Hello darlings (:

I'm in a suprisingly good mood now.Even though I've been sleeping late for days.DAYS!!!

Oh wait!My good mood has been cut short thanks to you.
You know who you are.

Please stop trying to milk any pity or sympathy.
"I'll love you forever,"
That was first class bull thankyouverymuch.
I'm so glad I didn't fall for any of your trick
Your LIES!
Please,first me then my best friend?
You'd think we'd know better.
Angry at me?
Because I don't love you that way?
This is starting to sound like a bad romance movie gone,well,WORST!
Mad at yourself for catching dreams in the sky?
So you have to call me a bitch and slut?
Now those are signs of pure desperation station!
I don't know what to beleieve from you anymore.

Ahh forget you.I've got better things to do (:
Today was actually good
Went to school earlier again for prefects installation practice.
Was late cos Aunty was late.Sent her car for servicing so she borrowed her neighbours'.
Halfway to school,it broke down!I was so scared I was trying to keep my cool.It broke down twice.I was so afraid...oh won't say it.Ok blahblahblah.Went to the prefectsroom.No one was there.Not in the hall.CF was doin' something fun there.Singing has to be fun ohkay? (:
I was to meet in the basketball court.Ranranran.Fell.But I'm still here in the flesh.Phew!
Practice was quite satisfactory actually (:
Forgot to mention tennis before school
Coachie says he loves my back hand.
I LOVE IT TOO (:
fastforwardbacktoschool.
I think I've memorised the prefects song.YAY!The other two justs roll of my toungue.No effort at all cos I know them by heart.
THANK YOU GOD
I'm not going to talk about my results.Let's just say watch out for me next term (:
Abhi still wants me to wear the tie to school.And nothin' else.Dream Abhidabidoo(SOPHIA)
Greeted Ty,Dee,Marcus and Nick in the hall.
Pn Cheng stopped Joyce for havin' no fringe.How weird is that.Evn Jac was puzzled and just told Cay,RUNRUNRUN!
Speaking of Jac

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS SOFIA ONG YIN MEI AND JAC"JACLYN VICTOR"
hahaha.Eh both of them are tremendous singers!Coincidence?I think not.haha

Ok after assembly.Walked out talked to Wern then Lex and Shaz and Abhi came and joined us.Alex was like "I'm going to whack your ass with this roll of paper!"
I was like "Oh ok you do that lexxie"
He didn't but he whacked Shazzies.
Shaz says you can download ARES fOR FREE!
Well I tried I can't!AHHHHH!
Walked to the prefectsroom.
Combed my hair and Phia was sittin on a blue chair and Wern was on her lap followed by Wei Chee and Jac.It was so funny!

Then Phia said to me and Shaz
"You see la I'm so nice wait for my agama people,"
Shaz replied with a
"Yeah ok.Lets go AGAMALIANS,"
"Cool word Shaz.Agamlians haha,"(me)
"Duh like me,"

That was gay Shaz the duh part.
Agama was fun we kinda did like projects.Cont. tomm so no REAL work.WHEEEE
Math was good cos I know my algebra now (:
recess went to the block f's toilet cos ours is under reno. or somethin'.Oh the memories.
What more I was with my girls
Girltalked.I actually missed talkin' in that stupid toilet with them.We made(still do)so much noise that all the other people stared.hahahaha
Talked.Did duty.Talked to the gang.Bell rang.
Ate with Kem,Wern and Affiq.Lexxie was there and Jensen
Jensen has a pink plaster.Its neon pink!
Don't play play one ah!
Lexxie actually carried me!Well not xactly.
Technically I was on the bench and he could still lift it to sit down no problem.
Woah.
Same to Affiq.
MADE Affiq buy me wantan.
Talked to Kem.
Ate.Walked back together.
Realised its science not sivics.I thought I was so screwed.PnPuah was in a good mood.
Went up to get my books with nerissa.Pn Cecilia's her mom!OMG!
And apparently the whole world knows except me!?I'm so left out.
Sivics Cik Juliana didn't come.OH GOODY.Watched Minimytez.My sweethearts are the bomb!
Their gna kick ass this Sunday.
Cineleisure.2-6.
Be there...
History was great.
Bel rang.Talked,walked together.TheCyrenz+TheTwilightz.I love it when we're together makes me feel so secure and loved.I LOVE THEM ALL (:

Oh weeellll its twelve midnight and I have school in the morning.Screw.
I'm goin' to sleep through that motivation thing.Then come home and sleep.
PERFECT (:

Oh yeah.
I LOVE THE FRAY'S LOOK AFTER YOU!
thankyou ati to the ra

"Whats mine is yours to leave and take.Whats yours is mine to make your take...
I'll look after you..."

Sing that to me and I'll fall in love for sure.Ok well maybe (:

Hello smello and spread it like jello (:

Aiyayah where did that came from?
Hahaha.

I'm in Club Med Cherating right now.Yes,at this very moment.Right now.Uhhuh yes now...
Well anywayyy it's fab schmab heeerre.Although I miss very much my Cyrenz+Twilightz and some other precious ones.I'm in the kids club.It's called Passworld,I think.Yeah I'm pretty sure.It's so schweettt (; Theres like these hanging thingies we sit in and computers and internet access and Xboxes and Playstations,Foosball tables and Iyou can even play the guitar and the drums here.It's for kids 11-17.Perfect!So mny hot guys here!Evn the G.O(Guest Officers) s' are hot.I know The Cyrenz will LOVE that.Haha.Today woke up at like 8.15.Was s'pose to wake up at 7.30 to have a quick breakfast and go for a round of tennis(did I not mention Trina that the courts are 24 hours access?)but I was still sleep.Tomorrow I'm gonna wake up early and go for an early morning jog and watch the sun rise (: It's off season here which means not many people especially the foreigners are here.But there are some.Went bungee jumping and rock climbing (: I forgot to bring my cable to uploas pictures ): D'oh.Danced in the rain.hehe.Played mini golf a little went back and changed into my bikini and shorts.Had lunch and Christy joined us.Talked laughed ate.Kris and papa went for a swim but it was scorching so me and mom sat this one out.Watched the clouds past and coconut trees sway in the wind.Glanced at the sea throught the theater.The green blue waters glistening under the afternoon sun.Beautiful.Then I fell asleep.haha.Woke up wanted to explore so here I am.

