argh!!!!stupid art!i'm quite sure most of you know i can't draw to save my life.whats even worse is i have to draw people...human beings complete with the works.so after school i treat myself a lil by first finishing my dinner,then grab a tub of mango yoghurt and watch just a teensy bit of the emperors new groove.eesh i just love that show.i've watched like a million times.make that kazillion.i absolutely love this phrase its my fave..."first i'll turn him into a flea.a harmless little flea.then i'll put that flea in a box and i'll put that box in a nother box.then i'll mail it to myself and when it arives.hahaha.i'll smash it with a hammer"i'm always in fits of giggles when eezma says it.then.after a long shower.i start drawing.actually it doesnt look so bad after awhile.so i start on the hair.slowly after lots of erasing i finnaly managed to perfect the guys hair.at first i decided to draw a girl but after i was done pn sharon said we had to draw a guy.even though i changed the units and all.grr!!!i think its kinda ok now.i'll finish the side one.then i'll go to bed and finish my kumon in the morn.i havent done 6 papers i have to hand it in tomorrow.so desd.good thing i found out that 4 of them are the same.i'll just copy.desperate times call for desperate measuresi s'pose.today in class half an hour before school ended it was 'gotong royong'whre veryone had to clean up their class.i sweeped.wiped.threw.ran.fell.laugh and did xtremely stupid things.i think we all(1 batai and 1 balau)enjoyed the 'gotong royong'.everytime when we need water like when there was the art exam the water supply is cut off.i tell you its cos these cheapos dont wanna waste money.cheapskate.so the boys went downstairs to collect water.poor things.blees your hearts.nicole and i were having such a good time during geo.we were laughing and laughing and laughing.somehow we were talking about marriage and then shes like'"eh if you marry chinese poor guy have to cut his dick!"gosh shes so randomly stupidly funny.and i was trying not to laugh trying to tell her its sunat but i couldn't control myself i just blurted out"no la!i thought only if i give birth to a baby boy."great now we were talking about babies."yes meh?!why do guys have dicks anyway.what would it be like if we all didnt have any of these things.why God give us this ah?"she blabbed.i just couldn't control myself i started laughing and laughing.then she started and we couldn't stop.our faces were sore and our eyes watered.sometimes I wonder why God didn't give me her as a sister.i absolutely love my baby brother but how come i didn't get nicole i always wonder.we always get weirdly same things.like we have the same birthday,same camera,same slippers and all of it happens in a coincidenceour moms names both start with d.they have the same bracelets.and sometimes we know what were thinking.its so scary sometimes*creepy*i heard that we can only go for one day to cheer by bus in school?is that true???please please please i wanna go.i'll pay the full fee but i can only go there on the first day.is it true?????please i need the lowdown.please please please...help me.*whimper + puppy pout*theres a hottie in my school.so very hott.so very nice.but ive promised myself no boys until my grades go up.i'm currently really bad(to me anyway)so yeah.

i promise to:-

a)anti guy myself.
not really.but just till my grades go up up up!till i'm happy and satisfied.

b)stop taking too much sugar
SCRATCH that!!!!!!i mean i'll cut down my porportions on that and fatty foods.

c)e-x-e-r-c-i-s-e
also i'm gonna exercise more to achieve that washborad tummy i yearn for so much!!!!i'm fat!

d)read more
actually i read alot but not as much as i used to.getting back to the habit though.i'm reading
quite alot now.entertiaiment and language skills.no need for tuition.if only i could do that
for bm too...
etc...

i'll be a good girl.no more guys.no more roti canais durin rehat.no cokes.sit ups.do homework.i can't believe i'm doing this to myself but oh well.i wanna see if i can stick to it for 1 week and i'll se what happens.i'll be strong.tomorrow say hello to a new me.

i've got the power!
b o o m d y n a m i t e z ! ! !