little girl in a pink dress with hypnotic eyes smiled.
She was so small and so pretty.
Thank you she whispered.
Leaving, she went to the gate and waved goodbye.
One day I will make a difference.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
ATTENTION: Marciano anyone?
Love this colour combination . (:
Well if you do, do you like Marciano?
I hope you do pictures up soon.
Enquires can be made (:
Well if you do, do you like Marciano?
I hope you do pictures up soon.
Enquires can be made (:
Monday, June 23, 2008
inside the animals mind.
Random-spiration (;
Monday.
I had trouble getting up again
Not that I'm very good at any time of the morning.
No you know why Garfield hates Mondays.
Well actually if you ask my dear sweet sweet classmates, I'm either late or arrive 20 seconds before the bell rings.
But they put up with my nonsense so lovingly and cover me, most of the time.
Assembly was long-as.
But touching in my own mediocre kinda way.
As this week is INTERNATIONAL ANTI-DRUGS week,we had a sketch performed by 5 Belian.
Our speaker was Big D by the way.
Oh Djians are so very easily amused, but it was cute something to take out the grumpy in my morning mayhem.
Ustazah still isn't back, please continue praying for her safe recovery.
As I mentioned earlier about the assembly, our nice PE teacher aka K's momma, let us skip it and we just chit chatted in class.
Actually come to think of it we do that 97% of the time.
Lets just say we have our ways with words.
Kay how am I joking, she just gives in to the constant:-
"Aiyoh teacher cramp la!!!"
"Teacher sooo hot!"
"Eyer teacher dowwan la I forgot to bring my PE clothes"
hahahah!
So A,J,M and myself talked about the important things in life.
Like hmmm, PMR (for 2.5 seconds) , chosen stream (sorry J its arts for us! )
and wait for it...wait for it....
PROM.
The big oh ten, can't wait (:
Instantly we go back reminiscing about how alike we are to our seniors and our special bond and connection.
No my eyes weren't tearing, there was just something in my eye.
Drama team met up during the Form 5s recess.
I still can't digest the news.
Omg thank you for trusting (& burdening me heheh) me P, Big D and W!
I'll be happy to carry all your shit.
harhar (:
I plan to blog everyday. But the thing about my darling family is that
when you're from a mixed parentage, your brothers eyes tend to look like this

Monday.
I had trouble getting up again
Not that I'm very good at any time of the morning.
No you know why Garfield hates Mondays.
Well actually if you ask my dear sweet sweet classmates, I'm either late or arrive 20 seconds before the bell rings.
But they put up with my nonsense so lovingly and cover me, most of the time.
Assembly was long-as.
But touching in my own mediocre kinda way.
As this week is INTERNATIONAL ANTI-DRUGS week,we had a sketch performed by 5 Belian.
Our speaker was Big D by the way.
Oh Djians are so very easily amused, but it was cute something to take out the grumpy in my morning mayhem.
Ustazah still isn't back, please continue praying for her safe recovery.
As I mentioned earlier about the assembly, our nice PE teacher aka K's momma, let us skip it and we just chit chatted in class.
Actually come to think of it we do that 97% of the time.
Lets just say we have our ways with words.
Kay how am I joking, she just gives in to the constant:-
"Aiyoh teacher cramp la!!!"
"Teacher sooo hot!"
"Eyer teacher dowwan la I forgot to bring my PE clothes"
hahahah!
So A,J,M and myself talked about the important things in life.
Like hmmm, PMR (for 2.5 seconds) , chosen stream (sorry J its arts for us! )
and wait for it...wait for it....
PROM.
The big oh ten, can't wait (:
Instantly we go back reminiscing about how alike we are to our seniors and our special bond and connection.
No my eyes weren't tearing, there was just something in my eye.
Drama team met up during the Form 5s recess.
I still can't digest the news.
Omg thank you for trusting (& burdening me heheh) me P, Big D and W!
I'll be happy to carry all your shit.
harhar (:
I plan to blog everyday. But the thing about my darling family is that
when you're from a mixed parentage, your brothers eyes tend to look like this

Saturday, June 21, 2008
Happy everrr afterrrrr :D
A proper one tomorrow,hopefully.
I'll tag the laptop to Titaz cos KT is gonna be at prefects camp.
KT a prefect I love her but I find it hard to imagine.
You know this will totally sound like a case of sour grapes,but I dislike prefects.
Well their requirements actually.
Okay maybe I get the hair and the londeh pants.
But!
The socks.
What is low socks gonna do to you.
Wait if you're gonna tell me it's to instill discipline in the future for our working days.
Oh please.
We wear heels to work.
Well I especially dislike prefects this week beacause they question my lipbalm, hello odn't you get dry lips and took away my black bands.
It's not like I'm going to stranggle you with them but whatever.
Who am I kiddin', MARK !!!!
hheheh
xoxo
Kay lets keep this short & sweet cos I want to hit the hay.
Things that make my day super.
*In the morning, I wake up extra late but still manage to get my brother and myself to school
before the first bell rings.
*The faces of my sleepy,zombie faced classmates
*Really mad awesome coconut science experiments to start off the day
*A great geo lesson and a free period after to sneak the breakkie that I missed in the morn
*A good chat durin' recess
*Dinie Gossip Girl sneaking into my class hahahahaha!
*Kheng,Fie,Sani,Amirul and Myself singing (or at least attempting to) CINTA really loud
*Making Barney happy,talking to sotong haha!
*catching up on the paper, only to be taken away by Hoong Yi.
*look at cute boys play footie out of the window.
*surprise visit from Quah
*wake at pella bella when she flies! CALLIE (} ;
*taking a nap on Emir. Not only is he comfy he smells so good. Even after PE IM LIKE OHHH bottle that. Oh and when your mind isn't exactly and top speed a cute face kinda helps kick it into gear (;
*Finishing the karangan just in the nick of time
*meeting (and smelling hahah inside thing) wan jyn,I miss you
*Talking to my best friends after school
*A good lunch and nap.
EVERYTHING HAPPENED.
Whatever I said about not liking my class this year I take it back
Although I'm almost one hundred percent sure I didn't say a thing.
I truly love my classmates,although everyone gets on everyones nerves all the time.
I really love you 3 Cengal
I'll tag the laptop to Titaz cos KT is gonna be at prefects camp.
KT a prefect I love her but I find it hard to imagine.
You know this will totally sound like a case of sour grapes,but I dislike prefects.
Well their requirements actually.
Okay maybe I get the hair and the londeh pants.
But!
The socks.
What is low socks gonna do to you.
Wait if you're gonna tell me it's to instill discipline in the future for our working days.
Oh please.
We wear heels to work.
Well I especially dislike prefects this week beacause they question my lipbalm, hello odn't you get dry lips and took away my black bands.
It's not like I'm going to stranggle you with them but whatever.
Who am I kiddin', MARK !!!!
hheheh
xoxo
Kay lets keep this short & sweet cos I want to hit the hay.
Things that make my day super.
*In the morning, I wake up extra late but still manage to get my brother and myself to school
before the first bell rings.
*The faces of my sleepy,zombie faced classmates
*Really mad awesome coconut science experiments to start off the day
*A great geo lesson and a free period after to sneak the breakkie that I missed in the morn
*A good chat durin' recess
*Dinie Gossip Girl sneaking into my class hahahahaha!
*Kheng,Fie,Sani,Amirul and Myself singing (or at least attempting to) CINTA really loud
*Making Barney happy,talking to sotong haha!
*catching up on the paper, only to be taken away by Hoong Yi.
*look at cute boys play footie out of the window.
*surprise visit from Quah
*wake at pella bella when she flies! CALLIE (} ;
*taking a nap on Emir. Not only is he comfy he smells so good. Even after PE IM LIKE OHHH bottle that. Oh and when your mind isn't exactly and top speed a cute face kinda helps kick it into gear (;
*Finishing the karangan just in the nick of time
*meeting (and smelling hahah inside thing) wan jyn,I miss you
*Talking to my best friends after school
*A good lunch and nap.
EVERYTHING HAPPENED.
Whatever I said about not liking my class this year I take it back
Although I'm almost one hundred percent sure I didn't say a thing.
I truly love my classmates,although everyone gets on everyones nerves all the time.
I really love you 3 Cengal
Saturday, June 14, 2008
here comes the sun.
Just got back from P Ramlee the musical.
The ending was heart-wrenching.
I totally recommend you watch it,worth every penny.
I saw Soo Hui there haha.
Rin and Kak Trin were all "DON'T YOU DARE WEAR JEANS" on me the day before,so as I good girl I followed.
I settled on a clean,crisp cream shirt dress and a cute lavender scarf to match.
Very Jackie O (RY ! (:)
But alas, there were so many who abode the rules, but whatever.
Musly Ramlee is an amazing actor.
Anyway lets not dwell on that,when my internet starts working and I get photos AND stuff.
Penarek Beca (:
The other day, Callie and I, along with our random,random ramblings began talking about shoes.
Boys don't get it.
