Oh hello there (:
I have to get papa's playlist done and then I'm going to go study and do last minute homework whoops till late into the night.Nope I'm not being more hardworking.I have my reasons which only my bestest friends and probably my cousins know.I got new clothes from my Godma.She gave me a black billabong tube,a totally cute brown babydoll,a floral tube and a white bohemian top.And then at Aunty Elaines before the open house she gave me three pairs of shoes.One of which is a pair of wedges.gleegleeglee. and a pair of cherry earrings.Heh so I saved all my CNY money.But I've got so little ):
At Aunty Elaines which SAMANTHA LOW WEN XIAN DID NOT ATTEND but with excusable reasons.And Nee was having a abad migraine and I was being rather PMS-ey even though it was totally not that time of the month for me.So I didn't really interact with the boys for fear I might bite someones head off.

Oh theres school tomorrow and I don't know how to do the stupid graft.Yeeessshhh.Good thing I'm the asst.monitor which means I have the name list and no one asked me to photostat the namelist for them so it isn't my fault (:
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Jumping from 7 storey moss green benches,sometimes even using my pink and yellow skipping rope to slide down.I always thought I was a warrior princess.I'd challenge the boys to races and sometimes even beat them.I'd hang upside dowmn the monkey bars till the underneath of my knees felt clammy,my head hurt from the amount of blood rushing to my head.Even as a young girl,with doll like curls I'd run around the playground,try to swing the highest.Attempt to play football and still not get it something I've grown with till now.I guess soccer just isn't my game.haha.The curls in my face and the sea blue skirt never stopped me.No one dared to bully me Alhamdullilah too Once I punched a guy sorry Azraei till his teo front teeth came out.He started crying well du uh and I just stood there looking at him.I felt tears build up and ran towards him.He was crawled up into a ball and crying in pain.I quickly dropped to my knees and hugged him and said "I'm sorry Azraei.I didn't mean too but You kept tugging at my hair.I'm sorry.I'm so sorry" And just then beautiful clear diamond like droplets fell from my eyes onto his shirt.As I cried and hugged him and apologised even more my heart kept beating faster and faster.Like right after you sprint.Was it the fear of facing the teachers whatmore MY OWN parents or was it the thought that our friendship and my little crush on him would crumble after I hurt him.I felt so bad.Then after what seemed like ages and the sparkling see thru pearls would no longer flow like a little stream down my tan yet rosy pink cheeks,he got up took my hand and said its alright.Though my teacher did scold me I was so happy that he'd actually forgive me after I hurt him immensely.No one did bully me before and after that.During tea I'd quickly gulp down the usually disgusting tastless on top full of condesed milk at the bottom Milo and grab a few sugar biscuits in my pocket.then I'd rush to class and catapult erasers in class with Shafiq,Azraei and Gaston.Which we got into a bundle of trouble.
Azalea was always the 'monster' or 'evil mother' when I played games with Gloria,Shu Yi,Ashley and sometimes Chloe,Kai Wen and Ruth.Occasionally with Natasha too.I remember going to birthday parties.Azaleas was at her condo and we were wearing our frilly dresses and it started raining and while some ran in screaming we started dancing.Haha I got a bad cold after that followed by a fever.At Alysha's party I was a blue fairy and I got this thing in my hair,I think it was called a hair wrap.They still do it now and I've been dying to get one eversince.Aly was also a fairy and I think Liyana was a princess ahaha.I forgot what Nick was but I remember sitting on the grass and watching him and the other boys play football on the soft clean grass.At Ruth's party she showed me a book about how they turned Barney the Dinosaur into pasta.Heh heh cos she new I hated Barney too.And there was pin the tail on the donkey and Ruths dad blinfolded me and carried me there and i think I stuck it onto Chloe by accident.Haha.Good times.
There was this gorgeous girl by the name of Alleeyshea I think she was the school captain and in Ali Baba and the 40 theives she was the main girl and Joshua who was standard 6 when I was standard 2 and I had a teeny crush on him was Ali Baba.Alleeyshea was so nice to me she was like my big sister.Yup and I only told her,Ash and Gloria and Shu Yi about jOshua.Alleeyshea kept the secret and was so much fun.There was another play about the 12 princesses and Sue Jean's sister was onna the princesses.And the best part of the whole play was
I got to be in the fairy dance and my costume was pink and babay blue and it was so nice but nothing beats the fact thattttttt....
NICHOLAS KWEK WAS A PIXIE AND HAD TO DANCE AROUND TOADSTOOLS AND SKIP LIKE A SISSY.hahahahah.Boy I have that on tape (: and if I can find it I will air it I still love you la Spot (:
Oh yeah and Nick stole my cookie in the bus to Zoo Negara.And its true cos I was talking to Ash and he ate my cookie.It was mine not the cookie I was s'pose to feed him cos he was my puppy called Spot.Daniel was Chloes called Stripes and I forgot who was Gloria's but he was called Fluffy.Hahahha Fluffy how gay.Aren't you glad I didn't call you that Nick.When the boys didn't friend Nick I was such a great friend I'd play with him.We'd race and jump in puddles of rainwaiter and play hide and seek and eventually the other boys wanted to play so they all made up thanks to me ((((:
Gloria was very bitchy though in Sri Inai but I've put everything behind us and we continued being friends.I remember I made GASTON outta Ice cream at her place I put french fries as his fair and smarties as his other features.haha.And we played Barbies in her play room and cooking.OMG so much fun!!!!!
One time I went to Ash's place and we played with this squishy thingy and I played with her Dog.I think its called something Banana Hammick.haha.And we wanted to eat candy so we opened the fridge and there was this lolly with a worm in it we were jumping around the house up and down screaming and finally we threw it away TOGETHER.haha.But it turned out it was actualy Thai delicacy her mom got.Oh well I bet your mom wouldn't wanna eat that so I just saved her Ash (:
And Shafiq would share his ice blended Ribena with me and he bought me two beautiful crystal animals.A green porcupine and a little duck.And when he went to Paris he got me an Eifell Tower keychain.I really wish I still had it :/
During agama one time,Elyas asked me Eh Daena which is your left hand and which is our right hand?HAHAHAHAH i HAD A GOOD TIME LAUGHING.We were standard 3 tho but still (:
Now Shafiq and Elyas can't even remember me )':

