Friday, November 30, 2007

I saw mommy kissing Santa Claus

I saw Mommy kissing Santa Claus,
underneath the mistletoe last night
she didn't see me creep,down stairs to have a peek!
She thought that I was tucked up in my bedroom fast asleep.

Hello there (:

pleaseohpleaseohplease internet be good.I haven't been updating for a loooooong time.
And in the spirit of Christmas we must be kind to everyone/thing am I right?

I am right.So don't smart mouth me.

Had tennis today.
I sware it was a miracle that I actually woke up today.
You try going to sleep at two and waking up at seven.
But I had prospects of a wonderful tennis session,which I did get.
I'll be leaving to America on the 16th of December,so perhaps adding an extra two days to my already twice a week tennis lessons will help.

I can't wait for next year.
Vroooooom ((:
Abang Ned promised to take me go karting first and then I'll race laps.
But next years PMR so hopefully I'll go fro a test drive this Sunday or perhaps the next.
No more procastinating.

I haven't even showered yet but I just decided to give a quick update.
I've got to update about Kedah and the Wedding but heh I'll let the pictures speak for themselves later.
haha you'd all like that won't you?

Wow look at that!
It's nearly Christmas.
Get into the Christmas spirit everyone (:
I absolutely love Christmas.
But this year Imma celebrating CHRISMUKKAH.
FamilyFriendsFood oh and presents.hehehe
I'll be celebrating mine in the very scandalous
I can't wait!!

I'll miss everyone in M'sia.
I promise.
(or maybe note (: )
I kid.

Sorry Sammikins.It won't hurt one year without Souled Out right?
I'll get you something ok.
When I go shopping with Uncle Knight.
oh shoppety shopshop.


Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I‘ve found the real love, now I found
You’ll never fool me again!
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I‘ve found the real love, now I found
You’ll never fool me again!

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007


Tommorow is Childrens Day at SKTM.
Oh God,I feel so old!It's like I'm not a child anymore.
In a twisted sorta way I used to not like Childrens Day because and I quote :
But hah with all the food friends and fun,one could never HATE Childrens Day,dislike even.
But in retrospect,I miss being called a child and how the teachers are able to hug you.
In secondary that kinda changes.It's more professional if you know what I mean.
Uh let me stop this before I get all depressed and kill everyones good mood.

On the lighter note,
Today we left the house at 7 am to The US Embassy in Kuala Lumpur.
We had to leave our handphones(all electrical devices) at Identification Cards at the counter.
And it's all,scan here scan there but most of them were pretty friendly.
The interviewers were Eurasian,Americans I'm sure,and they kept calling me Marissa.
Not that I have a problem but most people who've met me for the first time call me Daena.
I was convinced that they must either:
1)not know how to pronounce it but I'm pretty sure they do
so the most suitable answer would be
2)the fact that they probably watch The O.C. too!

hahahahha!I got OC season2 by the way (:
I have tuition tomorrow at two and my homework isn't even completed.
Mummy thinks I should continue tuition throughout the holidays.
Not really a holiday then mummy,oh well,at leasts it's just on Tuesday.

I can't wait for this Friday.

I think I'm going to give Sophie a call and then maybe Nick before I go to bed.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

It;s my party I can cry if I want to,cry if I want to,cry if I want to

Ladies Night.I sware when we are 18 or was it 21 we will go clubbing together.
After getting our licenses together gether RIGHT!

Birthday Girl.Did I tell you I love her dress.
Very Marilyn Monroe-esque!Especially when she danced with her sister Dorothy.
When she twirled I was like "Are you sure there aren't any air vents??"
And she french mani-ed her nails and her toenails were blue.
But the best part...
her shoe.
Her heels are so nice!I shudda took a picture.Grahhhh.

If you were about to cry at Disturbia well you better not pee in your pants at this one.
Tyron it was obscene!
You can brighten it yourself but not for the faint hearted.
Nick looks like a kissing fish!

hahahha JOYCE!