Girls don't get enough of it.
BUT anyway, we began talking about styles and stuff.
How Cal is forever searching (STILL SEARCHING) for the perfect pair of wedges.
How tiny feet,well size fives, are good and bad cos well it's cute but it's so common it's hard to find shoes during festive seasons.
The other day I was at the chiro(practer) and he was yadeeyadeeyaing about how ugly my toes were.
"Oh your poor toes!"
I stared at him completely dumbfounded that he was actually commenting on my horrendous painting skills, "huh?"
"They're infected,purple and all"
Oh if you weren't so funny and maybe a little cute,and if my mummy wasn't there I woulda kicked you.
If I don't come after some time ,when I step into the room, he goes "Hello Stranger."
HELLO STRANGER!!!?
I can't seem to grasp the movie that the line comes from.
(Well it does right? Is it possible that man can actually come up with pick-up-lines like these, not that he was picking me up he's married and I'm fifteen,not that I mind.I JOKE! Please please Kak Sha don't read my blog)
He's so cool,he has a tattoo :0
kay update soooooooon.
I HATE MY LACK OF INTERNET!
$#^*$^@!#^$!@^
bye!
The ending was heart-wrenching.
I totally recommend you watch it,worth every penny.
I saw Soo Hui there haha.
Rin and Kak Trin were all "DON'T YOU DARE WEAR JEANS" on me the day before,so as I good girl I followed.
I settled on a clean,crisp cream shirt dress and a cute lavender scarf to match.
Very Jackie O (RY ! (:)
But alas, there were so many who abode the rules, but whatever.
Musly Ramlee is an amazing actor.
Anyway lets not dwell on that,when my internet starts working and I get photos AND stuff.
Penarek Beca (:
The other day, Callie and I, along with our random,random ramblings began talking about shoes.
Boys don't get it.
Girls don't get enough of it.
BUT anyway, we began talking about styles and stuff.
How Cal is forever searching (STILL SEARCHING) for the perfect pair of wedges.
How tiny feet,well size fives, are good and bad cos well it's cute but it's so common it's hard to find shoes during festive seasons.
The other day I was at the chiro(practer) and he was yadeeyadeeyaing about how ugly my toes were.
"Oh your poor toes!"
I stared at him completely dumbfounded that he was actually commenting on my horrendous painting skills, "huh?"
"They're infected,purple and all"
Oh if you weren't so funny and maybe a little cute,and if my mummy wasn't there I woulda kicked you.
If I don't come after some time ,when I step into the room, he goes "Hello Stranger."
HELLO STRANGER!!!?
I can't seem to grasp the movie that the line comes from.
(Well it does right? Is it possible that man can actually come up with pick-up-lines like these, not that he was picking me up he's married and I'm fifteen,not that I mind.I JOKE! Please please Kak Sha don't read my blog)
He's so cool,he has a tattoo :0
kay update soooooooon.
I HATE MY LACK OF INTERNET!
$#^*$^@!#^$!@^
bye!
Friday, May 30, 2008
Tums (:
Mummy makes awesome banofee pie man,yum.
I'm supposed to be packing and cleaning my Hurricane Katrina-esque swept room but..
You know FACEBOOK gets kinda tempting.
You know what else is tempting?
Besides Banofee pie,a MACBOOK.
It's a friggin' 4ks worth of chachingy.
Now where am I supposed to get that kinda cheddar?
Maybe I should have a garage sale,and sell my old clothes and stuff.
You know I did think about that but I'm such a junkie,I'd probably buy that old Little Mermaid storybook of myself.
You know what I really need?
A bigger room.A bigger bank account,(maybe a bigger IQ,since the capacity of your brain does not prove your intelluectualism),Bigger toes(HAHAHAH ARIFF!)
And a bigger slice of banofee pie.
Ariff - MacBook 2.0Ghz = RM3,999 (*@#&*($&@*&$&& - www.youtube.com/SenakFM says:
wth swt
Ariff - MacBook 2.0Ghz = RM3,999 (*@#&*($&@*&$&& - www.youtube.com/SenakFM says:
evey com has itunes
Ariff - MacBook 2.0Ghz = RM3,999 (*@#&*($&@*&$&& - www.youtube.com/SenakFM says:
its a fact
M! Heaven cries says:
If you install
Ariff - MacBook 2.0Ghz = RM3,999 (*@#&*($&@*&$&& - www.youtube.com/SenakFM says:
who wouldnt
M! Heaven cries says:
hdhbfjsajs!@03u38u51!
M! Heaven cries says:
GRRRRR DON'T POTONG MY STEAM LA!
Hahahah!
Mars Bars you biatch,I know you don't read my blog so I'll just rant 'bout youuu.
I'll be seeing you for the next 4 days on Sunday!
Yay bronzing time!
We'll conspire to take over the world no (:
Snap!I just realised that I haven't shaved/waxed my legs yet la ): urgh grr.
So I went to my waxing thing and it's by Body Shop ,it's called sugaring.
Omg so worth it.Cos it makes you so smooth and it tastes so yummy (:
It's basically sugar mollases and sandalwood,well I didn't know it was sandalwood at first so after eating "santalum album" and panicked,I smartly googled it.
HAH I've eaten more poisonuous things in a bowl(Don't tll my ama about the pak chan!)
JAZBAZ and I need to go bra shopping /: Yeah Kak Jas,hah so funny.
Aite SUGAR RUSHs on.
Mummy makes awesome banofee pie man,yum.
I'm supposed to be packing and cleaning my Hurricane Katrina-esque swept room but..
You know FACEBOOK gets kinda tempting.
You know what else is tempting?
Besides Banofee pie,a MACBOOK.
It's a friggin' 4ks worth of chachingy.
Now where am I supposed to get that kinda cheddar?
Maybe I should have a garage sale,and sell my old clothes and stuff.
You know I did think about that but I'm such a junkie,I'd probably buy that old Little Mermaid storybook of myself.
You know what I really need?
A bigger room.A bigger bank account,(maybe a bigger IQ,since the capacity of your brain does not prove your intelluectualism),Bigger toes(HAHAHAH ARIFF!)
And a bigger slice of banofee pie.
Ariff - MacBook 2.0Ghz = RM3,999 (*@#&*($&@*&$&& - www.youtube.com/SenakFM says:
wth swt
Ariff - MacBook 2.0Ghz = RM3,999 (*@#&*($&@*&$&& - www.youtube.com/SenakFM says:
evey com has itunes
Ariff - MacBook 2.0Ghz = RM3,999 (*@#&*($&@*&$&& - www.youtube.com/SenakFM says:
its a fact
M! Heaven cries says:
If you install
Ariff - MacBook 2.0Ghz = RM3,999 (*@#&*($&@*&$&& - www.youtube.com/SenakFM says:
who wouldnt
M! Heaven cries says:
hdhbfjsajs!@03u38u51!
M! Heaven cries says:
GRRRRR DON'T POTONG MY STEAM LA!
Hahahah!
Mars Bars you biatch,I know you don't read my blog so I'll just rant 'bout youuu.
I'll be seeing you for the next 4 days on Sunday!
Yay bronzing time!
We'll conspire to take over the world no (:
Snap!I just realised that I haven't shaved/waxed my legs yet la ): urgh grr.
So I went to my waxing thing and it's by Body Shop ,it's called sugaring.
Omg so worth it.Cos it makes you so smooth and it tastes so yummy (:
It's basically sugar mollases and sandalwood,well I didn't know it was sandalwood at first so after eating "santalum album" and panicked,I smartly googled it.
HAH I've eaten more poisonuous things in a bowl(Don't tll my ama about the pak chan!)
JAZBAZ and I need to go bra shopping /: Yeah Kak Jas,hah so funny.
Aite SUGAR RUSHs on.
DO'H.com
What I have packed for the CHERATING TRIP so far.
1.Two bikinis
2.One summer dress
3.A pair of Daisy Dukes.
OMG
I'll be back,give me four minutes to save the world!
GET IT.
Ha I'm as funny as a piece of glazed ham.
1.Two bikinis
2.One summer dress
3.A pair of Daisy Dukes.
OMG
I'll be back,give me four minutes to save the world!
GET IT.
Ha I'm as funny as a piece of glazed ham.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Bonkers-er;3AM
ASHLEY FIXED THIS :D
I love you la WONG HEEEEE
Okay I'm guessing most people who actually read this blog would prob read Sophs first.
Most of my posts are involuntarily done,after oodles of pestering from my fellow Bloggers and blogerrettes.
Well I'm trying now.
Update TOMORROW!
I love you la WONG HEEEEE
Okay I'm guessing most people who actually read this blog would prob read Sophs first.
Most of my posts are involuntarily done,after oodles of pestering from my fellow Bloggers and blogerrettes.
Well I'm trying now.
Update TOMORROW!
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
It's Only Life.
Just one picture.
Just one secret image in my mind.
In a different angle has changed my total perception of so many things.
I can actually say today,I have let go.
Of hoping.
I'm going to let go of the excess baggage.
