Here we go...Take a bow...Because its...Over now

I'm so very addicted to Busted's A Present for Everyone album.Their last one if I'm not mistaken.Its a pity cos I love em.I was ransacking through my old cds and found it and its been replaying since 10 o'clock in the morning.Its sad that they aren't a band anymore.But James is in a band called Son of Dork.I reckon their kinda good.Anyway this is like to continue the last post cos Blogger didn't allow so many.Right,so moving on.




a little something I'm craving right now.Mini cupcakes.With colourful sugar icing.

Don't they just scream "Bite me,Eat me,You know you want me"
Somehow that came out wrong.Oh well.

I sware I'm getting fat.No more desserts or fried food for me thank you very much.Its gonna be healthy stuff.But I still cannot endure the fact that Meng Leong says wheatgrass juice is nice.Hello grass?Mandy's line "Not a cow" is most approriate here.Dear,your tastebuds must be retarded.I remember one time I tried it I nearly gagged.But that was like lightyears ago.If I'm not mistaken.Oh I hate celery.Where did that come from?
You know yesterday's KH test wasn't that bad.It was hard a bit.But ohkay.My butt was like numb for moral.But imagine the poor things during Agama and POL.I was actually praying for my girls especially for Moral and studying KH.Actually I was also doddling lyrics in the back page of my KH textbook.heh heh.But I studied too la.

This is my uncles cake.Like his birthday was ages ago but heck.The cake is so pretty and artistic and the sugar deco was yummy mann.I wish my cake was like that.

Yeah thats my uncle.He's got FIVE cakes.But thats cos he's a menteri.Yeah if he looks familiar he's Datuk Nazri.Menteri for what don't ask me.I have like nil idea.

The other day my brother was talking to our God cousin Shaun on the phone

Hello Krisman?

Yes

Eh whats that Pokemon website ah?

Oh Pokemon Crater?

Yeah.

pokemoncrater.com

ok thank you.CARMENNNNN!!!!!ON THE COMPUTER?

carmen:why?????

JUST ON THE COMPUTER!!!!!!

He speaks so loud I could hear him and I wasn't even next to the receiver.

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I'm feeling horrible today.I've put on weight.Phooeeee.Everything I put on makes me look eldritch.I'm gonna work harder to burn it all off.After exams me and Trina are going for extra lessons.Yesterday I didn't go for tennis thinking Treen wasn't going.But she did.She also got to play mini tennis with little rackets.Gahhhhhhh!!!!!During lantern festival yesterday theres this weirdo form 2 guy from DJ who keeps hanging with my little cousin, Pearl-Lyn and her friends.He carries their bags and touches them.OMG mann!!!!Paedopholic

I hate when you say that I don't blow you away.
I can't break thru that way...Our friends told us

You know I'm no macho-fied girl but I reckon I'm pretty tough(harhar)for a girl.Not saying girls aren't tough sometimes girls are tougher than guys ohkay but anyway back to the point.I don't really get scared easily.Bugs don't scare me.I respect ghosties and all kinds of paranormal thingies.I'm not queesy or claustraphobic.I love heights.So yeah you get the picture.But there are just two things I can't stand.

Lizards and cockroaches

I can't stand lizards.They just pop outta no where.One time I was opened the door to my room and a stupid lizard came out running like this *makes circles in the air* I was like "Gahh!!!!!Stupid things.Wanna give people seizure hah!?"
And cockroaches.Did you know outta 4000 kinds(I know so many cockroaches) only 1% are considered pests.Whats so gross about them?They're these brown disgusting crawlie things that come around eating rubbish and dirty stuff spreading deadly diseases thats what.And they're just plain icky :]

I saw a cockroach the other day near the drain outside a mamak.Trying to be brave I said to myself.Nevermind leave it alone.Ignore it.But the thing kept inching closer until it was so close like this close *both fingers up about 5 cm wide* that was when I couldn't help it.I screamed.In front of the whole mamak.
"Get away you gross-disease-spreading-crawlie!!!!GAHHHHHHH!!!!!!Get away!!!!!!" and I was using the chair to like squash it.And everyone was just lookng at me.Shit.I was really embarrassed but I can't stand them.


On the lighter note....
Ohkay I think most of you are gonna kill me.My posts are not only boring they're bare.No pictures.So being so nice and all I'll post a few.Besides I owe some people photos.Just a few.


hehe...me and nikki...yesterday was malam tanglung in sktm.so yeahhhhhhh.....some djians came too you know?


Fia and me.Aiyoh shes so pretty la.Like her sisters.Jelous.I think thats Spot in the background.Thanks for spoiling the picture la you.Stewpid boy.

