Made in the'90s

HAPPY HOLIDAYS YOU GUYS.
READ FROM TOP TO BOTTOM.
I REPEAT TOP TO BOTTOM!!!!

Oh yeah last photo.For the FormFivers whom are leaving us.
We'll miss you guys ):

you guys put that spark in my fire.

Ok finally after days slaving in fornt of the laptop,yes my internet can be THAT screwy it's done.I just wanna wish everyone a very Happy New Year,Merry Christmas,Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha,Happy Hannukah and what not.I'm gonna miss you guys )':
I'll go online often.
I love everyone so much eventhough your photo isn't here.You can feel it.
You can feel the force.
May the force be with you.

Scout Kitty go meow


JOYCE heheheh.SOUR face (:


My sayangs hard at "WORK"

Ry I love you cos you're my sunshine after the rain.
Barbaric Baby ((:

OHHHHHHH SOMEONES MADDD

Capt. (OATS!!!! OC!)

In Mr. Pianos house


WOOOOOOOOSSHHHHHH!

Tyron,ladies man.

AWWWW EVERYONE IN HERE IS CUTE(specially meeeee kan malll)

Daenice.Geddit.I love you guys so much but we lack pictures together.
Especially Ms. Nicole.We took so many photographs when we were in choir ):

Krishikinsss.I love her legs!

Marcus is flying.That's so awesome.Blogger: TAKE IT BACKSTAGE - Edit Post " Popiaaaah (: Mal (((: One of the best cikgus..."

This was before he attempted to do his Superman stunt.
(and made me scream the stadium down!I bet you heard it when you fell)

(:

choclate millllk

Our mommas used to work together!
And now we "work" together too!

The "HUSBAND"


Remember we got into trouble in the first or second grade catapulting erasers against
the walls of our cold Sri Inai class room while the rest of them had tea.
Diabetes causing treats of condensed milk Milo and sugar coated cream crackers were no match
to the simple joy of boyish fun.You,me,Az and Shafiq had to write lines remember.
Once again the only girl.
Pure simple fun,I'd do it all over again even those stupid lines if I could (:

cik suuuuu

Babe the whole entire world is SICK of our faces.


My pride and joy.



your my sunshine after the rainnn

heeeeee Affiq

I LOVE THEM TO THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!

AWWWWW (((: knew this will come in handy
Blackmail baby!

Omg Nicky we ARE the hottest people in Kesatria (:

I hate this picture but I love mamal so yah!


Popiaaaah (:


Mal (((:

One of the best cikgus EVER

Baihaqi.

TAN SOONG SAN,RYAN ATWOOD heh!



LOOK AT ZIM MAN!

I'm so proud of em!

SHERNNNNN

We take way too many photos together PHIEEEE

Actually I was asking Kem for the camera but it turned out pretty cool.

Aww Chan Keat!

ABANG!

You should know whose is the biggest!

Ustazah )':

He was being all papa on me!

Support triple K (that's actually a breakfast cereal but yah)

Where's Meer?

Kayra,the lil angel

LEAN MEAN DANCING MACHINE

hahahha ABHI!

Remember how we thought it was gonna break but it didn't!
hahaha and sweet stefan helped!AWWW
We got baked beans as our prize :l


Kesatria-IMPERSONATOR

hahahhaha Lex and Marcus!



"ABBAAANNNGGG SAKKITTTT !"
this was the most agonizing photo I had to ever pose for

sweetheart,you always make me proud and happy.
I love you so much.

Wei Chee Jo Dae




OMG!

Don't mind us,apparently we were emo-ing

She's all over the place

You know this was supposed to be just a picture post AGAIN
but ya know bloggers currently been PMS-ing alot so yeah.
But it could be probably cos of my area,cos that's what the computer guy said.
Proof was after papa upgraded the freaking thing it still refuses to cooperate.
It's honestly freaking TM net or whatever this wireless connection is called.
Like theres no 'chi' in this area,or whatevs.They don't realise the torture.
I have a brother who plays online games.Stupid lag-ish games.Maple to be exact.But to each his own you know,but I hate online games.

Anywayyyy...
Let's rewind toooo
SUNDAY!
Man,Sunday was fun.
Had two birthdays.First was for a two year old named Isabelle and her four year old brother Fateh Iqbal.
I only remember their names cos Isabelle is so cute and the boy was my papas and brothers name.
Oh and he was rather cute though.
I was kinda reluctant on the first one cos well it's basically a toddlers and a child's party what is a teenager supposed to do there?
But I miss it ALL THE TIME,cos my papa does some work for the father who is the owner of GLOMAC mind you.
Kinda why it's held in KL CENTRAL HILTON!
So this was the first year I actually went usually it's just my papa and adik.Adik always says it's so nice blahblahblah.
But from his lack of judgement I just listened not really believing.
UNTIL my papa was like no it's in the GRAND BALLROOM!
Grand freaking Ballroom.
I was like how old are they again?
As I entered I was in awe.There was a bouncy castle the size of a tennis court!
Few crafts centres!One for like stained glass rubber thingies,one for tats,one to make cookies!
One for fried ice cream and a chocolate fountain and theres even a centre for glitter tats!
It looked rather dead cos of the crowd but I was like,OMG CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY PLEASE!
Met the guy and his wife.They're nice.The lady's rather pretty plus I love her fuschia beads.
So we had to walk to our table and we went to one which was kinda in the middle but it only had three seats left but we needed four so we went to the one on the left.
OK I KNOW I'M DETAILED BUT I LIKE TO VISUALISE THINGS AND I BET MOST OF YOU DO TOO!so think of it as a favour shall we?
I wasn't really paying attention to anything,unless it was pretty,bright,shiny or sparkly cos I was still kinda groggy,only waking up an an hour before we left to get dressed.So I was practically just staring at my Lewres to keep awake.
Then when I sat down I noticed the girl next to me was wearing a really cool top and her back was facing mine so I was like oh she has to be about my age.
Then our parents introduced themselves and began talking then the girl was like "Hi!My names Tash!"
True to her tagline,her words ARE injected with happiness.
I was like hey I know her,so I kinda blurted out you know Joyce right?(hah I think I do that to most KDUians I meet hahah ILU cay!)
She's like Yeah!and soon we started chitchatting!
And hah the food was good.Yum.
I don't know what got into us but we actually went on stage to accept not awards.
But the party packs!
I have no idea but our bros did too so ngeh.We had a pink balloon each!
And the party pack was pink itself so I was already hyperventilating!
There were like brownies inside,glitter stickers,a cute strawberry short cake lipgloss!,Belle merchandise(cos the baby's name Isabelle!) and a lolly!
It was really cute!
Then we were kinda bored so we made cookies(which Tash polished off !),ate fried ice cream and the chocolate fruits things and the stained glass rubber thingies.
The two guys were kinda cute rigggggghhhtttttt!
After that,we exchanged numbers and we had to leave ): aww I didn't get to jump on the bouncy castle!!!
or get any photos.oh well.

