I'd tell you I love you but then I'd have to kill you

Happy Birthday Trina darling.

She's the dear on the extreme left.

She understands my obsession with pink this year.

And we have identicalFAB tastes

She has the same pair of shoes.her is yellow mine is pink.naturally

and we have the same tennis shirts.no we did not plan it.coincidence.

but it does get a little spooky.she was in kenari in sktm which is yellow and now she's in maju which is red.

Now I'm in Kesatria which is yellow and I was in merbah which was Red.

HAPPY bIRTHDAY AGAIN tRINA.

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Grease.

Well I suppose it was good.

Oh here I go being modest.Ok so it was great but it was because of the energy and the fun on stage nothing to do with my cringe worthy singing.I promise you.

Though I have to admit the black choir skirt and the red of the shoulder top plus the white ribbon/scarf.I did look kinda cute (:

C'mon looking cute when you're all sweaty is hard work.That has to count for something.

Oh and thanks to Ry Ann Lim I have this obsession for red nails AND red lips.Oh and a red dress would help too.I feel all Bella now.

Hence the new title.

Who knows I'm mixed of malay+chinese+indian+javanese+dutch,I could be spanish too.

OLE!

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Joyce and I will go to the gym.

We will workout.

We will attend RPM classes (and TRY not to look at the instructers tush)

We will go for Latin.

We will go for MTV.

We will go for Yoga.(oh i most definitely need yoga)

We will(actually more Joyce)remember to bring slippers to the shower room.

We will remember our keys.

We will drink banana smoothies.

We will go for a heavy heavy lunch later on.

That would definitely defeat the purpose wouldn't it.

But life is short.We have to break the rules ;)

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Four months without a man.

AND I'm not a psycho ward.i AM WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR!

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No matter how much foundation or concealer you smooth on,sometimes those nasties still peek out.Did you know lasers(kinda scary but kinda cool) can act resuface them.Blue lights kill bacteria in inflamed spots and majorly clears up skin if you use it once or twice a month.Sounds simple right?

And if you thought lasers were on reserve for fighting intergalactic battles or something?As anyone who has prayed for those nasties to disappear knows that it can take superhuman strength.

We say,why waste energy.Lightsaberlookalikes to the rescue!

May the force be with the dermatolagists.

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I saw this beautiful bikini in a recent ELLEgirl.

Its pink,lilac and purple.the colours themed for I Dream of Jeannie.

Well I got my present,now all I need is a Santa who doesn't wait for Christmas!

Exams=stress
Like everyone else didn't know that.
My blog seems to be somewhat dead.Due to the unfrequent posts.Sorry.Exams
Yesterday in the prefects lounge I was screaming "OMG KE MING YOUR MALAY NAME IS(insidejoke)xxxxxxx"
"HIS NAME IS BLABLABLA XXXXXX TOOO!"
And then I jumped very hyperly and tripped on my skirt.
Oh yeah.
And they laughed.How absolutely supportive.
Bodohs.
Todays mammys 42 birthday!!!
But she doesnt look 42 at all (:
No I'm not sucking up to her she doesnt even read my blog ok.
But if sucking up=belly button ring
I don't mind

Joyce and I are so ready to hit the gym.Or maybe we're just ready to abuse the facilities in the gym?hahahaha
I need to blog.and put in a cbox.

Yesterday I did so many careless mistakes in my science papaer.The most I can get I repeat most! is 84!!! )':
and then I came home and ate mcd's vanilla soft serve which made me feel like an elephant.
grahhhhh!
i have to go study history and khb.taa

i want you so badly but do you even realise?

"...but I wanted Amal to get together with Adam.It was such a pity..'"

I covered my ears in attempt not to hear anymore.

"Phie,I just read a little.A few chapters I didn't now she was gonna get together with Adam.AHHHHH!!!Phie phie you spoiled!!!"
"Hahahahaha.Ok then I won't tell you anymore,"

It's agama and I just Sophie I read Does my head look big in this.It's a bloody good book and I reckon everyone should read it.I only read a few snippets and she's spoilt thebest part.Sometimes I wish I could stranggle that girl.
The boys have gone to do their prayers and since me and Sophie can't perform our prays(girl reasons,you get the picture)we talk and finish up most of our work.

"I love Ry Ann's impersonation la phie.It's so funny.hahahahahaha,"

*Does the impersonation*
**Both erupt in laughter**

"Shhhhh!!!Daena this is the bilik agama.We are suppose to be quiet and not talk about unholy things,"
"Yeah like we'd ever last,"

We pack up our things,salam our ustazah,head for the door and tear of our tudung before even stepping out the door.Sophie looks gorge in it as well but she'd never admit.As for me,you'd seen better looking elepahnats

(this was an old useless post)YAY!

