Mistakes.they only make us stronger.

Thank you Joanna Wong Kae Ling.Now my blog skin reminds me of Marie Antoinette.A movie and book I'm dying to watch.But to no avail ):
Today was dreadfully tiring.But at least we finished the lit thing.Phewwww.But Ariff better get it done!Eeek!

Payback time Suffian (:
C'mon everyone awww with me
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Went home,and headed straight to Subang Parade to get my contacts and glasses done.Have to come back next week /:
Came home and went straight for tennis.
Nina was there yay!
p.s. how amazing does she look with eyeliner on?She already looks fab but wow!

Played tennis.Caught up with Kimmy!Ahm.I was really tired my so happen my tennis mojo wasn't there so I really sucked I just went right at the balls cause I felt really frustrated!!
Well shouldn't have served so hard.
I how do you say this,terseliuh my hand.
It was so painful but I just carried on.Another stupid thing and after the last round I just dropped the racket cos it hurt too much ):
Coach put this ointment and massaged it a little but it was little to no improvement.
And I have math tomorrow and some unfinished homwork and I'm typing with my left hand which I hate!OMA!
And SOMEBODY is literally blackmailing or balckVIDEOING me.
HATE YOU!
Oh hell to the no this isn't happening.
Grrrrrr

strike up the band and make the fireflies dance silvermooon sparkling.
so kiss me..

a million stars.

talk to the mirror...
choke back the tears.

Bewildering pieces.

Haven't been posting very regularly.
very busy.
hmmmmm.my body aches I need a massage oh and a boyfriend!
Sorta nervous for saringan actually.800m and 1.5km AND lontar peluru.
ohkay I was quite suprised to qualify for TWO events but lontar peluru?
Kesatria must be that desperate huh Meng Leong?
I shawwww him walking around today being stressed giving out the numbers.
hahahah a ketua has gotta do what a ketua has gotta do.
Did you know saringan is next week!?
That's really fast.And the week after next is sports day and then its August.
And on the 19th I'll be in heaven,well metaphorically.
In a 7 star hotel in Phuket.happyhappyjoyjoy.
But I want to attend the Prefects' Camp as well but I guess we can't have the best of both worlds can we?
We are selling drinks on Saringan and Sports Day.Buy from Daena kays (:
Oh I visited Trina's blog which featured the wacky vid during the sleepover at Phias.
But it couldn't load well so I'll watch it tommorow.Or actually tonight since its two a.m. already.
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I was really tired on Wednesday so during P.E. I just chilled with Ry and then she disappered for a while so I sat under a tree and watch the boys play football.I had nothing better to do honestly.I don't even know what my new teacher's name is or what she looks like :(

I understand why boys don't ever get tired of it.
They play the game with such energy that even if you have no clue what football is about you just have to watch, as they play with such energy and masculinity yet they remain so graceful.
And it's astonishing how everyone on the field nows that he WILL fall and WILL hurt and may even be seriously injured(MALMAL aka Lutong )':)but it's a risk they are willing to take in order to play the game.They graze a knee,they get back up.Not to show the world that they are macho but to play the game.
Someone tackles someone else.He falls down.
I hold my breath.
He gets up.
The boys play fully concentrated on the game and unaware of the surroundings.
About five boys bump into our very sexy goalie,Jeremy.
Then they ALL fall on top of him.
And for a split second I wanted to scream but I couldn't find my voice.
My heart was thumping too fast and the blood and oxygen was rushing to my brains to fast!
I was so scared only to find the boys gettting up and Jeremy smiling his loopsided smile and contuniuing the game.e the players seem invincible.Like every bruise,cut or graze bears no feeling.
I sit there wondering when it was going to stop yet I wanted to game to go on.
I understand why boys say football is life.Because it is like life.
You score,you tackle,you struggle,you fall,you get back up and you do it again.
Just like life.
A few minutes later Ariffs and Wan Jyns skull collide but oth remain and seemed totallyuntouched.
I sat wondering that maybe during that period of time the boys were in someway somehow invincible.Dangerous yet so calm.
They play dirty,pushing and running as fast as possible,the wind in their hair.
Joshua Thomas screams at an unidentifiable player.
They play in most weather conditions,clothes soaked,face splattered with mud.
Their adreneline rushing,blood pumping.They shout obscenities at the opposing team.And spectators wonder what will happen after the game.Will everything come out fine?Will the game end clean?
"Man,you ok ah?Sorry!"Puts hand up.
But once the game is over the guys shake on it,sheepishly grin and say"Good game"...and or "Sorry man".. and are laughing at each others stupid jokes and remarks just like before.
The field is the workplace.the battlefield.
The players are the fighters,the soldiers.
Everyone is on one side of the fence for that few minutes,
But when it's over everyone is friends again.
I may not understand much about football but I'm willing to learn.Before I leave the earth I plan to learn how to play a decent game of football.
Yes boys you inspired me (:
They beauty of football.
No it's not just the players captivating phisique,buns of steel or sexy legs.(Though I must say Kheng Kins legs are rather nice)It is the game.The way of life.
(NO YAP TYRON THIS DOES NOT PUT YOU OF THE HOOK FOR BEING IRRESPONSIBLE DURING KESATRIA!)
Gasping for air,Kheng Kin walks towards me,smiles and says "C'mon lets go it's over,"
I roll my eyes and playfully pull him by the hand
I get up and we walk towards the canteen
"So why is it that guys never get bored of football?Doesn't it hurt when you fall?Why do you guys have to push and scream at each other?"
After I push about a million questions at him
At first I was puzzled by his answer.
What did it mean?
But as I recalled back the match,finally.I understood.
Still slightly breathing in rather deeply,he smiles and says
"Thats football.Thats the way of life,"