Home.
Changed for tennis.
Rushed home from tennis.
Rushed to shower and dress.
Rushed to SOULed OUT.

Got there really late for Brandon and Corys birthday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIES!
Uh they're twelve and eleven respectively so don't get any ideas cos I won't give you their numbers hahah!
I was like Oh hi Happy Birthday Bran and Cory! so I hugged what looked like both of them.
Until Cory was like Marissa!I'm over here!!!!
I was hugging Brandon and not Cory but SHAUN!Who proceeded to bow and say thank you thank you yes it's my birthday..
Sam nearly killed me when she hit me as punishment for lateness.MEANIE.
then she was like did you get my message.
I said which one because on the journey the dungu sent like one trillion messages.
Then she grabbed my phone and showed me the latest one which went like this:
"Joel Wong is at that table with his friends.Is he with Xin Dee?
Please help me murder Shaun when you
get here later cos he keeps shouting
JOEL Madden JOEL Madden.
I'm so embarassed!"

Oh,THAAAAAAT message :D
So I was kinda thinking who is Joel Wong cos of mois impecabble memory then I looked up to see this guy waving.
Oh JO's hott brother I remember!
hahahahhahahaha!
So yeah talked and ate my food while she and Shuie Nee left me which a bunch of kidas who wants to tattoo each others butts.
They're not over 13 I can tell you that.My God.
When they came back Sam said she was late cos she helped a lady who was puking in the toilet.What a saint.
I had a funny incident with about five mat sallehs.
One of them was tan and had SETHS hair!Fits the bill Nicole!!
I was looking at the cakes and it was like right next to their table.
So they waved and were like HIIII!!!!!
I'm usually an extrovert myself but they were like WOAH,so I just smiled shyly.
Then they were like ou know doing those ushering hand movements,I was already quite near them so I just went one step then they're like closer! I was scared and weirded out at the sama time!
Then they're like Hi!
So I didn't know what else to say I said HI.
I forgot which was like Where are you from?
I said here.
Maybe they're drunk but they were drinking cokes and sprites so maybe they just spiked their drinks or what not.
One guy said oh in SOULed OUT
and the Seth one was like no moron,the chick(I'M A CHICK :D) means in M'sia you bubbling idiot.
And then they laughed.I felt used.I was kinda used.whatevs.
Then I was about to step away when they asked how old I was
I replied with a mere 14.
And their like whatttt?Rubbing their eyes in disbelief and smiling.NO joke.
So I walked away smiling and they were waving frantically in the air WAIT WAIT WAITTTT!!!!!!!!
So I turned.They;re like whats your name.
Marissa.
They're like OHHHHH BYEEEEE MARISSAAAAAA!!!!
I think one of them said OC!!!!!!But I like Summer better.
Cute guys are equally funny!

The SOULed OUT people were kinda confused when me S and S were loitering around they thought we were going home but we weren't!
I want to tell you all about the scary scary guy but you might be able to sleep so aybe next post.
Or maybe I won't be able to sleep either way.

Easiest way to get what you want :

"Aunty Jo you know I love you right,"
"Yes Sam order anything you want,"

WE SCORE!

The rest is still unwritten.

To a butt kicking year (:


It's December.
The month.
THEEEEE month to be exact.
Holidays,parties,freedom!
Freedom for the ghastly text books and stupid school monogramed test papers of course!
A breather,a break for us hard working folks this year.
If your still alive,fit and breathing,congratulations.We've made it (:
Give yourself a pat on the back and go on indulge.

I've been in DJ for two years-and counting!-now.
And I think alot have heard me say this but my experiences are like my favourite type of chocolate.
Bittersweet.

Highschool is alot like hmm well.
For example asam laksa.
I personally don't like asam laksa but I know majority of you do so I guess it's a good example.
How many of us have said "OH I KNOW THE PERRRRRFECT ASAM LAKSA,"
BUT
Ladies and gents remember how nothing and I mean nothing is perfect?
And it all boils down-pun not intended- to one thing.A point of view.
Anyway lets say high school is the soup, add them teachers,best friends,mutual friends,class mates,school assignments,exams,extra curicullar activities,fits with family,friends,teachers,problems etc.
Those are the curry leaves,salt,pepper,chillies,coriander leaves,lime,assortment of herbs etc.
There is no perfect quantity.Just a pinch here and there and sometimes a handful here a dash there.
But from the feedbacks we learn from our mistakes.
Too much sugar makes it hard for you to appreciate the spiciness.
Too much spice gives you well a hard time,but I know most of you enjoy the spice.Which is why most of us are achievers.
Don't be a stereotyped beauty paegent winner who says she is a soul believer blah blah blah.
Because she is also the moron who knows only to " believe in world peace".
C'mon we have enough dreamers.Pity the sandman.
We all are.But how many of us are achievers.
cos whats the point to beleieve if we're not striving to achieve?

I don't know about the rest of you but I'm anxious to atone from my past mistakes as a first step towards a fresh new start next year.
So let me cut to the chase and get with it shall weeee?

Firstly lets all have a moment of silence to thank GOD for everything he has blessed us with,the challenges he faced us with,the family and friends hwe have etc.
I know there will be odd moments of silence because no one reads my blog at the same time hahah so yeahh.
I want to let my whole family know how much I love them.
From my parents and paternal and maternal side of the fam here in ole KL.
To my Uncle Jal and Aunty Mel and my baby cousins El and Zach in England who is living next door to Thiery FREAKING Hienry.
I kid youuuuu not!
To Aunty Ara is AUSSIELAND.SURRRRRFERRRR BOY AND LOLLIES AUNTY!
And my freaking cousins in Jogjakarta.
Mind you if I was there I'd be sitting on the throne biatch.
hahahah no hard feelings we're famillyyyyyy.
Then my awesome posum entourage.HAH!
SUJAKOUTURE. FAMILY LOVE ALL THE WAY (:

My everything.
You girls and guys have been awesome.
Who knew we could create this much drama in DJ hahahah.
From outings to sleepovers to and "therapy seshs" with nicko!
I love you all so so much.
My JONAPHIARY.
You girls are awesome.
JO(yce)
secret keeper,syrup jelly fanatic.
My love for you is like your love and fascination for food,namely doughnuts.
ENDLESS (:
(so)PHIA
Kakak.Sometimes I think she's really my sister cos we fight but love each other all same same wan ya phieeeeee.Plus her sisters name is Marissa and she was my first friend in DJ.Her history with me can fill Mr Magoriums life story.
RY(ann)
EDVARD KAH-LEN.
Siberian Huskies look good with me Ry!!
She's extremely thoughtful,extremely fun,extremely good at dancing,and sometimes extremely weird.But she's so extremely caring and sometimes ever so genteel aren't you Ry.
The blusher biatch thing was sooooooo funny right.But I love you even if you did wear blush to school.hahahha

My LOVE.
Jer and Jyn I promise I will love you guys sooooo much eventhough we're sep by sessions.
Phie Ash Shaz you guys know me inside out.I don't think I could ever hide things from you guys.

