Pain throws you heart to the ground

Love turns the whole thing around

No, it won't all go the way, it should

But I know the heart of life is good

I can feel it pulsing.

My heart beat uping tempo every night as my breaths grow shorter.

And for a moment I feel you almost next to me, as my temperature soars for the heated moment,like your heat plus mine.

Intense almost nerve wrecking.

I think I almost feel you.

But I can't.

this is unjust and we know it.

so I open my eyes and steady my breath,cursing the moment the 'feeling' returns.

Do I want it to go?

No.

never