But one day I was going to move to SKTM and when my ustazah said she heard that I was moving I just smiled at her.Shafiq was like eh why!!!Tell me?And I said after class but he kept pestering so I pinched him.He yelped rather loudly and just Then Ustazah looked at me I thought she was gonna scold me for pinching him.Class ended and she dismissed us just as I wqas about to quickly run back she stopped me.I thought she was gonna lecture me
but she said
"Daena,Ustazah berharap Daena dapat berusaha di sekolah nanti.Bila Daena dah besar ye jangan lupa Ustazah la.Insayallah kalau Daena jadi doktor dan Ustazah nak pergi dah Ustazah nak cari Daena ye?Daena kerja baik baik jangan lupa Ustzah.Ustazah selalu akan ingat Daena dan sayang Daena.Walaupun Daena tak akan di sekolah ini Daena sentiasa di sini"and she touched her heart.
Eventhough I was only standard 3 i knew she loved me like a child.When I went for Agama tuition with Sahkira and Iskandar (: she'd let me eat cookies and watch tv after class and she even thought me how to cook a bit.I knew I was gonna miss her so much so I hugged for the last time and just cried and cried into her baju kurung.
I finally told almost all my friends that I was leaving the next day.As I left the school I tried to think of the fond memories of my teacher chasing Ryan for not doing his homework.She actually chased him with her ruler around the class.It was so funny.And 1 ringgit orange exercise books and the nasty food in the canteen.From the vending machines with stationary in it.To the super nice office ladies who always said "Nak ice kacang dik" When I came tot he office.My then headmaster Mr Chan.He told me "Aiyoh Daena why you want to leave.I so sad already.I miss you how?"I said it's ok Mr Chan I'll come visit and hugged him"When I came on the first day for registration I drew a picture of a teddy bear and a girl s'possedly me and he had it hanging in his office while the others were all kept.
In SKTM I cried on the first day cos I missed my Sri Inai mates but Sktm is the best choice I've ever made (: I went back on the first day to take some books and all my friends gave me hugs and told me they missed me.I especially missed Shafiq,Nick and Gaston actually cos when the girls fought with me they'd always back me up and Chloe,Ruth and Kai Wen cos they were never mad at me.I didnt miss Ash or Glo cos they went to SKTM too.
I've kept in contact with nearly all of them.
Nick,Gaston,Ash,Fei is here in Dj.
Chlo and Kai wen in BEACONHOUSE SRI INAI Baconhouse hehe
Ruth in Canada.Missin you (((:
Geoffrey,Az,Elyas,Zalea and more in Sri KDU
nATASHA is in Sri inai still.So is Alysha.
Liyana is in uh not sure hehe
But yeah...
I still miss them all.the friends the teachers the promise of a swimming by Mr Chan.
Scaring Joon Kiet saying that the secondary school headmaster Mr Xavier was Gloria's uncle.hehe.The atmosphere and even th badminton racquets that hit my head.I missed Yasmin,Ezra,Sonia,Lisa,Melissa Campbell,Fiona,Kak Alia,Kak NurAnna and so much more.
I guess you could say I did enjoy my Sri Inai years.Yeah I loved SKTM evn more but it was my first primary.Not like kindy cos those don't really count.
First everything.First bestfriends.First crushes.First teacher.
So I guess I did enjoy Sri Inai after all.Even for only 2 and a half years