Yesterday when we arrived we were greeted by two G.O.s' Christy and Irene.Christy kinda teased me about my butterfly pillow.Hey!Atir gave it to meeee hahaha We were given ice cold drinks and a cold towel.Then Irene explained to us about the place and the facilities here.Yadayadayada.Then we were given coloured ribbons.Purple for kids and orange for adults.We can have free drinks at the bar by just showing the band.I love the Iced Lemon Tea.And fro adults they can have free drinks but they can have alcoholic beverages too like free beer and free house wine but some wines like the 1908 ones and the champagne will be charged for.Oh cool I was listening (:
We were shoen to our rooms by Annie.She's Korean.She's tan and she's so pretty.I'm no les but she's so fit.Her tummy is like woah and her bod is so toned and her korean accent is so cute.She's tall tan nice and pretty.Eyerr lucky.Our rooms are like divided into sections named after animals.Our rooms are in Itik hehehe.Unpacked.Changed.Lunch.Wen to the pool.skipskipskip.Dinner.The food is quite good some things are so good but the desserts are scrumptious!At dinner theres this couple with a baby and theres a cat who was to take a look so the lady talked to the cat.
she said
"No kitty.Don't hurt baby.You eat the food ok?"
She left the food and it ate and just kinda like guarded the baby.Too cute!But the baby is adorable.skipskipskip.Show by the G.Os.Really fun and they can dance so well!!!Evryones on their toes all the time so theyre all fit.Annie can dance so well!Another great thing about her.Pfft.Won the Ladies Pillow Fight contest.haha.my rival was a drunk french lady called Sophie.She was drunk but was very nice.
Went back to the room but I accidently locked the door with the lock so had to go back and get the other key from papa(connecting rooms.one for me and my bro and one for my parents)Changed.Slept.

Well I'm gna go explore.I'll update later.Loves to all!!!

Oh hello there (:
I have to get papa's playlist done and then I'm going to go study and do last minute homework whoops till late into the night.Nope I'm not being more hardworking.I have my reasons which only my bestest friends and probably my cousins know.I got new clothes from my Godma.She gave me a black billabong tube,a totally cute brown babydoll,a floral tube and a white bohemian top.And then at Aunty Elaines before the open house she gave me three pairs of shoes.One of which is a pair of wedges.gleegleeglee. and a pair of cherry earrings.Heh so I saved all my CNY money.But I've got so little ):
At Aunty Elaines which SAMANTHA LOW WEN XIAN DID NOT ATTEND but with excusable reasons.And Nee was having a abad migraine and I was being rather PMS-ey even though it was totally not that time of the month for me.So I didn't really interact with the boys for fear I might bite someones head off.

Oh theres school tomorrow and I don't know how to do the stupid graft.Yeeessshhh.Good thing I'm the asst.monitor which means I have the name list and no one asked me to photostat the namelist for them so it isn't my fault (:
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Jumping from 7 storey moss green benches,sometimes even using my pink and yellow skipping rope to slide down.I always thought I was a warrior princess.I'd challenge the boys to races and sometimes even beat them.I'd hang upside dowmn the monkey bars till the underneath of my knees felt clammy,my head hurt from the amount of blood rushing to my head.Even as a young girl,with doll like curls I'd run around the playground,try to swing the highest.Attempt to play football and still not get it something I've grown with till now.I guess soccer just isn't my game.haha.The curls in my face and the sea blue skirt never stopped me.No one dared to bully me Alhamdullilah too Once I punched a guy sorry Azraei till his teo front teeth came out.He started crying well du uh and I just stood there looking at him.I felt tears build up and ran towards him.He was crawled up into a ball and crying in pain.I quickly dropped to my knees and hugged him and said "I'm sorry Azraei.I didn't mean too but You kept tugging at my hair.I'm sorry.I'm so sorry" And just then beautiful clear diamond like droplets fell from my eyes onto his shirt.As I cried and hugged him and apologised even more my heart kept beating faster and faster.Like right after you sprint.Was it the fear of facing the teachers whatmore MY OWN parents or was it the thought that our friendship and my little crush on him would crumble after I hurt him.I felt so bad.Then after what seemed like ages and the sparkling see thru pearls would no longer flow like a little stream down my tan yet rosy pink cheeks,he got up took my hand and said its alright.Though my teacher did scold me I was so happy that he'd actually forgive me after I hurt him immensely.No one did bully me before and after that.During tea I'd quickly gulp down the usually disgusting tastless on top full of condesed milk at the bottom Milo and grab a few sugar biscuits in my pocket.then I'd rush to class and catapult erasers in class with Shafiq,Azraei and Gaston.Which we got into a bundle of trouble.
Azalea was always the 'monster' or 'evil mother' when I played games with Gloria,Shu Yi,Ashley and sometimes Chloe,Kai Wen and Ruth.Occasionally with Natasha too.I remember going to birthday parties.Azaleas was at her condo and we were wearing our frilly dresses and it started raining and while some ran in screaming we started dancing.Haha I got a bad cold after that followed by a fever.At Alysha's party I was a blue fairy and I got this thing in my hair,I think it was called a hair wrap.They still do it now and I've been dying to get one eversince.Aly was also a fairy and I think Liyana was a princess ahaha.I forgot what Nick was but I remember sitting on the grass and watching him and the other boys play football on the soft clean grass.At Ruth's party she showed me a book about how they turned Barney the Dinosaur into pasta.Heh heh cos she new I hated Barney too.And there was pin the tail on the donkey and Ruths dad blinfolded me and carried me there and i think I stuck it onto Chloe by accident.Haha.Good times.
There was this gorgeous girl by the name of Alleeyshea I think she was the school captain and in Ali Baba and the 40 theives she was the main girl and Joshua who was standard 6 when I was standard 2 and I had a teeny crush on him was Ali Baba.Alleeyshea was so nice to me she was like my big sister.Yup and I only told her,Ash and Gloria and Shu Yi about jOshua.Alleeyshea kept the secret and was so much fun.There was another play about the 12 princesses and Sue Jean's sister was onna the princesses.And the best part of the whole play was
I got to be in the fairy dance and my costume was pink and babay blue and it was so nice but nothing beats the fact thattttttt....
NICHOLAS KWEK WAS A PIXIE AND HAD TO DANCE AROUND TOADSTOOLS AND SKIP LIKE A SISSY.hahahahah.Boy I have that on tape (: and if I can find it I will air it I still love you la Spot (:
Oh yeah and Nick stole my cookie in the bus to Zoo Negara.And its true cos I was talking to Ash and he ate my cookie.It was mine not the cookie I was s'pose to feed him cos he was my puppy called Spot.Daniel was Chloes called Stripes and I forgot who was Gloria's but he was called Fluffy.Hahahha Fluffy how gay.Aren't you glad I didn't call you that Nick.When the boys didn't friend Nick I was such a great friend I'd play with him.We'd race and jump in puddles of rainwaiter and play hide and seek and eventually the other boys wanted to play so they all made up thanks to me ((((:
Gloria was very bitchy though in Sri Inai but I've put everything behind us and we continued being friends.I remember I made GASTON outta Ice cream at her place I put french fries as his fair and smarties as his other features.haha.And we played Barbies in her play room and cooking.OMG so much fun!!!!!
One time I went to Ash's place and we played with this squishy thingy and I played with her Dog.I think its called something Banana Hammick.haha.And we wanted to eat candy so we opened the fridge and there was this lolly with a worm in it we were jumping around the house up and down screaming and finally we threw it away TOGETHER.haha.But it turned out it was actualy Thai delicacy her mom got.Oh well I bet your mom wouldn't wanna eat that so I just saved her Ash (:
And Shafiq would share his ice blended Ribena with me and he bought me two beautiful crystal animals.A green porcupine and a little duck.And when he went to Paris he got me an Eifell Tower keychain.I really wish I still had it :/
During agama one time,Elyas asked me Eh Daena which is your left hand and which is our right hand?HAHAHAHAH i HAD A GOOD TIME LAUGHING.We were standard 3 tho but still (:
Now Shafiq and Elyas can't even remember me )':