Greetings to those in bloggerland (:

I had intuitions of going emo today.Cos I felt that my best friends in my posse had like their own partners.NO!not like a couple kinda thing but like someone your closer to kinda thing.But then I went to Joyce's blog to go through her links and to see that she does care.And then I go to my friendster only to show that Phia cares too.

I love my best friends (:

I don't care if you think "Like,omg,why the hell is she wasting the internet on crap like this.Ok you love your best friend,like,can't you write about something else.Gosh!Something interesting!Her posts are like so EWW!"

At least I don't sneak into clubs get drunk and trip and fall on bartops when you realise you were actually getting fivers and tenners getting stuffed in your thong.

And the next day after your MASSIVE hangover,you look into the paper only to see your pink bits on the front page.

Like,NO THANK YOU.ickyickypoopoo

Picture thanks to PerezHilton.com

Sigh.Britney what happened to you?

Justin is gettin' hot hot hot.Youre just gettin' not not not ):

I hope she does recover soon from whatever it is she is actually suffering from.And no matter how many guys she hooks up with or how long Cameron Diaz has been with him.There will always be hope in heart that Justin Timberlake and Britney Spears will get back together again.Someday,somehow.

That sounded totally corny.But whatever I like it corny (:

picture thanks to yi ching

these pictures make me crack up pronto.Especially the elephant.That's a really cute elephant.haha

I gotta finish up my math homework.

Oh!I aspire to be a gossip blogger.No it doesn't have to be about celebs.Maybe just about DJ.

You may not see it but theres plenty of scandals right under your nose.

Perfect.gleegleeglee

where do you go when your lonely

where do u go when ur blue

where do u go when ur lonely

ill follow you

when the stars go blue-When the stars go blue

Ok this is a pretty old song I guess.But I la-la-la-love it.It makes me feel so carefree in love kinda thing.

Speaking of love.Today I was riding up the escalator to Paddington house of pancakes and there was this couple who hugged on the escalator going down.Some of you may think "Urgh.PDA,much!"

But I thought it was so sweet.

I'm not desperate but I felt like this empty kinda souless kinda feeling.Love hate it.

Like the butterflies have gone haywire in the pits of your tummy but you can't do anything.

I was surrounded by people.Well it was Curve,hello.But I couldn't hear anything or say anything.

You know those days after watching numerous chick flicks like The Notebook and it picked the perfect moment to rain and all you feel is the emptiness.

And suddenly woosh! a surge of emotions and you feel tears welling up in your eyes.You run to the comfort of your bedroom and cry it all out.But you know no amount of chocolate or retail therapy can fix this.There is only one THING that can fix this once and for all.

But you hug your knees and cry and cry and cry and tell yourslef you can get over it that the stupid,worthless THING gains no benefits just plenty of hardships and heartaches.

But you know better.

And this makes your yearn for the warm hands to hold us around our waist,the soft kisses.

oh pooh im gettin emo.I'm just gna carry on my girl therapy with joyce,phia and ry before this goes to the maximum! /:

loves!

I feel happy (:

Was s'posed to have a healthy day with he Sujakouture but we got there late.Followed Atira and Trisa to a friends part.I saw two familiar faces :D

The boy was hott

But his cousin was practically on fire.

Eye candy,yummy.I like

My limewire finally works.Thank you GOD.

thank you for getting me back into reality.

even when you don't wanna be harsh on me you do

because it's what best friends do to each other for each others sake.

for teaching me to live for now and not for tomorrow.

to love myself and those important and when you've got the weight

of the whole world on your shoulders,you pick yourself

and walk with your head up high and poised.

we can pull anything off together (:

And finally for teaching me that big girls don't cry.

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal,myself and IWe got some straightening out to do

I'm not gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've gotta get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Fergie-Big girls don't cry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG NAFIK (29TH OF APRIL)AND KAK BUNGA(30TH OF APRIL)!!!

MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE(AND YOUR RELATIONSHIP TO BE PANJAAAANG (:)

Hello to the jello!
Grahh!I've found a perfecto skin but I don't know how to umm like upload the picture or somthing.
Help please?
Anyone?
This post is gna be short cos theres scouts tomm and I needa sleep.
Nicole Chin Yin Ling can't go cos she cant find her scarf and woogle and forage cap.

"Going to scouts with an incomplete uniform is worse than drinking Deryks pee ok! [insidethang]"

Oh Nicole wait till the scouters know.haha

Prefects installation is this Monday!
Why am I so excited?
maybe its bacause I'd had to come early everyday and practice and even skip classes cos of it
I don't know either (:
I love the form one probates!
I've grown so attached to them.
OH YEAH!
Jeremyis Simon Cowell,I'm Paula Abdul(naturally[they claim]),and Sabreena is Randy Jackson!
She does a mean impersonation.

"Yeah man thats right but the pitch man.I'm not feelin' the pitch ya heard dawg!"