Kenzo & me.Sofi says he looks like the bat from Sagwa.You watch it Fie?Sometimes I watch it.Its cute la.Got cats summore.HEEHEE. =.="

Cassy!!!!She was like my best friend since std 4 or wassit 5.Imma getting old.Now shes in BU3.dabuyudyioqwieginigsm mann...Miss her la.After exams I'm gonna stay over at her place and we're going to Tropicana and 0U.Heeeeheee.Its good to plan for the future la kay?When it was the lantern procession walk,we passed the playground and I saw the SWINGS!!!!!HAAAAHAAA.I was being really kiddy-ish and cepat cepat ran to them and started swinging.The rest of them continued walking only Chern and Tat waited for me.I L U guys mann.But only Tat went on the swings like me.HEEHEE.30 seconds on the swing I realised oh shit mah skirt.So I was sitting weirdly on the swings but can la.EHEEEE.Good thing my bag was on my lap.Then we coninued walking and suddenly there was this car behind and Cassy was like hi Daen!haha...
Walked back to school and we went to the dewan to just talk and all.There were fans.Ahhhh...much better.And we played thruth or dare for like what 7 seconds.Then there someone outside the grill and I being a maglomaniac shouted Oh my God man thats Jensen.Harhar.
Then the boys played football at the badminton court.With a can.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.Damn farneeeeeee.Then Cass told me some things =D miss times like those.We talked alot.And then Jan came with her boyfriend and talk talk talk.The Jan's bf ask why I never call Harp to come.I said I did but Harpreet claimed she was studying.Her studying is "Hello?Naren.."hahahahahaha.We love you la Harp.Then Cassy and I started talking about like so many things we didn't realise like an hour passed already.So we made our way to the canteen to get a drink and Jan joined us cos her boyfriend went home.I was like Oh he dump you di ah?Then she said Ya lor so sad.Any lengchais?Hehehehe.Jan Yi,jan yi.*shakes head*

the only one who would go on the swings with me.My sexy braces bro :)

My BU3 babes and me.Smee is like so pretty.And shes taller than me now!huhsfqiauoqijcnywnjcuhdjnoqihbcb man!!!!

Smee and me.Nikki took this picture.I likey it.But never ask Nicole to take your picture she'll make you laugh.HAHAHAHHAHAHA
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ohkay moving on.

Bran and me.For some reason I think he looked like a hamster yesterday.I know I'm weird :]

row row row your boat JETLY down the stream.If you see a crocodile don't forget to scream.*scream!!!*

Wen Hui and me.He looks so much like Ezzie mann.Love you both like totally so banyak!!!!!

When we took this pic Rowy and Tat said the 3 of us looked alike.OMG.YAY.Means I'm pretty like Fia(whoooopeee)and hot like Nick(????????).hahahahah

my baby brother and me.I sayang him lke totally banyak mann...<3>

group take

Me and my sister.The reason I put this last is cos.OMG mann she looks so gorgeous here!!!!!I love her like infinity+1...hahaha.the only reason we arent really sisters is cos God figures it'd be too much for our mom to handle.Thats why we have the same virthday.hardeeharhar..
I saw Meng Leong at Lantern Festival.I think he was babysitting his super duper cute baby sis,Pui Foong.Shes only 8 and her fashion sense can rival mine.Shes so cute.

This was during Sihaton where Meng Leong was helping Pui Foong with her colouring and drawing contest thingamajig.I coloured like a bit.
I saw Jonathan Hoe talking to Meng Leong and the hot guy was there.When I came I told Nicole that the guy in the red shirt was hot.And shes like really?I know him you know.Eh she thinks your hott.Gahh!!!!!!Stupid girl la she.But he was hott.I bet he thinks I 'm totally mental.Pffttt..

Some pics from Harps birthday

tantalizing trio.aren't they just hott.I hate Sofi and Nicole.ngeh

I know,I know.I've been a terrible blogger.I haven't been linking everyone or posting regularly.Past few days has been shit.Did I mention I hate KH?Well I do.I wish I was more hardworking.In primary I was much more.Hardworking that is.Or smarter.I sware I study more now than I did in the last 2 years.Which includes UPSR.But I guess things have changed and if I'm not born smart I'll just work harder.I kinda have I guess.I've actually studied so whatever comes out as my result I can say I've done my best and work harder than ever cos like if I give up now I'll never make it to university and all.And I wanna go to Harvard.Well I wanna go to a law university or a fashion university or maybe medicine.Oh GAH!!!!Growing up is hard you know.
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I'm gonna die for KH but I'm kinda happy I don't have moral.36 nilais.Omgee.I haven't finished my KH projects.Like almost finished.Just a little more.I'm gonna focus doing the exam first.Argh.I think people don't read my blog anymore.I don't blame them.I haven't got much time anymore so my posts are boring shit.Sadness.Yesterday my brother came up to me and told me

"Che you know uncle knight asked me if you want his son."
"Huh?When?"
"Last time when I went to Aunty Jo's house.I think you were at tuition."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"How old is he?"
"15."
"Really...*smiles*how do you know you haven't even seen him."
"Got"
"REALLY!?"
"Uncle Knights phone."
"Oh ok...haha"
Uncle Knight is like the awesomest person on earth.I wonder if his son is hot.He's 15.hahaha.
I'll hope.One time Uncle Knight asked me if I want his son and mammy was like NO!!!I just smiled and laughed cos if I said yes...well its been nice knowing ya.MAYBE NEXT TIME I WILL.hahahahahahaha
*choke choke seizure faints*
OMG I'M SO LAME.