But one day I was going to move to SKTM and when my ustazah said she heard that I was moving I just smiled at her.Shafiq was like eh why!!!Tell me?And I said after class but he kept pestering so I pinched him.He yelped rather loudly and just Then Ustazah looked at me I thought she was gonna scold me for pinching him.Class ended and she dismissed us just as I wqas about to quickly run back she stopped me.I thought she was gonna lecture me
but she said
"Daena,Ustazah berharap Daena dapat berusaha di sekolah nanti.Bila Daena dah besar ye jangan lupa Ustazah la.Insayallah kalau Daena jadi doktor dan Ustazah nak pergi dah Ustazah nak cari Daena ye?Daena kerja baik baik jangan lupa Ustzah.Ustazah selalu akan ingat Daena dan sayang Daena.Walaupun Daena tak akan di sekolah ini Daena sentiasa di sini"and she touched her heart.
Eventhough I was only standard 3 i knew she loved me like a child.When I went for Agama tuition with Sahkira and Iskandar (: she'd let me eat cookies and watch tv after class and she even thought me how to cook a bit.I knew I was gonna miss her so much so I hugged for the last time and just cried and cried into her baju kurung.
I finally told almost all my friends that I was leaving the next day.As I left the school I tried to think of the fond memories of my teacher chasing Ryan for not doing his homework.She actually chased him with her ruler around the class.It was so funny.And 1 ringgit orange exercise books and the nasty food in the canteen.From the vending machines with stationary in it.To the super nice office ladies who always said "Nak ice kacang dik" When I came tot he office.My then headmaster Mr Chan.He told me "Aiyoh Daena why you want to leave.I so sad already.I miss you how?"I said it's ok Mr Chan I'll come visit and hugged him"When I came on the first day for registration I drew a picture of a teddy bear and a girl s'possedly me and he had it hanging in his office while the others were all kept.
In SKTM I cried on the first day cos I missed my Sri Inai mates but Sktm is the best choice I've ever made (: I went back on the first day to take some books and all my friends gave me hugs and told me they missed me.I especially missed Shafiq,Nick and Gaston actually cos when the girls fought with me they'd always back me up and Chloe,Ruth and Kai Wen cos they were never mad at me.I didnt miss Ash or Glo cos they went to SKTM too.
I've kept in contact with nearly all of them.
Nick,Gaston,Ash,Fei is here in Dj.
Chlo and Kai wen in BEACONHOUSE SRI INAI Baconhouse hehe
Ruth in Canada.Missin you (((:
Geoffrey,Az,Elyas,Zalea and more in Sri KDU
nATASHA is in Sri inai still.So is Alysha.
Liyana is in uh not sure hehe
But yeah...
I still miss them all.the friends the teachers the promise of a swimming by Mr Chan.
Scaring Joon Kiet saying that the secondary school headmaster Mr Xavier was Gloria's uncle.hehe.The atmosphere and even th badminton racquets that hit my head.I missed Yasmin,Ezra,Sonia,Lisa,Melissa Campbell,Fiona,Kak Alia,Kak NurAnna and so much more.
I guess you could say I did enjoy my Sri Inai years.Yeah I loved SKTM evn more but it was my first primary.Not like kindy cos those don't really count.
First everything.First bestfriends.First crushes.First teacher.
So I guess I did enjoy Sri Inai after all.Even for only 2 and a half years

Hello there (: I think it's about time I change my blogskin.But till I find a suitable one,I'll just use a random one.To anyone celebrating chinese new year out there GONG XI FA CAI!!!I went to my ama and akong's house in Kulai,Johor as usual.Didn't do much.Stayed at Sofitel.The service there sucks honestly.As usual.Went back right after crosscountry.That was why I couldn't go to the mamak right after.But,after a while we stopped at Air Keroh cos my brother was hungry,as usual,and to stretch and stuff cos I was being slightly restless in the car.After a bit there was a factory outlet selling Nike,Adidas,Reebok and even Ipanemas.I bought a pair of 3/4 pants and a tennis skirt,which Trina is very very jealous of.Mammy,papa and Kris bought a pair of shoes each.Mammy bought the most,as predicted.She bought a matching tank to a pair of pants she already owns,a tie die blue spaghetti strap,a yellow tank a pair of bicycle shorts and a pair of track pants.
This year,since the school started I've hardly had anytime to rest.I've been sleeping very late on weeknights and even on weekends.I was hardly free on weekends either.So when the holidays started I kinda forgot how to use the television.haha.And when I was watching the tv I was thinking to myself "Oh Gosh,how long has it been since I've touched this thing?"
And in the hotel at first I couldn't sleep but then,even sleeping at 10pm and waking up like 10am I still felt sleepy and took very long naps.Especially on the first day of Chinese New Year.I had a nap alright.A THREE HOUR LONG NAP.But just so you know I'm not that lazy.My normal 40 winks aren't 3 hours long haha.It's just that I've been really tired.I've been getting more spots on my T-zone particualrly my forehead.But this CNY I wasn't very hungry,so I ate very little and drank alot so they're going away pretty fast.And I haven't had my period for a month I think.Oh shit I'm terlalu stressed.You know when your young and your mom always tells you to take a nap and we always hated it.Now I wish I could take naps.
Oh kay I'm in the middle of baking so I'll be right back.
Loves.

I haven't been able to update my blog for a very long period.Well I must say I haven't been free for a very long time either.I can't remember the last time I slept in(excluding the day I was unwell).But if I'm free this Saturday I might.I'm doing poorly in my Math now,I can't seem to get Algebraic Expressions.They drive me up the wall.I can't stand them.Yet funnily enough that's what I love about Math the fact that it's enough to make you go loco,the challenge.Makes me want to 'defeat' it even more.Haha.I cannot seem to get the hang of Geography and History...don't even get me there.Oh well,I'll just carry on and stay in Cengal....Chyeah right.I'm going to work my butt off this year so that I can get into Batai or any other 'B' class.I don't think I can survive another year without my Cyrenz or my Twilights when I start breaking down before the 3rd month.But I'll rant about that some other time when I'm free.Which I'm not.I'm actually online to do research for my debate,which is on this Wednesday.Oh yeah did I mention it's against Angsana.Yeah.AND oh did I ALSO MENTION that it's SOPHIA ALIZA,ABHILASH,ALEX AND JACLYN(hope I spelled it right) I'M AGAINST?Uhhuh yeah,so totally screwed.
Anyway this Saturday it's Kak Trina's suprise party her fab 15,imagine that.And it seems like only yesterday we were the 'babys' of the Sujak's forever playing and pulling each others hair.Not to mention the hitting and slapping.Moving on.The theme was initially supposed to be Purple Masquerade but I changed it to the next best thing as she wants that for her sweet sixteen if,Insyahallah she gets.
The theme is....
CHICAGO!!!!
OH YEAH.
ALL BROADWAY,BABY.
WITH THE SUITS AND THE MARILYN MONROE DRESSES AND FEDORAS...
AND ALL THAT JAZZ!!!
oh and all those sleazy acts with skirts so short they give a new meaning to 'get down with it'(pun not intended)
Well the whole family's excited.I mean the whole jingbang which includes,uncles aunties you get the picture.They're all looking forward to the ambience and the part where they get to dress up when they're 40-50.haha.which they normally don't get to.They love the idea.And so do Kak Trina's friends who are making 'special guest appereances'.I can't wait.I've finally planned my own party.With help of course.
Oh what am I wearing?
That you will see soon (: My mammy's a genius.She help me put it together.

