NO!!!!!Have you heard?1 Batai has to change class.Our class has been installed with a projecter & Pn. Betty says she loves us so much.She's going to change our class.She says because she loves us.bullshit.With all due respect Pn. Betty your a great teacher and I respect you 100 percent and we all in 1 Batai love you so.But change our class why?She plans to move us to 4 Angsana.but some people seem happy!!!!I on the other hand am not happy at all.most people aren't actually.We've shared our best and worst moments of the year in 1 Batai.Sure we fight...But what family doesn't fight.In 1 Batai everyone is family.Yes,Trina everyone.That means our-secret-weapon-to-hitting-the-ball-person too.And parting with our friends in Balau adds up to another heartache.We've had so many laughs in that class.So much love and joy.I tell just walking in there and just staying there makes you feel all goose bumpy and tingly.Cos its full of the love and joy we've got.Plus also with the help of CF,our class must be pretty holy.haha.no seriously.you'll feel the warmth and the warn in kinda feeling in our class.and it took us 8 months to get used to our class.we don't have much time to get used to our next.I swear I sound like a parent whose daughter just got pregnant but what to do.I fcukinglove my class!sure i still have everyone in 1 batai.but the memories will remain in the class forever.Were not sure when she wants to change us but all the bulletins have been taken down.Just in case.mammy dearest said she'll bake a cake for Pn. Betty so she can consider about changing our class.Oh mammy I love you.
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on the lighter note...

honestly my dad.the other day i was deeply engrossed in another novel and he was all high and mighty'"See?"he said flexing his muscles.
"*yawn*wow papa...so impressive,"trying to sound as bored as possible.
"see.your papa so strong,"
I get irritated by that sometimes.Honestly my dad is a little kid trapped in a grown man's body.he pesters me to download justin timberlake,nelly and beyonce for him.basically r&b and anything with a good beat.I call him peterpan.the boy who never grew up (:
I put on my borest voice and say"Papa my form 4 scouters are so much stronger than you,"
"No la.Please.Nonsense.Who are they?"
"Yes.Really.they are...(I used quite alot of names =) )I think they get strong from all the sports they play and all the push ups they do,"
"Darling*he calls my mam*your daughter is mixing with form 4 boys,"
"Papa don't change the subject.It's nothing wrong.Their just my friends/scouters"
then he humphed and stuck his toungue out at me.
Yeah dad.Real mature.
But I think my papa's mighty fit for his age.
Awwwwwww...I love you anyway papa.Even if you're peterpan. :)
Hey you're birthday's a comin'.26th of October.
Honestly I think everything is so nearby.The other day I was thinking about Christmas and christmas shopping.p.s. sam we have to remind auntie michelle.we're gonna be 'soul ed out's 'santarinas remember.hello cheesy santarina outfits and dancing all night long =) And raya is just around the corner.(well to me it is)duit raya!baju kebaya!fooooood! :) Gosh food makes me so happy!Mammy says I eat boy portions of food.

"Marissa you eat guy porpotions of food,"
*grins sheepishly*
"well at least you have an appetite.but you must learn to eat like a lady,"
"But mammy eating is all the same you just devour the food,"
"But ladies takeall bites,"
"But I'm hungry and I'm not a lady.I'm still a girl,"
"No no...small bites,"
*grrrrrr*
Oh mammy I'm not mad at you.ever.I'll take small bites when I'm in public.Promise.But I can't change the porpotion part.Guys like girls who eat anyway right?
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Mammy,
I love you so much.But maybe its just this year.We haven't really been getting along.When we're getting along,we get along great(even though you 'steal' my clothes and shoes and everyhting else,but then again i do it too :) )but we've been fighting more often this year.I want o speak up but if I do I always think I'm answering back.Or maybe you haven't been hearing me out.Maybe thats why I'm a little secretive this year.But I can promise EVERYTHING IN THE LOVE DEPARTMENT GOES STRAIGHT TO YOU.but maybe its me.I guess i've been rebelling a little but mammy I need you to hear me out and agree.like we used to.It's hard to tell you things sometimes.Unsure of whether you want to hear it or not.I've got the bestest friends but when I need to cry everything off its like we're both to busy.I'm too busy to cry and you're to busy to listen.So I lock everything up.and when I WANT TO LET IT OUT LATER ON i CAN'T.I don't know who I can just cry on anymore.there are so many things i need to let out but I don't know on who.you spend most of your time with lil bro sending him for tuition and school.I'm on transport.We hardly 'talk' anymore.It's like we don't know each other anymore.I need someone to cry on....My mammy is very busy and my friends need their own life.it's either they don't notice or don't care.it's hard locking something in you when you want it out.but what if you haven't a choice and you don't know what to do.all you can do is wipe your eyes dry and tell your self to be strong.big boys don't cry.maybe so.i'm not a boy but i can't show weaknesses.whatever happens.....love you mammy.

m u s i c

Have you ever(ever)had a song that stuck in your head and you could never seem to forget about it even after you've tried,really hard to forget it.It's like somewhere in the Cosmos it was just made to stay in your head and replay over,over,over,over,over OVER AND OVER AGAIN.BUT(but)somehow you don't get sick of it ever.Even after your neighbour in class has gone,"God when are you going to stop singing that song!No offence but aren't you tired of it?"No suprisingly no.Some people get sick of the song replayng in your head(no shit.who wouldn't?).You even try to make a mental note to forget the song.Forget it,bury it and never sing it again.But suprisingly I don't.I just feel that there should be a reason the particular song is stuck in your head.
Honestly speaking,you can tell ALOT about the person by the song he's singing.He or she coud be singing 'Shake It Off' cos they're currently facing some relationship issues.But just don't assume.It doesn't mean if someones singing 'Gold Digger' the person is one.You also have to look at the person.Actions show alot.Look out for unobvious signs and when the person sngs this song does he look happier or sadder?Does he emphasize on a certain word?Sometimes a song can be completely off the reason he is acting a certain way but a few words tell alot.
I can't get enough of The Fray's Over My Head.It's been in my head for about 2 months ad counting.It's sorta like my comfort song.If I'm angry I sing it.If I'm hapy I sing it.If I have absolutely no idea how I feel.Yeah I sing it too.Music can do alot to a person.It just completes who you are.Its part of your identity.Without music there is no life.Honestly who can live without music.God,I love Over My Head.Well I'll post something else later I'm actually s'pose to be doing my homework.Ta.Oh,did I mention I LOVE Over M y Head :)