My sister.
She knows who she is.
We go back.
WAAAAAAYYYY BACK.
Our similarities may scare you but one differences may make you shit in your pants.

My Cyrenz and Twilightz.
THEY ARE PRACTICALLY FAMILIA.

My delicious fam.
Form One was funny wasn't it?
We're kinda distant.
At times even falling apart but that's ok ):
I bought super glue today (:

Bataianz 06.
One word.
FUN.
the noisiest naughtiest best class ever.
We won for choral speaking man beat that.grrrahhh!
Becky BOOOOO I MISCH YOU!Being pengerusi will never be the same ):
I miss Sherns weirdness it's like she's soft and loud at the same time!
YeeFei shut up ok (:
FOOOFOOOOOOOOOO
Wern+Y Kee oh oh and Boey and Patrick the charlie and the choc factory guy.dunno la what nicole says and nics PATRICK CATCH and then she throws nothing.I sware nics damn weirdddd.
nic,tri,fie,ty,tat and row damn they go without saying.

My Kesatria fam.
I WILLLL FOLLOW YOUUUUUUUUU (:

My Prefects Fam.
We really are family.Who fights and hugs on the same day?
FAMILIAAAAA!

AWWWWW I LOVE YOU ALL BIIIIIIIIIG HUGGGGGS AND OODLES AND POODLES OF KISSES!
Princess Rinoa Sydney and Meow and Dan(HumphreyTan)are gonna kick butt la ok can die looking at their results so ya.pmr and spm can kiss their pert tush.
Debutante Sammmmmmm!

The CIKGUSSSS!
For the education,pain,persevation,perspiration!,love,support,guidance you have given to all of us.I can never thank you alll enough.
And for anyone else I've left out I love you all and appreciate you all sooooooo much.

bLOGGERS BEING A BITCH COS I WAS SPOSE TO UPLOAD GAMBARS!
SORRRRRRRYYYYY

I saw mommy kissing Santa Claus

I saw Mommy kissing Santa Claus,
underneath the mistletoe last night
she didn't see me creep,down stairs to have a peek!
She thought that I was tucked up in my bedroom fast asleep.

Hello there (:

pleaseohpleaseohplease internet be good.I haven't been updating for a loooooong time.
And in the spirit of Christmas we must be kind to everyone/thing am I right?

I am right.So don't smart mouth me.

Had tennis today.
I sware it was a miracle that I actually woke up today.
You try going to sleep at two and waking up at seven.
But I had prospects of a wonderful tennis session,which I did get.
I'll be leaving to America on the 16th of December,so perhaps adding an extra two days to my already twice a week tennis lessons will help.
Mmmm.

I can't wait for next year.
Vroooooom ((:
Abang Ned promised to take me go karting first and then I'll race laps.
YOU CAN'T TAKE IT BACK YOU PROMISED.
But next years PMR so hopefully I'll go fro a test drive this Sunday or perhaps the next.
Latin.
soonsoonsoon.
No more procastinating.
ALEX BE WITH YOUR PHONE AT ALL TIMES.

I haven't even showered yet but I just decided to give a quick update.
I've got to update about Kedah and the Wedding but heh I'll let the pictures speak for themselves later.
haha you'd all like that won't you?

Wow look at that!
It's nearly Christmas.
Get into the Christmas spirit everyone (:
I absolutely love Christmas.
But this year Imma celebrating CHRISMUKKAH.
gahahah.
FamilyFriendsFood oh and presents.hehehe
I'll be celebrating mine in the very scandalous
LAS VEGAS!!
I can't wait!!

I'll miss everyone in M'sia.
I promise.
(or maybe note (: )
I kid.

Sorry Sammikins.It won't hurt one year without Souled Out right?
OHKAY! I'M ALREADY MISSING IT OK BUT BUT BUT just one year ok.
I'll get you something ok.
When I go shopping with Uncle Knight.
hahahahahahahah
oh shoppety shopshop.

FLIP FLOPS ASH AND PHIE!
YA HEAR!BEFORE I LEAVE CAPICE!


Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I‘ve found the real love, now I found
You’ll never fool me again!
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I‘ve found the real love, now I found
You’ll never fool me again!

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me the tears
I’ll give it to someone special.

vixen

Tommorow is Childrens Day at SKTM.
Oh God,I feel so old!It's like I'm not a child anymore.
In a twisted sorta way I used to not like Childrens Day because and I quote :
"THEY CALL US CHILDREN!BUT WE ARE AREN'T!WE ARE PRETEEEENS!"
But hah with all the food friends and fun,one could never HATE Childrens Day,dislike even.
But in retrospect,I miss being called a child and how the teachers are able to hug you.
In secondary that kinda changes.It's more professional if you know what I mean.
Uh let me stop this before I get all depressed and kill everyones good mood.

On the lighter note,
Today we left the house at 7 am to The US Embassy in Kuala Lumpur.
We had to leave our handphones(all electrical devices) at Identification Cards at the counter.
And it's all,scan here scan there but most of them were pretty friendly.
The interviewers were Eurasian,Americans I'm sure,and they kept calling me Marissa.
Not that I have a problem but most people who've met me for the first time call me Daena.
I was convinced that they must either:
1)not know how to pronounce it but I'm pretty sure they do
so the most suitable answer would be
2)the fact that they probably watch The O.C. too!

hahahahha!I got OC season2 by the way (:
I have tuition tomorrow at two and my homework isn't even completed.
Mummy thinks I should continue tuition throughout the holidays.
Not really a holiday then mummy,oh well,at leasts it's just on Tuesday.

I can't wait for this Friday.

I think I'm going to give Sophie a call and then maybe Nick before I go to bed.
Lovely.

It;s my party I can cry if I want to,cry if I want to,cry if I want to

Ladies Night.I sware when we are 18 or was it 21 we will go clubbing together.
After getting our licenses together gether RIGHT!