English Beat.I'm sorry love but I'm too British for all this.Cuppa tea?

Hello there
I see no point in swear greetings which some undisclosed people do.What is the point honestly.
You're only making yourself appear cheap.Have some dignity.Or have you lost it in the Hollywood Hills? (:
I've never really liked Hilary Duff until now.I think if I had children,I'd like my daughter(if I'm blessed with a daughter)to look up to her.
She's just different from the rest.Plus she doesn't dance on bar tops half naked and drunk.
Oh and he fashion taste is rather good if I do say so myself.
What am I doin' right now?
Waitin' for Soph to finish her little chat with my banana cakelimhueyyee...oh and singing/humming songs from Grease.
Was aimlessly browsing,reading random blogs,so I typed Sophia's URL in the address bar and scrolldown to read her posts and waddayaknow...
I was feeling rather blah at that moment and I come across the perfect pick-me-up
a beautiful photo of the Grease Boys
Jeremy,Shazmeer,Wan Jyn,Marcus,Ke Ming and Yee Fei.
These boys have a very special place in my hearts.
When I saw the picture it took my breth away.
You boys looked stunning,as always,but you know.
Very handsome that day (:
And during the performance...
if you are squimish back off now
I guess I had my own Sandra Dee moment,I feel in love with the jock,Danny Zuco
my dear Shazmeer.I guess at that moment,and that moment alone I fell in love with you too.
Amazing (:
haha
Cousins are watching Grease.
I miss Grease so much.Even with the amount of hardships.Fights(haha Shaz).Tears.Agony and fear of not makin' it to the finals.We got in.And everyone put in so much effort.I've never seen a production evolve into something so amazing in such a short amount of time.Miracle or not I'm truly blessed to have worked and done practices with you amazing people.
I cannot bear to go downstairs,to watch Grease,Oh no,I might cry.Sure when Summer Nights blasted from the downstairs stereo I jumped onto the computer chair and not too long after the table and belted it out as if I was on stage again.
I imagined my monkey cheerleader friends screaming the Grease family's name.(Dina,Deena right Krish.Inside joke)And how much my feet hurt even though I was prancing around the stage in ballet flats.Oh I'll never forget that day.Many firsts.
First musical performance.
First duet.
First major role in a production(gulp,but thanks for the faith)
First feetache in balletflats.
First slow dance
First love-at-first-sight-for-five-minutes(haha)
The best and worst day of my life.Until my wedding day of course.Ya Allah you even slow dance during your wedding too.Too much of a coincidence.,haha
On the lighter note,
did I story you about Sophie's place?
Well no suprise but it was THE BOMB.
Her mummy's nasi briyani and chocolate cake.is.so.good.
oh and also,I fell in love with Nestle's Guava yoghurt drink.Honestly I feel so icky without it now.Sophie's house is beautiful.The interior is very english and primandproper.But it's so cosy.I felt so at home.At such ease.So cosy.I didn't want to go home at all.
And the ambience outside lifted my spirits.It's kinda like CAMERONS haha but no cold air.
or strawberries.
or tea plantation.TANAMAN BERTERES :D
or...
oh you get the picture
we took many many pictures which will be coming to several blogs near you
namely mine,soph's,tri's,jo's,ash's,nic's,ry's.the people who slept over and came over.
well my cousins are about to come up and hang me if I do not,I repeat and I quote
"Get yer ghetto booty down 'ere and spend some quality love with your Sujakuotures,"
yeah yeah yeah I'm comin'
I'll be updating very soon I promise.

lay here entwined so we can get some

Hi :D

I'm in Sophie's room now.Tri,Jo and Dee are staying over.Ashley can't but she's still here (:

And she's reading this over my shoulder and repeating things over,commenting my words and correcting my spellings.

Whatever.