Excuse me but when he say dawg.ok well he does but ya heard?Or am I just too AI deprived?
Shaz's Ryan Seacreast.
Cos he's short:quotes Mr Jeremy

Never ask Lydia Wong to teman you to the loo.You might as well not go.I had to drag her(literally)

I LOVE MY JOYCELIMHUEYYEE AND NICOLECHINYINLING!

"Boyfriend" says I look like that princess from star wars cos of ma 'do.The one thats with Anakin Skywalker.
Ana-khengkin my hero!
Well at least I'm a rpincess that counts for something right?
taa'ra

I simply adore roses.
Don't you? (:
Till I find the close to PERFECT skin,I'll stick with this beauty.
This is still Daena Marissa,thankyouverymuch.
Celeste is a name of a rose.
You know this skin isn't half bad.

Anyway I'm not in much of a blogging mood today to be honest.
But I got tagged so 'll just finish that up.I'll post the photos another time.



Layer One:ON THE OUTSIDE

Name:Daena Marissa
Birthdate:9th of April 1993
Current status:Very single (unless pretends are counted.then... :) KHENG KIN)
Eyecolour:Nearly black
Haircolour:Nearly black but not quite
Righty or Lefty:Righty (: Honestly I'm pretty hopeless with my left hand

Layer Two:ON THE INSIDE

My heritage:Malay+Javanese+Dutch+Chindian.Yes I'm very prouda my roots
My fears:Failing,mainly.But there are others.
My weaknesses:A lady should try not to reveal her weaknesses.For me I just like the
mysteriousness.But I'll let you in on one,CHOCOLATE.
My perfect pizza:Well for savoury its pineapple,cheese and chicken.EXTRA EXTRA CHEESE
(haha kaktrin)Dessert pizzas(ohyum)
Chocolate,strawberries,bananas,cinnamon,vanilla,caramel,marshmallows.
not all at once it varries depending on my mood.WITH ICE CREAM!!!

Layer Three:YESTERDAY,TODAY AND TOMORROW

My first thought waking up:five more minutes...
My bedtime:Usually 11.30 p.m.
My most missed memory:I miss alot of things but I miss my Tok Bak,my paternal
grandfather the most.

Layer Four:MY PICK

Pepsi or coke:doo-dee doo-dee doo-dee chup!Coca Cola
McD's or Burger King:Even with the delectable mushroom swiss and cheddar cheese sticks
not to mention the yummy criss cut fries.McD's still win hands down.
padapapapa I'm lovin' it.
Single or Group Dates:It depends.Sometimes you just want to be alone (:
Nike or Adidas:ITS A TIE!I love Nike shoes and selective attire.I LOVE ADIDAS
BY STELLA MCCARTNEY.
Tea or Nestea:Tea from Keahlian Camp.No one makes better tea than them.
Chocolate or Vanilla:I love them both!I love the smell but I guess choc has to win since its
been thru with me thru PMS and breakups and IFEELSOHORRIBLES
Coffee or Cuppacino:Niether.

Layer Five:DO YOU....

Smoke:No.I don't plan to start either.
Curse:Sometimes.Like you don't.
Shower:you people ask the dumbest questions.YES
Have a crush:My lips are sealed
THINK youve been in love:Well not real love you know what I mean.Thats when we're older
(: and when he crouches on one kneee and says "Will you marry
me?" and reveals to you a gorgeous ring and his most pleading
helpless puppy dog face you just have to excalaim "I DO!"
Go to school:School in Malaysia is what the French call Le Suck.But when you're in DJ and
and you've got your BEST FRIENDS it can be good (:
Want to get married:Yes.Eventhough you say no now.You'll say yes later.It's every little girls
dream to glide down the aisle with your father in a beautiful gown
with the people you love cheering you on.And when the words
"You may kiss the bride" are you and your lover are in a parallel
universe with no one else but just the both of you.
Believe in yourself:I'm trying to more often.It's good
Think your some kinda health freak:well at times.otherwise cyeah a health freak who ate
teo ice lollies and about a whole bar of milk chocolate
Tolberone.
Layer Six:IN THE PAST

Drank alcohol:Yeah I think so.
Gone to the mall:shalalala myohmy.I LOVE MY RED CLUTCH.
Been on stage:just today.prefects installation practice.FUN!
Eaten sushi:Unagi,Ebiko,Edamame,Cali Rolls.ohyum!
Dyed your hair:Uh no.

Layer Seven:HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game:No but when the situatuion arises yeah I would.All in the name of
fun (:
Change who you are to fit in:Before.But now I know who my true friends are and that I
don't have to be someone else to make them like me.

Layer Eight:AGE YOU ARE HOPING

To get married:when the time comes.I hope around 27-30

Layer Nine:IN A GUY

Best eye colour:Sexy gray,Bewitching green,Breath taking blue,Blackest black,Brown.
The eyes are the windows of the soul.
Best Hair coulour:black or brown.
Short or long locks:Short please.