I'm going to live.
Because it's only life.
Just one secret image in my mind.
In a different angle has changed my total perception of so many things.
I can actually say today,I have let go.
Of hoping.
I'm going to let go of the excess baggage.
I'm going to live.
Because it's only life.
where did the good people go?
OH THIS IS LOVE (((:Ohkay
Lemme see I'm so so so sure that you've read about a million blogs sayin' how relieved they are that exams are over.
LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT.
uh like DUH!
Mummy picked me up after school had sushi at ou with mummy and adik.
Bought tix for SPEED RACER
I met my seniors (:
I forgot to buy my liquid liner la ): aiyooo
Groceries.
HOME
You have no idea when was the last time I took like a LOOOOOOOOONG time in the shower.
With exams the most is like 20 minutes.
Yeah even when I wash my hair.
So when I got home I think my brother thought I fell asleep in the toilet.
So I just wrapped myself in a towel and opened the door.
"Mhmmm yeah what?"
The computer guy just stared at me.
THINKS:OMG HOLY FTW
"Uh opps yeah okay sorry!"
*RUNS BACK INTO ROOM AND NEARLY DROPS THE TOWEL*
I'm really not sure who was more embarrassed me or him.
Worse still I was singing to Colbie Caillat and Leona Lewis in the shower.
LOUDLY,
after tuiton .me mummy pa and adik went for the 9.30 SPEED RACER SHOW.
At first I felt a wee bit dissappointed.
The fact that Adam Brody was not cast as Speed.
And that the ravishing colour mix up was making me confused.But like Speed I managed to stay on track.
GEDDIT (:
It's a joke.(hahaha ry and wei feng)
But it was pretty okay in the end.
THREE YUMMY GUYS SO NOT BAAAAAD
:D
WHATEVER I HAVE EVER SAID ABOUT RAIN I TAKE BACK AND STUFF THEM UP MY MOUTH!
Taejo is yummy

On a totally unrelated noteeeee
"Daen what to study for KH?"
"Belle aren't you the friggin' FORMAN hahah!"
"Ya I know but so lazy la.Who gives a shit la just fail"
"Just study la aiyoooo"
"No I want to watch SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE"
I want to strangle you la bubblegumBELLE (:
Kayyyy I'm so sleepy and I'm tryna download GOSSIP GIRL into the iTouch.
Saya perlu JOYCE!!!!!

you were supposed to be him ):
Saturday, May 03, 2008
perhaps.perhaps.perhaps
The titles pretty random but well I'm at the usual Sat gathering.
And today there will be karaoke today,yeah go figure.
Sujakouture is swimming.
Minus me of course.
I'm down with a bad throat and a little flu ):
Even Aunty Laur and Uncle Salim are swimming God.
Last night I dreamt jumping off a cliff into this themepark/The Sea.My dreams are kooky but the feeling was good.
Anyway Sports Day just ended and I'm back to my delicious shade of bronze,which I love.
Is it me or is Ronaldo suddenly,hmmm cute?
I've never really fancied him sooooo.
Sports Day was cool.Ariff attempted to use up the remaining space of my phone by taking over a hundred photographs.
I wore a saree,in which Pn Chia wasn't too pleased cos it wasn't yellow :/ It was bronze,close right?
Datin frackin' cancelled the 4x400m.What a .....
Drama and Hairspray (HAHA!) passed by in a wink.Gosh I miss drama.
Abang H had a new tee on today.
JESUS IS MY HOMEBOY.
so cute! Even beats my grey MY BOYFRIEND IS A PIRATE zipper.
THEY ARE DANCING AT THE POOOL )))':
God I want to swim already.
xxxxx
Back we're karaokeing now (:
And today there will be karaoke today,yeah go figure.
Sujakouture is swimming.
Minus me of course.
I'm down with a bad throat and a little flu ):
Even Aunty Laur and Uncle Salim are swimming God.
Last night I dreamt jumping off a cliff into this themepark/The Sea.My dreams are kooky but the feeling was good.
Anyway Sports Day just ended and I'm back to my delicious shade of bronze,which I love.
Is it me or is Ronaldo suddenly,hmmm cute?
I've never really fancied him sooooo.
Sports Day was cool.Ariff attempted to use up the remaining space of my phone by taking over a hundred photographs.
I wore a saree,in which Pn Chia wasn't too pleased cos it wasn't yellow :/ It was bronze,close right?
Datin frackin' cancelled the 4x400m.What a .....
Drama and Hairspray (HAHA!) passed by in a wink.Gosh I miss drama.
Abang H had a new tee on today.
JESUS IS MY HOMEBOY.
so cute! Even beats my grey MY BOYFRIEND IS A PIRATE zipper.
THEY ARE DANCING AT THE POOOL )))':
God I want to swim already.
xxxxx
Back we're karaokeing now (:
Sunday, April 13, 2008
tempo has reached critical level.
I was reading a blog of one the former form fives
(I think I read their blogs too much,nearly stalker-esque!)
and I remembered about the Andrew guy who passed away recently.
Me,J and S used to have late night convos,phone and MSN about ex-form fives and well him and his friends.
We'd read their blogs(Natalia and gang)and we'd go on and on,we were like I dunno papparazi.
Ohkay no but you know what I mean.
So when J told me he was in a coma,my heart just dropped.
Not that I knew him,heck he doesn't even know my name but his pictures in the blogs.
I cried watching the video.
It kinda tells you that it can happen to anyone,scarily enough.
Rest in Peace.
He's in a better place.
x.
That Monday when Puan Betty asked for a moment of silence for him,I looked up in the sky and felt tears in my eyes.
Not because I felt upset but...
the sky was completely cloudless and I felt like that was a sign that he was happy.
a sign.
On a lighter note.
zim:Harvard+Bimbo
They don't mix well Daena
You wanna know what the phrase "HARVARD BIMBO" remins me of?
daena:What
zim:Summer Roberts.
ding ding ding!DAENA SCORES SOPH :D
Guess what Zim I'm going to work to get into Harvard.
Bimbo or not.
(I think I read their blogs too much,nearly stalker-esque!)
and I remembered about the Andrew guy who passed away recently.
Me,J and S used to have late night convos,phone and MSN about ex-form fives and well him and his friends.
We'd read their blogs(Natalia and gang)and we'd go on and on,we were like I dunno papparazi.
Ohkay no but you know what I mean.
So when J told me he was in a coma,my heart just dropped.
Not that I knew him,heck he doesn't even know my name but his pictures in the blogs.
I cried watching the video.
It kinda tells you that it can happen to anyone,scarily enough.
Rest in Peace.
He's in a better place.
x.
That Monday when Puan Betty asked for a moment of silence for him,I looked up in the sky and felt tears in my eyes.
Not because I felt upset but...
the sky was completely cloudless and I felt like that was a sign that he was happy.
a sign.
On a lighter note.
zim:Harvard+Bimbo
They don't mix well Daena
You wanna know what the phrase "HARVARD BIMBO" remins me of?
daena:What
zim:Summer Roberts.
ding ding ding!DAENA SCORES SOPH :D
Guess what Zim I'm going to work to get into Harvard.
Bimbo or not.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Dremers&IceCreamerz
Two posts in a day,my that's some new record.
Joyce I'm getting into the SPIRIT OF IT!
Soph,Alex,Kem,ChinTak and all my scout friends I miss you and LOVE YOU!
OH DINIE BODOH I SAYANG YOU TOO BOOBS.
Yeah whatever.
You know I so promise to go for Kesatria next year I feel kinda bad for not going and all.
God please forgive me!
Due to my ways,in which I cannot manage time in the proper manner therefore all the time used to procrastinate,in which it's leftovers are used for something WORTHWHILE.
God.
Stuff I'm lookin' forward too:
1.My navel ring (hahahahahahah!PLEASE MUM!)
2.My tat (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yeah right)
3.SATC MOVIE (that's Sex and The City)
4.Hairspray?
5.Salsa (yes or no Alex?)
6.PMR to be OVER AND DONE WITH
7.Ice skating with mummy.
8.MY BREAKFAST LUNCH TEA DINNER SUPPER AND DESSERT WITH SAMIKKINS(why do I even love you ?)
Stuff I need to do:
1.Stop procrastinating
2.Start praying
3.Finish my friggin' projects
4.OMG WHAT AM I S'POSSED TO DO FOR SIVICS?
5.Post ALOT of past pictures(oopsie!)
6.Find white top
7.Study History
8.Science Notes
9.Schedule practises
10.Presents
11.I really can't remember....
I promise to them ESOK!
well actually it's 1 in the am so today..
WHATEVER.
Joyce I'm getting into the SPIRIT OF IT!
Soph,Alex,Kem,ChinTak and all my scout friends I miss you and LOVE YOU!
OH DINIE BODOH I SAYANG YOU TOO BOOBS.
Yeah whatever.
You know I so promise to go for Kesatria next year I feel kinda bad for not going and all.
God please forgive me!