Boys were here but they went home.Wan Jyn went home the last.We all spent QUALITY time with him.Haha WE LOVE HIM (:

Ate pizza and dranka little coke.Hardly tho.Lots and lots of water tho my moze :D

I really miss my banana cake (JOYCE LIM HUEY YEE :D )

hehe pfft.We were so supposed to go to the gym together but to no avail.Aww

Kayra ish shooooo cute

She's sophie's cute baby sister.

And she likes my boobs(ohkay actually everyone elses)and everyones booty.

Yes she even hit Wan Jyn actually grabbed it.Oh my God.

I'm shhhhhooo mad.Nicole Chin Yin Ling can't sleepover )':

Mhhmm I'll blog more later.

Oh yeah p/s

this is on FIRE

This is rather weird on account that he's been my BEST FRIEND since I think.

Late standard five but I've known him since standard three.

Happy Belated Birthday Deryk Quah (:

I LOVE YOU :D

Oh yes

Happy Birthday Derrick Leong

Today you're finally fourteen

My favourite Bond.

I need inspiration not just another negotiation

Hello (:

From Left:Wan Jyn,Jeremy and Me

hehe Jeremy looks retarded (:

I like this colour.

Come back from your nice nice resort evilJeremy.

Honestly he's a sweetheart la.I love him (:

I'm actually quite prouda myself.Yesterday I cleaned up my laptop which was constantly lagging and I was always complaining to my papa.So i cleaned it up and arranged all my songs and extra stuff.And its working so smoothly.Even better than the computer.

so now my brother is jealous.

too bad

pfft hahah at least its easier for me and my moze.

Less fights for the computer :D

Oh yeah.

Nicole asked me yesterday what moze is and what it means.Well moze is...

Say mother.and now say moze(pronounced mah-ze).sounds similar?

so thats what moze is and it means mother la.haha (:

I just stayed over for one night at kak trina's house and now she has influenced me with her weird choice of words.

On Friday we went to pick Kak Trina from her place at Gelnmarie Courts.Moze was lambat cos she forgot about the alarm clock.

AHA!I have woken up earlier than her twice!Well it's an achievement for me ok c(:

Went to Celebrity in Subang Parade and did kickboxing,coyote and latin.

Tiring but fun.

There was this guy in coyote(coyotes kinda like bar dance.PCD)hes on the big side but he was shaking more than me and Kak Trina combined.Kudos to him honestly.

And in latin I've never booty shaked so much,honestly.I don't know how Shakira does it.

Showered.We were so hungry me and Kak Trina ate a pot of yogurt each which I cleverly brought :D

Showered.Went home.Ate lunch.

Got my things together to sleepover at her place.

As usual.Being Kak Trina she couldn't resist.It's her nature.Or so she claims.

I suppose we kinda look alike.sometimes.

So then I went for my dentist appt.

Is my mother that young looking?The dentist actually asked you're her mother right?

(AND Joshua thought she was hot =.= He even said stepmother ah?!Grrrr)

and Kak Trina laughed so loudly the nurses were looking at her.

And the dentists room was full of green stuff so she camoflouged.hehe

skipettyskipskip

went to KakTrina's

Did Hurins card thingie.

Ate dinner.Sayur masak lemak is the best!I was eating it like sucha jakun cos my moze would never cook it.

Defeats the purpose of eating vegetables.

True but it was so yummy and fattening

After dinner we just sat at the dining table and talked to Uncle Rafie about school and stuff.

He is so funny and cool.

Went up and continued the card thingie.

Trisa came home from her shopping spree with Tita.

She bought so many clothes!

From Dorothy Perkins,stuff from SASA,jewelery from MoriPin

Sure she shops and we work.Yeah ok.

But the clothes she got was so nice!Retro but Abang Hat doesn't like one of them cos he says its a copy of Allahknowswhichfashionlabel 2007 spring collection.

You are wearing a copy of the runway know that!

That's what you get froma cousin who works in the fashion industry I guess.

And when I'm eighteen(four more years) I can go for his events and meet people like...

Chad Michael Murray

Wentworth Miller

and yes Esfern Tom Welling

oh and boys no joke

Jessica Alba

and etc etc etc.

happyhappyjoyjoy (:

I want to work as an intern in TeenVouge can he get me there?

Hope so.

Does anyone have June's TeenVouge.Can I pinjam please?thankyou

talk.slept.woke up.nextday.

Hurins and Trisa's part

NONE of Trisa's friends could come

All were either in S'pore(sale)or not free.and one was studying?!Uh kays...

But we invited 20 over and this was notified long before.Poor dear but she had fun (:

Met a cute guy which I will story Sophie tomm.I already storied Joyce.hehe.

I fell sick.

Next day didn't go for math tuition which apparently she did not teach.She was sick too.

And yeah today I'm much better.Light cough but very very light.

Can't wait

for tomorrow (: Imma gna make Calypso pudding for Sophie.But she wants me to come over earlier so maybe I'll make something simpler if possible otherwise Calypso pudding it is.