Layer Ten:WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

A minute ago:chatting with Zimmy.Still am.
Hour ago:Singing aloud to Secondhand Serenade's Vulnerable
4-5 hours ago:trying to relax my achin' muscles.Owww oww oww
1 month ago:Psyching up for exams were the next day
Year ago:Taking care of 41 very childish students in 1 Batai.Chilling menilling in 1 Balau.
Teaching Jo and Krish cartwheels and frontflips (: during PE.Singing in KLCC )':
Havin' a blast at keahlian camp.I do miss from 1.

Layer Eleven:FINISH THE SENTENCES

I love:my fam+friends.Perfume,tiaras,tennis,RED PATENT LEATHER HANDBAGS!!Diamonds etc.
I feel:sleepy.I miss someone.ok some people.SOPHIE ELIZABETH!!!!
I hate:judgemental good for nothings critiques,unopen minded buggers,my headmistress etc.
I hide:my insecurities,my heart
I miss:you.everything about you.your smile your touch.AHHHH!It just kills me inside!
I need(besides awesome results):a boyfriend but I want you.

I tag....
-Zimmy
-Becky
-Jo
-Shern
-Hahn

I simply adore roses.
Don't you? (:
Till I find the close to PERFECT skin,I'll stick with this beauty.
This is still Daena Marissa,thankyouverymuch.
Celeste is a name of a rose.
You know this skin isn't half bad.

Anyway I'm not in much of a blogging mood today to be honest.
But I got tagged so 'll just finish that up.I'll post the photos another time.



Layer One:ON THE OUTSIDE

Name:Daena Marissa
Birthdate:9th of April 1993
Current status:Very single (unless pretends are counted.then... :) KHENG KIN)
Eyecolour:Nearly black
Haircolour:Nearly black but not quite
Righty or Lefty:Righty (: Honestly I'm pretty hopeless with my left hand

Layer Two:ON THE INSIDE

My heritage:Malay+Javanese+Dutch+Chindian.Yes I'm very prouda my roots
My fears:Failing,mainly.But there are others.
My weaknesses:A lady should try not to reveal her weaknesses.For me I just like the
mysteriousness.But I'll let you in on one,CHOCOLATE.
My perfect pizza:Well for savoury its pineapple,cheese and chicken.EXTRA EXTRA CHEESE
(haha kaktrin)Dessert pizzas(ohyum)
Chocolate,strawberries,bananas,cinnamon,vanilla,caramel,marshmallows.
not all at once it varries depending on my mood.WITH ICE CREAM!!!

Layer Three:YESTERDAY,TODAY AND TOMORROW

My first thought waking up:five more minutes...
My bedtime:Usually 11.30 p.m.
My most missed memory:I miss alot of things but I miss my Tok Bak,my paternal
grandfather the most.

Layer Four:MY PICK

Pepsi or coke:doo-dee doo-dee doo-dee chup!Coca Cola
McD's or Burger King:Even with the delectable mushroom swiss and cheddar cheese sticks
not to mention the yummy criss cut fries.McD's still win hands down.
padapapapa I'm lovin' it.
Single or Group Dates:It depends.Sometimes you just want to be alone (:
Nike or Adidas:ITS A TIE!I love Nike shoes and selective attire.I LOVE ADIDAS
BY STELLA MCCARTNEY.
Tea or Nestea:Tea from Keahlian Camp.No one makes better tea than them.
Chocolate or Vanilla:I love them both!I love the smell but I guess choc has to win since its
been thru with me thru PMS and breakups and IFEELSOHORRIBLES
Coffee or Cuppacino:Niether.

Layer Five:DO YOU....

Smoke:No.I don't plan to start either.
Curse:Sometimes.Like you don't.
Shower:you people ask the dumbest questions.YES
Have a crush:My lips are sealed
THINK youve been in love:Well not real love you know what I mean.Thats when we're older
(: and when he crouches on one kneee and says "Will you marry
me?" and reveals to you a gorgeous ring and his most pleading
helpless puppy dog face you just have to excalaim "I DO!"
Go to school:School in Malaysia is what the French call Le Suck.But when you're in DJ and
and you've got your BEST FRIENDS it can be good (:
Want to get married:Yes.Eventhough you say no now.You'll say yes later.It's every little girls
dream to glide down the aisle with your father in a beautiful gown
with the people you love cheering you on.And when the words
"You may kiss the bride" are you and your lover are in a parallel
universe with no one else but just the both of you.
Believe in yourself:I'm trying to more often.It's good
Think your some kinda health freak:well at times.otherwise cyeah a health freak who ate
teo ice lollies and about a whole bar of milk chocolate
Tolberone.
Layer Six:IN THE PAST

Drank alcohol:Yeah I think so.
Gone to the mall:shalalala myohmy.I LOVE MY RED CLUTCH.
Been on stage:just today.prefects installation practice.FUN!
Eaten sushi:Unagi,Ebiko,Edamame,Cali Rolls.ohyum!
Dyed your hair:Uh no.