Due to my ways,in which I cannot manage time in the proper manner therefore all the time used to procrastinate,in which it's leftovers are used for something WORTHWHILE.
God.
Stuff I'm lookin' forward too:
1.My navel ring (hahahahahahah!PLEASE MUM!)
2.My tat (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yeah right)
3.SATC MOVIE (that's Sex and The City)
4.Hairspray?
5.Salsa (yes or no Alex?)
6.PMR to be OVER AND DONE WITH
7.Ice skating with mummy.
8.MY BREAKFAST LUNCH TEA DINNER SUPPER AND DESSERT WITH SAMIKKINS(why do I even love you ?)
Stuff I need to do:
1.Stop procrastinating
2.Start praying
3.Finish my friggin' projects
4.OMG WHAT AM I S'POSSED TO DO FOR SIVICS?
5.Post ALOT of past pictures(oopsie!)
6.Find white top
7.Study History
8.Science Notes
9.Schedule practises
10.Presents
11.I really can't remember....
I promise to them ESOK!
well actually it's 1 in the am so today..
WHATEVER.
Friday, April 11, 2008
ICE ICE BABY
Oh I likey Evolution of Dance :D
yeah its old whatever.
Happy belated birthday Aiman may all your wishes come true (:
Soph me and Ry can't stop singing ICE ICE BABY and CAN'T TOUCH THIS.
Though our attempts to dance fail.
hmmmm off to find hairspray vids .
see ya!
yeah its old whatever.
Happy belated birthday Aiman may all your wishes come true (:
Soph me and Ry can't stop singing ICE ICE BABY and CAN'T TOUCH THIS.
Though our attempts to dance fail.
hmmmm off to find hairspray vids .
see ya!
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
I didn't fall.but before you walf ya gotta crawl!
Dear fifteen year old me,
Firstly Happy Birthday!
do you remember when you were in primary school and you wanted so bad to come to DJ to become a Dynamite?You still do,perhaps that will never change.Maybe next year you will try out hmm? Anyway before you fell on the ground by doing backflips on your bed you used to love your smile but hate your hair.You begged and pleaded with mum to take you to straighten it and you were so happy! you also did not like your skin tone,your skin in general.But your weight made you happy.You thought guys didn't like you because you were a tomboy and you hated pink and make up and you used your height and "ugliness" to cover up by being a tomboy.But you grew out of that,you realised you can be a girly girl but still mantain the kick-**s 'tude!(which you still have till today and well with a touch of "princess-yness")Now you grow out your then straightened hair,because you want to embrace you natural style,your hair is softer and smoother and your hairdryer collects dusts but you are happy. You still suffer form the odd pimple once in a while but with sufficient sleep and water your skin looks pretty good! You love your skin tone and some of your best friends say you look spanish/latina and you love it.But sometimes you look in the mirror and if it weren't for your superstitiousness you would have punched it with your bare fists till they bleed because you hate the face staring back at you.
The slanted jaw and the disgusting body.
You cry and cry screaming "WHY CAN'T I BE PERFECT!?"
You resort to stuff like starving,dieting butluckily it doesn't work. and you inner chocoholic won't make it easy.So slowly you cut down on carbs which wasn't easy,and in the end you even managed to cut down on desserts too!Though you do treat yourself a little too often at times.
One day in form one you were very stressed with yourself,
Your little heart was so full of hatred,of despise you did what you would have never thought you'd do in a million lightyears.
you punched your cupboard and a photoframe fell to the floor.Luckily the glass only chipped a little.
Heading to the bin you look in the mirror,so unhappy with your self image,closen the little shard to your left wrist.It starts to bleed and won't stop.
Mummy comes in and screams and shouts.You know you've not only hurt yourself but mummy too when she starts to cry.
The night was hell.
But the next day mummy tells you that you must never keep anything negative inside you.
she cries with you and comforts you.
You go to school and tell it to a few close friends but still you are left with a heavy heart when you're lost in the schools social world trying to find where you belong.
You vow to never do something so stupid again.
A boy makes you very very very happy.
The next year you are away from all your friends,but you rekindle old flames with long lost brothers and you love them so much till today.
Infact two of them told you they loved you on stage this year.
The boy makes you sad.
You join the junior prefects and you meet two irritating,annoying num nuts whom you grow to love so very dearly with your heart. You also form from a mutual friendship to an amazing bond with one sister,one Danny Zuco and one chica who has been with you since primary one.The LOVE is formed and so is the amazing friendship.But in the process you meet a lone fellow who once you disliked his harsh ways have opened him up and he began to soften.
The boy makes you very very very so much happier than even the past year but in a totally different way.
The LOVE bought you a black bracelet which you even brought to America because you felt like you could bring them with you!When you lost it everyone thought you had lost the diamond bracelet with the way you were crying,but you showed them the diamond bracelet,so elegantly placed on your wrist,but the sentimental value of the black bracelet could never replace even the most beautiful diamonds to you and that is when you realised your love for these people.
The days pass by and it's another year gone by,
finally your identity crisis is over you can be whoever you want with the friends you are close to now!Your passion for scouts although not at par with most of your friends now are still catching up.You share a piece of your heart with another sister whom you could never land in the same class with.You learn a thing or two from a certain "father" who has although neglected you for a number of years,teaches you the value of God and your love for him in a whole new different light.A certain cub makes you so proud by getting in DYNAMITEZ.You meet a beautiful IBU and two kee-ray-zee chicas in class and form the sistahood of the travelling KASUT.You share a secret moment with a macho macho man and learn that real men DO CRY.You make amends with a certain debater/public speaking-er.YOU LOVE SUJAKOUTURE SO MUCH!The jerk in your class is a good jerk!And you now love many many many LAME scouts who love you too.You join the drama team,first so upset that your best friend got the part but now do not regret AT ALLLLLLLL.You now trust them so much to catch you backwards from the stage,with your thoughts and your secrets.
One vampire makes you happy and then takes it back.But you knew from the start so you didn't even feel sad,you feel happy HE has moved on.
You treasure the trust with a certain MINNIE mouse.
You wonder about the teddy bear who loves you.
you want to have deep talks with a certain "maria trina-pova"
You aim for the highest but now you have to work so much harder.
You plan to make amends with a certain cheerleading kindergarten best friend.
You don't judge people like you did and know whatever it is it's form the heart.
Your parents realise that the friends you have now don't use you some before did.
Everyone on the stairs that night they said they could see in their eyes was true,pure and real.
You want to clarify somethings with an angelic sister you have,but is she even your sister now?You want so many things in your life right now.
And you've achieved so much but what you really want is to look in the mirror,
and beyond all your flaws and say "I DO love myself as much as my friends love me>"
It may not come today not even tomorrow maybe but I promise you,one day you'll get it
and you'll look back and laugh and those who didn't believe you.
Firstly Happy Birthday!
do you remember when you were in primary school and you wanted so bad to come to DJ to become a Dynamite?You still do,perhaps that will never change.Maybe next year you will try out hmm? Anyway before you fell on the ground by doing backflips on your bed you used to love your smile but hate your hair.You begged and pleaded with mum to take you to straighten it and you were so happy! you also did not like your skin tone,your skin in general.But your weight made you happy.You thought guys didn't like you because you were a tomboy and you hated pink and make up and you used your height and "ugliness" to cover up by being a tomboy.But you grew out of that,you realised you can be a girly girl but still mantain the kick-**s 'tude!(which you still have till today and well with a touch of "princess-yness")Now you grow out your then straightened hair,because you want to embrace you natural style,your hair is softer and smoother and your hairdryer collects dusts but you are happy. You still suffer form the odd pimple once in a while but with sufficient sleep and water your skin looks pretty good! You love your skin tone and some of your best friends say you look spanish/latina and you love it.But sometimes you look in the mirror and if it weren't for your superstitiousness you would have punched it with your bare fists till they bleed because you hate the face staring back at you.
The slanted jaw and the disgusting body.
You cry and cry screaming "WHY CAN'T I BE PERFECT!?"
You resort to stuff like starving,dieting butluckily it doesn't work. and you inner chocoholic won't make it easy.So slowly you cut down on carbs which wasn't easy,and in the end you even managed to cut down on desserts too!Though you do treat yourself a little too often at times.
One day in form one you were very stressed with yourself,
Your little heart was so full of hatred,of despise you did what you would have never thought you'd do in a million lightyears.
you punched your cupboard and a photoframe fell to the floor.Luckily the glass only chipped a little.
Heading to the bin you look in the mirror,so unhappy with your self image,closen the little shard to your left wrist.It starts to bleed and won't stop.
Mummy comes in and screams and shouts.You know you've not only hurt yourself but mummy too when she starts to cry.
The night was hell.
But the next day mummy tells you that you must never keep anything negative inside you.
she cries with you and comforts you.
You go to school and tell it to a few close friends but still you are left with a heavy heart when you're lost in the schools social world trying to find where you belong.
You vow to never do something so stupid again.
A boy makes you very very very happy.