Birthday Girl.Did I tell you I love her dress.
Very Marilyn Monroe-esque!Especially when she danced with her sister Dorothy.
When she twirled I was like "Are you sure there aren't any air vents??"
And she french mani-ed her nails and her toenails were blue.
But the best part...
The BEST BEST BEST BEST OMG SO NICE PART is
her shoe.
Her heels are so nice!I shudda took a picture.Grahhhh.

If you were about to cry at Disturbia well you better not pee in your pants at this one.
Tyron it was obscene!
You can brighten it yourself but not for the faint hearted.
Nick looks like a kissing fish!
hahahha JOYCE!

Esther and Dorothy.Both the Cheams thats pretty cool,ya gotta admit.
Esther told us it was a poolside party,thinking it was a BBQ first I wore shorts but my mum and I always argue on what WE wear so yeah,thank God I was wearing a sun dress.
Met Phie at the entrance and gave her the usual OH MA GOD I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN AGES BUT ACTUALLY I SAW YOU LIKE 4 DAYS AGO HEH kinda hug.

I love Phie.
We walked less then 8 steps and here comes Ry screaming Tropicana down.
Gave her a big hug to quiet her down and walked to the tennis court where we were apparently supposed to meet Esther.
You know whatt Grrr I 'll just make the pictures to the talking.
Fan Su Lynn and Wen Hui.I love Mandas RED NAILS.

Daena and Ty.Ty and Phie (:

blur as hell.The bestfriend and the photograph.
Oh how appropriate.
The food was really good,actually I mostly downed the appetisers.
There was this little toated slices of bagguette/cracker like bread with olives and cheese or tuna or ham and mayo.
I think I ate three of each :x CARBS ick but what can I do?
Then there was sate,which I 'm a sucker for and the pizza was palatable.
I loved this chocolate cake which was like fudge and I feel like kicking myself for only eacting one slice!
The brownie was pretty good and the choc fondue fountain was yum!
The only thing that suprised me was that I didn't eat ice kacang.Usually thats my weakness but I didn't even take a whiff of it!awesome.
S and R say I look like a vamp when I eat the choc fondue!
Except the bloods' replaced with chocolate sauce.
That was either delicious or disturbing.
Oh saucy!

I was about to laugh.Marcus was doing some gay face and tellin' me to look at Kem.
I think if I did I wouldn't stop laughing la.
That's my iPod Kem!

This is Jams looking as eurasian as possible.
Maybe its the lighting but if I didn't know better I 'd reckon she'd have a thick american accent.

Ini Jo.Baloney Jo!
Jo suka layan diri.YAY!
Jo is my dirty dance partner.
Aunty Ruth:"What did you do at the party?"
Jo:"Oh nothing la just play games."
tsktsk liar liar plants for hire Jo

Thats Pep,me and Kem.
Don't be fooled by Kems seemingly sweet demeanour.
He doesn't even go for classes but suddenly he's a devil on the dancefloor.
Honestly I was in awe.
I don't even know what he does it's just...really cool.
Ya la I know the orange band is the pemuda Barisan Nasionak band,my cousin made me wear it so yeah.
Then Joyce and Esther ran of with my cam for awhile.
Hence the following shots.

Bran,you look like my 7 year old brat cousin.

Pan Soo Hui.OMG I suddenly have the urge to eat pan mee(pun not intended.)
MEERMEER.Why no Mel ):


I am poofed.I promise the rest next post.Soon.Very soon.

"DARREN GOH I GENERAL KNOWLEDGE YOU THEN YOU KNOW!"
hahahahhaha I won't punch you la,gimme a hugggg!

jaded

"I'm going to be very busy tomorrow Tita,I've got a three way conference,a birthday party,and after that theres the open house after that,"Ika commented.

"Wow,sayang,you're a very busy lady,"said Tita

"Yeah,sigh,I know.And I'm going no where,"she retorted throwing her hands up in the air.


Believe it or not Ika is my 7 year old cousin and she was talking to our Aunt.
A three way conference is what Sri KDU calls Open Day basically.
The teacher,the student and the parent(s)
Seven years,but she's as witty and as sharp as an INTELLEGENT adult.
The wonders of modern media.

Today I made a last minute decision to go to school.
Was supposed to go for fittings today but the tailor wasn't in so I'm going on Monday with Kak Sofie because so happens she's returning from down under.
I grabbed my cellphone dialled a familiar number I know by heart and scream into the receiver.
"MAMALLLLLL!!MAMAL,PLEASE SAY YOUR COMIN' TO SCHOOL.ANYWAY IF YOU'RE NOT JUST COME AND TEMAN MEEEEEEEE!!"
The familiar voice sounded confused but replied with a "I can't la and also Ariff and Fawjew are comin' over later,"

Oh God.
One whole day without Kamal,less than a year and I'm so dependant on you.hehe
He told me to go today and come to school on Monday but due to unforseen circumstances,it's not like I could right?
BUT...
I'm really glad I did.
As I entered the green gates,four very happy faces greeted me and stood up to give me warm bear hugs.
"Hi Daen!!!I've missed you"
"Oh my God,DAENNNNNNNNAAAA MISCHHH YOUUUUUU"

After some idle chat and the Ry appeared forcing candy down our throats,or actually maybe ME forcing cookies down THEIR throats and ME forcing candy down MY throats.hah!
After a light assembly,the prefects were told to stay in the hall.
Those who chose to stay and those who chose to quit were told to write their names down in their respective papers.
Soon after,me,Sophia,Wen Li,Wei Chee,Elena Ong&Wong,Chris,Wai Kee,Sher Lin and Jac sat down in the prefects lounge and talked about proper candidates etc.
But then we got carried away to family,the supernatural etc etc.
Before we knew it recess was over and God we weren't even on the way to class.
So we decided oh screw just skip the whole damn day after playing Mission Impossible Toilet with Wei Chee we were shocked for life with unwanted "news" and finally we decided to do something charitable and celan the prefects lounge.
I was so in the mood I dragged LenaOng(who also brought PizzaandKFC for me and LenaOng)to the bookshop to buy coloured paper and stuff.
No coloured paper.
So I splurged on art blocks,poster paint and paint brushes.

We drew and painted murals,wrote our top ten prefects principals,wrote messages on the white board and wrote a huge heart warming message to the juniours.
When everything was done we sighed in satisfaction.
This felt so good.
We smiled at each other and gave each other approving nods and pats on the back with hugs.
We may not have been really close but today I felt like we had like a "bond"
Looking back I'll never regret today.
Doing something bad never felt so good.