Layer Seven:HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game:No but when the situatuion arises yeah I would.All in the name of
fun (:
Change who you are to fit in:Before.But now I know who my true friends are and that I
don't have to be someone else to make them like me.

Layer Eight:AGE YOU ARE HOPING

To get married:when the time comes.I hope around 27-30

Layer Nine:IN A GUY

Best eye colour:Sexy gray,Bewitching green,Breath taking blue,Blackest black,Brown.
The eyes are the windows of the soul.
Best Hair coulour:black or brown.
Short or long locks:Short please.

Layer Ten:WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

A minute ago:chatting with Zimmy.Still am.
Hour ago:Singing aloud to Secondhand Serenade's Vulnerable
4-5 hours ago:trying to relax my achin' muscles.Owww oww oww
1 month ago:Psyching up for exams were the next day
Year ago:Taking care of 41 very childish students in 1 Batai.Chilling menilling in 1 Balau.
Teaching Jo and Krish cartwheels and frontflips (: during PE.Singing in KLCC )':
Havin' a blast at keahlian camp.I do miss from 1.

Layer Eleven:FINISH THE SENTENCES

I love:my fam+friends.Perfume,tiaras,tennis,RED PATENT LEATHER HANDBAGS!!Diamonds etc.
I feel:sleepy.I miss someone.ok some people.SOPHIE ELIZABETH!!!!
I hate:judgemental good for nothings critiques,unopen minded buggers,my headmistress etc.
I hide:my insecurities,my heart
I miss:you.everything about you.your smile your touch.AHHHH!It just kills me inside!
I need(besides awesome results):a boyfriend but I want you.

I tag....
-Zimmy
-Becky
-Jo
-Shern
-Hahn

Hello darlings (:

I'm in a suprisingly good mood now.Even though I've been sleeping late for days.DAYS!!!

Oh wait!My good mood has been cut short thanks to you.
You know who you are.

Please stop trying to milk any pity or sympathy.
"I'll love you forever,"
That was first class bull thankyouverymuch.
I'm so glad I didn't fall for any of your trick
Your LIES!
Please,first me then my best friend?
You'd think we'd know better.
Angry at me?
Because I don't love you that way?
This is starting to sound like a bad romance movie gone,well,WORST!
Mad at yourself for catching dreams in the sky?
So you have to call me a bitch and slut?
Now those are signs of pure desperation station!
I don't know what to beleieve from you anymore.

Ahh forget you.I've got better things to do (:
Today was actually good
Went to school earlier again for prefects installation practice.
Was late cos Aunty was late.Sent her car for servicing so she borrowed her neighbours'.
Halfway to school,it broke down!I was so scared I was trying to keep my cool.It broke down twice.I was so afraid...oh won't say it.Ok blahblahblah.Went to the prefectsroom.No one was there.Not in the hall.CF was doin' something fun there.Singing has to be fun ohkay? (:
I was to meet in the basketball court.Ranranran.Fell.But I'm still here in the flesh.Phew!
Practice was quite satisfactory actually (:
Forgot to mention tennis before school
Coachie says he loves my back hand.
I LOVE IT TOO (:
fastforwardbacktoschool.
I think I've memorised the prefects song.YAY!The other two justs roll of my toungue.No effort at all cos I know them by heart.
THANK YOU GOD
I'm not going to talk about my results.Let's just say watch out for me next term (:
Abhi still wants me to wear the tie to school.And nothin' else.Dream Abhidabidoo(SOPHIA)
Greeted Ty,Dee,Marcus and Nick in the hall.
Pn Cheng stopped Joyce for havin' no fringe.How weird is that.Evn Jac was puzzled and just told Cay,RUNRUNRUN!
Speaking of Jac

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS SOFIA ONG YIN MEI AND JAC"JACLYN VICTOR"
hahaha.Eh both of them are tremendous singers!Coincidence?I think not.haha

Ok after assembly.Walked out talked to Wern then Lex and Shaz and Abhi came and joined us.Alex was like "I'm going to whack your ass with this roll of paper!"
I was like "Oh ok you do that lexxie"
He didn't but he whacked Shazzies.
Shaz says you can download ARES fOR FREE!
Well I tried I can't!AHHHHH!
Walked to the prefectsroom.
Combed my hair and Phia was sittin on a blue chair and Wern was on her lap followed by Wei Chee and Jac.It was so funny!