So many people staying over.We're gonna watch chicklits,sadsadlovemovies,ANTM manda,and do what we girls to best talk!

Oh and irritate the boys :D

No they are not sleeping overr! >:(

Wan Jyn had better now bring SAW

I love Burberry LONDON for woman(MENG LEONG)

Thank you Godma (:

What's TTYL?

For you I'd give up all I own

And move to a communist country

If you came with me of course

File my nails so they don't hurt you

Lose those pounds and learn about football

If it made you see

But you won't,but you won't

Greetings&Salutations!

OMG I sound like a nerd.

GEEK CHIC (:

I was about to

HARASS JOANNA WONG KAE LING FOR A NUMBER OF THINGS.

1)watching the whole season of HEROES.I won't harass the fella I'll harass you Jo.

You wait on Wednesday (:

2)Peter Petrelli=PROPERTY OF DAENA MARISSA

BUT!!!

yes but.

I have a new obsession BOYFRIEND (:

drumroll.omg lame

OMG HE EVEN LOOKS HOT WITH GLASSES!

WHO CAN BEAT THAT?!

besides me and wan jyn of course but thats ok.

there goes my oh-four-months-without-a-guy-i-am-woman-hear-me-roar pledge.

shalalalalamyohmy (:

Pssstttt...I'll let you guys out on a secret.

I'M SPANISH!!!!

RIGHT KINGTON (:

So in conclusion Jo you can have Petrelli in the meantime while I have James Franco.LOVELOVELOVE

C'mon I deserve him.

I can proudly say..

(or maybe not so proudly)

I DAENA MARISSA

cried more than eight times watching Spider-Man 3

Oh I know you cried too ok when little Penny(or was it Molly)gave her father the locket.

And when Harry was in the hospital.

But the worst.

Harry Osbourn DIED.

Ya Allah I could have flouded the cinema.Honestly.

I tortured numerous people throughout the afternoon.

Among them includes Sophia,Wan Jyn,Meng Leong and Nicholas Wong.

Meng Leong had to listen to me for a VERYY LOOOOOONG time (:

And then he gave me a talk.Just like my papa.Ayecaramba.

Wan Jyn and I were torturing Sophie with...

COLOUR PENCILS :D

inside thing

But its alright its ok

Because Soph and I will make him watch sad soppy corny love movies which will make him cry.

DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT BRINGING SAW!

I mean it.But I know you will.

:/

ARGHH!!!!i CANNOT STAND MY BROTHER!

little irritating pest.I know we fight everyday.well nearly and eventhough it'll become better later on.

Sometimes he makes me so mad I want to crush him!!!!

GRRRRRRRR you will never understand unless you have younger siblings or/and are the eldest.

It kills.

I don't hate him.Of course I don't.well the occasional dislike but you know.

But graaahhh!!!!

I still love him anyway.Stupid elephant (:

Sophia Aliza Jamal owes me so many pictures.Imma gonna trash her house.Poor little compulsize cleaner so bye bye to your perfectly clean room :D

I'd tell you I love you but then I'd have to kill you

Happy Birthday Trina darling.

She's the dear on the extreme left.

She understands my obsession with pink this year.

And we have identicalFAB tastes

She has the same pair of shoes.her is yellow mine is pink.naturally

and we have the same tennis shirts.no we did not plan it.coincidence.

but it does get a little spooky.she was in kenari in sktm which is yellow and now she's in maju which is red.

Now I'm in Kesatria which is yellow and I was in merbah which was Red.

HAPPY bIRTHDAY AGAIN tRINA.

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Grease.

Well I suppose it was good.

Oh here I go being modest.Ok so it was great but it was because of the energy and the fun on stage nothing to do with my cringe worthy singing.I promise you.

Though I have to admit the black choir skirt and the red of the shoulder top plus the white ribbon/scarf.I did look kinda cute (:

C'mon looking cute when you're all sweaty is hard work.That has to count for something.

Oh and thanks to Ry Ann Lim I have this obsession for red nails AND red lips.Oh and a red dress would help too.I feel all Bella now.

Hence the new title.

Who knows I'm mixed of malay+chinese+indian+javanese+dutch,I could be spanish too.

OLE!

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Joyce and I will go to the gym.

We will workout.

We will attend RPM classes (and TRY not to look at the instructers tush)

We will go for Latin.

We will go for MTV.

We will go for Yoga.(oh i most definitely need yoga)

We will(actually more Joyce)remember to bring slippers to the shower room.

We will remember our keys.

We will drink banana smoothies.

We will go for a heavy heavy lunch later on.

That would definitely defeat the purpose wouldn't it.

But life is short.We have to break the rules ;)

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Four months without a man.

AND I'm not a psycho ward.i AM WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR!

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No matter how much foundation or concealer you smooth on,sometimes those nasties still peek out.Did you know lasers(kinda scary but kinda cool) can act resuface them.Blue lights kill bacteria in inflamed spots and majorly clears up skin if you use it once or twice a month.Sounds simple right?