The other day after a late lunch we were on the way home,we were all in the car.During the journey home I spotted something so touching.You know in those old school movies guys cycle around with their girlfriend in the front?Well I saw just that,on an old school bike.The girl whom the guy was courting then turned to face her boyfriend,smiled and kissed him on the lips and turned back.Apparently my parents saw that too.They smiled to each other and my mom leaned her head against my fathers shoulder.

Oh yes,love is most definitely in the air right now.

My brother as usual was not aware of anything,but I didn't bother to tell him.Eventhough this year I don't think I'll be having that moment,someday I will.I smiled and told myself Let them enjoy the moment,let them be young again.For if it really is love,it does live on forever...

I haven't been able to update my blog for a very long period.Well I must say I haven't been free for a very long time either.I can't remember the last time I slept in(excluding the day I was unwell).But if I'm free this Saturday I might.I'm doing poorly in my Math now,I can't seem to get Algebraic Expressions.They drive me up the wall.I can't stand them.Yet funnily enough that's what I love about Math the fact that it's enough to make you go loco,the challenge.Makes me want to 'defeat' it even more.Haha.I cannot seem to get the hang of Geography and History...don't even get me there.Oh well,I'll just carry on and stay in Cengal....Chyeah right.I'm going to work my butt off this year so that I can get into Batai or any other 'B' class.I don't think I can survive another year without my Cyrenz or my Twilights when I start breaking down before the 3rd month.But I'll rant about that some other time when I'm free.Which I'm not.I'm actually online to do research for my debate,which is on this Wednesday.Oh yeah did I mention it's against Angsana.Yeah.AND oh did I ALSO MENTION that it's SOPHIA ALIZA,ABHILASH,ALEX AND JACLYN(hope I spelled it right) I'M AGAINST?Uhhuh yeah,so totally screwed.
Anyway this Saturday it's Kak Trina's suprise party her fab 15,imagine that.And it seems like only yesterday we were the 'babys' of the Sujak's forever playing and pulling each others hair.Not to mention the hitting and slapping.Moving on.The theme was initially supposed to be Purple Masquerade but I changed it to the next best thing as she wants that for her sweet sixteen if,Insyahallah she gets.
The theme is....
CHICAGO!!!!
OH YEAH.
ALL BROADWAY,BABY.
WITH THE SUITS AND THE MARILYN MONROE DRESSES AND FEDORAS...
AND ALL THAT JAZZ!!!
oh and all those sleazy acts with skirts so short they give a new meaning to 'get down with it'(pun not intended)
Well the whole family's excited.I mean the whole jingbang which includes,uncles aunties you get the picture.They're all looking forward to the ambience and the part where they get to dress up when they're 40-50.haha.which they normally don't get to.They love the idea.And so do Kak Trina's friends who are making 'special guest appereances'.I can't wait.I've finally planned my own party.With help of course.
Oh what am I wearing?
That you will see soon (: My mammy's a genius.She help me put it together.

The other day after a late lunch we were on the way home,we were all in the car.During the journey home I spotted something so touching.You know in those old school movies guys cycle around with their girlfriend in the front?Well I saw just that,on an old school bike.The girl whom the guy was couting then turned to face her boyfriend,smiled and kissed him on the lips and turned back.Apparently my parents saw that too.They smiled to each other and my mom leaned her head against my fathers shoulder.

Oh yes,love is most definitely in the air right now.

My brother as usual was not aware of anything,but I didn't bother to tell him.Eventhough this year I don't think I'll be having that moment,someday I will.I smiled and told myself Let them enjoy the moment,let them be young again.For if it really is love,it does lives on forever...

Take it back,take it all back now
the things I gave,like the the taste of my kiss on your lips
I miss that now
I can't try harder than I do
All the reasons I gave,excuses I made for you
I'm broken in two...


(yes I feel like this right now.)
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Been a while since I've updated will do a.s.a.p
Cos I gotta get ready for school
Daena loves you (:

Hellowie (:
I miss saying that,I used to say it all the time in primary with SMEEkins.
Anywho,
I'm pretty sure we've all had our fair share of embarassing moments.But I noticed for a fact that I usually do something really embarassing when I'm tired.It's like I'm higher than usual.

Example
I was out with my cousins one time.I hadn't had enough sleep the night before,misleading to lack of sleep,tiredness etc.At that particular moment I saw this really superly hott guy on the escalators.Out of the blue I start waving and shouting

"BYE BYE HOTT GUYYYYYY!!!!"

...but I don't realise it until my cousins asked me profusely.

"What in the name of God do you think your doing?"

Embarassing huh?Plus I didn't even know I did it.
Pfffttt
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It's New Years Eve,and Hari Raya Qurban/Aidil Adha.I was invited to darling Ty's house but I only knew yesterday.Therefore plans were made earlier.So sorry Ty.I'd love to go but I can't.Try to have fun without me kay?which I know is logically impossible (:

But anyway...
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE IN READERLAND!!!!!

Especially my 21 fave people in the world.
You guys know who you are (:
Batai+Blau+Jati+Belian clan.

