I'm losin' you and its effortless

How to Save a Life(acoustic version)-The Fray

I've just noticed that most of my past posts have been in purple for some reason.
It's not like I really fancy the colour like Kak Trina.
She is in love,or more so obsessed with purple.
As I am addicted to The Fray.
I remember Nicole telling me she detests The Fray.
And I also remember her doing the following;

-swinging on the 1 Batai grills with me,sof and tri(until today I don't know how it could with stand us)
-fall off a chair during math in the science lab
-fume at Pn. Tan for accusing her of chewing gum
-singing with me especially to for some reason Aly and AJ
-skipping school for KL childrens choir events
-crying with me all the time (:
-peck Leong on the cheek.for the sake of photography etc.

Thanks to takes-over-your-life duties I hardly get to talk to any of my best friends besides Sophia and Ashley.
Ohkay and Wan Jyn and Jeremy and Shazmeer.
So since Thursday we've been messaging and talking.
My dad's gonna go ballistic when he see's the phone bill.
Wait oes my papa actually look at his phone bill?
Please say no.

Joyce loves rose syrup jelly for some odd reason.
She evn requested it for her birthday.
It's ok Raya is comin' you can jakun-jakun take pictures at the bazaar when you stay over ok?
p.s. the image you put into my head,I have been replaying and replaying and replaying it.
Let me tell you,I lovehate you as much as I love hate the image but still grossgrossgross.

Sophie thnaks for everything ok?
You're one of those special people who can make me laugh when I'm in mid cry.
Remember against the wall,fingernails in his back and biting your lip
or
Fountain,pop leg under the night sky.
I know what you'll choose anyway (:

IloveEsfernTanlikehelltotheyeahcosshemahomeyandifthatboygonnahurtherhegottagetthrumecapice?

Ryannabonanana
mint ice cream in a conv. at drive in movies ok?
Ok.

Ashley please come for class duties more often kays?
Form Ones are totally screwing us :x eeek!

On a totally unrelated note
HSM2 premieres tomorrow YAY!
But if you are like me,you would have already bought the pirated version,courtesy of your nearby pasar malams.
I only watched half cos I wanted it to be a suprise.
Aiyah half suprise is also a suprise right!?

It's I think 3 am and I'm not asleep.
Tomorrow I'll just die in the tennis court la.
OMG exams are comin!I haven't been studying alot.
I don't want to go down.don'twantdon'twantdon'twant!

You know what this years form fives(1990s) will be gone in a few months.
Yes I've cried already.
During scouts when I read their blogs.
Very depressing.
But well the 1990s and the 1993s will always have a special bond.
Since camp last year,to cheer,to sports day and house practices in which most leaves both parties in fits of giggles and some in severe confusion,which makes the other people laugh even more!
When they're gone they will be no more inside jokes,asking for numbers and stuff like that.
Aww we're gonna miss the form fives hope you shall never forget us.
The extremely hyper bunch of kids.The ones everyone loves laaaa.
heh.
Good luck in SPM!
Eh we should have form two and form five photo session!
OK?
OK!

Derrick you can do it!
OC season two is in your hands!



I'm not going to go all my-lifes-a mess on all of you.
Although I am,I'll save the drama.
I'm not about to tell you what to do cause I'm not your mom.
But I hope you know who you are and I want is just a simple answer.
I'm practically hanging on a thread for dear life and it's hard.
Mixed signals.Tears.Words.Shattered Dreams.
What are these things doing here?
Remember the nightly calls which actually still cont until now.And even refusing to put down the phone.Remeber that?
Why is it that it has to result in the thing everyone is fighting for?
The promises of guitar lessons and tennis matches.
How come it's so easy for you to just pretend nothings goin' on?
No this isn't yet ANOTHER stupid crush like you assume.
It's not always going to go the way I want but it has to go somewhere one way or another.
It's all in the hands of God now whether it's going to step forward and perform magnificently or step back and take a bow.
As the curtain calls.
But.
I just wanted you to know that it's real.
It's right here.
It's not a game.
It's real.
It is.


These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledgeof the eighteen storey
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need is you
Hurry I'm fallin',I'm fallin'..