And if you thought lasers were on reserve for fighting intergalactic battles or something?As anyone who has prayed for those nasties to disappear knows that it can take superhuman strength.

We say,why waste energy.Lightsaberlookalikes to the rescue!

May the force be with the dermatolagists.

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I saw this beautiful bikini in a recent ELLEgirl.

Its pink,lilac and purple.the colours themed for I Dream of Jeannie.

Well I got my present,now all I need is a Santa who doesn't wait for Christmas!

Exams=stress
Like everyone else didn't know that.
My blog seems to be somewhat dead.Due to the unfrequent posts.Sorry.Exams
Yesterday in the prefects lounge I was screaming "OMG KE MING YOUR MALAY NAME IS(insidejoke)xxxxxxx"
"HIS NAME IS BLABLABLA XXXXXX TOOO!"
And then I jumped very hyperly and tripped on my skirt.
Oh yeah.
And they laughed.How absolutely supportive.
Bodohs.
Todays mammys 42 birthday!!!
But she doesnt look 42 at all (:
No I'm not sucking up to her she doesnt even read my blog ok.
But if sucking up=belly button ring
I don't mind

Joyce and I are so ready to hit the gym.Or maybe we're just ready to abuse the facilities in the gym?hahahaha
I need to blog.and put in a cbox.

Yesterday I did so many careless mistakes in my science papaer.The most I can get I repeat most! is 84!!! )':
and then I came home and ate mcd's vanilla soft serve which made me feel like an elephant.
grahhhhh!
i have to go study history and khb.taa

i want you so badly but do you even realise?

"...but I wanted Amal to get together with Adam.It was such a pity..'"

I covered my ears in attempt not to hear anymore.

"Phie,I just read a little.A few chapters I didn't now she was gonna get together with Adam.AHHHHH!!!Phie phie you spoiled!!!"
"Hahahahaha.Ok then I won't tell you anymore,"

It's agama and I just Sophie I read Does my head look big in this.It's a bloody good book and I reckon everyone should read it.I only read a few snippets and she's spoilt thebest part.Sometimes I wish I could stranggle that girl.
The boys have gone to do their prayers and since me and Sophie can't perform our prays(girl reasons,you get the picture)we talk and finish up most of our work.

"I love Ry Ann's impersonation la phie.It's so funny.hahahahahaha,"

*Does the impersonation*
**Both erupt in laughter**

"Shhhhh!!!Daena this is the bilik agama.We are suppose to be quiet and not talk about unholy things,"
"Yeah like we'd ever last,"

We pack up our things,salam our ustazah,head for the door and tear of our tudung before even stepping out the door.Sophie looks gorge in it as well but she'd never admit.As for me,you'd seen better looking elepahnats

(this was an old useless post)YAY!

Greetings to those in bloggerland (:

I had intuitions of going emo today.Cos I felt that my best friends in my posse had like their own partners.NO!not like a couple kinda thing but like someone your closer to kinda thing.But then I went to Joyce's blog to go through her links and to see that she does care.And then I go to my friendster only to show that Phia cares too.

I love my best friends (:

I don't care if you think "Like,omg,why the hell is she wasting the internet on crap like this.Ok you love your best friend,like,can't you write about something else.Gosh!Something interesting!Her posts are like so EWW!"

At least I don't sneak into clubs get drunk and trip and fall on bartops when you realise you were actually getting fivers and tenners getting stuffed in your thong.

And the next day after your MASSIVE hangover,you look into the paper only to see your pink bits on the front page.

Like,NO THANK YOU.ickyickypoopoo

Picture thanks to PerezHilton.com

Sigh.Britney what happened to you?

Justin is gettin' hot hot hot.Youre just gettin' not not not ):

I hope she does recover soon from whatever it is she is actually suffering from.And no matter how many guys she hooks up with or how long Cameron Diaz has been with him.There will always be hope in heart that Justin Timberlake and Britney Spears will get back together again.Someday,somehow.

That sounded totally corny.But whatever I like it corny (:

picture thanks to yi ching

these pictures make me crack up pronto.Especially the elephant.That's a really cute elephant.haha

I gotta finish up my math homework.

Oh!I aspire to be a gossip blogger.No it doesn't have to be about celebs.Maybe just about DJ.

You may not see it but theres plenty of scandals right under your nose.

Perfect.gleegleeglee

where do you go when your lonely

where do u go when ur blue

where do u go when ur lonely

ill follow you

when the stars go blue-When the stars go blue

Ok this is a pretty old song I guess.But I la-la-la-love it.It makes me feel so carefree in love kinda thing.

Speaking of love.Today I was riding up the escalator to Paddington house of pancakes and there was this couple who hugged on the escalator going down.Some of you may think "Urgh.PDA,much!"