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50 random things
1.Cik Noor Aini is staying in DJ everyone.Whoopee!!!
2.I'm in my cousin's house on the com and everyone around me is asleep!=.="
3.Abang Nafik's photo was really hott (:
4.And one day I forgot when,where and how,he told me he knows Fazil.
5.I'm contemplating on whether to cut my hair.
6.Lately,I love my dreams.ALOT!
7.I miss the Delicious family.
8.I miss the Balautianz fam too:/
9.Aiyoh I miss alot of people lah kay?
10.I love surveys
11.I got new jeans :D
12.Hurin is next to me and she likes that guy who was in the newspaper for go karting (((:
13.She says no and that Kak Trina does.
14.I want the M.A.C lip tint that Kak Ina has.
15.I like perfume.
16.I'm gettin' pineapple Keds
17.I think I'm gonna hate 2 Cengal
18.Hur likes the colour blue.
19.Ika is a brat.
20.Kayra's really cute.
21.and she likes me better than she likes Sophie.hehehehe
22.If Dogg was a human instead of a cat I think he'd be really hot.
23.I like Italian food best.
24.Eva Green and Sienna Miller are GORGEOUS.
25.Lynettes husband is really hot.(Desperate Housewives)
26.I think I'm gonna celebrate my birthday with Nicole next year (:
27.Emo gay guys are yummy.haha.But I'm totally straight.
28.Justin from Desperate Housewives is soooooo drool worthy.
29.I love Gwen Stefani songs
30.Only limited songs I find imposibble to get sick of even after listening to it over and over again.TWO of them are Over my head-The Fray and You-Switchfoot.
31.I miss Tiwa Wiwa.
32.Hurin is very comfy!
33.I love pearls.They're pretty.
34.Meng Leong can you bring the Burberry sheepie for me (: oh and the perfume :D
35.Kington is really funny
36.I love Krishee's eyelashes.
37.I painted Jeremy Danker's fingernails bright PINK!
38.I miss KL childrens choir so much
39.Channing Tatum is Bi
40.Some of dreams are to have a walk in wardrobe and a tiara.hahhaa
41.I love the strum of Nick's guitar.
42.I love Nick even more.
43.Bindis are pretty
44.May En. Mohd Merah R.I.P
45.Sammi's addicted to DBSK.It's a korean band.
46.I haven't sent the photos to Kah Mun,Katrina and Sam.Whoops
47.Aunty Michelle is the prettier version of posh spice
48.I'm in great need to have a girly day in with Nicole,Sofie and Hapreet and Smee.
49.and Joyce,Esfern,Dee and Ry.
50.I really have to go cos Abang Ned is here AND IF HE READS THIS i'M DEAD!

Lemme tell you...I SPENT AGES WRITING THE MOST HEART WRENCHING POST EVER AND THEN BLOGGER JUST ERASED IT!Gahhhhh!!!!!What the fudge lah kay?!I'm friggin emo you know why?Cos Imma going to a class where I hardly now the people there.Of course you'll say Oh just make new friends but...it's not that easy.Easier said than done.But I liked it just the way it was before now it's all changed,rearranged.So if we're all rearranged does that mean our friendship changes too?
GAHHHHH!!!!I'm being emo again.

Eventhough we weren't super close this year.
You were always there for me before and even now.
I hope to make it up.
So,thanks..
for promising to sit with me on the first day and hold my hand if I'm scared (:
* * *
Encik Mohd. Merah,
You never really talked to me nor did you teach me.
But you subbed once and you were really funny and nice.
You made everyone laugh and was very friendly.
I guess under your tough stuff exterior you had to put up in front of us,
Your a really cool,nice person.

Rest in Peace.

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DAENA MARISSA!Shame on you!You're suppose to be asleep like a baby.Well it's not like I can help it though being and owl and all.Eventhough I know tomm I'm going to be the worst Santarina ever!I'll be like a zombie.That's right a zombie Santarina.What will I think of next.
* * *
I must really clean my room up.It's nearly 2007.Gosh I sucha a bum.But to me there isn't much of a point cause I like my room clean I really do but I kinda like it messy sometimes.It's cossier that way.hehe (:
Today,I made a bigo fool of myself in front of my troop leader.I asked him if I should cut my hair thinking he was a friend.Yes it was embarrassing thank you very much.
But I'm seriously contemplating on whether I should.Though I might cry when it gets chopped off,cos I was thinking of a bob.
New hairstyle,new year.
Totally make sense,no?
I miss tennis days with Treen.Oh and coachiecoach.teehee (:
Ok that was totally irrelevant but whatever laaaaa..
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Christmas is like the day after tommorow?Where have I been?

Dear Santa,
I've been quite a good girl this year.Ok well maybe not so :/ But anyway,it's not exactly gonna be a very good year next year cause I'm dropping class so could you cheer me up a lil?You wouldn't want me all emo on Chrissy do ya?Thought so (:
So I was wondering if you could help fufill my wishlist.Oh and anyone out there in readerland you can help too (:
Please&thank you..oh and much love (:,
Marissa

my wishlist
.to get into a good class
.more shoes (:
.ballet flats & heels(see above)
.a hummingbird tat
.anything that associates with hummin'birds and bambi (:
.a clean room :/
.my license(hehehehe)
.so I can have a mini cooper with a red with sparkles paint job
.or maybe 007's Aston Martin (:
.Mr Future Sex/Love Sounds(droolie drool drool)
.Max Theriot
.Channing Tatum
.Oliver'vampy hottie'Goodwill
.Prince William and/or Prince Harry
.my own princenope got that already (:
.Famous Amos Choco Chip cookies
.milk chocolate
.that really hot black Gucci frock Eva Green wears in Casino Royale
.Kak Eeva's white frock she wore to Abang Ned's birthday
.a fedora
.to sing with my 'family' again :'(
.oh...and a tiara! (((((:

ok the reason my list is so crappy is cause I'm half asleep right now.Will edit it soon.
Much love.

Whoopsie.Imma s'pose to be asleep now.Cos I have my job rehearsal tomm.Oh shit I haven't practiced the dance.shit shit shit.I'm toasted toast.toast Aiyoyo...
Neways please visit http://www.myspace.com/tornbywinter
the songs are amazing.
Thank you Iman (:
It's almost Christmas and I haven't even cleaned up my room yet.D'oh!Sucha a procastinator.Sigh I can't help it that I'm fab but lazee can I?hahaha
But I'll clean up a lil before X'mas.Oh snap and my school books gotta be wrapped.wait so do the Chrissy pressies.Aiyah I'm matified la!!!!
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Imma happy happy girl!!!Oh yes I am.Cause my wonderful cousin Wan Fatin Atira is gonna get me my Keds!!!!Pineapple Keds ok?Pretty stuff no?(: But(yes but...)It's a friggin RM180($60 aussies)and I have to pay with my own cash.Phooeeee... :'(
FYI top post was posted yesterday aite?
Tomm'z Chrissy Eve I totally can't wait.Tried on the costumes today.You'll see (:
I'm gonna dance till the break of dawn baby and media's gonna be there.All I have to do is stand there,smile and be me.Oh and hope for a partying talent scout to find me.Oh and I got back my cameo too..so in atha words I'm a happy girl.
* * *
Dear God,
Please...
ohpleaseohpleaseohpleaseohplease...
let baby do well...even win.

Amin/Amen










Ok my brother wans to use the com cause we're at my cousin's and yeah.more when I get home.
Much love.

Fashion is about what you wear.Style is about how you live your life-Ralph Lauren.

The guy's a genius I say.Ok I can't really blog right now.Lacking of time and I need time.I'll tell you about a weird dream I had next post.It's long and dejavu-ish.Kan Meng Leong (: Anyway I'm gonna work in Souled Out on Chrissy day.Imma Santarina (: and I'm gettin 50 bucks for followin Santa around.hahahaha.Me and Sammi.So tomm's our first meeting.Oh and on Chrissy eve come over at night.I'll be there.Come on please...I know you want to (:
Anyway will blog more sooooon.Have to get up early for training.