Defying gravity

How long has it been since I've last updated?A very long time I say.Well it is all due to the renovation that occured sometime ago in order for me to get my own room.So its done.I've my own room.Right,so.Let's get on.Chris,Libby and Fraser left.Well I think it's today.I was at kak Ina's showering and they'd left.Aww.I was hoping for a a BIG group picture.Especially with Libby.KAK Libby I might add :) Sure only 2 weeks but I miss em a whole bunch.Hope they'll be back in Malaysia soon.MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!When I got to Tita's I was greeted by a ball rolling towards me.I ignored it and walked inside.After greeting everyone I changed into my swimming costume.Kak Treen,Qis,Tris and Reen were getting ready.In a bit ,we were already laughing and playing in the pool.It seems the boys were playing footie.Even Chris and Fraser who I might add are highly rugby boys.Especially Fraser.But football is every man's(and some woman's)language.Libby was just sitting there watching them play.Wish she could swim with us.(Libby is Fraser's girlfriend.-their 16-and Chris(topher)is Fraser's brother.Chris and Fraser are Uncle Roy-my uncle's and dad's dear friend from University-'s kids.They came all the way from England.Bless them.)We were busy talking and having 'chicken fights'(the game were you sit on ones shoulders and fight ofyour other opponent)Then Kak Ina had a brilliant idea."I've got it!Let's do an elevator."We all understand some cheer lingo,especially Kak Ina a fellow SRIKDU Stunner and me a loyal DYNAMITEZ supporter.So we did.First of,me and Kak Ina were the bases.Qis was the supporter and Hurin was a was the one on top.A little while later we switched.Qis was the one on top and Hurin was the supporter.And after multiple tryings,after me and Kak Trina were slipping and falling,we finally managed.We did an elevator woohoo!Then we wanted to try an extension.Yeah,in the pool.Frightening.So we tried.We almost,almost got it.But our hands were dead tired we couldn't so we caught Qis just before our hands could fall off.Even so I reckon we were great for starters.It was a first for all.But we haven't photos.Fuck.But I've got some kick ass pics of us
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ready?

GO!


SPLASH! :D
poor trisa she was our phtographer.tsk tsk.

yes those are styrofoam thingies.don't ask why we decided to pose with them.maybe we thought we could parry evil spirits with it.ha.more like parry people.
and now for some real poser pictures.

hurin's having her moment.nothing new here.
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Qis looks uncomfartable.


she thought me all I know about camwhoring*smirks*wait I also get some pointers from chingee too *grins*

not forgetting me.harhar.I feel fat again.snap.


aww Qis you look so cute.

Hurin pretending to be all high and mighty.wipe that smirk off your face girl.your no royalty.THATS MOI!HAH!
after some time we decided to get in touch with our inner child.get ready for some series wet factor =)

we continued doing our 'flying' pose.ah the sweetness of camwhoring.

Kak Ina :D


Perfecting her signature pop your leg pose.

I look like a retard.

Rock on qis!

Chris,darling*cough cough GAG!*


They plan to join the naional syncronised swim team.don't think they'll go far though*laughs*

after a mini race and some more small talk we were dead tired.we got our towels and walked across to kak treen's to shower.END.
But before I proceed to end this post,after all the pictures you've seen don't faint just yet.I wanna end my post with a killer pic of us SERIOUSLY defying the laws of gravity.

Ok.Faint now. :)

exchange programme

i know...i wasn't in school for 2 days.but i have completely valid reasons i tell you!on tuesday me and nixxy left school early to go for the choir exchange programme.you must think oh so lucky they get to skip school.puh-leezzz.after science me and nixxy we happily taking a stroll back to class while talking then suddenly we hear this,"perhatian kepada nicole chin dan daena marissa dari kelas 1 balau sila ke pejabat dengan beg anda sekarang,"puan jaliah announced.christ we are from 1 BATAI NOT 1 BALAU.doesn't it sound different at all!anywayyyy...after nixxy finished packing her bag.(i already packed mine being the genius that i am.)i realised i left my bottle outside the science lab so did nixxy.then tyron held up her bottle and she was like"omg thank you sooooooooooooo uch tyron!!" hey so wheres my bottlle i thought!so i quickly tried to run downstairs to get it.then foo wai,boey and yee fei came out running and saying"Daena!!!!!!your bottle!"oh gosh i was happy.i love all of you very much much much!!!!we had to run run RUN down the stairs in our BAJU KURUNG(now you know ANOTHER reason why i hate wearing my baju kurung :) ) to run to the office.anette was up there waving"here come here!!!!"so we managed to only to find out we had to go downstairs to get pn betty to sign a letter for us to leave early.oh god run down run up again.when we finaly reach the gate nixxy says"oh shit i left the paper upstairs.""no no please no more running!"i say.but the kind guard lets us go.thank you mister!when we reach there justin,vin and jyenhad already changed!so me and nixxy ran to the toilets which let me tell you are like hotel ones compared to smkdjs.there was a fan,shower,mirrors,proper toilets and lighting.and i could actually breath in there.we had a hard time changing cos we were sticky and we had to wear jeans.there was no way were gonna wear our camisole cos we were frenchconnectionuking hot!but suddenly we noticed our tee was tooo thin!you could see our inner wear and mine was pinky peach-ish...(oh god i can't believe i just typed that!)ANYWAY!moving on...after our changing-into-choir-attire(fancy!it rhymes!) problem we got into aunty sins car and ate sandwiches provided by aunty daph.tuna and egg yum!and we toook pictures.hah!

jyen :)


nico!!!!we were taking pictures of each other taking photos...interesting..


we did take an official nice photo too...vin and justin didn't wanna take in the car *sulks*when we got to kl pac(kl performing arts centre) no one was there yet.except a few.so we ate spaghetti made by my mommy by the lake.we ate at this kind of rest hut i think.its shaded and futuristic..very nice.but suddenly we noticed that the base of the hut were actually wooden planks and it was see thru.the holes werent exactly big but my phone and Ipod could fit through the hole.so nicole sorta overreacted and made vin scared so vin sat nearer to the entrance.s'posely so she could run if anything.and justin was being annoying by jumping on the dock and making vin even more scared.sigh...then iman and keilly arrived.keil was hungry and there was an extra tupperware of spaghetti so she happily ate everything. :) we took more photos...wheee!!!!

vin,me,keilly&jyen nikki&me(she despise this photo.but i think she looks good)
carrying on...we got into the building and into pentas 1.the hall where we were s'pose to have our exchange.and yes you've guessed it!even more pictures were taken :)

from right to left:nixxy,net,shal.me&sammee

from right down thats jyen.behind its me&daniel.then behind us are kath,elena and justin(HAH!Justin finally joins a picture not out of force.evryone wanted to see the sacred photo :) )

me&the gorge alli :)
our photo fun was soon stopped when the pro cantu choir andpretoria girls school came.after a breif intro of this place.it was the get-to-know-each-other-session...sheril was our representitive.go sheril!!!!!then we performed.first it was the kl childrens choir(thats us).we were dead scared cos well theres about more than a hundred both choirs combined.we were ok i guess.then it was pro cantu.the people in pro cantu are from ages ranging from 13 to 25!then pretoria girls school.13 to 18 year olds.they were sooooooooooooooooooooooo much better than us!gawd!we just watched them singing jaws wide open.after that we were broken up into soprano1,soprano2,etc etc etc.to sing adiemus.which is a wonderful wonderful song!it was quite good.then we had to go home.it was s'pose to end at 10.30 but it ended at 10.we saw michael(pretoria girl's condustor)and vin started singing he's there,he's there'he'sthere'he's there,he's there'he's there.so we all started singing and skipping along until pn khoo(or we call her aunty khoo or mummy khoo :) )said wheres justin.so i asked vin yi"vin wheres just?"and she kept singing the michael song."no vin justin!"but she still kept singing."VIN!WHERE'S JUSTIN?!"finall the girl answered "oh he's over there!"gah....in aunty sins car,me,jyen,nikki and vin were talking and singing about michael some more.no suprise actually.he's very hot.(yummeee :P)we met our mommies in projet.so justin's dad was there and picked him up.then auntie daph."oh my gosh my mom disowned me!"i said"s'karang baru tahu ke?"jyen siad.oh my gah i slapped the girl.then aunty daph said i could wait in her car.whee!!!!nicholas was in the car(nikki's brother.)he'd gone inside to buy ice cream so nikki and i went in to buy food too.i was about to put my first oreo in my mouth when i saw my mom.bad timing,much.mommy thanked auntie daph and we drove home.when i got home.i went straight o bed.what a lie.i read,packed somethings for tomorrow,listened to music THEN i went to sleep.the concert will be my next post.till then adios!

randomania

i'm doing cos i'm very extremely bored & i really don't wanna do my homework :) everyones trying it so i guess i'll give it a try.but i really dont wanna do math right now ohkay.i'll name 20 random people.