Stranger,
take my hand,
touch my heart,
I don't know why but
I need you right now,

Stranger take my hand,
hold it tight,
and never let go.

to tell you the truth,I lied

There's no point of me lying anymore.

Everything in this post,every sentence,every word,every letter.
I sware to you is from the heart.

After The Young Prefects Hi-Tea yesterday,I knew I couldn't do it anymore.
I went home,took a long hot shower.
As if to say,after this when I'll wake up and laugh,it's only April.
I turned on the water,and slowly increased the hot water valve.
My skin turned red.
I didn't stop.
Eveything was foggy.
I didn't stop.
I felt the excrutiating pain from the nearly scalding hot water.
But I didn't wake up.
So I slunk into the most comfortable thing I could fine but I still felt distressed and uncomfortable.
I snapped at everyone even my own mum.
I really expected a slap but instead she stroked my cheek and said "It's ok.Go to sleep"

So I did.
Or attempted to anyway.
For next two hours,I cried an cried and cried.
And I tried to cover up with lots of things but there was only one reason and one reason alone.
The people who put up with my hatred,my love.
I think they are real friends(ALONG WITH OTHERS) because they put up with me everyday.
And I mean everyday,can you imagine facing this friggin annoying thing every single day of your school life?
It's either she's an abundent of energy,ready to play perky with you or she's a PMS-ing dragon who is ready to snap at you or bite your head off.
Yes that was me.

They put up with my tantrums and never complained.
Seriously,or maybe just not in front of me la.hahah
And they always covered up for me when I skipped duty,or whispered in my ear nonchalantly "Teachers near by.Put up an act",or switched duties with me when they knew I was about to commit suicide.social suicide or mental suicide.Either way.
They understood me,and hugged me when I cried.
These little munchkins(ohkay maybe I'm just tall)who on the first day of the job either looked totally scared,afriaid,naive or looked really bitchy or inyourfaceimthebombkissmybuttyouseniors kinda look.
It was finally then I've learnt NEVER to judge a book according to its cover.
These so-called naive little brats,once you get to know them,show maturity beyond their years.
They understood me and even with their reps at stake would help me.
I've only known them for what less than 10 months and there they are looking as if they are willing to take Nigira Falls for yours truly.
But the best part was they listened and their very friendly and co operative

And as a team that was exactly what made us who we are today.
It's already November guys!
This may not be the happiest time,but lets give ourselves a round of applause and a pat on the back.
Don't you think now that through out all these months,all those set backs,the arguments we've had,all those tears we've shed have been totally worth it.
I know there may have,ok there were MANY times we pratically wanted to kill each other.Like stab each other repeatedly before SLOWLY slicing their throats and...
sorry I'm not a psycho promise.
But its so worth it now don't you think?
The pain the suffering?
Look at the fruit we've beared.
The friendship.

Frankly speaking,
I think we deserve the term family rather than friends.
And this is not so the readers can go AWWWWW on cue but this as I promised is from the heart.

Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Dear God please don't let the laptop or computer or modem get struck by lightning.

Ok before moving on to my normal ramblings,I've got these.


Marissa on the left and Kayra on the right.I think this is really cute (:


I just know that when I took this photograph Trina was posing.
If you look close enough,she's smirking.POSERRR heheh

Ok actually I do have more than two photographs to post up but my internet is currently healing as she has just returned from Rehab.
Ok now she just went back.
Hopefully she will return in awhile.
It's the stupid area I sware.
See now she came back!
God I can''t wait to move.

Today was Uncle Salim's open house.
Aunty Nora was there,and so was Sharifah Aini.
And Datuk K's son was supposed to be coming so Atira thought we should all take a picture with Sharifah,Aunty Nora and Siti!
hahahahha
well tak jadi.
I think Datuk K's son came after I left.
"Vince" came.
HOTTTIGHTWHITESHIRT abang didn't.
Abang Simon came.
Hmmm.
There was this particularly good looking boy in braces,he could be either around my age or maybe sixteen.
Either he's tall or I'm tall.
I think braces are cute!
The whole day consisted of mucking around in the kitchen,the TV room and outside.
Taking photos and touchin up makeup in the kitchen.Well I didn't really but my cousins did.hah!
After that we left to view another future candidate of our future house.
So far the elegible ones are:
(placement does not determine status)

a)South Quay(around SunwayLagoon)
b)iforgotwhere(apparently my parents say its around MontKiara
YAY!frequent visits to SouledOut.me likey)
c)Desa Park Damansara(I think it's what its called anyway)


Pros and Cons:

a)The bedrooms in South Quay are rather small.The only reason why I want it its because its lakefront.Good amenieties.And the one my papa wants,I chup-ed the bedroom with a connected patio.Flat roof.Great for sneaking up on.Ooops!The worst only ready in 3 years time.I'll be overseas by then!Gated

b)iforgotwhere,is uptown around Seri Hartamas.Malls aplenty!Plenty of dance academies,kick boxing,karate,vocal classes etc.Straight from my mothers mouth"Very handsome eurasian boys"It's not that cheap but it's not over priced.No clubhouse.I think Gated

c)The houses are gorgeous.But it's near the forest.Expensive,about 2mil over for each.Windy,good for active kite flyers or remote controlled airplanes.Gated.Clubhouse.Will have a mall and international school within the area.FOR THE BOYS and some of us girls:TWO not one but two,FIFA sized football fields!No joke.The playgrounds are so cute!Flat roof,read a).Really spacious.Lots of land.Actually if any of my friends were to come over it's kinda easy cos the roads are really easy!
But all good things have to come to an end because if I move here...
I have to change school.




This is Kieren (:
This was the last time Nicole and I went to KLPAC boohoo ):
It was the bomb,I love it there.
NICCOOLLEEEEEEE ):

I want Gossip Girl and Greys Anatomy and Desperate Housewives and OC.
I sware everything also I'm so left behind.

Mhhhhm I love A Walk to Remember,you have to listen to their soundtrack before you die.
Seriously,I don't think I'll ever get sick of it.I HOPE!

Joyce I love you so much.
Sorry kayyyyy ):
mmmhhhm I have to go to bed early.
BIG BIG DAY tommoroooooow.

MCDREAMY IS DREAMMMYYY (:

Fast Car-tracy Chapman

ITs a lovely song (:


):<

I AM ANGRY!

The freaking gossip Girl vid I donwloaded on Ares,when I play it,it becomes Audio!?
What the fudge no?