I blow kisses!

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DANCE....


BOOGIEWONDERLAND!!!

You dont have to be beautiful to turn me on. I just need ur body baby from dusk till dawn.You dont need experience to turn me out.You just leave it all up to me.You don't have to be rich to be my pearl.You dont have to be cool to rule my world and no particular song or compatible wit.I just want your hand....

I think I'm about pretty addicted to Happy Feet.But can you blame me?Adorable penguins singing and one particular one dancing.Who can resist?I'm pretty sure most of ya'll will want my head right now.I haven't been updating as often as I should.But I don't have any connection so I using Kak Ina's (:Yesterday was Kris and Abang Ned's party and Abang Ned's was in some hotel and me and my cousins around my age well we couldn't go cause Abang said he didn't want us to see him stoned.M'kay abang...We couldn't go cause there were drinks and all so yeah.But we made him a gorge card which i will update soon.He was out so we went to Titaz which is opposite Kak Trina'z(Kak Ina) house.And when he turned on the lights Rasy spun around the computer chair in his room and said "Good Evening 007" and Abang Nabil was like What the Hell? but Abang Ned was in awe.Not a common sight tfor the mafia of the family.but we had our own party for my baby Kris.My brother is officially ten!!!Baby,che che loves you so much you don't ewven know.and I don't know why I'm even typing this cause you never read my blog and I don't think I want you to but you mean so much to che che. I think even though we fight all the time when I don't get to see my adik I wanna cry.So thats why sometyimes che che is o mumsy to you ohkay.Oh chec he loves you!!!!

Ohkay...anyway.You know its almost about Christmas when people start watching Love Actually,which is my must watch Christmas movie which I watch without fail every year, and Home Alone and stuff like that.You start cravinbg for turkey and roast beef with gravy,the malls become cheerier,you absolutely NEED to buy stuff and you get that tingly feeling often :] well thats to me anyway.Last year me,Nikki,Jo,Jyen,Mel,Justin,Vin and some other SKTMerS PLUS THE KkLCHILDRENS CHOIR collaborated with the MPO!!Oh yeah and that Alice Smiths International Shit...oooppss...I meant school,for a Chrssy show.Which was so much fun.Who could forget the fun LRT rides where me,jyen and jo played a game on the LRT and Jo nearly fell on a baby =.=" I know.But Ryui Bynn grabbed my hand when I fell once.I was like"Oh my God.If its a dream don't wake me up"and Jo and Jyen were giggling cos they saw SOMEONE jeleous (: and he even gave me his ticket.Which I stilluse as a bookmark.But I have no feelings besides friendship towards him now.And I sware if he reads this I will die.And those awesome trips t...you won't guess Petrosains.HAHAHAH.Cause practice was at the hall which was in KLCC so while practice our moms would shop and after that Ryui Bynn took us to PETROSAINS and we were doing stupid things and having so much fun.and after that we ate.Practicing alone in the hall was breath traking.Its big and even without any deco at all its beautiful.It just has that peaceful vibe.And our conductor which I know my choir mates are gonna slap me but I forgot his name was so friendly and nice and hes an amzing conductor.The MPO which stands for Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra in case you don't know were quite friendly.And during break they had cookies and juice (: and DUNKIN DONUTS.which after along time I was so sick of em.Inside the box was a carton of juice,a crossiont sandwich and a donut.And Nikki had a thing for sniffing bread.She was like"Eurgh the bread stinks!"
Then Jo was like"You go smell for what?"Five seconds later"OMG!nIKKI IT DOES STINK LA!!!"smart la you Jo.And Jo could never open her carton of juice and always wanted to switch with Jyen cos Jyen always got the yummy ones and she got the ones like guava and stuff she didnt want.And as it got nearer to the show we got our clothes ready which was a black skirt and white office shirt and a little tinsel to be worn around the neck tie part.WSo it was ohkaybut the Alice Smiths didn't tie up their hair when thewy were suppose to,wore stuff they weren't suppose to,made tons of noise(ok the KLcc's are a boisterous lot but we control),and worse to worse were a bunch of snobbish know it alls who refused to smile let alone communicate at all.Most of them.If we looked and said hi or smile teyd either turn away or wave half heartedly.Just because they come from an International school.Hello no offence but they arent the best singers (niether are the Klcc's but were pretty darn good too :)But they are supposedly suppose to have better diction than us.Go to Hell.OOOppsss...But not like we really cared.They're loss.Me,Nikki and Mels were super close and we were the Justin's Angels (: We had so much fun just talking crap and deep stuff and whatever that came to mind.And Jo and Jyen were so funny.We'd all be like "Right.ok uhuh.yeah"Then Jyen would go"Huh?hah?what?woi!!!!tell me la!wei wat!tell!!!"Orang pengacau saje.Love you anyway hun.And Jo will think of random weird stuff like"Hey letsa go hit the drums" "Eh lets go can can in the middle" "Lets go say hi to the hot trumpeter" "Eh lewts skip practice and go shop"haha...And we even exchanged Christmas presents among ourselves.Ones that I will cherish forever!!!!Nikki I keep all my earrings in the doll girl case you bought me,Melsa I wear those earrings alot kay,the cute golden pup,Jo I sleep with Nicky every night kay,Jyen The nail polish you bought me is on my toes right now (: and so on...It was one of the most Meaningful events thats ever to me.I wouldn't trade it for the world.During the whole thing we laughed till we cried,we cried and made each other laugh,we fought but were cool and I pray our friendship will remain eternally.

Ohkay you can pass the sick bucket now.whatever.but I love em to muchy wuchy kan?
Oh shit I haven't even started Christmas shopping and I'm never late when it comes to Chrsitmas and its sale time.Well anyway plan for Chrissy.Spose to become a santarina at SOULed OUT and aunty michelle approved but mammy didn't when she found out it was all night since we might get 'disturbed' by the older man if you know what I mean.Last year some guy danced with me on stage and it was kinda a teensy itsy bitsy teeny weeny bit of dirty dancing.So yeah.But Sammikins is so despo for cash shes like"I don't mind working all night.Just as long as I getta dance at the end of the night.im despo for the $$$$"and why you ask?to buy her 'husbands's' cd's and albums.Dong!Sam your sucha spaz babe.I got my Chrsitmas dress already!!!!*squee*ahmm its kinda late.will updato tommorow.Ry just sent me the vid of me her,nick and derr with our shoelaces tied on the last day of schol walking around the compund.hahahaloves all.

Quote of the moment:"Anything sexy Derrick?"
"Duhh me la!"