Hello there (: I think it's about time I change my blogskin.But till I find a suitable one,I'll just use a random one.To anyone celebrating chinese new year out there GONG XI FA CAI!!!I went to my ama and akong's house in Kulai,Johor as usual.Didn't do much.Stayed at Sofitel.The service there sucks honestly.As usual.Went back right after crosscountry.That was why I couldn't go to the mamak right after.But,after a while we stopped at Air Keroh cos my brother was hungry,as usual,and to stretch and stuff cos I was being slightly restless in the car.After a bit there was a factory outlet selling Nike,Adidas,Reebok and even Ipanemas.I bought a pair of 3/4 pants and a tennis skirt,which Trina is very very jealous of.Mammy,papa and Kris bought a pair of shoes each.Mammy bought the most,as predicted.She bought a matching tank to a pair of pants she already owns,a tie die blue spaghetti strap,a yellow tank a pair of bicycle shorts and a pair of track pants.
This year,since the school started I've hardly had anytime to rest.I've been sleeping very late on weeknights and even on weekends.I was hardly free on weekends either.So when the holidays started I kinda forgot how to use the television.haha.And when I was watching the tv I was thinking to myself "Oh Gosh,how long has it been since I've touched this thing?"
And in the hotel at first I couldn't sleep but then,even sleeping at 10pm and waking up like 10am I still felt sleepy and took very long naps.Especially on the first day of Chinese New Year.I had a nap alright.A THREE HOUR LONG NAP.But just so you know I'm not that lazy.My normal 40 winks aren't 3 hours long haha.It's just that I've been really tired.I've been getting more spots on my T-zone particualrly my forehead.But this CNY I wasn't very hungry,so I ate very little and drank alot so they're going away pretty fast.And I haven't had my period for a month I think.Oh shit I'm terlalu stressed.You know when your young and your mom always tells you to take a nap and we always hated it.Now I wish I could take naps.
Oh kay I'm in the middle of baking so I'll be right back.
Loves.

I haven't been able to update my blog for a very long period.Well I must say I haven't been free for a very long time either.I can't remember the last time I slept in(excluding the day I was unwell).But if I'm free this Saturday I might.I'm doing poorly in my Math now,I can't seem to get Algebraic Expressions.They drive me up the wall.I can't stand them.Yet funnily enough that's what I love about Math the fact that it's enough to make you go loco,the challenge.Makes me want to 'defeat' it even more.Haha.I cannot seem to get the hang of Geography and History...don't even get me there.Oh well,I'll just carry on and stay in Cengal....Chyeah right.I'm going to work my butt off this year so that I can get into Batai or any other 'B' class.I don't think I can survive another year without my Cyrenz or my Twilights when I start breaking down before the 3rd month.But I'll rant about that some other time when I'm free.Which I'm not.I'm actually online to do research for my debate,which is on this Wednesday.Oh yeah did I mention it's against Angsana.Yeah.AND oh did I ALSO MENTION that it's SOPHIA ALIZA,ABHILASH,ALEX AND JACLYN(hope I spelled it right) I'M AGAINST?Uhhuh yeah,so totally screwed.
Anyway this Saturday it's Kak Trina's suprise party her fab 15,imagine that.And it seems like only yesterday we were the 'babys' of the Sujak's forever playing and pulling each others hair.Not to mention the hitting and slapping.Moving on.The theme was initially supposed to be Purple Masquerade but I changed it to the next best thing as she wants that for her sweet sixteen if,Insyahallah she gets.
The theme is....
CHICAGO!!!!
OH YEAH.
ALL BROADWAY,BABY.
WITH THE SUITS AND THE MARILYN MONROE DRESSES AND FEDORAS...
AND ALL THAT JAZZ!!!
oh and all those sleazy acts with skirts so short they give a new meaning to 'get down with it'(pun not intended)
Well the whole family's excited.I mean the whole jingbang which includes,uncles aunties you get the picture.They're all looking forward to the ambience and the part where they get to dress up when they're 40-50.haha.which they normally don't get to.They love the idea.And so do Kak Trina's friends who are making 'special guest appereances'.I can't wait.I've finally planned my own party.With help of course.
Oh what am I wearing?
That you will see soon (: My mammy's a genius.She help me put it together.