I wonder if you know how to be a mat motor

Have you guys heard Rudy & JJ's version of the Teriyaki Boyz Fast & Furious?I sware it's dead funny.Tune in to Hitz.fm (92.9 in the Klang Valley)& if your lucky you'll hear it.I didn't come to scholl for 3 days.I was sick okay!?Fever and cough and cold.And I kinda passed it on to Nikki.Sorry love you know it's not my fault.Exams are killin' me!!!They're makin' me worse.I'm gonna change my skin soon.Dunno when but soon.But this will be my signature skin.Yeah,frangipani's are my favourite flower a close second is roses oh and...I like flowers alright?Sammi doesn't want me to change my skin.Why?Cos she sorta edited it for me so she wants me to show off her skills but she'll say no really it's nice.It is.Frangipani is my signature I s'pose.I'm kinda proud about it.Heh heh this is getting lame.I couldn't go for tennis on Friday.I was really upset about that.Stupid fever.!#&^*$%#$^*(^$#%@# Blogging does relax you don't you think.I was studying before & I forgot how to do Nilai for Sastera.grumble grumle grumble.I can't wai for exams to be over.Not like anyone can.Why must art,pj,computer,kh and sivics be a theory exam!!!!What are you gonna do with the subjects I ask you.Ok art maybe you'll learn 1 dot if you wanna do anyting involved in art.PJ!!!You tell me what to learn in PJ!!!!Become a what baton is it?No no no cone?Or hat become a football!!!!Grrrrrrrrr....Computer!It's not like you really learn something there?!Sivics is like moral why make us learn moral.We already have moral and Agama already!And kh.Come on you don't really fix your own toilet/sink/pump etc. right?Even if I could my mammy wouldn't allow it.I mean it's ok for general knowledge but please...Ask ourself do you fix your own sink?Do you do gardening?Do you build your own stupid pen/pencil/wtv holders?I'm quite cofident that most will answer no to the above questions.And when they say oh it prepares you for the future so when you live alone you know what to do.It is good to learn to change a light bulb,sew your torn clothes and all but just the basics ok?That's why we have people like Mike Delfino right.Heh heh.Only a handful of subjects should be ket in school.It's not like we are gonna use them are we?C'mon get your facts right.
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I totally salute Fie and Nikki about unreasonable teachers.I was sick on Thursday so I told a friend to pass my sewing shit to Nikki to pass to Pn. Nancy.And Pn Nancy wouldn't accept it.!@^($%@^&^#$%@#^&^$%!!%^$^#$ HELLO!!!!!I'm sick!How am I s'pose to get to school when I 'm sick.Christ.I'm actually kinda happy my exams are ealier than some of my friends and cousins.Means while their panicking I'm done.Sweeeettt.This year I'm gonna design my baju raya.Let's hope it turns out nice.Well I gotta study more soon.

ta

I feel like fire hydrant , man.

My sorethroat is like killing me.Along with ma cold & fever.I drank like 5 bottles of water for reccess and more in class.Gah man.I don't think I'll be going to school tomorrow.So hoprfully Aunty Celine can pass my sewing shit to Jian Nee to pass it to Pn. Nancy.Today we did the art project and I couldn't really finish it but during Sivics it was sorta like free period except when Pn. Rozalina called us one by one to stand up and smile.It was really funny.Tat,Fei,Pat,Treen,Nic,Rowy and Foo helped me finish it.And Shaun filled my bottle for me.I LOVE ALL OF YOU PEOPLE.and Nikki gave me the idea to draw swirlson the black paper in gold pen(we were doing the batik shit)and it looked really nice and I got a pressie today.I feel so loved.After school,me and Ry were talking nonesense with Shaz then Derrick and Nick.And someone brought his phone to school.Tsk tsk wonder who :)

Bwaaaaaaaa.....I feel horrible and I gotta study.Tll ma next post yo.