But do you know wehn you go,I fall apart-The Good Kind(The Wreckers)

Bran's party is tomorrow.Whoopee!!!Imma going as..well you'll find out soon enough.God you know the song cry me a river by Justin Timberlake well...Lost prophets have done like a slight punk/rock version.It's not as good as the ori one but its nice.Teddy Geiger's eyes are so gorgeous mann...I wanna go Club Med!!!!GAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

I got this from a random blog

50 Random Things about Me
1.I wear glasses and contacts and I like my hair when it listens to me
2.I represented my primary school in rhythmic gymnastics and won third place for ribbon in the whole of Selangor and I wanted to be a national rhythmic gymnast/runner before
3.Derrick's tennis racquet is the same line as Trina and I but his is Wilson's NCODE N6 but ours is Wilson's NCODE N3.His also like so pro in tennis and is ranked 40 something in the entire Malaysia.Imma so jeleous
4.I'm very proud of my family(imediate and relatives and all)espicailly us Sujaks' cos we're loud and we're proud.I'm also very proud of my roots
5.I love frangipanis and roses
6.I hate Barney.Once I had a toy one and I used to scissors to cut his head off
7.I wanna dye or get red highlights
8.I love my(our-Trina)new tennis racquet.*swoon*
9.I use old dried up roses as bookmarks and I like vintage stuff makes me feel...unique
10.I wanna pierce my navel and my top of the ear
11.I absolutely love the Adidas by Stella McCartney line.Her tennis dresses are to die for
12.Maria Kirilenko and Maria Sharapova are my tennis idols
13.Performing is what I do and attention is what I crave for and sports is definitely my thang
14.I love photography and I express myself through words.Especially through my writing
15.I love Haagen Dazs's macadamia nut and Belgian chocolate ice cream and I love Baskin's too
16.I'm not picky with my food but I adore Italian.Close in second is a tie between carbs,protein and sugar stuff
17.Kak Trina's black 'rockstar-ish' belt is still with me and I still use it.I borrowed it since Cheer 2006
18.Tira is like my stylist.Whenever I tell her I'm going to a party or whatever she'll organise an outfit for me complete with accesories and she'll even offer to do my hair and make up for me.I feel so blessed to have her as a cousin
19.I currently have Tira's black velvet hairband,her butterfly earrings,her black no power sexy glasses,her black dress and her LOREAL peach lipgloss(which I'm still not sure if it's hers or mine)with me
20.It's been nearly two months [:
21.I love Yasmin Ahmad's movies.Her movies Sepet and Sepet 2:Gubra always make me cry in a touching,sad,smart kind of way.I recommend her movies highly
22.The present that me and Esther bought or Jo is so cute I'm kinda tempted to keep it for myself [:
23.This year's my baju raya kinda really pretty
24.My favourite Disney princess is The Little Mermaid
25.I love classics like pearls,sillhoutte necklaces,record players,Breakfast at Tiffany's,gentlemen...
26.Yesterday I watched Evanescence's Call Me When You're Sober video 7 times on tv just to oggle at Oliver Goodwill,his bad boy/vampire look and captivating naughty eyes.
27.Nicholas Kwek Thiam Chye is like a little bit of Heaven on Earth (:
28.Peter Wentz,Max Theiriot,the school boy from The Fray's Over My Head vid(which is the lead singers brother)and Gerald from My Chemical Romance are the hotties that came in second.
29.I'm a sucker for anything acoustic and boys with guitars and drums really turn me on.Music is a powerful thing.It can overwhelm you with sadness,joy,frustration,anger whatever..And I don't miss Nikki anymore cos I see her every Saturday and/or Sunday andas it's getting nearer to the 19th of November..even more!heh ILU Nikki (:
30.I used to take ice skating lessons with Sammi
31.For some reason I love icons
32.When I'm bored I read random blogs and there are actually a few I'm kinda addicted too
33.I want the new MOTOROLA KRZR!
34.I love The Fray's How To Save a Life.Listen and understand the lyrics.It really touches you
35.The groom from PANIC at the Disco!'s I write sins not tragedies vid is kinda cute.I love their songs
36.I LOVE TIARAS!!!!Oh and chocolate!
37.Derrick owes me Baskins and he learnt a new word from me.Gah.I learnt a new word from him too...well not really new..RAWR!
38.I really need to lose my tummy and I also really need to remember to write in my diary
39.I love this quote:was that an earthquake or did I just rock your world?
40.I like it retro.GREASE!haha Sandra Dee,Ry and Krish!
41.I love doing those jumps/leaps with Dee (:
42.I really miss my friends,especially Joyce and them people whom I didn't get to see at all during the hols.Eventhough it's only been a week it seemed so long
43.Abang Ned is like in the MAFIA.If he finds out any of us(my girl cousins and I)have boyfriends he'd kill the guy first THEN us.He'll constantly ask for your phone outta the blue.Same with Abang Nafik.
44.I like diamonds.Those beautiful sparkly ice are my birthstone
45.Ash is gonna kill me cos I forgot to ask my parents about the SSMC Youth Camp
46.I really believe in all this feng shui,astrology,element kinda mumbo jumbo.It's really true.My element is FIRE!!! and I love the colour red too!
47.I love felines especially Big Cats...aww screw I have a soft spot for all animals
48.I'm lovin' Kaci Brown's and Sarah McLaughlin's songs and now Imma adicted to Planetshaker's Always and Forever
49.I really miss Tok Bak,my grandpa )': he died
50.Babe,I miss you...


No dumb stuff like I love my family and friends and God cos whats the use of wasting three good spaces.You have to be like a really special kind of stupid to not love your family,friends and God.This has actually been kinda fun.Imma gona do this more often

First day of Raya TOTALE:RM 750

Today's the first day of Raya.Bloddy exhausted.*pant pant*No mood to post about it ok.But I promise a post on Rya ok.Complete with pictures and shitz yo.Pinkie promise.Blogger was being such a bitch the other day.But now she's a good girl.Well I think she's a girl.I'm addicted to Planetshaker's Always and Forever.To all Malaysian's Selamat Hari Raya!!!!The bed is calling me.I have to go or else I can't wake up for another money collecting session..I mean quality family and friends get together. ;) Have...to...reach..bed..before...collapse..*touches bed and collapses*

I'm not just a princess...I'm YOUR princess

You know sometimes a bad mood can really bring you down.I know it brought me down anyway.I'm definitely not gonna be a full time model maybe just for fun...if I actually 'berlayak'.With Nikki.Kan Nikki?(shut up about,'I'm taller than you'thing kay Nic cos I'm aware of that but I'll be able kays!!haha i l u banyak banyak)Ohkay skip the career thing.There's more important things to get on with..

First things first...