The next year you are away from all your friends,but you rekindle old flames with long lost brothers and you love them so much till today.
Infact two of them told you they loved you on stage this year.
The boy makes you sad.
You join the junior prefects and you meet two irritating,annoying num nuts whom you grow to love so very dearly with your heart. You also form from a mutual friendship to an amazing bond with one sister,one Danny Zuco and one chica who has been with you since primary one.The LOVE is formed and so is the amazing friendship.But in the process you meet a lone fellow who once you disliked his harsh ways have opened him up and he began to soften.
The boy makes you very very very so much happier than even the past year but in a totally different way.
The LOVE bought you a black bracelet which you even brought to America because you felt like you could bring them with you!When you lost it everyone thought you had lost the diamond bracelet with the way you were crying,but you showed them the diamond bracelet,so elegantly placed on your wrist,but the sentimental value of the black bracelet could never replace even the most beautiful diamonds to you and that is when you realised your love for these people.
The days pass by and it's another year gone by,
finally your identity crisis is over you can be whoever you want with the friends you are close to now!Your passion for scouts although not at par with most of your friends now are still catching up.You share a piece of your heart with another sister whom you could never land in the same class with.You learn a thing or two from a certain "father" who has although neglected you for a number of years,teaches you the value of God and your love for him in a whole new different light.A certain cub makes you so proud by getting in DYNAMITEZ.You meet a beautiful IBU and two kee-ray-zee chicas in class and form the sistahood of the travelling KASUT.You share a secret moment with a macho macho man and learn that real men DO CRY.You make amends with a certain debater/public speaking-er.YOU LOVE SUJAKOUTURE SO MUCH!The jerk in your class is a good jerk!And you now love many many many LAME scouts who love you too.You join the drama team,first so upset that your best friend got the part but now do not regret AT ALLLLLLLL.You now trust them so much to catch you backwards from the stage,with your thoughts and your secrets.
One vampire makes you happy and then takes it back.But you knew from the start so you didn't even feel sad,you feel happy HE has moved on.
You treasure the trust with a certain MINNIE mouse.
You wonder about the teddy bear who loves you.
you want to have deep talks with a certain "maria trina-pova"
You aim for the highest but now you have to work so much harder.
You plan to make amends with a certain cheerleading kindergarten best friend.
You don't judge people like you did and know whatever it is it's form the heart.
Your parents realise that the friends you have now don't use you some before did.
Everyone on the stairs that night they said they could see in their eyes was true,pure and real.
You want to clarify somethings with an angelic sister you have,but is she even your sister now?You want so many things in your life right now.
And you've achieved so much but what you really want is to look in the mirror,
and beyond all your flaws and say "I DO love myself as much as my friends love me>"
It may not come today not even tomorrow maybe but I promise you,one day you'll get it
and you'll look back and laugh and those who didn't believe you.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
broken social scene.
A little shortie for yaaa.
MY NEW FAVE BAND-Broken Social Scene.
Drama was FUN!
I LALALALALOVE THE SONGS.
At first I had doubts about crew but I enjoy it so much now!Especially the company (:
My friends are AH-MAY-ZING ACTORS.no shit.
As well as super cartoon characters.
"There goes my house," hahahhahahaha! FINN
Mhhhm,I'll dance with you tomorrow Alex.
Phie couldn't make it.Debate.
Busy girl.But no worries,I'm so proud of her anyway,yes?
Congrats for the team!
I think Zhen Quan can do really good documentaries and monolouges. Yes?
And if you're actually reading this,I love you sosososososo much too!!!!
Ohkay,another time soon!!!
random but,
I love callie,fie and nene!
sistahood of the travelling KASUT.
ESF cheer up ILU
MY NEW FAVE BAND-Broken Social Scene.
Drama was FUN!
I LALALALALOVE THE SONGS.
At first I had doubts about crew but I enjoy it so much now!Especially the company (:
My friends are AH-MAY-ZING ACTORS.no shit.
As well as super cartoon characters.
"There goes my house," hahahhahahaha! FINN
Mhhhm,I'll dance with you tomorrow Alex.
Phie couldn't make it.Debate.
Busy girl.But no worries,I'm so proud of her anyway,yes?
Congrats for the team!
I think Zhen Quan can do really good documentaries and monolouges. Yes?
And if you're actually reading this,I love you sosososososo much too!!!!
Ohkay,another time soon!!!
random but,
I love callie,fie and nene!
sistahood of the travelling KASUT.
ESF cheer up ILU
Thursday, March 13, 2008
My blog is as dry as a parched throat after downing shots of tequilla.
Because alcohol dehydrates you even more,genius.
Not that I've tried the following method above but you know what I mean.
Anyway I've been feeling a little guilty for the lack of updates so I'm trying to squeeze as many as I can.
Which I think are not many.
But yeah,who cares.
Anyway.
Let's get it on.
Holidays are almost over and I haven't been around much.
Let me list down the things:
a) Jade che ches wedding
b) My Tetanus Jab
c) Jumper with cousins
d) Gym
e) Chiropractor appointments
f) Gym
g) Gym
h) Scouts Camp (COMING SOON!)
i) tennis
Oh and I've been reading and studying,yeah I know,it's been THAT boring.
Ohkay and some bonding time with me and the idiot box,been a while old friend.
That stupid third DVD of season three of the OC doesn't freaking work.Grr.
You know it's really hard to concentrate on watching tv and blogging so I hae to turn to DVD player off.Cos my concentration span is that of a two year olds.
Ohkay better.
I went for tennis the other day and there was this guy on the bike who kept cycling around the court.
At first I thought it was annoying but then he smiled and waved and it was kinda cute!
He kept cycling and cycling making sure Coach wasn't looking!
And when I was going home his friends were whistling and "FUIYOH-ing" but it was funny and he meant well (I think!)
My legs nearly DIED the other day.
I haven't been for an RPM class in two years so I step in to one by Leo just after Body Combat ALSO by Leo.
And lo and behole (hah!) it's Darren.
Leo kept making him turn up the resistance,even if you try Darren I know you wanted to faint!
I on the other hand,if it had not been for the yoghurt I had eaten before the class would have fainted there and then.
I kept stumbling and everyone was like are you okay?
I felt so weak and fragile ):
Leo was like RESISTANCE RESISTANCE!
I was practically pleading nononononono but yeah pretty happy with the ache
"IT HURTS THATS GOOD IT MEANS IT WORKS!"-papa.
Well then it mighty well works then,especially friggin ABT.
Aunty Dorothy was like but why don't they work on Hands?
Mummy coolly replied "Then it will be HABT,ABT is ABS BUTTS AND THIGHS FOR A REASON"
Funny.
x.
Can't freaking stand it.
I know I could get into a lot of trouble talking about politics(hey is it even meant for my age)
But I just can't take it.
Being born in to a mixed family definitely changes your views on things.
From birth(or when I could actually comprende things) I was thought to look at things at both sides of the picture.
To step into someone else shoes and feel how it is.
It isn't a surprise that Barisan did not win because they try to woo us with free text books,even for those who are well quite capable of getting their own.
They want to show us that they care and that they have given to us.
It is not that they haven't of course they have!
But we've been having SPBT for such a long time and no ones been complaining.
But in the rural areas where kids don't have sufficient clothes or shoes or medication or enough food.
Where they're palms are red,peeling and dry.
They tummies growl in hunger.
Where they get up in the wee hours just to help earn a dollar or two to support their familys' ever weaning income.
If they want to do something they should think about the infrastructure,the homes which have been compared to chicken barns.
Malaysia could progress alot more!
And whatever you may say,the Opposition and The Government no one is bad.
We are all MALAYSIANS and that should help us in the upbringing of our country and ourselves as well.
Our minds,our hearts,our morals.
And as Malaysians we should stand as one.Being in a multi racial country we must get along together!
Just remember to always look at the other angle of the picture.
To step into their shoes.
Be it Bata or Manolo Blahnik.
Because alcohol dehydrates you even more,genius.
Not that I've tried the following method above but you know what I mean.
Anyway I've been feeling a little guilty for the lack of updates so I'm trying to squeeze as many as I can.
Which I think are not many.
But yeah,who cares.
Anyway.
Let's get it on.
Holidays are almost over and I haven't been around much.
Let me list down the things:
a) Jade che ches wedding
b) My Tetanus Jab
c) Jumper with cousins
d) Gym
e) Chiropractor appointments
f) Gym
g) Gym
h) Scouts Camp (COMING SOON!)
i) tennis
Oh and I've been reading and studying,yeah I know,it's been THAT boring.
Ohkay and some bonding time with me and the idiot box,been a while old friend.
That stupid third DVD of season three of the OC doesn't freaking work.Grr.
You know it's really hard to concentrate on watching tv and blogging so I hae to turn to DVD player off.Cos my concentration span is that of a two year olds.
Ohkay better.
I went for tennis the other day and there was this guy on the bike who kept cycling around the court.
At first I thought it was annoying but then he smiled and waved and it was kinda cute!
He kept cycling and cycling making sure Coach wasn't looking!
