Before I surrender my resting rights to the BiologyGod,
I would like to just say a few things.
I DON'T GET REALITY TV.
I know we've all been (are still ) a sucker for these babies
(I watch Kardashians on repeat, seriously even it annoys ME!)
They've got loads on the telly now and the one thing I can't STAND IS!
Having reality television shows like 'The Bachelor'
For those who have been living under a rock for about ever, 'The Bachelor' is basically about said titlesake who gets to choose the love of his life out of a house full of,I don't know,10,15 girls?
Yeah,you're suppose to WIN to marry him.
I remember the first time watching my first episode of reality tv.
It was in fact 'The Bachelor' actually! I was in my final year of primary school, on a school trip to Langkawi. So after dinner and stuff me and a bunch of girls got really bored and decided to check out what was on tv.
(GIRLS, IT'S US:JOANNA WONG,WONG JYEN YIEE AND TRINA YEAP)
Jo and Jyen Yiee started watching it first,but then halfway into the conversation I noticed that only Trina and I were talking.
The two were stuck,with similar stuck expressions...watching...watching..watching.
I thought that it was such a dumb show to watch,LIKE HONESTLY SO STUPID.
But 10 minutes later,
I was suddenly watching the damn show too,along with Trina.
THE BEST PART: I think it was some marathon so Jyen Yiee and I didn't make it past the door and ended up bunking with Jo and Trina (I was sharing a room with Jyen Yiee)
Truth is,reality tv sucks you in!
It's quite literally the satan of tv genres.
Even after watching it I still thought it was so freaking stupid.
WHO THE HELL wants to forgo their dignity just for a chance to possibly:
a) Attention whore
(Honestly speaking. About 73% of the girls in the show were probably in it for that)
b) To get the money
(The other part about 'The Bachelor' is that he suddenly chooses you,you get a choice of marrying him or keeping the money)
c) REALLY really bored
(The girl must like live in a nunnery or something)
d)She lost her job
(WELL this is sort of a valid reason right? But then again it will be a+b)
e)Looking for true love
(Because you'd definitely find her in a villa full of bitchy girls coveting for you-or just the $$$)
I think you'd make more valid fame and cash through being a PLAYBOY BUNNY.
At least these girls are not lying about "finding true love" when they're showing off their boobies.
If you really want to show them,JUST SHOW THEM.
Just please do not find some lame excuse to meet your one true love. Seriously.
Plus if you choose the money over the guy,man you are a slut and the guy. Ouch dude.
SECOND thing I quite dislike about reality tv is...
Making reality tv shows about people who don't even need one.
Guliana and Bill.
I have not (will not) watch this because....
I know Guliana is an E! NEWS caster but they aren't even celebrities.
I think 'Newlyweds' made more sense than THIS!
I really don't know who he is to be honest.
My dad said he was on some show he won.
"OH OH! I think he won Amazing Race couple years back!
I googled him and he was NOT in Amazing Race.
He was in 'The Apprentice'
And was "fired".
I am not trying to be all cool and shit but if you want REAL drama?
TV execs should consider giving my paternal family a show.
Oh you'd watch that.
But alls well, ends well.
You know why I can't hate them
(Aside the fact that I am TOO morally inclined (:0 )
Kakak has already turned the air conditioning off 20 minutes ago,and still here I am.In bed.
Wiping sleep from my eyes and just staring at the empty bunk bed on top of me.
I wonder why I'm not profusely sweating underneath the thick comforters. Then I remember I'm wearing just a thin black tank and black underwear. I reach for my thick-rimmed black glasses and I feel this all-black thing I have going on is probably quite reflective of how I feel now.
NOT DEATH MORONS.
Just kind of empathetic.
I want to curl up in my bed and just do nothing.
But when I have the time I know I will never do that,because as lazy as I am,I am extremely unable to sit and do nothing for hours end.
I'm not actually sure if angry is the right word to use.
It probably isn't. But I'm really sad that mommy is going to Jakarta.
I think my mother is my security blanket cos I don't feel safe when she is around.
And I hate to hate feeling this way,but actually I hate feeling this way anyway (?)
You know stepping into FormFive,I really felt like a lot of things would become simpler.
I dropped Chemistry for English Lit.
BUT Englsih Lit. is as hard as hell (I still love it though please do not misinterpret)
I sort of have this 'unspoken' freedom.
For example,on weekdays,I'm actually not allowed on the laptop but I do anyway.
(the reason why I am not allowed to? My brother doesn't exactly follow the rules so...)
BUT now I get this guilt trip whenever I am on the laptop (Note:I feel guilty but I don't do anything about it)
After loosing 2% of the weight I wanted to loose,I thought eating healthily would help.
But this does not apply because I eat a lot. But then I feel so bad for not eating healthily (see note above) HENCE I eat again.
I had serious prospects on serious studying. Everyday kind of thing. And well it works...for about 20 minutes then I zone out. And then there are days where I am at Chapter SEVENTEEN magazine and basically do not move and...you get the picture.
And basically the list goes on.
I don't want to bore you with the fact that OH BOOHOO MY LIFE IS TERRIBLE. Because it isn't.
And I'm not going to cry and tell you that my life is over because I'm fat. Because it's not/I'm not.
It's just the simpler you think life will be,it will just get back to square one,ie:hard (or harder!?)
BUT what can I do right?
I think I am a lot less dramatic compared to couple years back. YAY?
Let's see how much you know about me&how much I'll actually reveal.
Little notes to etch your curiousity.
11# When I want to start anything,the time must be end with eithe '0' or a '5'. For example if it was 4.08pm I can only start at 4.10pm. I DON'T KNOW WHY