-marissatherockstarr-

I think I've mistaken someone for another person

About my title...well somethings shouldn't written in public don't you think but I think a few know what I'm talking about.I didn't know what else to write for my title anywho so sue me.Harpreet's party was fun!Minus the fact that she kinda made us feel lonely.But she tried.For Harpreet that is.I love you anyway girl.Truth or dare was fun.Someone had to kiss Nikki.harharhar.When I chose dare I was s'posed to dance with my friend Christal but she refused. :/..so...I danced with this guy called Shaun.He was dancing really funny.on purpose.It was really fun I couldn't help getting into fits of giggles.Oh and it was kinda like clubbing kinda dance not slow.It's called clubbing stewpid..Not omgwhatkinddanceisshedoing.But whatever.I like dancing that way so,ngeh.Sam & I dance like that every Christmas at Souled Out & everyone does the same.It's not like it's wrong or whatever.Except last year when a 20 something year old dude started dancing with me.Woah...freaky.I just flashed a smile and walked away fast.Real fast.And I quickly told Sam.This year we're gonna be Santarina's ya'll.Aunty Michelle said we could.heh heh.My fave part was the part where Harpreet cut her gorgeous cake.But here's the twist it has nothing to do with her cake,her or nicole,sofi or smee :)
The next day was SKTM's Sihaton.I won't reall write anything yet cos I've got pictures.There was a dunking booth from he scouts from Sri Permata I think.(Dj's one was muuuuuuuuuuccccccccchhhhhh better)Food.& both Jyen Yiee's brother were performing.I mean both their bands.Let's just say most of the people in the audience were girls & lady teachers.Mhhmmmmmm.Oh yeah & someone passed me his cold.Which I am currently suffering from.Gahhhh it's no fun.Your nose is all red and...and...its uncomfortable ohkay??It's even redder than when I eat cold stuff.When I drink/eat etc. cold stuff my nose turns pink/red.After Sihaton I skipped choir cos I had to attend a kenduri in Uncle Salim's house.For the coming fasting month la.It was sorta funny cos all the Sujakouture couldn't pray except Trisa & me & they were happily watching Desperate Housewives/13 going on 30 etc...they were channel surfing really.But imagine two girls watching tv in the kitchen in telekungs.Funny sight.After maghrib I quickly popped a mini chocolate eclair in my mouth before Isyak.I was hungry ohkay!And after food and all me,tris and tir kinda took pictures.heh...
I so can't wait for exams to be OVER and gone with.I have so many books I wanna read.The Au Pairs third book Sun Kissed came out already!!!!I went to Borders on Saturday to get Harpreet a book as a present and I saw so many I wanna read.I was like wtfmansomanybooksicantreadcosofeffingexamgahhhh !!!!!Fudge MANNNNNNNNNN!!!!!Today school was ok.MANAGED to cut my nails before going to school.Oh and when I saw Pn. Norhayati come close I just pulled my socks up :) Genius I say.Overall school was ok.Except Cik Cho kept us in the class to study!!!!!!!GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!The boys NEVER study ohkay!But I mean who studies PJ ok?!Fudgefactor man!At least on the bright side she didn't call my name to answer questions.I think it's because my name is hard to pronounce.People think its Daehna,Deeena,Deanna,Dina etc.Thats wrong.It's DAENA!As in DayNa.There easy.Even Spot couldn't pronounce my name in primary.Thankfully he can now.But thats the good thing of having a hard to say kinda name.Welllllllll....I gotta go study.I'll post the pictures A.S.A.P.

Till the next post,
Ta

-marissa-

p.s Dance Dance by the Fall Out Boys will always have a special place in my heart. <3
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Trying to drown my sorrows...

If you've guessed that the reason for my title is due to the exam results...well guess what

Ting,ting ting!!!!!!We have a winner!!!!!!!

BUT...actually I kinda did really well compared to the first and last team-oh yeah so much better-even in Geography.So what's bringing me down I hear you say?IT'S BLOODY SEJARAH THAT'S WHAT.Good GOD!From an A to....a DRASTIC change.ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!If I drop class I'm totally matified and guess what IT WILL BE ALL YOUR FAULT FREAKING SEJARAH!!!!!!and it isn't my dear teachers fault.Oh no...She's a peach.And this term I studied like SO MUCH!And this what I get in return.If I become someone whose job includes history I'm definitely learning about history of other countries!!!!Like Alexander the Great.That fella is my hero.A great leader and taction,he was the Lord of Asia and the age of 26.And before he died at age 32 he had conquered the whole world.Now thats interesting.Next year Sejarah I'm gonna read you non stop.Gahhhhhh!!!!!!!
So dear readers if I snap at you.Its not PMS.Its exams.Sorry yeah?

anyway its OCTOBER!Which is the month which I definitely go broke.GOOD GOD!!!!Dammit.



2nd October

Rachael Ling






Ex-SKTMer.In standard 4 eventhought she was a pengawas with Jyen the three of us will always talk/run/play during rehat.Our speciality:F LANGUAGE!!!! haha good times!!!!!and once the three of us made paper stars for our replacement teacher who was like really angry at our class.What happen to them by the way?Hahaha.Anyway HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AGAIN Rachiekins!!!!


5 October

Wan Fatin Atira(a.k.a Tiwa Wiwa : ) )


she's the one in pink :]

Atira,my beloved cousin...among the three cousins of the same age,me,her and Hurin shes BLOSSOM!!!!For obvious reasons.Hurin's Bubbles.I'm Buttercup.=.=" Go figure.She's also the creator of the oh so famous line
"you've got issues....tissues"She's got fabulous fashion sense.And has tons of awesome clothes,jewellery and cosmestics which she lets me-and the other girl cousins-borrow.Right now...I have a pair of her earrings(gorge butterfly ones Sofi would love),her hairband,her bracelet,srunchie and I think a top.She's also a great sense of humour.She'll put a smile on your face for sure.Tiwa I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. in kindy me and Krish used to take her things and hide it when she sleeps in class : ]


10 October

Wong Jyen Yiee




I look really bad in this picture.But focus on the gorge girl!