1.nixxy
2.sofie
3.treen
4.jo
5.tyron
6.esther
7.mandy moo
8.sophie
9.fern fern
10.joycey
11.kieran
12.kwekky
13.annie
14.kak trina
15.atira
16.yoong tat
17.jian wen
18.sammee
19.meng leong
20.shaun chew

1.how did you meet 14(kak trina)?
uhh...shes my cousin.my first.i grew up with her.my sister.people even say we look alike
(sheah right...)

2.what would you do if you never met number 1(nixxy)?
never meet my twin.i'd die.shes like half of me :)

3.what would you do if 20(shaun) and 9(fern fern) dated you?
SHAUN?!HES MY GODCOUSIN PLUS HES 10 YEARS OLD.haha.esfern?no no no me no crooked.me straight.

4.would 6(esther) and 17(jian wen) make a good couple?
hey i think so.i think quite secocok.both uber hott. :) both single too...

5.describe number 3(treen)
i've known her since std 4.she used to be ppg crazy before.she loves bubbles.she loves her hair.she loves af!!!she loves zac-ugly-efron...heeee jking nee.zacs just ok no offence...she pretty,shes cute.she hardworking.shes a perfectionist.

6.do you think 8(sophie) is attractive?
HELL YEAH!shes gorge!!!!!

7.do you know anything about 12's(kwekky)family?
uh...no...not really...hes my puppy :)

8.tell me something about number 7(mandy moo)
shes my bestest friend :) she likes milk and shes very fun.she smart too.plus her posts are so very interesting.

9.whats number 8's(sophie) fave things?
books,cutesy things,notebooks,music...

10.what would you do if number 11(kieran)confesses his love for you?
first i would laugh cos i wouldn't think hed ever ask me.but maybe i'd try...maybe...but it'll take time..he's an uber sweet guy.very nice all rounder.hes single so girls hurry,hurry :)

11.what language does number 15(atira)speak?
she speaks malay,english,jawa(a lil),i think some kelantanese(does dialect count?),nonsense :)

12.who is number 9(fern fern)going out with now?
good news guys.this notties single.so if you want her hurry hurry hurry!!!!

13.how old is 16(yoong tat)?
dato' fab yoong tat is 13.

14.when was the last time you talked to 13(annie)?
yesterday on msn.

15.who's number 2(sofia)fave singer?
oh god shes got so many........chris brown,keyshia cole..just to name a few.

16.would you date number 4(jo)?
no no no.i wouldn't date my sister.

17.would you date number 7?(mandy moo)?
refer to above answer.

18.is 15(atira)single?
sorry guys shes got a boyfriend.

19.what is number 10(joycey)last name.
lim.

20.would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11(kieran)?
yes i think i would.

21.which school does number 3(trina)go to?
SMKDJ.

22.what is your fave thing about number 5(tyron)?
hes very funny,smart,athletic.very sweet and caring too.but can be mean and inconsiderate.

23.where does number6(esther)live?
tropicana.

24.what is your least fave thing about number 17(jian wen)?
i'm not sure...hes very lovable.but he can be a tad too serious at times.

25.name a song that would suit 19(meng leong)?
its a tie.angel of mine by monica and milkshake by kelis...


done!

i'm sorry if my eyes don't sparkle right now.but i promise i'll be ok oneday.

vulnerable-secondhand serenade

(if you don't like emo posts.i'm sorry cos you're reading it & i'm too fcuked up to care)
God why did you make me like this?why didn't you make sure i'd always be the perfect child.they told me i was always trying to impress them before God.not anymore.i was a good student and athlete before God.not anymore.i've changed.i'm more selfish,irresponsible,lazy.i got good grades before God.my parents were so proud God.I used to look forward to report card day(not to be boasting)not anymore.life was simpler in primary.was wrong God for me to have a little fun.to enjoy life as well as succeed in it?was i wrong to do so?oh did you not want me to fall in love with anyone?maybe thats why i've cried so bad before.is that why?you've made me hurt so many people and get hurt past few years.i don't understand.everything used to be good back then.life was good.i didn't cry over little things back then.is this s'pose to be a bleesing in disguise?why did you make grandpa leave so early God?why did the ambulance get lost on the way?why didn't we send him to the hospital God?why are you making kutch suffer so much God?sure she was a little spoilt before but why did you make her life so miserable?behind her smiles i know she cries at night.i know she cries herself to sleep.shes one of my idols God why do you make her suffer.shes such a beautiful,hardworking individual God.shes got 2 sisters and a brother to care for don't make her suffer.her life used to be a fairytale God.why did you turn it into a nightmare?i know you can hear me and my thoughts so please don't ignore me.please help me God.i want to make my parents proud again God.i want to see them point and say"thats my daughter up there!"i want to be young and carefree like before God.doing anything without a worry.i don't really have regrets in my life just mistakes that have eventually turned out ok.please bless my family God.please bless my friends especially my sisters who didn't mind me crying all over them till their pinafores and baju kurung got soaked in tears.who listened to me babble about everything and anything.please bless those who offered help and made sure i was ok.(you know who you are)without my family & friends i prob wouldn't be here as there would prob be no point of me alive.please God if this is nonsense please forgive me.forgive for all i have sinned.i want to do better God please allow me to do so.ive got the weight of the world on my shoulders.life is no more childs play.there is so much more pressure.please let this hell i'm living all be over tomorrow God.(to those who have asked whats wrong well this is it.well part of it.)
Amin/Amen

damn.i got tagged.