I was ranting ranting ranting to Esfern until I think she's so sick of me!
hehehe I love you.

pleasepleaseplease
Gossip Girl Vid pleaaseeeee work!!! ):

Today is KRISH'S BIRTHDAY!
(sorry no gambar!blogger refuses to be cooperative!)

KUMBAYA!!!!

No connection whatsoever but I llike the song
Oh but come tot think of it the song kinda reminds me of Krish!!!
Maybe we sang it in kindy hahahaha
Oh but I know Livin lavida Loca does!Right Krish?SUPERDUPERBIGHINTS ((:

Anyway I have to go change now cause I 'm going for the Coc(o)uriculum Day rehearsal thingamBOOB.

nananna

one little pill

Connection was being a peach today.
(Hah D I told you it's only SOMETIMES)
So I've decided to carpe diem,which is seize the moment fyi in French.
Ok I'm not really sure but anyway..

Sophie Jams is came home today!

Amin/Amen to that!

So Ramadhan has passed,and although I did not get to enjoy the last few days of fasting because it was that time of the month,I did however enjoy it while it lasted.
This year I even met up with an old friend who did remember my name(and looked even better than before (:)and who is infact coming to Damansara Jaya next year (:
I'll see you soon Chee Loong
Although Joyce did not manage to follow me to the last days of the bazaar this year,she's always welcomed next year.
And we still have the jelly in its packet ready to be made for you Cay.hahaha
After one month of suffering,insaf-ing,I kinda miss fasting.
Its a bittersweet relationship.
Then comes Raya.
Most people,unlike myself,have a kampung to return to.
Where you sit in the car waiting to get there,in where the iPods,phones,laptops,cameras and all electronic gadgets come in handy.
Or if you are like me do not get giddy in the car reading,will proceed to read everything(including the nutritional value of the potato chips you have been eating) and then grow tired and fall asleep.
Then your parents will usually stop for a break,usually lunch.And you have no appetite and want to proceed back to the car and continue your nap.
After the break,the journey continues and step 1,2 and 3 will repeat.
When you finally(FINALLY!)arrive your grandparents are already outside the door awaiting your arrival.
You stretch while your father is reversing inside and your grandfather is giving him signals whether to "gostan" here or turn there or whatsoever.
When the car comes to a complete stop,you can't wait to get outside and hug your grandparents and you enter the house which holds numerous memories of you and your cousins running around with the fireworks and your grandma screaming at all the girls to not dirty your new clothes.(the slit of my cheongsam tore and my hands will be full of rust and debris from the gate,and my face is like of an oil slick and my hair looks like I just survived hurricane Katrina)
And you feel guilty cos as much as you love your pops and nana you kinda wanna go back,but after a while you don't wanna go home!
Consider yourself lucky,for I do not have a kampung.
Neither does my father,my mother does but we only go back during chinese new year.
A few years back when my Tok Bak was still slive Raya was something worth looking forward too.
We'd leave EARLY in the morning after asking for forgiveness from our parents and a few photographs to my Grandparents place in section 16.
There all the men would go together to perform their prayers at a certain mosque,we women did ours at home of course.
Raya was and still is a great affair for the Sujaks.There will be about more than a hundred coming in and out of the house therefore The women would get the food ready,making sure the food was ready and the house was looking its absolute best!
Downstairs(it's a 3-storey house and Dr. Mahathir used to stay there so downstairs is the first,upstairs is the second and upupstairs is the third),this is where the kids,during that time me included would play Jaws,Ice and Fire,Pepsi Cola and what not.
Then Atiras baju kurung bottom will tear,Kak Trina will accidentaly hit Trisa and then she will cry and then Kak Trina scolds her for crying because its Raya you can't cry its bad luck then Trisa cries even more and then Hurin will say something and then we will fight and then we start pulling out each others hair.
Five minutes later when we hear the car of a guest arrive we stand by the door all poised,I admit I always stood straight and smiled demurely the first!We will salam the guests and bring them upstairs and come down again to play and laugh because we were fighting four minutes ago.
Then we go upstairs and eat bolognaise and lemang and rendang and I whom cannot eat spicy will run around screaming "HOTTTT!ICE!I WANT COKE AND ICEEEEEE!"The Trisa will laugh and tumpah sauce on her baju and then we run to the toilet and with the "miracle" hand soap and water we manage to get the stain off.
We are still there at about 6 and we usually go home take a quick shower and nap at times then come back.New guests have arrived and we(the girls,Sujakuoture)will be downstairs gossping about which Abang of Abang Neds or Abang Nafiks or Abang Nabils friend was the cutest.
I remember I used to have the biggest crush on an Abang we called Abang Simon.
I'm pretty sure he's mixed matsalleh and he would tell us ghost stories because I told him I love ghost stories (:
And then he "broke my heart" when he brought his girlfriend over hahahahha first I would sulk but then forget about him and move on the the most higly anticipated event of Raya(besides the fam+friends,food and money of course!)THE BUNGA API!
my mummy had to tie a handkerchief around my brothers mouth cos he was asthmatic then.
After that we eat,wathc tv,talk play and continue that for the next 4 to 5 days.
And then the open houses we all went together!
Even though Kak Trin and Tris went back to S'pore after a few days thy'd always be back soon.
And I'm looking at a picture of me and Tira.
And despite my unruly hair and two front teeth or actually,lack of,and Atira's lazy eye and "penyet"nose,we look like we are having the best Raya of all.
The fun the memories...
Its not like I don't like Raya now,it's just different.

I've got sunshine on a cloudy day

This is where I belong.

paradise.
sweet paradise.

IMPORTANT:
If you like to dance
RY ANN!NICOLE!JOYCE!
and ME!
hahahah
download The Way I Are Remix.
Reminds me of clubbing!
I wanna go clubbing /:
I'm tall can you take me? (:
Discotheque please.

Hmmmm it's the end of the Year-End Exams.
Time for a much needed break before leaping off to Form Three baby!
Something I'm not and am looking forward too.
Nicole brought Harpers Bazaar today and we were oggling at stuff we can only dream about.
Well for now right Nicole? (:

Some photos I scout for,I'm serious about working in the fashion industry.
Model or not.Imagine you are PAID to DRESS UP to go to WORK!
Wheeeeeeee



Photography by Terry Richardson.
This was for Vouge.French Vouge if I'm not mistaken.







The last is my favourite.