My sister since tahun 4,4M.My M sister.My running sister.And choir sister.Hey Jyen remember when we were running for school then after that Cikgu Sazali bought us ice cream!and during practice at the park we'd play with the passing dogs and in Cikgu Zul's car we'd change the radio station to Hitz.fm.hahaha.And during Merbah practice when Cikgu ask to pick four people to run for 4x100 and 4x200m we'd always choose each other.And for long jump too.And Merbah always beat BAYAN!!!!!!!!!Nyehnyehnyehnyehnyeh!!!!!Good times.Love you Jyen!!!!

p.s. she has the same birthday as Cikgu Sazali


18 October

Joanna Wong Kae Ling


I'm sureyou know which one she is...but incase you're too dumb she's a girl =.="

class and choirmate since tahun4.at first in std 4 I thought she didn't really like me but there just goes to show never judge a book by its cover.At first a mutual friend,as our love for AKADEMI FANTASIA grew so did our friendship....and now even if we our so over it our friendship is stronger than ever.she's always there to lend a helping hand and give you a hug if you're feeling down.Jie jie is just great.We love singing kan jie?Especially when she plays the piano which she does as gorgeous as she she sings.Fave piano and vocal collaboration song:ONLY HOPE by Mandy Moore!!!!XD Did I mention she is such a smartass.Kan MOJOJOJO?eveything also she's good at!?haha..Last year when the kl childrens choir sang with Alice Smith *coughcoughSNOBScoughcough* and collaborated with the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra for Christmas we had the best time.I'LL blog about that soon.We shared many secrets and soon we all beacame a great big happy family.Jo,Jyen,Nikki,Vin,Mel,Just and me : ) we totally love each other.Oh we totally LOVE speaking malay to each other.harhahrharhar.and we have about the same tastes in guys ;)did i mention shes wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy gorgeHappy Early Birthday my darling sister!!!!

21 October

Adrian Khoo Kah Wei and Rasyman Bin Mohammad Rafie


Adrian is the blur one.hehe.this is from tuition and he was moving.Stupid.

Also same class since standard four.Mernah mate too!!!Is in love with Anime.That kinda solves what to buy for him for his birthday present huh?We weren't just friends not too long ago.But I guess it didn't really work out.But I guess it's better that we're just friends.ILU KHOO KAH WEI!!!!!


Rasyman bin Mohammad Rafie(prounounced Rash-man incase ur wondering.our grandma gave him the name just like she gave my bro Krisman)

omg this is beyond pathetic I don't have one picture of my own cousin in my laptop.still in the com.sorry Rasy.
Rasyman is a little brat whos turning 10 this year just like my brother.He fights with my bro all the time but can't live without eachother.Boyssss.....Be a good boy okay yang.Kak Maris loves you.HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE YANG.


21 October

Krishantini Mahendren : ]


L>R rizzo,me and Ms. Gorgeous herself.She's like Ms. India!!!!Biatch.

Krishee and I have been friends since KINDERGARTEN.Yeah long way back.Even so far back we had our fair share of baby crushes and loadsa secrets.Our tracher had to seperate us sometimes cos the 3 of us,me,her and atira would talk talk and talk!!!!hahahaha.remember when we used to hide my cousin's things when she was asleep heh heh.Kinda had like a little silent row with her not too long ago.Everythings okay now kan Krisheeeeeee?????????????Love her to bits.she also has such beautiful eyelashes so long and cantik sangaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!Krish is sangat the smart and soooooooooooo fun.If your feeling down shell cheer you up pronto.whether with her funny antics,gorge smile and eyes and load you with compliments she'll always make your day.She's just awesome.This lady can sing!!!!and dance...remember when we had to dance to Ricky Martin's Livin La VIva Loca.hahahahahha : ) awww this lady is just awesome.and shes loud and absolutely proud just like me!thats why we get along sooooooooo well..harharhar...oh yeah she takes a looooooooooooong time to pack her bag after school : ) she's gorge too!!!!BIG plus ;) Guys just love her.Can you blame her?HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY HONEY!!!


