marshmallows in the sky

Each new shape is quite amusing:
Puffs to great majestic towers
Building for their loving gift
To bless the earth with vital showers.

My baby daughter is going to as fabulous as that

"That's why her hair is so big,IT'S FULL OF SECRETS!"

MEAN GIRLS 4 EVER!

Apparently you get better orgasms when you need to pee.

WHO THE HELL HOLDS THEIR PEE WHEN THEY'RE GETTING IT ON?!

On another note:

What if you pee at that moment?

"Come on, what would I do without you?"

I think my main problem is that I always expect a safety net at the bottom of every one of my jumps.

I like to aim at the prettiest stars right on top.

The ones that glitter the brightest in the pitch dark of the sky.

But when I can't reach it,I don't seem to want to suffice to the little ones at the bottom.

I don't know why,they glimmer too.

And sometimes they also shine the brightest.

Whilst the one at the top burns into silver ashes.

Alike my dreams.

It would be unfair if not utterly selfish for me to stay undecided.

But it is what I am.

In the coziest corners of the night,as my mind gently prods it's way through the galaxy.

I drift of and I think of...

You.

I just reread (SEE:stalk) Emily's old posts in her blog.

And just realized...

TWO of her post titles have Deryk Quah's name in them.

If I were him I would be afraid.

Be very afraid.

What was left of Michelle's mani on my stubby boy fingers(2009)

Is everyone as afraid to wake up as I am, or have they left me quietly,afraid to wake me

Really sucks

When you can't even paint your nails with the clear coat right.

When you can feel that roll of tummy.

That you can't sleep

But you can't do your Physics either cos you have no clue what to do

That you are undeniably lost

That you want to run away

But you know you will run back

How long will this crash and burn?

I don't know what holidays do to a person but I feel as if they transform you by the end of each one.

Usually the toll's pretty insignificant but after a while, you'll be able to go:

"Where did I go?"

And back at school while the hawks are trying to stuff every little bit of insignificant knowledge into our tiny over productive minds, I just blank out.

I zone out and notice really small things, like

Michelle looks so pretty with bangs.

That Shaz has amazing complexion (he even glows)

Trina sticks her tongue out a little when she's REALLY into her work

For someone with that IQ level Ke Li sure likes to sleep in class a lot

Derrick does have cute hair when the fringe isn't thin, OH SO THATS WHY HIS HAIR WASN'T THAT NICE BEFORE

Kamal's smile really can make you heeehehhhheheheh

How Krish cracks her knuckles when she's paying attention/reading her own notes/nodding her head

Sher Nie can sleep and smile at the same time (?)

Emily is so pretty with her hair up

Ashley is like a MUCH nicer version Regina from MeanGirls, just that she's Asian.

'Blood is thicker than water'

I really had no clue we bred liars as well.

I've seen the fair share of drama that we've been through-I KNOW,it runs in the family.

But seriously? I mean I know cocky. It's in our genetic code. Pride and ego, please don't deny.

I REALLY don't care if you've done planks before and think :

"OH I bet you guys haven't done them before, you just seemed like it," because honestly I really don't care.

And there you go propogating your "family first" bull shit.

If you don't know how to use "Parents(in our case FAMILY),God,Sweat" PLEASE divert yourself from even USING the word.

Because all that's coming out of it is one big hypocritical mess which I honestly don't want to be a part of.

I love you to death and you know that it will always be that way.

But I honestly cannot take the fake faux expressions that you give me.

To what? Simply sugarcoat and sprinkle your words with glitter and magical rainbows?

Because that's going to make everything better.

Honestly being older,I felt you had more sense in that.

The point is the decisions you made just dawned upon me that you don't see beyond the looking glass.

People out there love you with a choice.

We,I,love you because we're blood and flesh.

Dita.

Dita Von Tesse's kitchen. MAD

I CAN SMELL BROADWAY

I am so tired but there are books piling up before my eyes,le sigh.

K told me about SATs today,cos his sister

(who got first class honours at Harvard ON A FULL PAID SCHOLARSHIP! sends shivers up my spine just writing it!)

took it and it's basically...

math+ English.

I don't mean to sound totally pompous but...

HELLO THIS IZ MA CALLING.

I LOVE English. I think it's a wonderful language and I enjoy writing/reading/literature&all that jazz. But I'm just okay at it.

And apparently the math is FormThree shizzles well plus a tinge of modern math BUT NO ADD MATH falalalallala.

And yeah yeah yeah the questions are tricky& my math isn't close to Terry's (HEHE tuition reference!) but..pros outweigh the cons here anytime.

JUST TWO SUBJECTS.

I belong there.

Cannot wait till SPM is six feet under #%!^!&!@$

Sleep or study. Study or sleep.

My eyelids are about to cave

This reminds me of Sandy. Or was it Em. I can't recall.

HELLO LOVE (:

Just a lil' some some to make sure we don't go crazy during exams.

I am determined to make a few people smile tomorrow.

Let's wait and see

void.

I want to change the colour of my blog.

I want to change the template.

I want to change my picture.

I want to change my blog caption.

But then again,

I want to change my face

I want to change my body

I want to change my intelligence

Human beings will never be satisfied.Never

you hit me once,I hit you back,

you gave a kick,I gave a slap

you broke a plate over my head,Then I set fire to our bed.

Hi IDA.

If you are reading this. Leave me a comment and your email! It's so hard to keep contact with you!

xx

I'm outdated but..

I want to watch:-

• UP
• Elvis and Annabelle
• FAME
• Valentines Day
• AVATAR 3D (I know it's not showing anymore,shut up)
• St. Elmos Fire
• Grease (again)
• Footloose (again)
• The entire Pirates of The Carribean saga (I know your mouths are totally gaped open, shut up)
• The Lovely Bones

I think thats about it. Anyone kind enough to spare me their DVDs?

Totally want to watch UP. Aww the boy reminds me of my brother.

I love Adam Lambert because only HE'D do THIS. Would K.Allen? Didn't think so.

Imagine if we got together. We could share our make up and do each others hair and nails together. AWW.

The photos make me crave Krispy Kremes. UH?

"QUick everyone hold Krish and Rowy up!"

Please excuse my "not there" expression. Was too intently staring at somebody else's YOUNGER man (AHAHA HOHO!)

My class is the light of my world.

They drive me up the wall but always manage to land straight into my heart (':

Ms. Halfway

Last week of school to Chinese New Year.

My brother has the perfect excuse for not doing his homework.

"Teacher,my dog ate my glasses."

Yes my dog did