But I thought it was so sweet.

I'm not desperate but I felt like this empty kinda souless kinda feeling.Love hate it.

Like the butterflies have gone haywire in the pits of your tummy but you can't do anything.

I was surrounded by people.Well it was Curve,hello.But I couldn't hear anything or say anything.

You know those days after watching numerous chick flicks like The Notebook and it picked the perfect moment to rain and all you feel is the emptiness.

And suddenly woosh! a surge of emotions and you feel tears welling up in your eyes.You run to the comfort of your bedroom and cry it all out.But you know no amount of chocolate or retail therapy can fix this.There is only one THING that can fix this once and for all.

But you hug your knees and cry and cry and cry and tell yourslef you can get over it that the stupid,worthless THING gains no benefits just plenty of hardships and heartaches.

But you know better.

And this makes your yearn for the warm hands to hold us around our waist,the soft kisses.

oh pooh im gettin emo.I'm just gna carry on my girl therapy with joyce,phia and ry before this goes to the maximum! /:

loves!

I feel happy (:

Was s'posed to have a healthy day with he Sujakouture but we got there late.Followed Atira and Trisa to a friends part.I saw two familiar faces :D

The boy was hott

But his cousin was practically on fire.

Eye candy,yummy.I like

My limewire finally works.Thank you GOD.

thank you for getting me back into reality.

even when you don't wanna be harsh on me you do

because it's what best friends do to each other for each others sake.

for teaching me to live for now and not for tomorrow.

to love myself and those important and when you've got the weight

of the whole world on your shoulders,you pick yourself

and walk with your head up high and poised.

we can pull anything off together (:

And finally for teaching me that big girls don't cry.

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal,myself and IWe got some straightening out to do

I'm not gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've gotta get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Fergie-Big girls don't cry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG NAFIK (29TH OF APRIL)AND KAK BUNGA(30TH OF APRIL)!!!

MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE(AND YOUR RELATIONSHIP TO BE PANJAAAANG (:)

Hello to the jello!
Grahh!I've found a perfecto skin but I don't know how to umm like upload the picture or somthing.
Help please?
Anyone?
This post is gna be short cos theres scouts tomm and I needa sleep.
Nicole Chin Yin Ling can't go cos she cant find her scarf and woogle and forage cap.

"Going to scouts with an incomplete uniform is worse than drinking Deryks pee ok! [insidethang]"

Oh Nicole wait till the scouters know.haha

Prefects installation is this Monday!
Why am I so excited?
maybe its bacause I'd had to come early everyday and practice and even skip classes cos of it
I don't know either (:
I love the form one probates!
I've grown so attached to them.
OH YEAH!
Jeremyis Simon Cowell,I'm Paula Abdul(naturally[they claim]),and Sabreena is Randy Jackson!
She does a mean impersonation.

"Yeah man thats right but the pitch man.I'm not feelin' the pitch ya heard dawg!"

Excuse me but when he say dawg.ok well he does but ya heard?Or am I just too AI deprived?
Shaz's Ryan Seacreast.
Cos he's short:quotes Mr Jeremy

Never ask Lydia Wong to teman you to the loo.You might as well not go.I had to drag her(literally)

I LOVE MY JOYCELIMHUEYYEE AND NICOLECHINYINLING!

"Boyfriend" says I look like that princess from star wars cos of ma 'do.The one thats with Anakin Skywalker.
Ana-khengkin my hero!
Well at least I'm a rpincess that counts for something right?
taa'ra

I simply adore roses.
Don't you? (:
Till I find the close to PERFECT skin,I'll stick with this beauty.
This is still Daena Marissa,thankyouverymuch.
Celeste is a name of a rose.
You know this skin isn't half bad.

Anyway I'm not in much of a blogging mood today to be honest.
But I got tagged so 'll just finish that up.I'll post the photos another time.



Layer One:ON THE OUTSIDE

Name:Daena Marissa
Birthdate:9th of April 1993
Current status:Very single (unless pretends are counted.then... :) KHENG KIN)
Eyecolour:Nearly black
Haircolour:Nearly black but not quite
Righty or Lefty:Righty (: Honestly I'm pretty hopeless with my left hand

Layer Two:ON THE INSIDE

My heritage:Malay+Javanese+Dutch+Chindian.Yes I'm very prouda my roots
My fears:Failing,mainly.But there are others.
My weaknesses:A lady should try not to reveal her weaknesses.For me I just like the
mysteriousness.But I'll let you in on one,CHOCOLATE.
My perfect pizza:Well for savoury its pineapple,cheese and chicken.EXTRA EXTRA CHEESE
(haha kaktrin)Dessert pizzas(ohyum)
Chocolate,strawberries,bananas,cinnamon,vanilla,caramel,marshmallows.
not all at once it varries depending on my mood.WITH ICE CREAM!!!