And when I was going home his friends were whistling and "FUIYOH-ing" but it was funny and he meant well (I think!)
My legs nearly DIED the other day.
I haven't been for an RPM class in two years so I step in to one by Leo just after Body Combat ALSO by Leo.
And lo and behole (hah!) it's Darren.
Leo kept making him turn up the resistance,even if you try Darren I know you wanted to faint!
I on the other hand,if it had not been for the yoghurt I had eaten before the class would have fainted there and then.
I kept stumbling and everyone was like are you okay?
I felt so weak and fragile ):
Leo was like RESISTANCE RESISTANCE!
I was practically pleading nononononono but yeah pretty happy with the ache
"IT HURTS THATS GOOD IT MEANS IT WORKS!"-papa.
Well then it mighty well works then,especially friggin ABT.
Aunty Dorothy was like but why don't they work on Hands?
Mummy coolly replied "Then it will be HABT,ABT is ABS BUTTS AND THIGHS FOR A REASON"
Funny.
x.
Can't freaking stand it.
I know I could get into a lot of trouble talking about politics(hey is it even meant for my age)
But I just can't take it.
Being born in to a mixed family definitely changes your views on things.
From birth(or when I could actually comprende things) I was thought to look at things at both sides of the picture.
To step into someone else shoes and feel how it is.
It isn't a surprise that Barisan did not win because they try to woo us with free text books,even for those who are well quite capable of getting their own.
They want to show us that they care and that they have given to us.
It is not that they haven't of course they have!
But we've been having SPBT for such a long time and no ones been complaining.
But in the rural areas where kids don't have sufficient clothes or shoes or medication or enough food.
Where they're palms are red,peeling and dry.
They tummies growl in hunger.
Where they get up in the wee hours just to help earn a dollar or two to support their familys' ever weaning income.
If they want to do something they should think about the infrastructure,the homes which have been compared to chicken barns.
Malaysia could progress alot more!
And whatever you may say,the Opposition and The Government no one is bad.
We are all MALAYSIANS and that should help us in the upbringing of our country and ourselves as well.
Our minds,our hearts,our morals.
And as Malaysians we should stand as one.Being in a multi racial country we must get along together!
Just remember to always look at the other angle of the picture.
To step into their shoes.
Be it Bata or Manolo Blahnik.
Monday, February 25, 2008
temptation CAN'T get the best of me.
How cute!
Mothers out with Kris.
Only me and kakak.
Its going to be another short one mind you.I haven't had enough time in weeks already!
The exams timetable has been changed.
AGAIN.
God.
And tomorrow is going to be spent in the school hall.
Why well apparently Datin has something extremely beneficial which includes several textbooks,your pencil box and colour pencils and AN OPEN MIND.
I'm bringing all of that just probably not the open mind.
Ohkay I'll stop being sucha bitch and go on with it like A GOOD LITTLE GIRL.
Like I already am.
Friday: art and Life Science.
whoopedeee.
You know what sod you elections,you just screwed up my attempts to ace Early Term.
But as a daughter of "Bendahari Don Kampung Tungku"(trust me folks I don't really have much a clue about what that is either)
Well when the "people"(BN,UMNO) come over to my house for meetings.
They ALSO
talk about cellular phones,eat mandarins, and are extremely fond of smoking and keropok.
But no worries they do their work none the less.It's a bit like high school debate/drama/scouts etc. meetings.
Work and fun.
Scared you didn't I?
They do work more then we do alright so take a pill of the chill variety aite?
My Life Science project is finally done.
Thank God,cos I was beginning to feel woozy after inhaling all that paint and lacquer.
I haven't this urge to just slap my sivics teacher I think she really needs one.
A slap that is.
Urgh I'm so tempted to watch Greys and OC AND JUMPER and JUNO and so many more other movies/shows.
Whosoever has Astro MAX please tape the Grammys and Oscars for me ):
And I haven't even got my dress for the wedding.
Well priorities first isn't that so Sophia?
Keahlian on the 15th and 16th hope I can make it!
and Drama practises.
Wow I'm going to be nearly as packed after exams as before exams.
x.
Daena
Your lips make me melt
Temptation takes me higher
but you just make my knees go weak.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
I digress.
Homework has been piling up by the bundles.
Argh no happy Chinese New Year for me then.
My eyebags are of titanical porpotions.
Save me ):
Grrrrr.
It's always raining on my tennis days!
I can feel the bloat.
x.
I wish I could call Ash and tell her to pick me a March ed of teenVOUGE.
I'm kinda bored of the Feb one already.
I attended my first Cheer practice yesterday.It was pretty ohkay.
But I sware if Jun quits I will strangle her.Please please please?
I can base (I think) but I keep forgetting to twist my hands around.hahah.
I was distracted ngeh.
Joshua (: I sware if you tell HIM i will kill you,no it doesn't matter if he's single it's embarrassing none the less.
Dumdeedumdeedoo.
Pn Heah is really a $^%#!@
I think if I didn't study KH or took the initiative to look through my work I can say goodbye to an a for KH.
SHE TELLS US TO DO THE SKETCHES AND ACCURATE MEASUREMENTS AND HAND IT IN STRAIGHTAWAY.
then she says oh nevermind next lesson.
GRRRRRRR.
I know this is random but I think ESFERN'S retainers are so cool.
It's like shiny plastic teeth all the time.COOL (:
Sigh I love Louis Vuitton.
The Raspberry Lexington is so beautiful.
But what I really crave for is the classic Chanel purse.
IN MULTIPLE COLOURS (:
They even have the croc skin ones in megawatt brights!
I want one in black and one in white (every womens staples of course) and a red and yellow and blue and green and orange and pink.
I 'll have to start saving now.
Cyeah right I think I'll have to stop eating or going out or buying anything for that matter to have half the cash.
In the mean time I'll just pray mummy gets one so I can nick it from her.
If she can nick my Guess heels I can nick her Chanel purse.
Or perhaps they might feel generous for my birthday?
DREAM ON SA!
Oh well I'll just wait till Sam and I get our first paycheck right Sam?
"Coffee or tea sir?"
Outta 'ere.
Argh no happy Chinese New Year for me then.
My eyebags are of titanical porpotions.
Save me ):
Grrrrr.
It's always raining on my tennis days!
I can feel the bloat.
x.
I wish I could call Ash and tell her to pick me a March ed of teenVOUGE.
I'm kinda bored of the Feb one already.
I attended my first Cheer practice yesterday.It was pretty ohkay.
But I sware if Jun quits I will strangle her.Please please please?
I can base (I think) but I keep forgetting to twist my hands around.hahah.
I was distracted ngeh.
Joshua (: I sware if you tell HIM i will kill you,no it doesn't matter if he's single it's embarrassing none the less.
Dumdeedumdeedoo.
Pn Heah is really a $^%#!@
I think if I didn't study KH or took the initiative to look through my work I can say goodbye to an a for KH.
SHE TELLS US TO DO THE SKETCHES AND ACCURATE MEASUREMENTS AND HAND IT IN STRAIGHTAWAY.
then she says oh nevermind next lesson.
GRRRRRRR.
I know this is random but I think ESFERN'S retainers are so cool.
It's like shiny plastic teeth all the time.COOL (:
Sigh I love Louis Vuitton.
The Raspberry Lexington is so beautiful.
But what I really crave for is the classic Chanel purse.
IN MULTIPLE COLOURS (:
They even have the croc skin ones in megawatt brights!
I want one in black and one in white (every womens staples of course) and a red and yellow and blue and green and orange and pink.
I 'll have to start saving now.
Cyeah right I think I'll have to stop eating or going out or buying anything for that matter to have half the cash.
In the mean time I'll just pray mummy gets one so I can nick it from her.
If she can nick my Guess heels I can nick her Chanel purse.
Or perhaps they might feel generous for my birthday?
DREAM ON SA!
Oh well I'll just wait till Sam and I get our first paycheck right Sam?
"Coffee or tea sir?"
Outta 'ere.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Just spoil the girl will ya.
I will never eat wedges again.
Well not the schools one anyway.
I feel like puking soooooo much ):
Hmmmm CNY comin'
and my room still looks like it's been swept by hurricane Katrina.
Oh well thank GOD no one visits my house for Chinese New Year.
I just need one more outfit and I think my CNY wardrobe will be finito.
I'm yet to get the debate results from Sophia.Oh my mak nenek (:
Balau vs. Batai.
Tough I could see.
English or Cheer?
Hmmm.
I'd rather take the first one but somehow I opting for the second one.
"you don't even know"
Well not the schools one anyway.
I feel like puking soooooo much ):
Hmmmm CNY comin'
and my room still looks like it's been swept by hurricane Katrina.
Oh well thank GOD no one visits my house for Chinese New Year.
I just need one more outfit and I think my CNY wardrobe will be finito.
I'm yet to get the debate results from Sophia.Oh my mak nenek (:
Balau vs. Batai.
Tough I could see.
English or Cheer?
Hmmm.