Then Phia said to me and Shaz
"You see la I'm so nice wait for my agama people,"
Shaz replied with a
"Yeah ok.Lets go AGAMALIANS,"
"Cool word Shaz.Agamlians haha,"(me)
"Duh like me,"

That was gay Shaz the duh part.
Agama was fun we kinda did like projects.Cont. tomm so no REAL work.WHEEEE
Math was good cos I know my algebra now (:
recess went to the block f's toilet cos ours is under reno. or somethin'.Oh the memories.
What more I was with my girls
Girltalked.I actually missed talkin' in that stupid toilet with them.We made(still do)so much noise that all the other people stared.hahahaha
Talked.Did duty.Talked to the gang.Bell rang.
Ate with Kem,Wern and Affiq.Lexxie was there and Jensen
Jensen has a pink plaster.Its neon pink!
Don't play play one ah!
Lexxie actually carried me!Well not xactly.
Technically I was on the bench and he could still lift it to sit down no problem.
Woah.
Same to Affiq.
MADE Affiq buy me wantan.
Talked to Kem.
Ate.Walked back together.
Realised its science not sivics.I thought I was so screwed.PnPuah was in a good mood.
Went up to get my books with nerissa.Pn Cecilia's her mom!OMG!
And apparently the whole world knows except me!?I'm so left out.
Sivics Cik Juliana didn't come.OH GOODY.Watched Minimytez.My sweethearts are the bomb!
Their gna kick ass this Sunday.
Cineleisure.2-6.
Be there...
History was great.
Bel rang.Talked,walked together.TheCyrenz+TheTwilightz.I love it when we're together makes me feel so secure and loved.I LOVE THEM ALL (:

Oh weeellll its twelve midnight and I have school in the morning.Screw.
I'm goin' to sleep through that motivation thing.Then come home and sleep.
PERFECT (:

Oh yeah.
I LOVE THE FRAY'S LOOK AFTER YOU!
thankyou ati to the ra

"Whats mine is yours to leave and take.Whats yours is mine to make your take...
I'll look after you..."

Sing that to me and I'll fall in love for sure.Ok well maybe (:

Hello smello and spread it like jello (:

Aiyayah where did that came from?
Hahaha.

I'm in Club Med Cherating right now.Yes,at this very moment.Right now.Uhhuh yes now...
Well anywayyy it's fab schmab heeerre.Although I miss very much my Cyrenz+Twilightz and some other precious ones.I'm in the kids club.It's called Passworld,I think.Yeah I'm pretty sure.It's so schweettt (; Theres like these hanging thingies we sit in and computers and internet access and Xboxes and Playstations,Foosball tables and Iyou can even play the guitar and the drums here.It's for kids 11-17.Perfect!So mny hot guys here!Evn the G.O(Guest Officers) s' are hot.I know The Cyrenz will LOVE that.Haha.Today woke up at like 8.15.Was s'pose to wake up at 7.30 to have a quick breakfast and go for a round of tennis(did I not mention Trina that the courts are 24 hours access?)but I was still sleep.Tomorrow I'm gonna wake up early and go for an early morning jog and watch the sun rise (: It's off season here which means not many people especially the foreigners are here.But there are some.Went bungee jumping and rock climbing (: I forgot to bring my cable to uploas pictures ): D'oh.Danced in the rain.hehe.Played mini golf a little went back and changed into my bikini and shorts.Had lunch and Christy joined us.Talked laughed ate.Kris and papa went for a swim but it was scorching so me and mom sat this one out.Watched the clouds past and coconut trees sway in the wind.Glanced at the sea throught the theater.The green blue waters glistening under the afternoon sun.Beautiful.Then I fell asleep.haha.Woke up wanted to explore so here I am.

Yesterday when we arrived we were greeted by two G.O.s' Christy and Irene.Christy kinda teased me about my butterfly pillow.Hey!Atir gave it to meeee hahaha We were given ice cold drinks and a cold towel.Then Irene explained to us about the place and the facilities here.Yadayadayada.Then we were given coloured ribbons.Purple for kids and orange for adults.We can have free drinks at the bar by just showing the band.I love the Iced Lemon Tea.And fro adults they can have free drinks but they can have alcoholic beverages too like free beer and free house wine but some wines like the 1908 ones and the champagne will be charged for.Oh cool I was listening (:
We were shoen to our rooms by Annie.She's Korean.She's tan and she's so pretty.I'm no les but she's so fit.Her tummy is like woah and her bod is so toned and her korean accent is so cute.She's tall tan nice and pretty.Eyerr lucky.Our rooms are like divided into sections named after animals.Our rooms are in Itik hehehe.Unpacked.Changed.Lunch.Wen to the pool.skipskipskip.Dinner.The food is quite good some things are so good but the desserts are scrumptious!At dinner theres this couple with a baby and theres a cat who was to take a look so the lady talked to the cat.
she said
"No kitty.Don't hurt baby.You eat the food ok?"
She left the food and it ate and just kinda like guarded the baby.Too cute!But the baby is adorable.skipskipskip.Show by the G.Os.Really fun and they can dance so well!!!Evryones on their toes all the time so theyre all fit.Annie can dance so well!Another great thing about her.Pfft.Won the Ladies Pillow Fight contest.haha.my rival was a drunk french lady called Sophie.She was drunk but was very nice.
Went back to the room but I accidently locked the door with the lock so had to go back and get the other key from papa(connecting rooms.one for me and my bro and one for my parents)Changed.Slept.