I got tagged.Damn.nah not really.Its not like I have anything better to do anyhow.so let me get on with on with it.the tagged victim is s'pose to do the following:
-state the awesome people they wanna meet
-state things he/she can't live without
-state the things he/she wish he/she could do
-state things he/she wants
-state songs that he/she thinks are awesome
-state how he/she sees himself/herself in the next 10 years
-state random facts about the tagged victim
-state misconceptions + the fellas he/she wants to tag

right lets get jiggy with it(gosh lameness)

awesome people i wanna meet
-my late paternal grandfather(i miss him so very much.if i could make 3 wishes bringing hi back to earth will probably be my first.)
-oprah winfrey(lady,you rock my world.)
-durratun nashihin rosli(my gymrama idol.)
-gisele bundchen(my catwalk idol.)
-stella mccartney(have you seen her adidas line?'nuff said.)
-maria sharapova(tennis goddess)
and some other people but those are the ones that i can remember right now

things i can't live without
(besides air,water and stuff like that.thank you captain obvious.I ALSO won't be adding God,family and friends cos they aren't things and WHO can live without these in theirlives?who?)
-my cell
-my comp
-reading material particularly books and mags(I like to read ok?)
-chocolate & candy
-music!!!
-colour(who wants to live in a dull dull world)
-perfume(everyone has their own particular scent they love don't they?be it your blanket,your moms cooking one of it.)
-sports

i wish upon a star that i could somehow
-find a cure for uncurable diseasies such as cancer and HIV
-end racism and make equality for men and women.no one should be hurt cos of their race.
-ban war & prejudice
-have free ice cream breaks for everyone(everyone loves ice cream.)
-melt every cold heart and mould them into warm ones
-make sure everyone has a proper place to stay,proper education,warm meals and love.
-make it so people especially kids don't have to go through things like sexual abuse,poverty,child labour and such
-give everyone family and friends like mine.without them i probably wouldn't be here today.
-make the world a happier place.people will smile more.
-make everyone keep an open mind b'cos with an open mind we can accomplish anything.
-stop the green house affect,pollution etc.
-help me cousin who is currently facing some difficult times as her parents are having some fanancial problems.shes such a brave,talented,beautiful individual.she has 3 younger sibs to care for.she is such a happy great person smiling and offering assistance all the time and never shows how upset she is.i know how bad she must feel deep deep deep inside.when i read the newspaper cutting i cried.kutch* you are my idol i love you!
-use my brains more and start acting like an intellectual being

i want
-a flat tummy!
-to travel more
-to be loved
-to be smarter :)
-to be more active.
-to write
-to catwalk
-to play tennis,RUN,bungee jump,lompat jauh better,kick box...(sport things)
-to earn $$$ and loads of it!
-to excel in geo and history more.bm too!
-to highten my level in math and science :) (i know ok.i can be nerdish too.)

songs i think are way beyond awesome*their fabewsome :) *
-over my head(the fray)*thanks sharon!!!*
-shake(ying yang ft. pitbull)*thanks kak ina!*
-lose control(missy elliot ft ciara)
-let u go(ashley angel parker)
-1 thing(amerie)
-no daddy(teairra mari)
-milkshake(kelis)*meng leong ;)*
-buttons(pcd)*aka the quay song.ryte quay?*
-angel of mine(monica)
-maneater(nelly furtado)
-grillz(nelly)
-lean back(fat joe)
-beep(pcd)*nikki its our song! :D*
ok i've got oo many but mostly danceble songs,singable songs,songs with good rhythm & beat.NICE SONGS LA!

how i see my self in 1 freaking decade(10 years.)
-in love with a 'perfect' guy.loving,caring,smart,suffers from extreme hottness(swoon factor.)
-hott!with cleavage(hahahaha thats funny)
-being succesfull in whatever i am doing
-being a model...or perhaps a freelance journalist,singer,author,gymnast,dancer,performer,tennis player,athlete...no?...maybe a forensic scientist,doctor or lawyer then.
-a womans rights,animal rights,muslim woman rights activist.(hey.i'm just a little girl with big dreams.)
-filthy rich.i'll be rich babe.but i'll donate,save and stuff like that.i'm no dumb blond.

randomania*random facts of yours truly*
-i'm so very random
-i like vintage things
- i like the colour red.ALOT.
-i like number3,7,9 and 10
- chocolate heals
-i'm the radiana of jog-jakarta indonesia(im the original friggin princess.the one whose taking my place now is my cousin.jog-jakarta is the place in indo which got hit by the earthquake.i pray for you my people!)
-i write,read,and dance like no ones watching
-i like icons and quotes
-i'm a randomly vintage scandalous bimbo(does that make sense,no?)
-I'm the donz cuzin
etc.

misconceptions
speak your mind even if your voice shakes.
im the kinda girl who suddenly bursts out laughing at something funny that happened.yesterday.
i'm a rockstare.& you love it.

'nuff said.

i tag!!!!!!!!!!!
-nikki
-manda
-ching
-fie
-pfie
-sam
oh gosh i tag everyone i know then.now,wasn't that easier?

argh!!!!stupid art!i'm quite sure most of you know i can't draw to save my life.whats even worse is i have to draw people...human beings complete with the works.so after school i treat myself a lil by first finishing my dinner,then grab a tub of mango yoghurt and watch just a teensy bit of the emperors new groove.eesh i just love that show.i've watched like a million times.make that kazillion.i absolutely love this phrase its my fave..."first i'll turn him into a flea.a harmless little flea.then i'll put that flea in a box and i'll put that box in a nother box.then i'll mail it to myself and when it arives.hahaha.i'll smash it with a hammer"i'm always in fits of giggles when eezma says it.then.after a long shower.i start drawing.actually it doesnt look so bad after awhile.so i start on the hair.slowly after lots of erasing i finnaly managed to perfect the guys hair.at first i decided to draw a girl but after i was done pn sharon said we had to draw a guy.even though i changed the units and all.grr!!!i think its kinda ok now.i'll finish the side one.then i'll go to bed and finish my kumon in the morn.i havent done 6 papers i have to hand it in tomorrow.so desd.good thing i found out that 4 of them are the same.i'll just copy.desperate times call for desperate measuresi s'pose.today in class half an hour before school ended it was 'gotong royong'whre veryone had to clean up their class.i sweeped.wiped.threw.ran.fell.laugh and did xtremely stupid things.i think we all(1 batai and 1 balau)enjoyed the 'gotong royong'.everytime when we need water like when there was the art exam the water supply is cut off.i tell you its cos these cheapos dont wanna waste money.cheapskate.so the boys went downstairs to collect water.poor things.blees your hearts.nicole and i were having such a good time during geo.we were laughing and laughing and laughing.somehow we were talking about marriage and then shes like'"eh if you marry chinese poor guy have to cut his dick!"gosh shes so randomly stupidly funny.and i was trying not to laugh trying to tell her its sunat but i couldn't control myself i just blurted out"no la!i thought only if i give birth to a baby boy."great now we were talking about babies."yes meh?!why do guys have dicks anyway.what would it be like if we all didnt have any of these things.why God give us this ah?"she blabbed.i just couldn't control myself i started laughing and laughing.then she started and we couldn't stop.our faces were sore and our eyes watered.sometimes I wonder why God didn't give me her as a sister.i absolutely love my baby brother but how come i didn't get nicole i always wonder.we always get weirdly same things.like we have the same birthday,same camera,same slippers and all of it happens in a coincidenceour moms names both start with d.they have the same bracelets.and sometimes we know what were thinking.its so scary sometimes*creepy*i heard that we can only go for one day to cheer by bus in school?is that true???please please please i wanna go.i'll pay the full fee but i can only go there on the first day.is it true?????please i need the lowdown.please please please...help me.*whimper + puppy pout*theres a hottie in my school.so very hott.so very nice.but ive promised myself no boys until my grades go up.i'm currently really bad(to me anyway)so yeah.

i promise to:-

a)anti guy myself.
not really.but just till my grades go up up up!till i'm happy and satisfied.

b)stop taking too much sugar
SCRATCH that!!!!!!i mean i'll cut down my porportions on that and fatty foods.