I'd rather take the first one but somehow I opting for the second one.
"you don't even know"
Thursday, January 17, 2008
PeanutButta&Jelly
I think I'm turning gay.Because I kinda listen to Click Five more than the recommended dose.
Kenzo you laaaa. But yah anyway.
Take care of Roxas.
Oh I just felt Citrus kicking! hahaha!
You are such a loser (WHO WILL BUY ME JIMMY CHOOS (((: )
I know my blog is like in a coma and no one loves me enough to visit me.Urgghh
I'm currently into lip plumpers.But owwwww.
I have an obsession with vanilla.
Vanilla perfume,candles,body butter and ice cream.
Mhhhhmmmm, Hagen Dasz Vanilla.
Anyway my class sucks.Even more than 2 Cengal.
I like some people,but I like more people in 2 Cengal.But theres like 9 girls in 3Cengal so yeah.
I miss A. & co. even though sometimes I have the dying urge to kill you all in your sleep and if you think about it,it's possible on account I know where YOU ALL LIVE!
That sounded creepy but if you stay on my good side nothing bad will happen (:
Sam's birthday is on the 20th.I hope you like your "birthday present".SEEEEEE I am good luck.
I am aching to run but no ones home so I can't go out alone.Sucks to be a girl sometimes.
I need to change the colour of my blog,because cotton candy pink doesn't exactly suit the seductive(?!?)/venomous/spooky(?) approach I'm looking for don't you think?
Seems alot less intimidating.
I really appreciate 2 Cengal now ): and like Mal says It never gets better just worse.Talk about being a saddist but I've begun to believe him now.
I'm in dire need to stop.To take a step back and release.And you are completely obvlious as usual.I don't think you will ever see.But there is nothing I can do.
I 'm going to be a soldier.I will stand tall and I will breathe and go along though you are always here subconciously.I never would have guessed it was going to be you.
Kenzo you laaaa. But yah anyway.
Take care of Roxas.
Oh I just felt Citrus kicking! hahaha!
You are such a loser (WHO WILL BUY ME JIMMY CHOOS (((: )
I know my blog is like in a coma and no one loves me enough to visit me.Urgghh
I'm currently into lip plumpers.But owwwww.
I have an obsession with vanilla.
Vanilla perfume,candles,body butter and ice cream.
Mhhhhmmmm, Hagen Dasz Vanilla.
Anyway my class sucks.Even more than 2 Cengal.
I like some people,but I like more people in 2 Cengal.But theres like 9 girls in 3Cengal so yeah.
I miss A. & co. even though sometimes I have the dying urge to kill you all in your sleep and if you think about it,it's possible on account I know where YOU ALL LIVE!
That sounded creepy but if you stay on my good side nothing bad will happen (:
Sam's birthday is on the 20th.I hope you like your "birthday present".SEEEEEE I am good luck.
I am aching to run but no ones home so I can't go out alone.Sucks to be a girl sometimes.
I need to change the colour of my blog,because cotton candy pink doesn't exactly suit the seductive(?!?)/venomous/spooky(?) approach I'm looking for don't you think?
Seems alot less intimidating.
I really appreciate 2 Cengal now ): and like Mal says It never gets better just worse.Talk about being a saddist but I've begun to believe him now.
I'm in dire need to stop.To take a step back and release.And you are completely obvlious as usual.I don't think you will ever see.But there is nothing I can do.
I 'm going to be a soldier.I will stand tall and I will breathe and go along though you are always here subconciously.I never would have guessed it was going to be you.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Damn right!


Hello blog.
Hmmm let me see,where do I go about this.Where to start?
So much to say but so little ways to put it.
Ah nevermind I shall put it in my own words.Do not mind me (:
School started last weeek.
It'll be wrong for me to say this is the 2nd week of school on account it's actually only been..hm let me count..5 days!But plus last two days,last week,seven.
Oh suck that.
Cengal's pretty ok.
Once again the love-hate relationship starts.
No point with the drowning of sorrows and the crying,I did that last year.
Isn't that right my JEWS(: They were deathly scared whenever I cried like lost puppies I tell you.
I had to tunjuk muka and try not to laugh and cry at the same time.
Rose among the thorns again,too.
It's kinda fun until they go into jerk mode.
But I'll get to that tomorrow.
Off to the sack for me
oh yeah before I goooooo
KENZO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I DON'T CARE IF YOUR MUMMY OR SISTERS SEE THIS.
HELLO AUNTY AND KENZOS LITTLE SISTERS!You used to wave at me when you pick your korkor up from tuition remember?
Anyway Kenzo you buy the tickets ok (:
I'll be the date.ahahahahahah
Kenzooooo ):
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
I think most of all what I want Disneyland to be is a happy place where parents and children can have fun together-Walt Disney
Hiya!
It's currently one-ish here America.
Staying in the Disneyland Hotel,Anaheim.
Which is in The OC :D hehe
Ok lets start with the flight.
Checked our luggage in as soon as we arrived to KLIA met Abang Kwando and he helped check us in.Waited or Tira,Lynnie and Kak Fie and fam,which reminds me
WHOEVER WENT FOR SRI AMANS PROM WILL KNOW THAT WAN FATIN IRINA GOT 1ST RUNNER UP FOR PROM QUEEEEN (:
She's gonna kill me!Oh well.
The flight from KL to Taipei was ohkay.Not too long.
But from TAIPEI TO LOS ANGELES AIRPORT WAS KILLER.
18 hours Oh God.Not to sound like a brat but very limited leg space to me anyway,but it could be the fact that WAN FATIN ATIRA took most of mine.
I kinda got used to the time zone(hopefully!)cos I stayed up till six the night before the flight.
Anyway when we got to LA ,we hoped on a bus the ten of us.A HERTZ bus which is a vehicle renting company so papa and Uncle Wan rented cars.And I fell asleep.
It's sooooo cold.BRRRRRR.
Got to the hotel checked in,showered,BED!
The toilets are so cute!The hotel isn't very luxurious actually it's pretty regular.
I'm not even sure if it has stars!But it's clean,rather spacious and comfy so who cares riggggghhhht!!!!
Anyway me and adik woke up really early!Around 6.30 and for the first time we had to wake mummy and papa.hehehe
Changed and had breakkie at Goofy's Kitchen with Atie's fam.We met Goofy,Chip&Dale,Pluto,Gepetto and my personal fave Baloooooooo (:
The foods scrumptious but I'm trying a new tactic which is kinda working eyh Cay (;
Walked around and our first ride was like race cars for babies but turned up a notch or two.
It was cute but you actually HAD to steer and push the accelerator.Mommy was like HOOOOOWWWWWW!hahaha
Next ride was this Star Wars thing called Star Tours.Its a virtual stimulation so pretty cool actually.I enjoyed it better than the Batman one in Aussie Dreamland.
Then me ,Tie and Lynn went for Space Mountain.It was on a scale of one to ten a four.
But I'm a rollercoaster junkie so maybe thats why.Then we walked down to Disney Downtown (: Ate SALTY popcorn my fave kind and cotton candy!Pictures and more rides.
Hmmmm we watched the fireworks display.
I'll video the whole thing for you guys tomm.
If you thought your fireworks at Ah Mas and Ah Kongs house during Chinese New Year is the bomb,you ain't seen nuthin yet.
Whoops this was sposed to be short,I'm supposed to retire into bed now.
x.
"See ya real soon!"-Mickey Mouse
It's currently one-ish here America.
Staying in the Disneyland Hotel,Anaheim.
Which is in The OC :D hehe
Ok lets start with the flight.
Checked our luggage in as soon as we arrived to KLIA met Abang Kwando and he helped check us in.Waited or Tira,Lynnie and Kak Fie and fam,which reminds me
WHOEVER WENT FOR SRI AMANS PROM WILL KNOW THAT WAN FATIN IRINA GOT 1ST RUNNER UP FOR PROM QUEEEEN (:
She's gonna kill me!Oh well.
The flight from KL to Taipei was ohkay.Not too long.
But from TAIPEI TO LOS ANGELES AIRPORT WAS KILLER.
18 hours Oh God.Not to sound like a brat but very limited leg space to me anyway,but it could be the fact that WAN FATIN ATIRA took most of mine.
I kinda got used to the time zone(hopefully!)cos I stayed up till six the night before the flight.
Anyway when we got to LA ,we hoped on a bus the ten of us.A HERTZ bus which is a vehicle renting company so papa and Uncle Wan rented cars.And I fell asleep.
It's sooooo cold.BRRRRRR.
Got to the hotel checked in,showered,BED!
The toilets are so cute!The hotel isn't very luxurious actually it's pretty regular.
I'm not even sure if it has stars!But it's clean,rather spacious and comfy so who cares riggggghhhht!!!!
Anyway me and adik woke up really early!Around 6.30 and for the first time we had to wake mummy and papa.hehehe
Changed and had breakkie at Goofy's Kitchen with Atie's fam.We met Goofy,Chip&Dale,Pluto,Gepetto and my personal fave Baloooooooo (:
The foods scrumptious but I'm trying a new tactic which is kinda working eyh Cay (;
Walked around and our first ride was like race cars for babies but turned up a notch or two.
