Saturday, August 29, 2009

Tribute to CrystalDanceSport tomorrowwww!
Are you ready lambs!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Why is it this is the only thing you are so against?

Did you know always press me to work for what I want?
I did,and I got my place. But no congratulations nothing.
Nearly four whole years in DJ and you know very well I have loved it from the start.
That as July looms around,you pretend to go dumb,to ignore every comment,every update.
"Mmmm" or "Oh really?" is all that leaves your lips.
You're quick to switch topics like that. To push it away and pretend you didn't hear it.

Is it because it isn't "prestigious" enough?
Do I need to be debater?
I recall the look on your face when I told you I got in.
Shoot me if I'm worng but...
If I were to tell you that I was a debater,
that my practices were everyday,
that you'd need to pick me up,
that my Saturdays and Sundays would be full,
that I had not ONE,not TWO but AT LEAST 7 different debates to go for,
AND NO I can't drop out of any.

You know what?
I still think you'd say yes.
Not just that,oh you will gloat kill kingdom come.
"My daughter,she's a debater"
"My daughter,she's a cheerleader,"
Does not have that same "oomph" to you.
It does not leave an impact.
"Who would remember a cheerleader?"
Is that what you think?

I think I would remember them IF,
they worked hard and I saw them everyday,slaving for the best toe touches.
I would think,
"WOW these girls put their heart and soul in to this,"

You saw my gleaming face the moment I stepped into DJ,you knew that THIS was what I wanted.
But how many people did you call,
did you ask for opinions,when they were positive seek the negative
did you comment on transportation problems,
did you remark on the long hours,
did you cluck your tongue at their schedule...

"What about your tuition?"
"You won't be able to cope"

you even when so far as to associate them in cliques.

"But I spoke to Aunty ********. They are,well,apparently not very nice people,"

Of course you didn't use that sentence.
Oh no,you used a much harsher one,didn't you?
And to think that throughout my 16 years,weren't you the one telling me not to judge people?

You will never admit this but I think that,
I will never make you as proud as I did in primary.
I can see it in your eyes.
When I say it,you look away.
You get quiet,you turn around.

16 years you tell me not to lie,
Hey mum?
I think you shouldn't lie to yourself either.

I'm sorry,
I love you.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Revelation here folks.

Does Kamal not kinda remind you of Taylor Lautner???



Saturday, August 22, 2009


Am I a sucker for happy endings?
Does someone want to do that for me???
My toes are throbbing so I can't get up ):

Lynnie is staying over ohhhh yeahhhh!

This really reminds me of my beloved 4 Angsana!
No prize for guessing which two are Rowan and Shaz.

Proper update soon,my toes are about to snap

Sunday, August 16, 2009

"Wasabi UP!"

Is it possible not to love her??
She is the awesomest possumest thing ever!

Check these out these are the shiz! HOMMAGOD.
C'mon she has sushi fingers,NOW THATS WHAT I CALL EDIBLE ART.


Jia Shern has really pretty legs-sans the fact that he has scars-
He is a girl,c'mon that is NO FAIR.

THANKS LOVE LOVE for helping me out with my tumbles and my lovely lovely KIT who helped me with my motions,I can feel it in my arms tonight! *hugs and kisses*

Spent the earlier part of the day with MANDA and the next part lazing about before heading over to KITs!Polished off Ika's leftover butter pop corn and then made an impromtu head out to OU. We bought pretty shoes for Raya,well she did. OH I AM ENVIOUS!

We had some weird Churros wannabe which was ick.I miss AMERICAN CHURROS and there was this booth we passed and the poeple there said it was a Model Search-mabob and told me to join. Unfortunately I was two years short of age so OH WELL.

I rrrreaalllly want cute knickers!


This is literally "shake shake shake the glitter!"

I will be the first person ever to create glitter sticky-tac and become FAMOUS

Sunday, August 09, 2009

I have never been so happy at getting a blister but today,

Little Blister You Just Made My Day (:

Saturday, August 08, 2009

This is amzing

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

the pictures are on facebook.


mmmmm this calls for nappy time. night night

Monday, August 03, 2009

She's amazing.

AHGGGG! WHat is wrong with YOUTUBE! They won't let me watch any KingsOfLeon videos.
Something about copyright restrictions in my country!


Sunday, August 02, 2009

I just really want a hug from my mum.
Maybe it's all those songs in my iPod.
I'm allergic to the fibres on my table *scratch scratch*
I love Yasmin Ahmad movies.
This year I had to permanantly scratch out three things

.get all A's for PMR
.attend an MJ concert
.work with Yasmin Ahmad


My cousins from London are here till the 22nd of August,they called me pretty. But seriously i was too mesmerised by their adorable features!
CUTIE-PATUTIE! And Elly has a girlfriend called Carlotta,she's Italian and an Armani KID model.

I wanna wear a mismatched bikini and swim all day.

I'm wearing Kamals watch

Saturday, August 01, 2009

You know how you're in the middle of a complete moment by yourself?
Where you're so absorbed in your feelings and you just block everything out,so you can thoroughly think and fix whatevers up?
And theres a completely awesome soundtrack (by chance,or maybe NOT) in the background,the cherry to your "thought provoking moment" sundae.

someones blog starts playing,

The sprite was thoroughly angry now;GRRR!

BUT no seriously,IT JUST KILLS THE AIR! uhg


Today was a good day,from the start.
Even with us all struggling to do FIVE impossibly hard ADD MATH questions.
Even when we couldn't remember our lines and moves during rehearsals.
Even when we had to reveal parts of ourselves to people we've known for a year or two?
Maybe less for some.
Even when we forgot that one part.
And found it funny and laughed about it,

We did it together.


You know I've always pondered on about the beautiful lyrics of Details in The Fabrics.

I think I finally understand it.
I guess we all have those times when we feel as though we do need
"Mother Natures sewing machine"

"If it's a broken part,replace it
if it's a broken arm,then brace it
if it's a broken heart,then face it."

Only because I know you don't like people who take pictures of their phones :D
I wish I could have a You Tube Night (just like ASHLEY!) just about now.
To blog hop (stalk) and download random songs from random bands+singers.
Am currently googling "HOW TO BE AN EMCEE",there is,at this moment,NADA SPEECH.

I hope no mishaps tomorrow!
For the sake of the LEO's (AND ME!)

uhoh,I smell trouble.