Well I'm gna go explore.I'll update later.Loves to all!!!

Oh hello there (:
I have to get papa's playlist done and then I'm going to go study and do last minute homework whoops till late into the night.Nope I'm not being more hardworking.I have my reasons which only my bestest friends and probably my cousins know.I got new clothes from my Godma.She gave me a black billabong tube,a totally cute brown babydoll,a floral tube and a white bohemian top.And then at Aunty Elaines before the open house she gave me three pairs of shoes.One of which is a pair of wedges.gleegleeglee. and a pair of cherry earrings.Heh so I saved all my CNY money.But I've got so little ):
At Aunty Elaines which SAMANTHA LOW WEN XIAN DID NOT ATTEND but with excusable reasons.And Nee was having a abad migraine and I was being rather PMS-ey even though it was totally not that time of the month for me.So I didn't really interact with the boys for fear I might bite someones head off.

Oh theres school tomorrow and I don't know how to do the stupid graft.Yeeessshhh.Good thing I'm the asst.monitor which means I have the name list and no one asked me to photostat the namelist for them so it isn't my fault (:
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Jumping from 7 storey moss green benches,sometimes even using my pink and yellow skipping rope to slide down.I always thought I was a warrior princess.I'd challenge the boys to races and sometimes even beat them.I'd hang upside dowmn the monkey bars till the underneath of my knees felt clammy,my head hurt from the amount of blood rushing to my head.Even as a young girl,with doll like curls I'd run around the playground,try to swing the highest.Attempt to play football and still not get it something I've grown with till now.I guess soccer just isn't my game.haha.The curls in my face and the sea blue skirt never stopped me.No one dared to bully me Alhamdullilah too Once I punched a guy sorry Azraei till his teo front teeth came out.He started crying well du uh and I just stood there looking at him.I felt tears build up and ran towards him.He was crawled up into a ball and crying in pain.I quickly dropped to my knees and hugged him and said "I'm sorry Azraei.I didn't mean too but You kept tugging at my hair.I'm sorry.I'm so sorry" And just then beautiful clear diamond like droplets fell from my eyes onto his shirt.As I cried and hugged him and apologised even more my heart kept beating faster and faster.Like right after you sprint.Was it the fear of facing the teachers whatmore MY OWN parents or was it the thought that our friendship and my little crush on him would crumble after I hurt him.I felt so bad.Then after what seemed like ages and the sparkling see thru pearls would no longer flow like a little stream down my tan yet rosy pink cheeks,he got up took my hand and said its alright.Though my teacher did scold me I was so happy that he'd actually forgive me after I hurt him immensely.No one did bully me before and after that.During tea I'd quickly gulp down the usually disgusting tastless on top full of condesed milk at the bottom Milo and grab a few sugar biscuits in my pocket.then I'd rush to class and catapult erasers in class with Shafiq,Azraei and Gaston.Which we got into a bundle of trouble.
Azalea was always the 'monster' or 'evil mother' when I played games with Gloria,Shu Yi,Ashley and sometimes Chloe,Kai Wen and Ruth.Occasionally with Natasha too.I remember going to birthday parties.Azaleas was at her condo and we were wearing our frilly dresses and it started raining and while some ran in screaming we started dancing.Haha I got a bad cold after that followed by a fever.At Alysha's party I was a blue fairy and I got this thing in my hair,I think it was called a hair wrap.They still do it now and I've been dying to get one eversince.Aly was also a fairy and I think Liyana was a princess ahaha.I forgot what Nick was but I remember sitting on the grass and watching him and the other boys play football on the soft clean grass.At Ruth's party she showed me a book about how they turned Barney the Dinosaur into pasta.Heh heh cos she new I hated Barney too.And there was pin the tail on the donkey and Ruths dad blinfolded me and carried me there and i think I stuck it onto Chloe by accident.Haha.Good times.
There was this gorgeous girl by the name of Alleeyshea I think she was the school captain and in Ali Baba and the 40 theives she was the main girl and Joshua who was standard 6 when I was standard 2 and I had a teeny crush on him was Ali Baba.Alleeyshea was so nice to me she was like my big sister.Yup and I only told her,Ash and Gloria and Shu Yi about jOshua.Alleeyshea kept the secret and was so much fun.There was another play about the 12 princesses and Sue Jean's sister was onna the princesses.And the best part of the whole play was
I got to be in the fairy dance and my costume was pink and babay blue and it was so nice but nothing beats the fact thattttttt....
NICHOLAS KWEK WAS A PIXIE AND HAD TO DANCE AROUND TOADSTOOLS AND SKIP LIKE A SISSY.hahahahah.Boy I have that on tape (: and if I can find it I will air it I still love you la Spot (:
Oh yeah and Nick stole my cookie in the bus to Zoo Negara.And its true cos I was talking to Ash and he ate my cookie.It was mine not the cookie I was s'pose to feed him cos he was my puppy called Spot.Daniel was Chloes called Stripes and I forgot who was Gloria's but he was called Fluffy.Hahahha Fluffy how gay.Aren't you glad I didn't call you that Nick.When the boys didn't friend Nick I was such a great friend I'd play with him.We'd race and jump in puddles of rainwaiter and play hide and seek and eventually the other boys wanted to play so they all made up thanks to me ((((:
Gloria was very bitchy though in Sri Inai but I've put everything behind us and we continued being friends.I remember I made GASTON outta Ice cream at her place I put french fries as his fair and smarties as his other features.haha.And we played Barbies in her play room and cooking.OMG so much fun!!!!!
One time I went to Ash's place and we played with this squishy thingy and I played with her Dog.I think its called something Banana Hammick.haha.And we wanted to eat candy so we opened the fridge and there was this lolly with a worm in it we were jumping around the house up and down screaming and finally we threw it away TOGETHER.haha.But it turned out it was actualy Thai delicacy her mom got.Oh well I bet your mom wouldn't wanna eat that so I just saved her Ash (:
And Shafiq would share his ice blended Ribena with me and he bought me two beautiful crystal animals.A green porcupine and a little duck.And when he went to Paris he got me an Eifell Tower keychain.I really wish I still had it :/
During agama one time,Elyas asked me Eh Daena which is your left hand and which is our right hand?HAHAHAHAH i HAD A GOOD TIME LAUGHING.We were standard 3 tho but still (:
Now Shafiq and Elyas can't even remember me )':