It was cute but you actually HAD to steer and push the accelerator.Mommy was like HOOOOOWWWWWW!hahaha
Next ride was this Star Wars thing called Star Tours.Its a virtual stimulation so pretty cool actually.I enjoyed it better than the Batman one in Aussie Dreamland.
Then me ,Tie and Lynn went for Space Mountain.It was on a scale of one to ten a four.
But I'm a rollercoaster junkie so maybe thats why.Then we walked down to Disney Downtown (: Ate SALTY popcorn my fave kind and cotton candy!Pictures and more rides.
Hmmmm we watched the fireworks display.
I'll video the whole thing for you guys tomm.
If you thought your fireworks at Ah Mas and Ah Kongs house during Chinese New Year is the bomb,you ain't seen nuthin yet.
Whoops this was sposed to be short,I'm supposed to retire into bed now.
x.
"See ya real soon!"-Mickey Mouse
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Faking it.It's all the rage
Hey,theres the promised picture post below below this post.
Bloggers screwy so yeah.
I spent hours on it ok.
Enjoy!
x.
Daena Marissa
Bloggers screwy so yeah.
I spent hours on it ok.
Enjoy!
x.
Daena Marissa
Monday, December 10, 2007
She's a devil woman
Connections' not really behaving lately so no pictures.No worries.
Pictures are soon to come.
In the mean time be amused by me!
1. I've come to realize that, my last ex:
If you meant boyfriend,is my best friend?
2. I've come to realize that, I talk :
really really fast.TOO FAST.My mum sometimes has trouble understanding.
But it runs in the Sujak family.At least that's what we reason so.
3. I've come to realize that, I love:
make up so much!,my brother when he's manja,Colbie Caillats album,retro tees,FASHION BLOGS.
4. I've come to realize that, I have:
six days to The States.Happy AND sad ):
5. I've come to realize that, I've lost:
my tinkerbell lolly,THOUGH I REALLY THINK that a certain male under the age of 13 has devoured it.
6. I've come to realize that, I hate it when:
when things don't go my way ):
7. I've come to realize that, marriage is:
the best and worst thing all rolled into one,with that vvery SPECIAL someone.
8. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking :
"What if I never did that?"
9. I've come to realize that, I'll always be:
Malaysian "rojak"+ a dash of international flavour (heh that just sounded cool so yeah )
10. I've come to realize that, I have a crush on:
PENN BADGELY!!! HOMYGOH!
11. I've come to realize that, the last time I truly cried was:
was last Friday,deep talk with my SUJAKouture
12. I've come to realize that, my cell phone is:
MOTOROLA V8 the phone that Mamal wanted (:
13. I've come to realize that, when I wake up in the morning:
"TEN MORE MINUTESSSSSSS!!!!!"
14. I've come to realize that, before I go to sleep at night I:
write in my diary,do sit ups,brush my teeth and think of what I will do tomm.
15. I've come to realize that, right now I am thinking about:
my love for perfume.
16. I've come to realize that, babies:
are so scarilybeautiful.It's like you have to be the most careful thing in the world to handle these
delicate creatures.But their smile and eyes and coo is so soothing.I know I'm not answering
the question but I'd love to be a mom.
17. I've come to realize that, I get on myspace:
hardly ever.what happened to my account?
18. I've come to realize that, today was:
literally hell on Earth.Freaking workers are so noisy,I cried when I couldn't sleep.
I'm really ready to push my neighbour of a cliff honestly.
19. I've come to realize that, tonight I will:
do 200 sit ups and sleep early.
20. I've come to realize that, tomorrow I will :
buying books.School's coming.UGH
21. I've come to realize that, I really want to:
do well next year in PMR and everything else (:
22. I've come to realize that, the person who is most likely to repost this is:
Nicole,Nick,Ashley,Manda,Steph,DanTan :D have fun Monkeys!
x.
5 things found in my bag:
-lavender body lotion
-hair elastic
- compact mirror
-iPod nano
-body shop lip tint (all time fave)
5 things found in my purse (you mean wallet?):
-cash(paper and coins)
-lots of receipts
-membership cards
-Nicks photo (last day of school moron ((:)
-SKTM name tag
5 favourite things in my room:
-my books (I ABSOLUTELY LOVE BOOKS SO MUCH YOU CAN'T IMAGINE)
-my bed
-my make up,clothes,BAGS
-my diary
-gadgets (:
5 things I've always wanted to do:
-get a REAL Tiffanys diamond bracelet
-meet Nelson Mandela,Rosa Parks (ifluenetial individuals)
-complete my list of "Things to Do Before I Go"
-make a difference
-become Ms Malaysia,no realllllllyyyyyy. (?)
5 things I'm currently into:
- abdominal exercises
-Fashion Blogs
-Ms Caillats alb "coco"
-Yoga
-retro tees
5 people I'm gonna tag:
-Tash (if she readdddds or hasn't done heh)
-Nicole (cos I love youuuu)
-Nick (cos I love you and cookies!)
-DanTan (cos I got you the ticket,kinda)
-Soo Hui (if she reads my blog,Pan Meeeeee)
Pictures are soon to come.
In the mean time be amused by me!
1. I've come to realize that, my last ex:
If you meant boyfriend,is my best friend?
2. I've come to realize that, I talk :
really really fast.TOO FAST.My mum sometimes has trouble understanding.
But it runs in the Sujak family.At least that's what we reason so.
3. I've come to realize that, I love:
make up so much!,my brother when he's manja,Colbie Caillats album,retro tees,FASHION BLOGS.
4. I've come to realize that, I have:
six days to The States.Happy AND sad ):
5. I've come to realize that, I've lost:
my tinkerbell lolly,THOUGH I REALLY THINK that a certain male under the age of 13 has devoured it.
6. I've come to realize that, I hate it when:
when things don't go my way ):
7. I've come to realize that, marriage is:
the best and worst thing all rolled into one,with that vvery SPECIAL someone.
8. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking :
"What if I never did that?"
9. I've come to realize that, I'll always be:
Malaysian "rojak"+ a dash of international flavour (heh that just sounded cool so yeah )
10. I've come to realize that, I have a crush on:
PENN BADGELY!!! HOMYGOH!
11. I've come to realize that, the last time I truly cried was:
was last Friday,deep talk with my SUJAKouture
12. I've come to realize that, my cell phone is:
MOTOROLA V8 the phone that Mamal wanted (:
13. I've come to realize that, when I wake up in the morning:
"TEN MORE MINUTESSSSSSS!!!!!"
14. I've come to realize that, before I go to sleep at night I:
write in my diary,do sit ups,brush my teeth and think of what I will do tomm.
15. I've come to realize that, right now I am thinking about:
my love for perfume.
16. I've come to realize that, babies:
are so scarilybeautiful.It's like you have to be the most careful thing in the world to handle these
delicate creatures.But their smile and eyes and coo is so soothing.I know I'm not answering
the question but I'd love to be a mom.
17. I've come to realize that, I get on myspace:
hardly ever.what happened to my account?
18. I've come to realize that, today was:
literally hell on Earth.Freaking workers are so noisy,I cried when I couldn't sleep.
I'm really ready to push my neighbour of a cliff honestly.
19. I've come to realize that, tonight I will:
do 200 sit ups and sleep early.
20. I've come to realize that, tomorrow I will :
buying books.School's coming.UGH
21. I've come to realize that, I really want to:
do well next year in PMR and everything else (:
22. I've come to realize that, the person who is most likely to repost this is:
Nicole,Nick,Ashley,Manda,Steph,DanTan :D have fun Monkeys!
x.
5 things found in my bag:
-lavender body lotion
-hair elastic
- compact mirror
-iPod nano
-body shop lip tint (all time fave)
5 things found in my purse (you mean wallet?):
-cash(paper and coins)
-lots of receipts
-membership cards
-Nicks photo (last day of school moron ((:)
-SKTM name tag
5 favourite things in my room:
-my books (I ABSOLUTELY LOVE BOOKS SO MUCH YOU CAN'T IMAGINE)
-my bed
-my make up,clothes,BAGS
-my diary
-gadgets (:
5 things I've always wanted to do:
-get a REAL Tiffanys diamond bracelet
-meet Nelson Mandela,Rosa Parks (ifluenetial individuals)
-complete my list of "Things to Do Before I Go"
-make a difference
-become Ms Malaysia,no realllllllyyyyyy. (?)
5 things I'm currently into:
- abdominal exercises
-Fashion Blogs
-Ms Caillats alb "coco"
-Yoga
-retro tees
5 people I'm gonna tag:
-Tash (if she readdddds or hasn't done heh)
-Nicole (cos I love youuuu)
-Nick (cos I love you and cookies!)
-DanTan (cos I got you the ticket,kinda)
-Soo Hui (if she reads my blog,Pan Meeeeee)
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