In case your rather clueless I'm pretty sure this potrays a sort of celebutante being chased by the paparazzi,hence the awkward stares with fags and tantrums which resulted into the soft drink photograph.
I know for a fact that working in the fashion industry is tough.(my cousin is a PR of some sort and gets invited to sweet gigs and fashion shows which he promised I will get to follow when I'm eighteen,four more years!.)
Sure you grace magazine covers,reign the catwalks,get the latest fashions every style every colour...
BUT
yes theres always a but to burst everyones bubble isn't there.
Its a bitchy industry and in this cut throat world,its even worse.
You can't rely on anyone but yourself and you have to be smart about your friends.
Not everyone should know about your secrets or your life.
Cause in this big world its everyone for themselves,the fight of the fittest.
But probably thats why I really want to get in there and experience it.
First here then I definitely want to do it in New York.

"If I can make it there,I'll make it anywhere,it's up to you New York,Neeewwww Yooooorrrkk!"

hence the song (:

After exams Pn Aruna told us to fill up the new cocuricullum card thing and last year they put me as a St. John.
I was like what the fudge?
So whether I'm allowed to or not I don't now,but I scribbled it and wrote "PENGAKAP" in big bold letters.
Much better.

Girls who are scouts are cool ok?
In fact we can rub two shortbreads together to make a fire.
I kid!
We DO NOT sell cookies,nor do we dance around the campfire.
So if you're looking for that I suggest you go somewhere else.

Its less than 10 hours since freedom and I've started painting my nails!
If you're tan like me,Revlon's Vixen works nicely onhour skin tone girls!
and guys if you want.
It's not like I can pray now so who cares!
I'm skipping school esok.
Facial and Raya shopping..
So I'll have to take it off on Wednesday.

instead of breaking mirrors maybe I'll just break my face

Ugh.
I feeel really disgusting today.
Fat and ugly and stupid kind of disgusting and NO I'M NOT HAVIN' PMS.

I like this picture (:
oh and next to Affiq is my good friend Chern Siang who was complaining of his braces today.
Don't worry it'll wear off ohkay?
I cannot go scouts tomorrow,mummy and papa don't let.
I very sad.Sophie if you're going let me know what happened ok.

Today was science.I think I lost so many marks for the stupid last question.
Art.Lets just say I'll stick with English thankyou.

This is so nice.Joyce I want this.oh and a bandeaukini.
Except I'm fat and ugly so I can't wear it ):

I GOT MYSPACE AND FACEBOOK(yes I do.Get over it.)

I don't want to friend Sophia Aliza Jamal and Daniel Tan Boon Leng anymore
I hate you both
(outs on merajuk face and walks off)
No more pink wedding.
You guys are meannnnnn.

This game of make believe that we are trying to play.
Is not going out as planned.Life is stressful enough when your face can crack mirrors.
But I've learnt my lesson.
The scar embedded on my left wrist will never erase.

everyone says I look happier when you're around me

Hi!
ahahhahadsnfn ieo2ifneuI8YOWHLHOHi24p$%2;j
Alex Liew Hing Boon just now said something so gaygaygay!
Kay no la actually I thought it was rather manly of him to agree with me but yah.
It's ok Alex secret's safe with meeee (:

Download Mary's in India(Dido)

HEHEHEHHEHEH
I LOVE SOPHIA ALIZA JAMAL
because she gets high and hungry with me.
lasagna la sophieeeeee! ):

Exams are passing by so fast!
Like literally woosh woosh woosh!
And that means closer to Raya and holidays!
YAY!
Hmmmmm I think I may need to live on eye cream or a while.
Not that I use any but I think I might have to soon.
And Raya is a stone throw away.
Gawsh perfect timing.
Luckily my Raya clothes are all done.
Right?
OMGGGGGGGGGG
:
:
:
PHEW!they are.Thank Gah!
But not all just majority.
Like no new shoes and one more new one ):
I sound like a bimbo.eeeeeeee.
Did you hear that they seperated the classes to come to school after the Raya and Deepavali holidays?
Too bad I'm not coming.I'll be holding the manisan at my uncles wedding.Manisan!
yayay yummy!
omg see how to lose weight )))):
I 'm hopeless laaa

No blog mojo now.Maybe tomm.
byebye

finally.

hello.
say edward cullen in a thick french accent.
"Edvard Kahllen"
My God it even sounds sexy.
Vamps are usually french right?


I personally feel that the previous photo is the yummiest.but to each his own?
Went to Tiras for breaking fast and sembahyang jemaah.
and we went upstairs and I raided her closet(no suprise here)
Let me say I was so snap happy (:



Sunsilk advert (:

tiboobs and I.thats my "Jenny"* pose.

*in the song Jenny by Click5,the "Jenny" does the pout thing in the end.watch the vid.
Eeee malas to do the rest la.
Exams are on friggin Monday ya'll.
Urgh say it ain't so!
I want go dance dance la.
and wear pwetty pwetty dress.
Ugh I feel ugly.I want to shop.But I'm fat.
Gahhhhh!
-----
How could he do that to her?
She was a mere child.
So petite and genteel and beautiful.
He who has done so much in this world,had to murder her.
Not only that but sexually abuse her as well.
Can you even imagine how painful it was to die like that?
When they showed the DNA tests that the dead body was in fact little Nurains.
I didn't accept I said no,she's out there and tomorrow the tabloids will scream:
LITTLE NURAIN FOUND.DEAD GIRL IDENTIFIED.MURDERER CAUGHT.
I tried to so hard to go along,but I guess its so hard to accept that people these days are so different.
100m.thats sprinting.we SPRINT 100m.
she only walked away 100m to buy hairclips.
Does he not feel any remorse?
In the picture,I was quite convinced it wasn't HERS.
Nurains picture:
she looked so beautiful
carefree
alive...
the body was lifeless,in such pain and you could see that the last moments of her life were the life.
she was struggling and you can SEE the pain she went through.
the guy,the couple to be precise.Its sickening.a couple.what was she an erotic porn experiment?
a hobby?
an offering to the devil?
The couple must have made an offering to the devil.this is sick this is not human.
robbers,theives,killers,whatever it is.
you do not TOUCH A CHILD.
she's not even 12 for Gods sake!
and beacause of those...ANIMALS
she will never get married
get a job
have children
get a degree to help her parents
all because of one sickening couple.
I'm not the type to curse at people but,
I hope that they get caught and are tortured in public before dying a slow cruel death.
I hope you both can sleep cos you see her when you close your eyes.
And at night you hear her crying and screaming for help from inflicted pain.
I hope you can't eat because you see her lying dead.
And when you die,may you go to the lowest of all lows,and suffer in damnation in the worst of Hell.
I hope she comes back to haunt and torture you just like you did.
May Little Nurins soul rest in peace and watch over all of us.
We will eventually stop talking about her,and some might even go on with their lives
But I will never forgive,or forget the cruel deed done.
Little Nurin I hope you know that I'm very sure you have brought so much joy into this world.\To your family and relatives and friends.It is such a great loss to lose you.
I may not know you but you are a special person,its so very evident.
Little Nurin,we will always remember you and you will always have a special place in our hearts.
The dead body:
looked cold
and her eyelashes seemed wet.
her face was so distressed so unhappy.
But we all can only do one thing now.
Pray.
For the loss,for the bastard(s) to be caught,and that she's in a better place.
We should all be happy in a way though.
In Islam those who have not baligh(matured) will not tanggung their own sins.
Children.
And guess what.
All children go to Heaven.