c)e-x-e-r-c-i-s-e
also i'm gonna exercise more to achieve that washborad tummy i yearn for so much!!!!i'm fat!

d)read more
actually i read alot but not as much as i used to.getting back to the habit though.i'm reading
quite alot now.entertiaiment and language skills.no need for tuition.if only i could do that
for bm too...
etc...

i'll be a good girl.no more guys.no more roti canais durin rehat.no cokes.sit ups.do homework.i can't believe i'm doing this to myself but oh well.i wanna see if i can stick to it for 1 week and i'll se what happens.i'll be strong.tomorrow say hello to a new me.

i've got the power!
b o o m d y n a m i t e z ! ! !

you know you've got the cheer fever when all you think about is cheerleading

I've officially caught the cheer 2006 fever.*suprise suprise*I'm going to cheer Dynamitez on both days.*yay for me*yup two days of sitting in the stadium and chering for my school.you might think its stupid but i call it school spirit.I'm sure most of you have read about Cheer in the STAR newspaper.so while other people will cheer for their own school...I have to cheer for three.yup.lemme introduce to two newcomers.please welcome the stunners from sriKDU and B*stars the sister team to the stars*their version of minimitez*from sri aman.both my dear cousins,putrina from stunners and atira from b*stars will be there so yay for me*sheah...ryt* but no worries i love my cousins and all but of course*of course*I'll wear the Dynamitez colours of red,black,and white.*don't worry.don't worry*stunners colours are black,white and blue whereas b*stars colours are pink,*i know cute eh? :) *silver, and black.i can't wait.I've seen the Dynamitez.they kick serious ass.Christ.to be a cheerleader you have to trust your friends with your life.if someone moves outta place for a sec someone could turn wrongly and die.they also have to train super hard in order to get their timing right.the moves right etc...and no matter how stressed,hurt,in pain they are they always have to bring joy and enthuthiasm to the crowd.and i've seen in all in DJ's own cheer crew.so everyone s'port them kay?today after iu i went to the weekly saturday hangout for my whole familia.yes.that means my cousins,uncle,auntys...and maybe a few friends sometimes.*my dads side*so my cheerleading cousins and i were talking and camwhoring*i'll post those pics soon okay? :)*and so happen all three of us have the line 'tough is not enough' in their cheer.I know.how ironic but cool at the same time*or is that just me*don't worry i didin't give out any songs or stunts or whatsoever.anyway to end this post i just lets all thank our fellow Dynamitez.whether they win or lose is a totally different story.lets thank them cos they've really worked hard.they've put tons of effort.they've put in tons of time.lots of determination.and most importantly they've shown us what school spirit is all about.so cheers to all fellow DJians and Dynamitez.its only a few days to cheer so everyone on the day and before the day of the competition lets all say a prayer for our school cheer team.PRAY FOR THEM OK!!!!!!!!!
Boom to Dynamitez :)

cheers,
a loyal s'porter*i was a dynamitez s'porter before i joined dj ok*,
marissa
*tough is not enough*

iu day

alrite today was interact iu day.theme:60's to 90's.the night before i had trouble figuring out what to wear.i told my pet brother and he was shaking his head,sighing,saying i was fickle minded.i'm not fickle minded okay?i want to look good.in the end i practically wore my mom's stuff.this doesn't mean she very old fashioned k.i wore a sweet hawaiian floral dress which she bought a couple years back and it was to small for her.and pink shawl i got for chrissy last year as a head band,my mom's green sandals(we've both got teeny tiny feet.size 6)her blue,green earrings(which sofie wants*heh*)and a sweet charm bracelet*thats mine*from aunty laura.well...i guess i looked okay.umm not okay just presentable.sorry to all the fellow interacts but your iu day sorta well....i'm putting this as nice as possible.it was boring.so iu iu iu.bore bore bore.but of course there is always time to camwhore...and i will post the pics as soon as i learn too heh.and when i learn how to link to =) i know i'm hopeless ok.sofie,nikki,ann and joyce always looked fab*thats why i hate em*

cheers,
marie-sa

I'm a sexy nerd(and lovin' it!)

mmmhmmm...this is gonna be my shortest post ever.cos my mom wants me to go to bed early cos of scouts tomorrow."you need suffiecient sleep and sunday will also be another early day."i wasn't up for an argument so i just decided to leave it there.I'll just do what I'll normally do...after scouts,shower,eat,and sleep and maybe put up a few posts or two.depends on my mood :)Dang i havent touched my iPod for like a week.cos i'm being a good daughter lettin' my dad use mine(he likes r&b so he shares)i'm reading back in black by zoey dean.its a great book.even if you hate books cos your too busy trying to busy a vegas showgirl/bartop dancer/stripper.you'll just love it k?i think i'm turning into a nerd i started to read and now i can't stop.scaree.but honestly.it improves your creative thinking and vocab.sheah ryteeee...the rehearsel today in the hall sucked...darn mics.ok so me and nix were a tad bit scared.wait.scratch that.WE WERE FUCKING NERVOUS!even though no one was paying attention to anyone singing.imagine on the real day.hmm...my novels almost done.i'm gonna get more.i'm gonna try livin' up to what kutch calls me.the sexy nerd/librarian.cos of my black specs.but i likey my specs.it makes me feel sexy :) but i'm not a librarian so the sexy nerd will do :).so more books now.ok ...good.maybe i'll get a's in my exams if i read more...hmm....

cheers,
sexy nerd
*marie-sa*

geisha girls

oh dear...the carnival is coming.what am i saying.GODDAMNIT!THE FUCKIN CARNIVAL IS DAYS AWAY!thats better.i din get to watch the whole match last night on togo and japan...but they were quite furious.but i sorta wished togo win...they being a poor country and all.but may the beat man win yeah..God my exam marks are nothing but french connection uking shit!!!!!and i have been utterly famous in the girls toilet near the office...go check it out.every cubicle near the mirror and taps...woohoo...ohkay so now me and the geisha girls...owh the geisha girls are me,nikki,fie,joyce,ann,fern,es,mandy,moo,jo,krish,treen,ash and soph...and we are not prostitutes in the making we just admire them*a lil*and we*well i do*think the name is rather classy.so the geisha girls except sophia and ash cos they were doin their damn duties...we were in the canteen blah blahing and then i noticed moo wasnt there...wtf where the hell was she.where was miss pole dancer?and i without thinking was on the pole myself*creepy*but it was kinda fun but sofie had to come spoil my fun...bitch!heh..love u la k?and then mom came over to give a long speech abt i dunno la...studies i bet.so then ry ann sdnly came up with her nonesense and said eh u want benner anot?me and nx were lyk eh?u noe banner?and then the rest were tokin abt it too...and designing it in their heads..."glitter!oh put their pix...then big letters...yeah yeah"omg it was damn funny them agonising over us but hey thats why i fucking love them!then samme came with grace and she bought tix to come watch me too...then online just now she asked jun wen to come too...GOD I LOVE YOU ALLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!after recess on the way to class as the geishas were walkin back.me,manda,ann and krish started singing the bring it on cheer...and it was so darn funny!in class today nix and i were bla blaing in class abt what to wear i seriously din know...so i was listening intentively to nix who looked fab even in a garbage bag...owh carnival is so near...too near...but for good reasons too...lots of fun fun fun and foooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood!omg yum!i love food!then theyll be games and ps to all(xpecially gals heh)u know abt the dunking machine yeah...im sure you all will go but girls guess whose been nominated?none other than mr-abs-man-meng-leong!so get more tix yeah?and if you take his shirt away he might have to be dunked w/t a shirt or you can just beg him to take it off...joycey u naughty naughty girl! i know uve already got ur tix ready!heh...and meng leong what can we say the crowd loves you heh!be gald ok! :::g e i s h a g i r l s:::=)

cheers,
marissa

p/s sowwe meng leong =)

rants...love it or hate it...lemme know

you think moral or POL sucks eh?well guess what your wrong!agama sucks more...when i say hate i don't mean i-wanna-change-my-religion-or-whatever hate...i just dislike it!sometimes so much you cant imagine...othertimes...its pretty darn ok...but i don't like it