25 October

Lum Meng Leong


He insisted I use this picture.Well not really insist but he chose this photo to be on my blog.Go figure ;)

I kinda knew him through Sher Nie.One night I asked him Are you Sher Nie's sister.and he said uh no.thats joe shen.snap.An avid sportsman-as seen in the picture above-he plays...ok this could take a while...but here goes...football,volleyball,softball,he runs,long jumps...hope I didn't miss anything out.Being a boy he's in love with Nike shoes and football boots.But who can resist a pair of Nike's right?He's really funny and fun to be with.But he has weird scars on his legs and Yi ching says he's an alien cos of the bump on his ear =.=" but its pretty freaky anyway.He's a great consoler and he can teach Algebra.I suck at it ohkay?did i mention he cheers?
haha...oh and the fact that he's uber hott is a BIG plus.Girls he's single.Visit his blog ya?HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY LUM manja meow MENG LEONG!!!


26 October

Cassandra Tam Chui Ying and PAPA!!!! : )


me and CASSYYYYYYYY the awesome

since standard 4 we were inseperable.even now when she's in BU3 she's stll one of my best friends.She kepps me updated about a certain someone : )She's so awesome.Oh Cassy come to DJ!!!!Love you infinity plus one.


my father,Iqbal Hakim bin Datuk Haji Sujak

THE MAN who I can depend on forever.Papa you've watched me grow in how you say"from a little girl with no two front teeth to a beautiful mature,young lady"you're one of my inspiratons and pillar of support.Evryone says we are a splitting image of each other and you know what I'm very proud of it.Even in your old baby photos I can see myself in your eyes.Eventhough your really childish sometimes but I guess thats what makes you special.This might be a short post but if I wrote everything about you it'll fill the whole internet.I love you Papa my peterpan of a father.The boy who never grew up : )

well i guess i'm done.October babies flood my cbox with presents you want ok?and make sure they are AFFORDABLE!!!cos i'm definitely going bankrupt in October.Ok i'm of to join Ashley in her house to finish all her dad's bottles of whickey,beer,wine,vodka and what not.

tata

Babe you rock my world.

No tennis today.It was pourng in the morn.Boohoo :'(.Trina & I love our tennis lessons.Eventhough sometimes he calls me Dina or Trina.Otherwise he calls me,well,Daena.Sometimes he calls Trina,Daena too.During break when one of us are playing & the other is resting,the resting one has to gaur her life with their trusty tennis racket.Cos the tennis balls fly all over the place.Hoho.Yeah eventhough our wrists feel like breaking when we start playing we can't stop.We're gonna be the next Maria Sharapovas of M'sia.harhar.I bet Trina just wants the tennis stuff when she gets sponsored,haha.Oh Trina you're so materialistic :) But I wouldn't mind some new Nike shoes and an Adidas tennis dress of Stella McCartney's line.Oh & a new racket.Cos Coach says my racket(oh and Trina's too)is a mens racket.Yeah,cos it's my daddies old one.Damn I'm being materialistic too.Ngeh :).But no really Tri & I adore tennis.
Choir was ohkay today.But still borng.Next year me & Jie wanna quit choir and join Minimitez :] Choir's really boring.Hoho.Jie was so cute today.She told Nicholas Wong of twice!1st time wasn't so huge.But it was funny.Its cause he told the world Jie watches porn.Which she doesn't.The second time was during recess.In front of all the guys.But Trina,Krish and me had to drag her over there.But he was in the toilet so I had to hold on to her while she was clawing me.I think I've got a few cuts man.Haha.When he finally came out suddenly Jie just let go and was on full throttle."You're a lamebrain making rumours.Don't you have anything else to do?Why do you have to make stupid lies to everyone!!"And he just made a stupid face."Don't give me that f***ing face ok?!You know very well girls are more sensitive to these things!!!!Oh GOD you are such a jerk!!!!!!ARGH!!!!"and she walked off.I told her if anything went wrong she could just punch him or kick his crotch but I sware getting put down in front of everyone is much worse.Nearly all the guys(and obvs. the girls)were applauding Jie.Ni cholas and Derrick were all"You go Jo!!!!"
It was alot of fun.History was alot of fun.Pn Hor asked me to tell her one of the duties of Penghulu Bendehari.I was kinda lost so I muttered"Shit."Then she took up the book pretended to flip through the pages and said "Sorry theres no 'shit' here,"And during Sivics there was A wasp and the class was making a big commotion over a little wasp.Girls were running behind chairs and under tables.And when the wasp actually fell through the fan and on to Shern's pencil box,THE GUYS RAN WITH THEIR BOTTLES TO KILL THE POOR WASP.Its already dead you jakuns.Tat ran so fast with his humonguous bottle his shirt went up all the way to his waist.I'm no macho man but the class was kind of overeacting & I'm the princess of overeacting.Harhar.Nah I jus get my special skills from Kutch :)