You're drawn to my song

"Nothing but pennies in my pocket
Nothing but faith to keep me warm
Well,baby,then I would be broke without it
Tell me,how much for your love?
Slip my heart in your back pocket
All I got to keep you warm
So baby don't leave me here without it
Tell me,how much for your love?";

I love old songs.
Esp. particularly catchy ones,such as this number by Mandy Moore.In my pocket.
It was the first song that really told me what or showed me what sex appeal was all about.
I was young back then ok?

To all my beautiful girls,
your gonna ace that friggin audition kays?
I love you all so much (:

Ok so I know exams are comin yadayadayada..
but Edward Cullen,is smokin'
Sophie surely you were drunk when you said he wasn't handsome?
I mean not hot alright,he is handsome,nearly or maybe even beautiful.
I'm certainly not joking but when I saw him I felt shivers.
I felt the cold lily white porcelian skin,the strong bone structure.
and startling mesmerising blue eyes(or liquid gold if you've perhaps read all the books)
that literally look into your soul and leave you breathless.
Honestly I was gasping for air!
And don't let me get started on his lips.
Let me just say,if you've seen Ashton Kutcher young,as a model.
Those pouty lips.
Something like that.
Do I sound like I'm describing someone or something completely delusionary?
I probabaly think so.
Your saying how could anyone be so beautiful?



Have I made my point?
He is actually french actor Gaspard Ulliel who has worked beside Gong Li and for you who watched Hannibal Rising he was in that movie too!
I'm not going to post up anymore pictures cos thats gonna spoil the fun,I will if you beg update a few more when I'm feeling rather generous.
But I can be very stingy (:

Psst is anyone interested in Salsa or Tango I'm looking for a partner,
around my height and yes a guy thank you.
If you think I'm crazy for typing that well guess what?
My mom suggested it.
I know.
More soon (:



Mofo sahur is like an hour away and I'm not in bed yet!

I'm losin' you and its effortless

How to Save a Life(acoustic version)-The Fray

I've just noticed that most of my past posts have been in purple for some reason.
It's not like I really fancy the colour like Kak Trina.
She is in love,or more so obsessed with purple.
As I am addicted to The Fray.
I remember Nicole telling me she detests The Fray.
And I also remember her doing the following;

-swinging on the 1 Batai grills with me,sof and tri(until today I don't know how it could with stand us)
-fall off a chair during math in the science lab
-fume at Pn. Tan for accusing her of chewing gum
-singing with me especially to for some reason Aly and AJ
-skipping school for KL childrens choir events
-crying with me all the time (:
-peck Leong on the cheek.for the sake of photography etc.

Thanks to takes-over-your-life duties I hardly get to talk to any of my best friends besides Sophia and Ashley.
Ohkay and Wan Jyn and Jeremy and Shazmeer.
So since Thursday we've been messaging and talking.
My dad's gonna go ballistic when he see's the phone bill.
Wait oes my papa actually look at his phone bill?
Please say no.

Joyce loves rose syrup jelly for some odd reason.
She evn requested it for her birthday.
It's ok Raya is comin' you can jakun-jakun take pictures at the bazaar when you stay over ok?
p.s. the image you put into my head,I have been replaying and replaying and replaying it.
Let me tell you,I lovehate you as much as I love hate the image but still grossgrossgross.

Sophie thnaks for everything ok?
You're one of those special people who can make me laugh when I'm in mid cry.
Remember against the wall,fingernails in his back and biting your lip
or
Fountain,pop leg under the night sky.
I know what you'll choose anyway (:

IloveEsfernTanlikehelltotheyeahcosshemahomeyandifthatboygonnahurtherhegottagetthrumecapice?

Ryannabonanana
mint ice cream in a conv. at drive in movies ok?
Ok.

Ashley please come for class duties more often kays?
Form Ones are totally screwing us :x eeek!

On a totally unrelated note
HSM2 premieres tomorrow YAY!
But if you are like me,you would have already bought the pirated version,courtesy of your nearby pasar malams.
I only watched half cos I wanted it to be a suprise.
Aiyah half suprise is also a suprise right!?

It's I think 3 am and I'm not asleep.
Tomorrow I'll just die in the tennis court la.
OMG exams are comin!I haven't been studying alot.
I don't want to go down.don'twantdon'twantdon'twant!

You know what this years form fives(1990s) will be gone in a few months.
Yes I've cried already.
During scouts when I read their blogs.
Very depressing.
But well the 1990s and the 1993s will always have a special bond.
Since camp last year,to cheer,to sports day and house practices in which most leaves both parties in fits of giggles and some in severe confusion,which makes the other people laugh even more!
When they're gone they will be no more inside jokes,asking for numbers and stuff like that.
Aww we're gonna miss the form fives hope you shall never forget us.
The extremely hyper bunch of kids.The ones everyone loves laaaa.
heh.
Good luck in SPM!
Eh we should have form two and form five photo session!
OK?
OK!

Derrick you can do it!
OC season two is in your hands!



I'm not going to go all my-lifes-a mess on all of you.
Although I am,I'll save the drama.
I'm not about to tell you what to do cause I'm not your mom.
But I hope you know who you are and I want is just a simple answer.
I'm practically hanging on a thread for dear life and it's hard.
Mixed signals.Tears.Words.Shattered Dreams.
What are these things doing here?
Remember the nightly calls which actually still cont until now.And even refusing to put down the phone.Remeber that?
Why is it that it has to result in the thing everyone is fighting for?
The promises of guitar lessons and tennis matches.
How come it's so easy for you to just pretend nothings goin' on?
No this isn't yet ANOTHER stupid crush like you assume.
It's not always going to go the way I want but it has to go somewhere one way or another.
It's all in the hands of God now whether it's going to step forward and perform magnificently or step back and take a bow.
As the curtain calls.
But.
I just wanted you to know that it's real.
It's right here.
It's not a game.
It's real.
It is.


These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledgeof the eighteen storey
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need is you
Hurry I'm fallin',I'm fallin'..

I'm losin' you and its effortless