I HATE EXTRA AGAMA CLASSES!PERIOD.

it clashes with kesatria.not that i like kesatria prac itsjust i got frinds there...andi love running and jumping.heh...i need some cheering ups...or is it cheer upping?whatever...seriously i study my ass off and i guess i got an ok grade...well not so b- but better than a c yeah?but seriously...i can't wear my pinafore in there...my pinafore is so comfy...i dont really like wearing baju kurung...its k la...but then no i have to wear a 'tudung'!omg...do you know how hot it is?bet you don't bet when you do...hah!you won't be able to stand it...i know your thinking...shes such a whiner...its her own religion and shes talking bad about it.well listen*actually read*here.see.i respect my religion.i am proud*most of the time anywho*to say that i am a muslim.but i find somethings stupidly*sorry*outrageous.examples:muslims*especially girls*have to cover up.guys frm navel to knee.ladies all over except you can see the face and palms.,muslim cant touch dogs and if we do and they are wet we have to wash our hands with sand and water.muslims cant become models,we cant go to discos....we basically cant have fun*joking...*most muslims*MOST...*are quite mordern so we don't really care about the cover upping...covering up.like take me for an example i am proud to say i am the only*probably*the only muslim girl who wears a pinafore in smkdj and i dont don the headscarf a.k.a tudung*duh...*and to those who wanna ask what my parents say.my parents are also level minded like me.we do things in balance.i also dun get the dog part.we cant touch,rear,eat*WHO IN HEAVENS NAME ITS DOGS...POOR THINGS...*ETC dogs...but some people are cool about this too...i love doggies.and i touch them too!my dad used to have a dog left by the former owner of his house*some french dude*and the dog was black all over and his hair covered it eyes*awww...*and it was called lulu!my dad and his siblings used to shout lulu and when lulu came running to play they all ran...he said it was fun...i thought he was nuts...well now you know y im crazy...heh.and about the model thing...yup how to model have to cover right?i know don't give a damn right?WRONG!the stupid jawi people*its this organisation who makes sure muslims do muslimy things etc etc etc*will out us in jail...IN JAIL!how paranoid!when i found out about that i was in rage...well its cos i kinda aspire to be a model...maybe just a part time one i dunno...cos i dun really have model potentiol at all...but thats not the point.the point is maybethere is.some other gorgeous muslim girl out there who aspires to be a model too who is gorgeous and has potentiol unlike me and she cant why...well cos she cant.so i hope in the future malaysia will be more mordern and will lay back on our private things so sorry to say but...fuck off j.a.w.i!ahh...that felt sorta good!heh...if you think i'm being unreasonable listen to this the jawi people put a few muslims in jail cos they went to a disco to listen to music...yup...i know..listen to music.they did not drink.but no cant.the damn jawi said their clothes were too tight and revealing...haha...when God said we must cover up in the Quran he din say we need damn assholes to look into our private lives right?i mean c'mon everyone.THINK for a minute about this.if you cover up from head to toe.pray all the time.dont touch animals.or anything like that but you mistreat animals,you steal,take drugs,kill,do bad stuff in short.do you think you'll go to heaven?God said do not touch dogs cos at that time they had a disease.but He did not say mistreat animals.God said to be nice,gentle kind etc but some are talking bad about other peoples religions,steal etc.This applies to all people of all races oor religions!there is only one God and he is forever watching and guiding us!so it doesn't matter if you black,brown,white,yellow,purple or green for that matter.its what you do that counts.so in the end its up to us...the youth of malaysia...are we gonna be living in a world or paranoia or live in a world of balance.have a little sugar and a little spice.ok to anyone who felt offende with this post.i'm sorry but i only write the truth and how i feel and this is it.and if i sound whiny take it with a pinch of salt...leave a comment.do u s'port me in this or diss me?why?is there anything you like or dislike...let me know...once again remember its not whats on the outside but on the inside that counts...*sorry if it sounds corny but the thruth is the truth*

cheers,
-marissa-

cheerleading,football,cooking and DIdo

hey!its like what 1 a.m. and i am not asleep reason is i'm not sleppy.heh heh.EHGLAND KICKED PARAGUAYS ASS!heh!and something funny happened.I was thinking about Dynamitez cos Cheer 2006 was comin' and all so when England scored their first(and only)goal I screamed Boom Dynamitez!!!My family must have thought I have gone insane but heh heh yeah.Its like what 20 more days to go for cheer????I can't wait cos I wanna go fer cheer to s'port dynamitez.even though i din even try out fer minimitez(mayb i'll go next year).heh.guess real school spirit yeah?anyway.don u think its mean that theres school during the world cup?I mean it comes every 4 years and its almost a language to men.I mean like men comunicate with football.men*and woman*understand football.nations can unite because of football its like men's 'language' so i think there shudn't be school.like c'mon it comes once in every for years.men wait for *4* years to watch this game.sitting down waitting waitting and waitting to watch their fave team acore and then they scream,"Boom Dynamitez!!!!,"heh no lah only i scream that.they scream,"GOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!"and if the team theyre s'porting wins the cheers are followed by several yeses,score!!!!!,victory etc etc etc.today when we were watching england vs. paraguay.shaun(my god cousin)and my brother kris was muttering and arguing about something to do with football.i wasn't really paying attention to them but when shaun said,"eh Madonna play football wert...,"I couldn't help but laugh at their expense.Madonna????hah hah!turns out he wanted to say MaRAdona not Madonna.heh heh.hilarious boys keep it up.then when england missed one of their shots*which ive forgotten*shaun suddenly said ,"yay go paraguay!"then i turned to him cos well he s'ports england*but mostly brazil*."if sam*shauns god sister and MY sister*heard that she'd pour that ice water of yours at you."i said.then he just snickered then laughed for 2 seconds and his face turned serious,"ya horh!"his face was so funny sam!i managed to collect alot of money these past few days.assuming that i have only started collecting yesterday according to my*ahem*superb calculations i have collected rm 180...oh not bad fer two days eh?hope lady luck will smile on me more...wha will tomorrows fortune bring.maybe i should start up this fund raising thing where people donate money to me!as i have insufficient allowance.hehe.ohkay not really*pouts*i know maybe I'll just raise the money to help out the SPCA and stuff liddat.yeah!*ryt...*can you believe it that tomorrow is already sunday and the next day we will be back to school.studying.time flies when your having fun i guess...not!the hollies have become very boring.yawn theres nothin much to do around here.I try to cook but its either the food is ready or i make a mess outta it.
take this convo with me and my maid

kakak
me

it was a beautiful sunny day as i prance to the kitchen like a little tiger cub*eh?*rawr!the conversation takes place in the kitchen.