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till next time...toodles

I'm feeling kinda blah today.GAH!I can't make the top of my blog say anything besides my link.Well sue me for not being computer savvy.Mammy & papa's anniversary is tommorow.Shitz man.I haven't been out at all.How am I s'pose to get them anything.Hopefully we're going out after choir for dinner or else I'm kinda toast.Or maybe all they'll be getting is a handmade card and toast.I'm the worst daughter ever.Sigh...Oh HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO NARIZA!!!!!!!I actually studied again today.I felt good really.Like the heavy feeling in my heart is well lightening.Oh & contrary to what Nicole said in her blog.I don't really change my flings as fast as I change my undies ok?I change em alot faster.Haha.No I'm joking really.Oh yeah and Nicole we will survive!!! : )
This Thursday mammy was kinda late & it was raining.drizzling actually.Not that I was complaining.After a quick bite in the car,I was in kumon.Took work,did work,corrections,FAST FORWARD.
He came today.Actually he usually comes in the morn but sometimes he comes at night.I guess it was my lucky day.Well actually night.
Him
Me

So we meet again huh?
Uh heh heh yeah.I guess.Heh.
talk,laugh,talk,giggle,laugh DOUBLE FAST FORWARD.
Oh my moms here.
Oh umm ok
I was meaning to tell him I still had a crush on him last week but I had no guts to do so.Therefore it was an obligation to do it ther and then.I may never see him.EVER.ok not really never but you get it.
Umm hey ****
Yeah
I've got something to tell you
Shoot
Umm remember I used to like you before well its not true.
Oh but you told me...
Its not true cos I still like you now.
And I ran ran ran to the toilet to hide leaving my books and papers in the room.A little whlile later I went back thinking he was gone.But he wasn't.He was still there.He looked at me.I looked back.Then he walked towards me.I smiled.He forced one.Then he walked past.Me being well me thought oh whats up with him?
Then I saw on my book scribbled in blunt pencil lead.
Liked you too but the boat sailed.
And I laughed.Yeah I laughed.Don't know why but I did.Maybe cos I didn't get what was actually happening.But then it hit me.Hard.So hard I broke down.Fell into my chair stared at the note as little diamond like pearls formed at the edge of my eyes and wet my cheeks before dropping onto my notebook.I've liked him since standard four now he was in another school.I blame myself for not telling him.Sooner.Cos if I did this would never happen.I wouldn't have cried.This would be history.If only there was a rewind button I would reach for it for dear life.Friends have asked me to get on with life whats been done been done.Well I'm tryng.But its hard.So hard.But its no point crying.Its my fault and it's all there is to it.

I know I'll be back to normal really soon but there'll always,always be this memory.

Till I feel like blogging someore,

Marissa

p.s. i've a new email.it's: toxic.poison.paradise.marissa@hotmail.com

It's four a.m.
I'm waking up to your perfume Don't get up,
I'll get through on my own I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lose the way into your room I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,
To live and die by our own rules,
Free...Despite the fact that men are fools.
I'm almost alive,and I need you to try
And save me.
It's ok that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight,tonight.
Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm ok
At least till yesterday
You know you got me off my highest gaurd,
Believe me when I say its hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free
To live and die by our own rules,
Despite the fact that men are fools.
I'm almost alive,and I need you to try
And save me.
It's ok that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight,tonight.
And you touch my hand ever so slightly(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me I won't regret,I won't regret I won't regret.
I won't regret...And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.
I'm almost alive And I need you to try and save me
It's ok that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight,tonight
Tonight...I'm almost alive,and I need you try
And save me
It's ok that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight,tonight,\
Tonight...I'm almost alive,and I need you to try
And save me.
It's ok that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight,tonight.
I need to survive tonight,tonight

Half Alive-Secondhand Serenade

Oh God this is such a beautiful song.I'm not suprised if you cry.It's how I'm sorta feeling right now.Oh the drama.But seriously.Exams are coming in less than 3 weeks and I've been studying,studying,studying.I'm not exactly in a very good condition you could say.There's plenty of zits,and my lips are all chapped and dry that if I don't bring the balm to school my lips would probably bleed.Congrats to my darling bubble tea!!!(You know who you are)Now I feel so alone la.Hate you all!(:gheee...
oh and I wanna give a lil shout out to my darling Nicole Chin Yin Ling who has been having a bit if rough times these past few days..
I L♥VE YOU!!!!!!
and I'll always always ALWAYS try to put that wonderful smile on your face kay? :)
No wonder we're sisters.When one person is in pain the other feels it too.But hey love hasn't been working for me too.(grumble grumble grumble)But love comes when it comes lorh.Right now I'm feeling very anti love/men.Well.certain men.Tyron and Tat and Rowie you guys are one of the most nicest people in the world la.I love you guys too.Oh and Foo & Fei.And not forgetting some boys in Balau.I love you soooooooooooo.You guys can really make a girl happy....when you're not being stupid or immature.Oh and Uncle jazzie too.And 'daddy' and 'grandpa' and uncle philip...bwaaaa...I love those who love me ok?My girls memang tak payah mention.You already know I love you all :D
p.s. Esther let's do the 'he's single,your single jingle' to Nixxy :D haaaa
and by the way...
3 cheers for...
I Got Tagged!!!

