honey,you.

I love the anticipation of a holiday,eventhough it's all the same.

Clothes,make up,under wear strewn in a mess all over the room.
I'm up late putting songs pictures whatever into the iTouch.
Contemplating on bringing homework-which even in cases I do,I don't do any-
Choosing books to entertain myself on the ride.
Making sure I don't forget anything...

But it's just that preperation of leaving your house,your comfort zone,to well,a DIFFERENT comfort zone.
Every holiday is different and I have enjoyed them all.
But not all leave a mark with me,leave me in tears as to not to leave.

But I never do want to leave a holiday.
My mini "Idle" status from the world,
But I'm cheating with the BlackBerry.
OH wait I'm not the Berry's down. Jammed and stuck stupid thing.

No "inertia" and "Newton's third law" or bloody polypeptides or "tamadun".
Not yet.






To a beautiful 4 days.
Of rejuvination and perhaps some new encounters.

Looks like something out of "SAW".

And it happens all the time,
HEYYOUDON'TMOCKMYBABYTOES,IKNOWTHEYARESMALLTHANKYOU.


awesome. This happened during the 3 hour convo with Kwek last night,probably due to me kicking aa table in frustration,tripping over something-EVERYTHING,as Mamal fondly feels-or kicking Jia Sherns butt for kicking mine in Capoeira.

This is why,I conclude,I do not have a boyfriend.

I gross out all the guys hehe!

This is for my AKIKO,"roarrr!" (;


Okay so today was Itcha babay's belated birthday.
Was at the gym with mummy and baby and met up with Aunty Nina and Rasy.
After our workouts,whilst waiting for mummy to finish her cardio I sat down talking to Aunty Nina about education,and the boys were sitting on the abs machine screaming
"I AM GHOST RIDER!"

Ya I don't get it either.

There was a cute trainer there and my attention got diverted when he smiled and Aunty Nina noticed and said "he's cute" hahahha malu!

so we had a bite a SAKAE and Hurin and Trisa were already screaming at me telling me to hurry up,so I just followed Aunty Nina home. OH I PASSED MAMAL's family car workshop!
And I sped showered almost forgetting Victor was in the room.
Pinjamed Kak Ina's clothes (yes bra,undies the works)
Had lunch at SURE PIZZA. Which is the place best friend and I had dreams of massage and books which ARE YET TO JADI,but anyway.
Shaz and Kamal came,ate their predictable Carbonara.
We've been out for italian like thrice and thats all they ever eat!
and then about 12 of us fit into the Estima
(victor hush hush!)
to get our bootays to Curve.

Big X's and O's to Shaz and Kamal who bought me an MNG bag as my birthday present,aww (':
Got lost and Hurin was trying to steer me directions to where Nichii was-cos Shaz&Mal left to pray-and she told Kamal to look for me.
he appeared behind me like a psychopath and I screamed Curve down.

Missed 10 minutes of NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 but no worries.It was good.
Could hear Shaz's laugh one bakajazillion miles away and Kamal noticed THE JONAS BROTHERS WERE IN THE MOVIE!?
Proof that too much time with Ashley-explaining about black holes-is bad for you.

wandered.bought candy.picked Kak Trin and Rasy from cheer.and back to Kak Trins.
ate talked bummed about.
like we do anything else with the Sujaks,doi.

pictures below from Tasnim's!



holy s,Victor.


both consecutive,tasnim,ulin+me.

as above+Victor.

Kak Ina's bra was so freaking tight cos I think I took her old A.I nearly died.
Shit dont grow so much boobs.




Papparazzi shots by Victor!

+birthday girl,who slept at 3 last night watching korean dramas! fully knowing she has extra classes the next day,itchabooboo!


I'm going to do Bio tomorrow,oh yes I am.
x's&o's!




I don't really like writing posts like this but today was a good day so okay.
I have loads to update,snap.

Oh I am a sucker for beauty products namely Victoria Secret,this is not fair

Only because I am in the Mamma Mia mood.
And despite having my period my tummy is flat today.
GOOD DAY today it is

On Sunday with the Sujakouture,happy snapping whilst waiting for our foodies we checked our cameras just to make sure no weird stuff in teeth or over cleavaged(HAHA itcha!)
When Atira said "Sa you look so Serena Van Der Woodsen-ey,"
After observing the pictures in all their cameras the rest all concluded the same thing.
Funny thing is,
I'm pretty sure those close to me are fond of my "mood swings"
I was reading the Gossip Girl novels and found out that Serena is the type that laughs at a cloud shaped like a toilet bowl then the next wistful and sad.
See I'm not depressed,I'm just having a "Serena" moment hah!



What I want after exams.

.white bikini-SOPH!
.a box full of Teuscher chocolates. (their champagne truffles are simply divine!)
.Penang trip, ANGSANA!!
.gossip girl part three with Alex at Derricks
.class party at Derricks "hut" and swimming pool.(in your face Cengal,I love you joyce ry and est :D )
.one whole tub of Ben&Jerrys or Hagen Dasz.
.Ms Yows hen party with Alex Shaz and Derrick as the strippers AHAHHAHa.

Good luck today Alex! Hit 'em hard if you know what I mean (;
Good luck to the other boys too!

This is totally nuts. I have been staring at the same page of my chemistry text book for about half an hour.
This is insane. Something about matter and molecules being elements or compounds chemically bonded together.
As if I couldn't tell you that before.

Uhg.

I love you BlackBerry but you don't let me post pictures on my blog. So grr

It's so freaking hot,I'm so freaking hungry&tired.