hey kak...today i was thinkin about makin lunch...
orang sudah buat makan baru nak cakap*shakes head*
aiyoh nevermind i make for tea la
mahu buat ape you?
pasta...yummy i love pasta...or mashed potatoes!
no potatoes larh!umm pasta argh....whatkind
i dunno i was thinkin add this and that..what do we have in the fridge?eh i wanna make mashed potatoes larh!i wanna make sam jelous.heh heh
oh yalah dia sangat suka mashed potatoes kan?you very jahat lah!
tak tahu ke?*smiles evilly*
ye la tu...*proceeds to open fridge*umm ade...eh ade ape ah?
why you ask me?i ask you what
*mutters something to herself*
ade macam umm...tomato paste...maybe we can make marinara,or bolognaise.or if not why not cream sauce?or vongole?????
takde seafood*mutters something again*
ok how about we bake something
nanti u guna oven the whole place tangkap api
don't talk nonesense la!pantang tau
eleh cakap pantang.siape yang nanyi ketika masak?
lady...you also sing la k...i sing cos its a habit i do anything also sing...do homework i sing,eat i sing*when theres no food in my mouth*,shower i sing...i sing all the time k
eh mane i ade sing?
dun bluff la..u think i dunno u curi dengar my dido cds*my maid likes dido and other songs i listen too...slow dido kinda songs*
saye suka la...u say i can dengar
oh ya horh...heh sowwee...
ya la tu...so u mahu buat ape?
ahhhmmmmmmmmm....

after putting much thought to it...i decided not to make anything that day cos i was acussed of getting the house burned down and my kakak wanted me to find more songs for her...oh well...till tomorrow...
ta.............*muah!*

Gawd I've been tagged...

joyce lim may you suffer pain and hate eternally.nah I'm just jokin' but why'd you go tag me.ah I'll be a good girl and do as I'm s'pose to.ok joycey tagged me and the tagged victim is s'pose to tag another 8 people.I'll tag...

-vivian
-sophia
-meng leong
-sammee
-sharon
-smee
-walrus
-jo

and then he/she is s'pose to mention the gender of their perfect love and the 8 qualities that they want their love to have.

gender:male
I'm too straight to be crooked.Wait that doesn't exactly make sense does it...
the 8 qualities*note:the arrangement of the qualities don't count.their all equaly important...unless i say so*

x attitude x
I like confidence in a guy.I find it very sexy.but its confidence not arrogance.confidence is a turn on.arrogance is a turn off.and I hate the line'treat em mean keep em keen.'I think its wrong.I want to be treated how you want to be treated.its karma boys...karma.but he has to be a slight bad boy too.I like the excitement. :) and he has to be an adreneline junkie like yours truly.I love roller coasters.I love anything fast*especially 2 fast 2 furious style*be funny.be sweet.just be yourself.

x habits x
I don't like poking my nose around peoples personal habits but smoking or taking drugs is a big nono.but other things are fine with me.

x romance me x
romance me.which girl doesn't like to be showered with love and affection?well i am definitely a sucker for it.be a gentleman.I like guys who open the door for you,seat you and all,all the time!not just the first time.and I know its stupid but I like corny lines like'did God take the stars out of the sky and put them in your eyes?'and i think its super sweet if you ask a girl to dance.whether you wanna be just a friend or more than that.oh and little gifts are nice once in a while but I don't want to be bought for love.I love you cos your you.

x physicalness x
I like guys who are well built.makes me feel protected.well its true!I don't wanna hug my guy and worry hes bones will snap.ah and you gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta love sport!Cos I love love love love love sport.So sporties are a big plus.especially if you love the track.love me love the track!

x attractiveness x
I don't really care...but it can't help if your hott ryt...hott and abelicious...=) mhhmm...but its the inside that counts.

x hidden talents x
EVERYONE has talents...believe me...be it stupid or what not...i love hidden talents..whther you can read peoples mind,do algebra with your eyes closed,walk backwards,or have the ability to make me laugh all the time(thats very useful)its all good!fyi:i'm a sucker for anything acoustic.i love guitar players...owh and mayb drums too.

x sweep me of my feet x
literally.bring me to the beach...I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE BEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!walk then dance with me in the rain.sing to me.come to my window and stay with me.(if you manage)be my prince and defend me.understand me.your prince charming so love your cinderella

x be you x
be yourself.if you can love me for me.i love you already.don't be tense be you :)

oh yeah a note:there is no perfect love...but there is strong,passionate love.there is no fairytale love cos this is reality.strong and passionate love is staying together despites all the ups and downs,despite the age gap,despite not seeing each other.treasure each other and treasure the gift of God one of the 7 wonders of the world...

LOVE

my england very good wert?A for alamak.B for bak kut teh.C for cincai!-rosie(pck =) )

I am ever so bored.*pouts* I know its football season.FIFA WORLD CUP!yes I am happy about that but I admit I bukan so pro in that kinda stuff la.but i s'port England.today I had to get up at 8 in the morn to teman mommy to gym.ok not zactly I actually wanted to go.but waking up is a biggie for me.I am so malas to wake up.snorezZzZ...i don't really snore...no serious I don't.so I being a wonderful daughter that I am f'lowed mommy to the gym.I didn't intend to do too much today...so I decided to go for kickboxing,then,hiphop then latin mix...all right after the other...you think I'd be tired but seriously...this is kacang...you don't sweat...ok you do la ok...its good esercise but its super fun too.so you won't realise your burning or sweating.so yeah.mom told me to rush of to kickboxing first so i did.my instructor was.how do you say it..ok hes pondan..yeah..and it wasn't really kickboxing ok.'her' name was joey and everything was ok until it was time to cool down.the instructor played songs like i will survive and dancing queen...and then he put on the micky song.'oh micky your so fine.your so fine you blow my mind.hey micky!...'then i thought to myself aiyoh so malu la dance to this song...if got any mickymitez member come here die lor.fourtunately the instructor din play the song*whoopee!*and I couldn't find one single mickymite.after that class i wanted to fill my bottle with water from the fountain but baby g(my instructor) was all no no no come stay for hip hop.and there was a big queue behind the fountain(i guess i'm not the only thirsty one)so i just shrugged and joined in straight away.Baby G was sorta short...but her body was to die for!!!!!gah!!!!her tummmy is super washboardness*sniffles*i want that!her hair was a messy cute pixie cut but she suited the style.she couldn't be more than 20.actually i thinki'll give it a 18 tops!she so young...bubbly and cute...and i loved what she wore...cos she looked so nice in them(simple low waist baggy pants and a red gym top)3 words:i loved it!if i cant join celeb fitness full time i am so goin for dance classes?anyone wanna come...or currently in any dance academy or studion...lemme know.and the songs in hip hop class were so beaty(nice word maris)i mean you could really dance to em...so dancable!eheh heh...so after that it was latin mix...and mommy came prancing in.she looked like a little girl but reminded me of minnie mouse somehow.today she was wearing her hair in two pony tails...she looked so cute!heh heh.my instructors name was luciano(hes brazillain)so by his name i wasn't suprised seeing him strutting in all in yellow and green.so i am sure we all know who hes s'porting yeah?anyway class was ok...luciano was funny...but hes a really good instructor...hes class was super packed(by all ladies except one guy who f'lowed him mom.good on ya mate!)but hes so funny.after class someone had left their phone on the floor...so my mom and aunty emma was asking who left their phone and no one answered.so mommy went over to luci(i'm gonna call him that now ><)then she put out her hand to call him and he kissed her hand and said oh thank you for joining my class and blah blah blah...i had to turn around and cover my mouth from bursting out laughing cos i was giggling so bad!!!!!!!!heh heh...then he took my hand and said is she your mom?i nodded and smiled and he said oh very nice...i was all eh????i din un...does it mean i look old?so don't be s'prised if i turn up for school in two ponytails alright...will blog more tomorrow i wanna read blogs now...on second thought i wanna sleep...ZZZZZZZZzzzZZZZzzzZZZzzZzZzz...muah!ttfn.tata for now...wohohohoho!