Name three schools you went to

1.ahhhmmm...Child Enrichment Centre with Krish,Atira and Joon Kiet.
2.Sri Inai with Ash,Gaston,Spot,etc.
3.my absolute favouritest...Sekolah Kebangsaan Taman Megah ♥
now Im in SMKDJ la...

Name three items in your purse/bagpack/bag

1.cash
2.pendrive
3.lip balm

Name three things you do when your really stressed

1.Sing.whether to my fave songs or the ones I make up :)
2.Run.or do something I like.
3.tell someone how I feel.

Name three places you go on a daily basis

1.My home.
2.Schoooooool
3.ACTS studio

Name three of your favourite fruits

1.I can't choose.
2.I can't choose!!!
3.I really can't choose!!!!!!

Three names you go by

1.Dae
2.Maris
3.Sasa

Three of your favourite foods

1.Gotta be Italian
2.Should be Jap
3.I like all kindsa food.I like food.

Three things you're wearing right now

1.England shorts
2.Micymitez tee(the jersey is in the washing machine...heeeee)
3.Contact Lenses

The whos

Who's in the house with you right now

1.whole family
2.kakak
3.my wabbit...MEL!

Who or what are you thinking of right now?

1.Nicole
2.all my sayangs in Balau,Batai,Belian and Jati.
3.GEO...heeeee

Who did you last talk on the phone with?

My mammy (:
or was it Nicole

Who do you sit next to in class?

Wai Kei when Pn. Betty is in class.Nicole when she's not.Ngeh.

Who was the last person you told you love?

My mammy

Who do you wish you were with right now?

Nicole.I wanna cheer her up =)

Who gets on your nerves in school?

It depends.

The Wheres

Where do you live?
SS3

Where is your phone?
Next to me

Where do you sleep?
Uh...on my bed in my room.Where do you sleep?The toilet?

Where was the last place you took a ride to?
School

Where are you now?
My room
The Whats

What was the last thing you ate?
Aunty Elaine's banana crumble

What colour shirt are you wearing?
Black

Whats the closest item to you thats bright pink?
The ribbon on my 5A's throphy

Whats your favourite colour?
Oh umm...red.oh and black an greeen and and and...

What was the last movie you've watched?
A rerun of Emperors New Groove!!!!!!!!!I l♥ve that show mannnnn

The Whens
When did you start school?
Oh I was about three

When is your birthday?
9th of April 1993

When was the last time you went to the mall?
A really long time ago...I think like maybe during the hols.

When was the last time you bought pants?
The last time I went shopping.I think.No.Yes.No.Yes.NOOO!!!!OH MY GAH!!!!

When did you last burn something?
Ages ago....


I tag all who read this post.... >.<

Before I leave blog world I wanna shout out about 'Crocodile Hunter' Steve Irwin.That dude is seriously one of my all time fave tv personalities.Its true for the papers to say that the kids are upset about losing another young idol.Now all of his shows will be re runs.I always wanted to see him live at least once before I die.Well scratch that of my things-to-do-before-I-die list.The world was a better place when you were around.Oh and Princess Diana too.I love her!Lets all do a silent prayer for the ones we've cherished,lost,loved and forever will be loved.To Steve Irwin.To Princess Diana.To all.

Amin/Amen.

Mammy and papa just came home.As expected full of goodies!!!But goodies weren't important I missed them so much la :) By the way their anniversary's a coming.On the 11th of September.Ya I know the day the World Trade Centre got bombed :0 Bwaaaaa...what to do?Call me completely desperado but I even tried Fly.fm's 50 minutes of non-stop moolah.I kept smsing plenty of people asking for names and artistes of particular songs.After many attempts I decided to stop.Mammy later found out when I told her and she laughed and hugged me and said"All me and your papa want from you is for you to do well in your exams ok?"Ah now I feel even more pressured.Right now I'm gonna study,study,study,study,study and study.But I really wanna organise something small for them.A looooonnnggg time ago Joyce said I should make them a candle lit dinner :) Maybe I'll even play 'their' song.Awwwww :] Bahhhh...I've to study now.More tomm....Oh and...I need more ideas and options for my parents anniversary day.Help?

Browsing the net for the definition of chant for choir.I've been looking for it for how many days already.Bah!!!!I still miss mammy and daddy so much :( Mammy called and said she bought me alot of thinggs.Specifically a pretty England tennis tee.I lovey my mammy and daddy.Very addicted to Empty Apartment by Yellowcard and Too little too late by Jojo.Oh my God her voice is awesome mann.Exams are coming!!!!!!!!I've been studying sure but I feel so matified.If I don't do well this time my whole life will be down the drain.That includes tennis.I'd die.Treen and I ABSOLUTELY ADORE our tennis classes.I wanna give up something to concentrate on tennis.But whats here to give up and I have to talk to mammy.Ahh...I feel so lazy today la.Gahhhh!!!!Ngeh :] I have to get ready cos Nixxy's taking me to choir.Right,more of me later.

P.s. download Say Anything-A Walk Through Hell.It might be kinda stupid but its actually kinda sweet.

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