Layer Three:YESTERDAY,TODAY AND TOMORROW

My first thought waking up:five more minutes...
My bedtime:Usually 11.30 p.m.
My most missed memory:I miss alot of things but I miss my Tok Bak,my paternal
grandfather the most.

Layer Four:MY PICK

Pepsi or coke:doo-dee doo-dee doo-dee chup!Coca Cola
McD's or Burger King:Even with the delectable mushroom swiss and cheddar cheese sticks
not to mention the yummy criss cut fries.McD's still win hands down.
padapapapa I'm lovin' it.
Single or Group Dates:It depends.Sometimes you just want to be alone (:
Nike or Adidas:ITS A TIE!I love Nike shoes and selective attire.I LOVE ADIDAS
BY STELLA MCCARTNEY.
Tea or Nestea:Tea from Keahlian Camp.No one makes better tea than them.
Chocolate or Vanilla:I love them both!I love the smell but I guess choc has to win since its
been thru with me thru PMS and breakups and IFEELSOHORRIBLES
Coffee or Cuppacino:Niether.

Layer Five:DO YOU....

Smoke:No.I don't plan to start either.
Curse:Sometimes.Like you don't.
Shower:you people ask the dumbest questions.YES
Have a crush:My lips are sealed
THINK youve been in love:Well not real love you know what I mean.Thats when we're older
(: and when he crouches on one kneee and says "Will you marry
me?" and reveals to you a gorgeous ring and his most pleading
helpless puppy dog face you just have to excalaim "I DO!"
Go to school:School in Malaysia is what the French call Le Suck.But when you're in DJ and
and you've got your BEST FRIENDS it can be good (:
Want to get married:Yes.Eventhough you say no now.You'll say yes later.It's every little girls
dream to glide down the aisle with your father in a beautiful gown
with the people you love cheering you on.And when the words
"You may kiss the bride" are you and your lover are in a parallel
universe with no one else but just the both of you.
Believe in yourself:I'm trying to more often.It's good
Think your some kinda health freak:well at times.otherwise cyeah a health freak who ate
teo ice lollies and about a whole bar of milk chocolate
Tolberone.
Layer Six:IN THE PAST

Drank alcohol:Yeah I think so.
Gone to the mall:shalalala myohmy.I LOVE MY RED CLUTCH.
Been on stage:just today.prefects installation practice.FUN!
Eaten sushi:Unagi,Ebiko,Edamame,Cali Rolls.ohyum!
Dyed your hair:Uh no.

Layer Seven:HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game:No but when the situatuion arises yeah I would.All in the name of
fun (:
Change who you are to fit in:Before.But now I know who my true friends are and that I
don't have to be someone else to make them like me.

Layer Eight:AGE YOU ARE HOPING

To get married:when the time comes.I hope around 27-30

Layer Nine:IN A GUY

Best eye colour:Sexy gray,Bewitching green,Breath taking blue,Blackest black,Brown.
The eyes are the windows of the soul.
Best Hair coulour:black or brown.
Short or long locks:Short please.

Layer Ten:WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

A minute ago:chatting with Zimmy.Still am.
Hour ago:Singing aloud to Secondhand Serenade's Vulnerable
4-5 hours ago:trying to relax my achin' muscles.Owww oww oww
1 month ago:Psyching up for exams were the next day
Year ago:Taking care of 41 very childish students in 1 Batai.Chilling menilling in 1 Balau.
Teaching Jo and Krish cartwheels and frontflips (: during PE.Singing in KLCC )':
Havin' a blast at keahlian camp.I do miss from 1.

Layer Eleven:FINISH THE SENTENCES

I love:my fam+friends.Perfume,tiaras,tennis,RED PATENT LEATHER HANDBAGS!!Diamonds etc.
I feel:sleepy.I miss someone.ok some people.SOPHIE ELIZABETH!!!!
I hate:judgemental good for nothings critiques,unopen minded buggers,my headmistress etc.
I hide:my insecurities,my heart
I miss:you.everything about you.your smile your touch.AHHHH!It just kills me inside!
I need(besides awesome results):a boyfriend but I want you.

I tag....
-Zimmy
-Becky
-Jo
-Shern
-Hahn

I simply adore roses.
Don't you? (:
Till I find the close to PERFECT skin,I'll stick with this beauty.
This is still Daena Marissa,thankyouverymuch.
Celeste is a name of a rose.
You know this skin isn't half bad.

Anyway I'm not in much of a blogging mood today to be honest.
But I got tagged so 'll just finish that up.I'll post the photos another time.