the wierdo of a dentist

jeez.my dentist gives me the creeps.he sends shivers down my spine.not in a good way ok?and i guess I'm not the only poor soul suffering the consequences.sam,becca,tat and zafirah goes there too!so yeah I'm not alone.the wierdo talks to himself.and he thinks I'm a foreigner.last time he aked me'are you philipino?'i was like'umm no''and he said'oh.you've got very exotic looks.""oh thank you.""are you mixed?"he asks."yeah I am.""of?""umm..malay,chinese and indian."i reply"wow no wonder you look so pretty...like a bollywood star or actress."he says.what was i spose to say.i was so glad i didnt add that i'm dutch and javanise too.he'd probably think i was miss teen universe.ok enough self praise i was just joking.but if i did i wouldnt wanna noe what hed say.i did what i only could think of"uh yeah thanks."a bollywood star?hardyharhar...was the dentist blind?me a bollywood star...yeah ok.plus he talks to himself.like he says"oh have i eaten lunch?oh no i haven't.yes i have!no i haven't.but its already 2 i think i'll just have a snack."i guess its ok sometimes.but he does this outloud in public.i thought he was a crack on smack.or maybe pot?ice probably?whatever.oh yeah joyce tagged me...which i will update later.i gotta play badminton.but i suck at it.i dont really know how.so if theres a willing coach out there whos patient,hardworking(and if your a guy possibly hott :) )drop me a comment.

naiveness

my mommy says i'm naive.correction she says i'm too naive.I'm naive I admit but I'm not that naive...rite?

the ladyy with elegance*pfft*yeah ryte

I was at my cousins house today as she has 'katam Quran'*which means in english that she has finish reading the quran-which is in arab btw so its bloody hard to read and it has to be read smoothly-quran is the muslims version of a bible in case you all dunno*after eating lunch and dessert which was my cousys birthday cake a fab banana toffee*i see some ppl drooling.*made by aunty elaine =).odd job was sadly cancelled...and i was to lazee to go to the stupid choral fest...yesterday was our first day...and it was quite fun...not...ok i was being mean it was slightly enjoyable.BUT there was one hott guy*yummy*who is a tenor...ahh..hes got perfecto teeth sigh but he's from ipoh..and hes kinda short but hey...so anyway today i was super bored i decided to do something out of the ordinary...i decide to....paint my nails...ok so it mite not be so unordinary for some of u but the last time ive painted my nails was when i was probably wheni was 11..cos the polish chips...i know mine will but its my cousins 18th birthday tonite so i decided to look nice tonight since she is also gonna leave to aussie fer her studies...so yeah...so i was trying to find a nice color...so first i tried the orange on my nails...it looked hideous as it contrasts with my skin tone...so did the luminous peach*but it looked so gorge in the bottle*finnally i tried silver...it looked pretty ok.but it was like i was an ice queen.then my mom came in and she started blah blahing about what color is nice and all...and then somehow she talked to me about elegance.saying that im tall and i dress like im 15 or wtv and she says i shudnt act like a kid anymore*but i am a kid*and she called me....you woulldn't believe it...SHE CALLED ME A LADY!i hate it when people call me that...when i told her she says then you wanna be called a boy?she does this oh so often cos she doesnt like it when i play sports too much,go under the sun*which i love*,enjoy scouts*not that she has anything against scouts but she thinks that i'm start being rougher and get darker* etc etc...one time when i asked her i if i could go for this football camp to learn to play footie so when like beserk saying ou will be the only girl there and you will get dark,and the heat will cause pimples,youll get bruises,youll have funny looking knees etc....and then when i wanted to run for my school she said the same thing abt the footie camp excpt she din say i was gonna be the only girl...when it comes to sporty stuff ill ask daddy first..and when i told her i wanted to go obs*outward bound school*she was telling me abt u hafta wash your own clothes and stuff...and she said she will be praying so i dun hafta go ns...but i wanna go ns...ish...i wonder if switching bodies with a boy would help..then she finnaly fell asleep*hoorah*and i finnally painted my nails in a color that made them look fab...it was the transparent type...

gym,smoothies,food, and waking up late

oww..major oww.my whole body is aching.why you ask?weellllllll...blame the after affects of vigorous workouts in the gym.yesterdayi was s'pose to write about it as soon as i got home.but i was too lazy and having too much fun baking.we baked chocolate chip & fudge brownies.which if i do say so myself taste quite yummy.and it was made from scratch alright...no ready made packets or instant cookie mix of any such.real choco chip and fudge pieces.don't they just make you wanna drool...yum!anyway about the gym thing first...i slept late the night before so when i was waken up at 7.00 am i was all oh 5 more minutes.but in the end i slept fer another 15.when i finnaly woke up i was all damnit!sam will be comin' any minute.and when i was changing in the bathroom.i heard the door open.not really open it was like bamm!.very loud sound.IT WAS SAM.THAT LADY JUST BAM THE DOOR OPEN*IS BAM EVEN A WORD?*anyway after a quick brekkie.we headed to the gym.there was this lady.shirleen.and the reason i'm writing in purplr now is cos the gym is well nearly all purple*celebrity fitness just in case u were wondering*so all the stuff who work there have to wear purple.yes bright purple.you would prob be able to see them from a thousand miles away*aint that a song*so after registration we*me,sam and my mum*managed to get to the locker room and put our stuff in our locker and rush to our first class.body pump,i know i know ya'll thinking omg miss elegant*phwooi*doing body pump.yes well i managed and i will admit it was so hard.i bet even the abelicious people in smkdj*you know who are all are...*would also think its like hell.gahhhhhh!it was so hard....ok no so hard just hard.then we went for rpm...which is the bicycle thingy.i was afraid of this class cos my parents and ppl who have came to the gym says its like a death sentence for first timers even nee backed out and when for line dancing!yes ahma dancing*sorry to those who like line dancing but i find it super ahma*but suprisingly it wasnt so bad after all.drank smoothies after rpm*yum!*i got banana sam got strwbry..we din do anymore classes we were so whooped out gah...ate tgif.......eh read sams blog la cos i cant find my regi paper after that i blog summore k?muah!