Esther and Dorothy.Both the Cheams thats pretty cool,ya gotta admit.
Esther told us it was a poolside party,thinking it was a BBQ first I wore shorts but my mum and I always argu
e on what WE wear so yeah,thank God I was wearing a sun dress.
Met Phie at the entrance a

I love Phie.
We walked less then 8 steps and here comes Ry screaming Tropicana down.
Gave her a big hug to quiet her down and walked
to the tennis court where we were apparently supposed to meet Esther.
You know whatt Grrr I 'll just make the pictures to the talking.
Fan Su Lynn and Wen Hui.I love Mandas RED NAILS.

Daena and Ty.Ty and Phie (:

blur as hell.The bestfriend and the photograph.
Oh how appropriate.
The food was really goo
d,actually I mostly downed the appetisers.
There was this little toated slices of bagguette/cracker like bread with olives and cheese or tuna or ham and mayo.

I think I ate three of each :x CARBS ick but what can I do?
Then there was sate,w
hich I 'm a sucker for and the pizza was palatable.
I loved this chocolate cak
e which was like fudge and I feel like kicking myself for only eacting one slice!
The brownie was pretty good and the choc fondue fountain was yum!
The only thing that suprised me was that I didn't eat ice kacang.Usually thats my weakness but I didn't even take a whiff of it!awesome.

S and R say I look like a vamp when I eat the choc fondue!
Except the bloods' replaced with choco
late sauce.
That was either delicious or disturbing.
Oh saucy!

I was about to laugh.Marcus was doing some gay face and tellin' me to look at Kem.
I think if I did I wouldn't stop laughing la.
That's my iPod Kem!

This is Jams looking as eurasian as possible.
Maybe its the lighting but if I didn't know better I 'd reckon she'd have a thick american accent.

Ini Jo.Baloney Jo!
Jo suka layan diri.YAY!
Jo is my dirty dance partner.
Aunty Ruth:"What did you do at the party?"
Jo:"Oh nothing la just play games."
tsktsk liar liar plants for hire Jo

Thats Pep,me and Kem.
Don't be fooled by Kems seemingly sweet demeanour.
He doesn't even go for classes but suddenly he's a devil on the dancefloor.
Honestly I was in awe.
I don't even know what he does it's just...really cool.
Ya la I know the orange band is the pemuda Barisan Nasionak band,my cousin made me wear it so yeah.

Then Joyce and Esther ran of with my cam for awhile.
Hence the following shots.

Bran,you look like my 7 year old brat cousin.

Pan Soo Hui.OMG I suddenly have the urge to eat pan mee(pun not intended.)
MEERMEER.Why no Mel ):

I am poofed.I promise the rest next post.Soon.Very soon.

hahahahhaha I won't punch you la,gimme a hugggg!

Friday, November 02, 2007


"I'm going to be very busy tomorrow Tita,I've got a three way conference,a birthday party,and after that theres the open house after that,"Ika commented.

"Wow,sayang,you're a very busy lady,"said Tita

"Yeah,sigh,I know.And I'm going no where,"she retorted throwing her hands up in the air.

Believe it or not Ika is my 7 year old cousin and she was talking to our Aunt.
A three way conference is what Sri KDU calls Open Day basically.
The teacher,the student and the parent(s)
Seven years,but she's as witty and as sharp as an INTELLEGENT adult.
The wonders of modern media.

Today I made a last minute decision to go to school.
Was supposed to go for fittings today but the tailor wasn't in so I'm going on Monday with Kak Sofie because so happens she's returning from down under.
I grabbed my cellphone dialled a familiar number I know by heart and scream into the receiver.
The familiar voice sounded confused but replied with a "I can't la and also Ariff and Fawjew are comin' over later,"

Oh God.
One whole day without Kamal,less than a year and I'm so dependant on you.hehe
He told me to go today and come to school on Monday but due to unforseen circumstances,it's not like I could right?
I'm really glad I did.
As I entered the green gates,four very happy faces greeted me and stood up to give me warm bear hugs.
"Hi Daen!!!I've missed you"