Layer One:ON THE OUTSIDE

Name:Daena Marissa
Birthdate:9th of April 1993
Current status:Very single (unless pretends are counted.then... :) KHENG KIN)
Eyecolour:Nearly black
Haircolour:Nearly black but not quite
Righty or Lefty:Righty (: Honestly I'm pretty hopeless with my left hand

Layer Two:ON THE INSIDE

My heritage:Malay+Javanese+Dutch+Chindian.Yes I'm very prouda my roots
My fears:Failing,mainly.But there are others.
My weaknesses:A lady should try not to reveal her weaknesses.For me I just like the
mysteriousness.But I'll let you in on one,CHOCOLATE.
My perfect pizza:Well for savoury its pineapple,cheese and chicken.EXTRA EXTRA CHEESE
(haha kaktrin)Dessert pizzas(ohyum)
Chocolate,strawberries,bananas,cinnamon,vanilla,caramel,marshmallows.
not all at once it varries depending on my mood.WITH ICE CREAM!!!

Layer Three:YESTERDAY,TODAY AND TOMORROW

My first thought waking up:five more minutes...
My bedtime:Usually 11.30 p.m.
My most missed memory:I miss alot of things but I miss my Tok Bak,my paternal
grandfather the most.

Layer Four:MY PICK

Pepsi or coke:doo-dee doo-dee doo-dee chup!Coca Cola
McD's or Burger King:Even with the delectable mushroom swiss and cheddar cheese sticks
not to mention the yummy criss cut fries.McD's still win hands down.
padapapapa I'm lovin' it.
Single or Group Dates:It depends.Sometimes you just want to be alone (:
Nike or Adidas:ITS A TIE!I love Nike shoes and selective attire.I LOVE ADIDAS
BY STELLA MCCARTNEY.
Tea or Nestea:Tea from Keahlian Camp.No one makes better tea than them.
Chocolate or Vanilla:I love them both!I love the smell but I guess choc has to win since its
been thru with me thru PMS and breakups and IFEELSOHORRIBLES
Coffee or Cuppacino:Niether.

Layer Five:DO YOU....

Smoke:No.I don't plan to start either.
Curse:Sometimes.Like you don't.
Shower:you people ask the dumbest questions.YES
Have a crush:My lips are sealed
THINK youve been in love:Well not real love you know what I mean.Thats when we're older
(: and when he crouches on one kneee and says "Will you marry
me?" and reveals to you a gorgeous ring and his most pleading
helpless puppy dog face you just have to excalaim "I DO!"
Go to school:School in Malaysia is what the French call Le Suck.But when you're in DJ and
and you've got your BEST FRIENDS it can be good (:
Want to get married:Yes.Eventhough you say no now.You'll say yes later.It's every little girls
dream to glide down the aisle with your father in a beautiful gown
with the people you love cheering you on.And when the words
"You may kiss the bride" are you and your lover are in a parallel
universe with no one else but just the both of you.
Believe in yourself:I'm trying to more often.It's good
Think your some kinda health freak:well at times.otherwise cyeah a health freak who ate
teo ice lollies and about a whole bar of milk chocolate
Tolberone.
Layer Six:IN THE PAST

Drank alcohol:Yeah I think so.
Gone to the mall:shalalala myohmy.I LOVE MY RED CLUTCH.
Been on stage:just today.prefects installation practice.FUN!
Eaten sushi:Unagi,Ebiko,Edamame,Cali Rolls.ohyum!
Dyed your hair:Uh no.

Layer Seven:HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game:No but when the situatuion arises yeah I would.All in the name of
fun (:
Change who you are to fit in:Before.But now I know who my true friends are and that I
don't have to be someone else to make them like me.

Layer Eight:AGE YOU ARE HOPING

To get married:when the time comes.I hope around 27-30

Layer Nine:IN A GUY

Best eye colour:Sexy gray,Bewitching green,Breath taking blue,Blackest black,Brown.
The eyes are the windows of the soul.
Best Hair coulour:black or brown.
Short or long locks:Short please.

Layer Ten:WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

A minute ago:chatting with Zimmy.Still am.
Hour ago:Singing aloud to Secondhand Serenade's Vulnerable
4-5 hours ago:trying to relax my achin' muscles.Owww oww oww
1 month ago:Psyching up for exams were the next day
Year ago:Taking care of 41 very childish students in 1 Batai.Chilling menilling in 1 Balau.
Teaching Jo and Krish cartwheels and frontflips (: during PE.Singing in KLCC )':
Havin' a blast at keahlian camp.I do miss from 1.

Layer Eleven:FINISH THE SENTENCES

I love:my fam+friends.Perfume,tiaras,tennis,RED PATENT LEATHER HANDBAGS!!Diamonds etc.
I feel:sleepy.I miss someone.ok some people.SOPHIE ELIZABETH!!!!
I hate:judgemental good for nothings critiques,unopen minded buggers,my headmistress etc.
I hide:my insecurities,my heart
I miss:you.everything about you.your smile your touch.AHHHH!It just kills me inside!
I need(besides awesome results):a boyfriend but I want you.

I tag....
-Zimmy
-Becky
-Jo
-Shern
-Hahn