I'm so tired and hot and hungry that I can't bear to do any stomach exercise.
SERIOUSLY WHAT THE CHUCK IS WRONG WITH THE WEATHER!!!!

K! I want Ming's mummy's cranberry shortbread apa-benda )':

x.

I had a good talking sesh with the Angsana girls today.
Great load off my chest (:

And apa benda to making wai mengs fan club?

I am so hungry.
RGHAHGDIAHKUDHKAJF:W#)*RO*QYE!!!!!!


I was fast asleep but you see my Blackberry goes on msn everytime I turn on the phone.
I get kinda lazy to sign out at night so this is what I got in the morning.

Derrick:"daena go to sleep"

(':

small insignificant things like this make me so happy.





IS ANYONE ELSE HUNGRY!

Undated&Overrated

I had an interesting encounter with someone delicious.

And for one moment I feel very very greedy&selfish.
I don't want her to marry my cousin,otherwise I CAN'T marry him.

I felt sparks.
please?

x.

I know.
Somewhere in the depths of everything,this is going to get up and bite me.
I have to fix this and quick.

In camp now,lying on a bunch of tables as a make shift bed in the make shift form four headquarters. Which is 5 Batai if you're curious.Chin Tak is definitely
ticked off. My throats running dry. I made my first edible fried rice. I'm being serenaded by the haunting sounds of Beyonces Halo, while the gentle hum of the ceiling fan lulls us to a cat-nap. I'm falling in love with Chern Siangs breathtaking brown eyes. Happens in every camp.

Katy Perry is dronning my thoughts.
I miss.

Good question

This is disgusting but I have this utter itch to just hug David Archuleta.

HE JUST SAID "neat" instead of COOL.
I'm sorry but does that mean chivalry is NOT dead!

My brothers going to watch him tomorrow and I just want to hug that Archuleta guy,he's adorable.

He likes spicy food.

x.

Spot.

thank you

Mummy&Papa,

I know I do keep secrets from you guys but seriosuly I tell you guys TOO much hehe.
I love you both so much eventhough I feel I under appreciate you.

Baby,

Che may shout at you but che che loves you so much baby.

"plastic mastic" forever.




Thank you Uncle Knight (': I was shaking opening the box.
I love my godfather.

x.

To my "twin"

Happy Birthday.
I know we say hurtful things to each other,roll eyes at each other but I know we love each other.
I mean cliches come ever so often but to say our cliches are coincidents are too coniving.

I don't talk to you like I used to and sometimes I feel lost talking to you but I know that stuff like that doesn't matter.

Nicole,
you are a very strong willed,defiant person.
Full of ganache and zest. You live to your own unoredictable beat and it's the small things that make you so lovable.
What I mean just now was everyone can love you,just not like we can.
It's hard to love someone like you because,words&feelings cannot with hold our appreciation for you,we hold dearly to our hearts.
And no doubt there have been times where we fight till Kingdom comes.
HAH remember our drama in form one and two. TOO MUCH DRAMA KAY.

But see how's it turned out now.
I love you I hope you know.

xx.

SISTER "ophiasa"

I love you so much and you are the first person I am so damn comfortable with I mean it.
I constantly,well us,drive you up the wall,no kidding but I know we love each other and sometimes I'm so scared to leave this place for fear that our friendship will deteriorate in the raw tidings of the real world.

But you know what Soph, I know one day our husbands will play golf,or watch football together and our children will have playdates together and call us "Godma".
I am not picturing something stupid but something real because I feel it I love you.

xxx.

Kamal,

so much said yet left unsaid.
You are the missing pieces in my never ending puzzle.
Thank you for holding my hand.

xxxx.

SUJAKOUTURE,

you guys are beautiful.
and everyone knows this,just not the way I do.

XOXO HEY!

xxxxx.

Callie&Fie,

Sisterhood of the travelling kasut,
The two poeple I thought I could never connect with I end up being so close to.
You guys have changed my life.

xxxxxx.

Nick,

You are my bed of roses beneath the torns,handsome or not handsome.

Kheng,

You don't ususally give hugs out,but today when you id I knew you were special.
The words you say rival your actions.You are amazing flabby.

xxxxxxx.
Lynnie-Poo,

I love you I don't need another sister.

because my other sister is SAM.
I love you too.



TO EVERYONE WHO HAS WISHED ME,thank you so much.

To my beloved drama team you guys warm the cockles in my hearts.
(thank you Jeremy (: )


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I end today with a poem.

Written by a HAMSTER pirate of epic cookie whore porpotions.

"applauding when the credits roll,
she's nominated for her part,
it's reality tv with a soul,
And she stays in our commercialized heart."

OH EMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYY

maybe this'll persuade you to get FACEBOOK? (:

oh yeah;fer Ry

sparks a little familiarity

Oi! I never actually payed attention to jewellery,but suddenly these little accessories start to catch my eye.

Nothing I can afford anyway.



Cartier.18K yellow gold panther motif ring paved with diamonds, emerald eyes, onyx nose.
OH grr.

I was looking at piercings too,since I think I kinda need to update the old stud (;




AND mabe another piercing to go.

Angsana;tak tahu malu

I'm begining to fall in love with my class (': sniff sniff but I MUST BE STRONG.

please excuse the obsecure Gossip Girl wannabe photos,WAIT TILL YOU SEE THE VIDEOS!
jengjengjengjeng! (Idk,Ashwyn used to say that alot!)