The other day after a late lunch we were on the way home,we were all in the car.During the journey home I spotted something so touching.You know in those old school movies guys cycle around with their girlfriend in the front?Well I saw just that,on an old school bike.The girl whom the guy was courting then turned to face her boyfriend,smiled and kissed him on the lips and turned back.Apparently my parents saw that too.They smiled to each other and my mom leaned her head against my fathers shoulder.

Oh yes,love is most definitely in the air right now.

My brother as usual was not aware of anything,but I didn't bother to tell him.Eventhough this year I don't think I'll be having that moment,someday I will.I smiled and told myself Let them enjoy the moment,let them be young again.For if it really is love,it does live on forever...

I haven't been able to update my blog for a very long period.Well I must say I haven't been free for a very long time either.I can't remember the last time I slept in(excluding the day I was unwell).But if I'm free this Saturday I might.I'm doing poorly in my Math now,I can't seem to get Algebraic Expressions.They drive me up the wall.I can't stand them.Yet funnily enough that's what I love about Math the fact that it's enough to make you go loco,the challenge.Makes me want to 'defeat' it even more.Haha.I cannot seem to get the hang of Geography and History...don't even get me there.Oh well,I'll just carry on and stay in Cengal....Chyeah right.I'm going to work my butt off this year so that I can get into Batai or any other 'B' class.I don't think I can survive another year without my Cyrenz or my Twilights when I start breaking down before the 3rd month.But I'll rant about that some other time when I'm free.Which I'm not.I'm actually online to do research for my debate,which is on this Wednesday.Oh yeah did I mention it's against Angsana.Yeah.AND oh did I ALSO MENTION that it's SOPHIA ALIZA,ABHILASH,ALEX AND JACLYN(hope I spelled it right) I'M AGAINST?Uhhuh yeah,so totally screwed.
Anyway this Saturday it's Kak Trina's suprise party her fab 15,imagine that.And it seems like only yesterday we were the 'babys' of the Sujak's forever playing and pulling each others hair.Not to mention the hitting and slapping.Moving on.The theme was initially supposed to be Purple Masquerade but I changed it to the next best thing as she wants that for her sweet sixteen if,Insyahallah she gets.
The theme is....
CHICAGO!!!!
OH YEAH.
ALL BROADWAY,BABY.
WITH THE SUITS AND THE MARILYN MONROE DRESSES AND FEDORAS...
AND ALL THAT JAZZ!!!
oh and all those sleazy acts with skirts so short they give a new meaning to 'get down with it'(pun not intended)
Well the whole family's excited.I mean the whole jingbang which includes,uncles aunties you get the picture.They're all looking forward to the ambience and the part where they get to dress up when they're 40-50.haha.which they normally don't get to.They love the idea.And so do Kak Trina's friends who are making 'special guest appereances'.I can't wait.I've finally planned my own party.With help of course.
Oh what am I wearing?
That you will see soon (: My mammy's a genius.She help me put it together.

The other day after a late lunch we were on the way home,we were all in the car.During the journey home I spotted something so touching.You know in those old school movies guys cycle around with their girlfriend in the front?Well I saw just that,on an old school bike.The girl whom the guy was couting then turned to face her boyfriend,smiled and kissed him on the lips and turned back.Apparently my parents saw that too.They smiled to each other and my mom leaned her head against my fathers shoulder.

Oh yes,love is most definitely in the air right now.

My brother as usual was not aware of anything,but I didn't bother to tell him.Eventhough this year I don't think I'll be having that moment,someday I will.I smiled and told myself Let them enjoy the moment,let them be young again.For if it really is love,it does lives on forever...