Our dear friend Mr.Yap Tyron is going to Bali.I know Imma sangat the jeleous too.(Let's all go jump into his suitcase!!)How lucky...The captivating sunset and sunrise,walks on the beach,powder sand beneath your toes,crystal clear waters,beautiful shells,breath taking sights(somehow that seemed like it came outta a love novel.harhar)
But...he promised gorgeous pictures from his personal sessions of camwhoring as said on his blog.Oh and he promised me a gift.Ty you promised (: and I don't mind the gift you suggested.haha.Have funn Tyronnie!!!I'll miss youuuuuuuuuuuuu.We'll all miss you!!Won't we...Right?Won't we?! =.="

Alrighty,yo.It's October.This is the damn-I'm-going-so-broke month.But I guess it's worth it kan?To Wong Jyen Yiee,Joanna Wong Kae Ling,Adrian Khoo Kah Wei,Krishantini Mahendren,Lum Meng Leong and Cassandra Tam.I promise promise promise to do a little write up about you all 'sempena' our birthday.I know most of you your birthday is over and I'm such a loser for not getting presents.Sorry sorry.Will get them ohkay?To those who's birthday's are on the way you'll get gifts too ok.I'll get to it when I have time ohkay cos time is certainly not what I have right now.Just list down something reasonable in the cbox...But those who prefer not to do that...You guys love candy right?

Oh and I didn't get to Krish's b'day at OU today.The parents.Sigh what can I do.Krishee honey I promise promise we will go out together gether ohkay and I belanja you makan and buy you a gift ok honey.I owe you a gift,a hug and an apology.Once again I'm soooooooooooooooo sorry.ILU banyak banyak.Sorry Ms. World 2013 (: happy 13th birthday krisheekins!!!!!!!!!

I know Raya is around the corner.ok its tomorrow.but you'll have to wait to see the first day tomm (:.I'll be posting about the preparations for the triple B's halloween party.At first I wanted to be a whollotta things like....
















a hot scholar ala Britney Spears (:

Ms. Putrina suggested it cos she says I have those sexy glasses I can pair up with.



next she also suggested a Playboy bunny.
"Yeah just go to a lingerie store get a corset,thights and bunny ears.Oh and the bow tie and shirt cuffs!!!"
=.=' you have issues Kak Trin.Though I have to admit it was kinda cute.
And guess what the Playmate in the picture's name is?

Give up...
Deanna Brooke

Yeah...SOMEONE thinks its a big conincidence.Nah not really.I'm Daena she's Deanna.
Moving on..

Marissa:the boy slayer (lousy nickname by Ry Ann (; )


This is one of my faves.TINKERBELL!!!!not Paris's dog you moron.

I'll be Tinkerbell and you'll be Peterpan and we'll fly away to Never Never land...

:} but Tink's a blonde...Maybe I can borrow Annies wig next year.haha

and do any of you know the old show 'I Dream of Genie'?



I love the show especially when she twitches her nose!!!
I think she's aweosme.

I have currently torn between two right now.No telling what.It's a suprise but.Heh heh.

Oh yeah especially for Nicole Chin Yin Ling
Thanks for the photo on the blog.Hell yeah I was smiling.Girl I dunno what I'd do without you.

just a lil something for the starlet



just incase u wanted to become an ice princess (:


oh and about the title..






the prince the princess

like duh....

tomorrow's Raya...there'll be a post (: and on behalf of the Sujak's (We're loud and we're proud)Selamat DeepaRaya to all Malaysians.We live in a multi racial community.Love it and embrace.share it.

I've fallen..
I have sunk so low..
I've messed up..
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so..

Sarah McLaughlin-Fallen

Dear God,
PLEASE END MY LIFE.PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY.

Thank you

Just a little shout out.Thanks for being there for me.Always being my pillar of strength.Everytime I cry you cry too.Everytime I laugh you laugh too.Your mom's like my mommy too(haha).We can say anything and everything to each other.You're so open to me and I'm so open to you.There are no secrets between us.It's amazing that we're so close and the fact that we're almost so alike even scares me sometimes.And even though we fight,which is like almost once in three days,it's always about something stupid which we will forgive each other in two minutes.The most is a day.Whether its a secret,some advice,word of caution,somethings I need to let out you're always there to lend an ear.Never too tired or too busy.Even when I'm crying I don't how you make me laugh but you always do.So I wanna say thank you for anything and evrything.For being there for me now and always.

NICOLE CHIN YIN LING ILU!!! <3

you know you look hott in that picture ohkay.

and to all the awesome people out there.I LOVE YOU GUYS A BAJILLION TOO!!!!
(is there a bajillion?)


Went out to buy Raya clothes today.Shopping is serious bussiness ohkay.Very tiring especially if you're fasting as well.FIRST we(me family)went to Subang Parade.I tell you theres like no parking there.We parked at Wisma Consplant which is like opposite.I didn't get anything there.None of us did.There's actually ALOT of choices over there.I totally recommend going there if you haven't got your Raya stuff yet and your now rushin rushing.But I didn't like anything over there.Yesterday we went to Bangsar and Bangsar Village.OMG if you go to Bangsar Village go to those like 'stalls' which sells the raya clothes.There was this one top which was you know those see thru kebaya tops where you wear tubes or spaghetti straps in side.It was beautiful beautiful powder blue with floral designs and some beads here and there and then you could tie it up.It's SOOOOOOOOOOO nice.But there was this even nicer one white,floral designs and pink beads.But mammy said look around.Decided to leave it cos it was rather pricey.After Subang Parade we went to OU.First we stopped at uh hat shope whats it called Abang johari...is it?Something like that.And there was this magenta pink kimono like kebaya top.It was darn nice but when I tried it on it was sooooo big.After that we went to Noor Arfan I think and nothing there either.Then we went to Silk Closet and immediatly I fell in love with this super the duper powder baby blue.Its like the lightest baby blue ever.With peach floral and butterfly designs on it plus a dash of beads.It so pretty and...I got it.Yay!!!Mommy went to Bill Keith and he was there himself and was kinda telling mommy to come back and he can hand draw what design and colour she wants.At first I was feeling kinda outta place there cos the people there were all rich tai tais who definitely knew him cos they were speaking to him like dear friends.He's probably like the Jimmy Choos of baju kebaya,kurung,batik stuff, and uber cute batik dresses.The baby doll dresses are so nice and so expensive.There was one baby doll in dark violet and it was likr RM 1.168.I was like OMG man almost two thousand smackeroonies.Mammy got this really pretty one there.Its like fish tailed,like a mermaid.Me and mammy are coming there again to match the other top with the batik cloth but I have to bring the top there.We went to Nose and I got this pair of really cute Gold ballet flat heels.Really cute.There was this plain black strappy one which was really hot but when I asked for size six.Sorry only size seven.Grrrrrrr...I even went into Charmain and Vincci no nice black ones.Phoooey.But I guess thats the fun part of THE BEGINNING of Raya.All the pampering and the shopping heh heh.But it depends on my mood sometimes I have really no mood to shop.

Argh my body really hurts hurts HURTS.Cos of scouts.Especially cos when we did tug of war,Mr Macho and gang pulled so hard Mr. Patrol Leader fell and so did everyone on our team.I was like upside down mann.When they won still pulling and Ser Siang fell on me.=.=" Owww...But I guess all this torture must have some good in it.I feel a toned tummy on the way.

Toodles.