After some idle chat and the Ry appeared forcing candy down our throats,or actually maybe ME forcing cookies down THEIR throats and ME forcing candy down MY throats.hah!
After a light assembly,the prefects were told to stay in the hall.
Those who chose to stay and those who chose to quit were told to write their names down in their respective papers.
Soon after,me,Sophia,Wen Li,Wei Chee,Elena Ong&Wong,Chris,Wai Kee,Sher Lin and Jac sat down in the prefects lounge and talked about proper candidates etc.
But then we got carried away to family,the supernatural etc etc.
Before we knew it recess was over and God we weren't even on the way to class.
So we decided oh screw just skip the whole damn day after playing Mission Impossible Toilet with Wei Chee we were shocked for life with unwanted "news" and finally we decided to do something charitable and celan the prefects lounge.
I was so in the mood I dragged LenaOng(who also brought PizzaandKFC for me and LenaOng)to the bookshop to buy coloured paper and stuff.
No coloured paper.
So I splurged on art blocks,poster paint and paint brushes.

We drew and painted murals,wrote our top ten prefects principals,wrote messages on the white board and wrote a huge heart warming message to the juniours.
When everything was done we sighed in satisfaction.
This felt so good.
We smiled at each other and gave each other approving nods and pats on the back with hugs.
We may not have been really close but today I felt like we had like a "bond"
Looking back I'll never regret today.
Doing something bad never felt so good.

take my hand,
touch my heart,
I don't know why but
I need you right now,

Stranger take my hand,
hold it tight,
and never let go.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

to tell you the truth,I lied

There's no point of me lying anymore.

Everything in this post,every sentence,every word,every letter.
I sware to you is from the heart.

After The Young Prefects Hi-Tea yesterday,I knew I couldn't do it anymore.
I went home,took a long hot shower.
As if to say,after this when I'll wake up and laugh,it's only April.
I turned on the water,and slowly increased the hot water valve.
My skin turned red.
I didn't stop.
Eveything was foggy.
I didn't stop.
I felt the excrutiating pain from the nearly scalding hot water.
But I didn't wake up.
So I slunk into the most comfortable thing I could fine but I still felt distressed and uncomfortable.
I snapped at everyone even my own mum.
I really expected a slap but instead she stroked my cheek and said "It's ok.Go to sleep"

So I did.
Or attempted to anyway.
For next two hours,I cried an cried and cried.
And I tried to cover up with lots of things but there was only one reason and one reason alone.
The people who put up with my hatred,my love.
I think they are real friends(ALONG WITH OTHERS) because they put up with me everyday.
And I mean everyday,can you imagine facing this friggin annoying thing every single day of your school life?
It's either she's an abundent of energy,ready to play perky with you or she's a PMS-ing dragon who is ready to snap at you or bite your head off.
Yes that was me.

They put up with my tantrums and never complained.
Seriously,or maybe just not in front of me la.hahah
And they always covered up for me when I skipped duty,or whispered in my ear nonchalantly "Teachers near by.Put up an act",or switched duties with me when they knew I was about to commit suicide or mental suicide.Either way.
They understood me,and hugged me when I cried.
These little munchkins(ohkay maybe I'm just tall)who on the first day of the job either looked totally scared,afriaid,naive or looked really bitchy or inyourfaceimthebombkissmybuttyouseniors kinda look.
It was finally then I've learnt NEVER to judge a book according to its cover.
These so-called naive little brats,once you get to know them,show maturity beyond their years.
They understood me and even with their reps at stake would help me.
I've only known them for what less than 10 months and there they are looking as if they are willing to take Nigira Falls for yours truly.
But the best part was they listened and their very friendly and co operative

And as a team that was exactly what made us who we are today.
It's already November guys!
This may not be the happiest time,but lets give ourselves a round of applause and a pat on the back.
Don't you think now that through out all these months,all those set backs,the arguments we've had,all those tears we've shed have been totally worth it.
I know there may have,ok there were MANY times we pratically wanted to kill each other.Like stab each other repeatedly before SLOWLY slicing their throats and...
sorry I'm not a psycho promise.
But its so worth it now don't you think?
The pain the suffering?
Look at the fruit we've beared.
The friendship.

Frankly speaking,
I think we deserve the term family rather than friends.
And this is not so the readers can go AWWWWW on cue but this as I promised is from the heart.