But one day I was going to move to SKTM and when my ustazah said she heard that I was moving I just smiled at her.Shafiq was like eh why!!!Tell me?And I said after class but he kept pestering so I pinched him.He yelped rather loudly and just Then Ustazah looked at me I thought she was gonna scold me for pinching him.Class ended and she dismissed us just as I wqas about to quickly run back she stopped me.I thought she was gonna lecture me
but she said
"Daena,Ustazah berharap Daena dapat berusaha di sekolah nanti.Bila Daena dah besar ye jangan lupa Ustazah la.Insayallah kalau Daena jadi doktor dan Ustazah nak pergi dah Ustazah nak cari Daena ye?Daena kerja baik baik jangan lupa Ustzah.Ustazah selalu akan ingat Daena dan sayang Daena.Walaupun Daena tak akan di sekolah ini Daena sentiasa di sini"and she touched her heart.
Eventhough I was only standard 3 i knew she loved me like a child.When I went for Agama tuition with Sahkira and Iskandar (: she'd let me eat cookies and watch tv after class and she even thought me how to cook a bit.I knew I was gonna miss her so much so I hugged for the last time and just cried and cried into her baju kurung.
I finally told almost all my friends that I was leaving the next day.As I left the school I tried to think of the fond memories of my teacher chasing Ryan for not doing his homework.She actually chased him with her ruler around the class.It was so funny.And 1 ringgit orange exercise books and the nasty food in the canteen.From the vending machines with stationary in it.To the super nice office ladies who always said "Nak ice kacang dik" When I came tot he office.My then headmaster Mr Chan.He told me "Aiyoh Daena why you want to leave.I so sad already.I miss you how?"I said it's ok Mr Chan I'll come visit and hugged him"When I came on the first day for registration I drew a picture of a teddy bear and a girl s'possedly me and he had it hanging in his office while the others were all kept.
In SKTM I cried on the first day cos I missed my Sri Inai mates but Sktm is the best choice I've ever made (: I went back on the first day to take some books and all my friends gave me hugs and told me they missed me.I especially missed Shafiq,Nick and Gaston actually cos when the girls fought with me they'd always back me up and Chloe,Ruth and Kai Wen cos they were never mad at me.I didnt miss Ash or Glo cos they went to SKTM too.
I've kept in contact with nearly all of them.
Nick,Gaston,Ash,Fei is here in Dj.
Chlo and Kai wen in BEACONHOUSE SRI INAI Baconhouse hehe
Ruth in Canada.Missin you (((:
Geoffrey,Az,Elyas,Zalea and more in Sri KDU
nATASHA is in Sri inai still.So is Alysha.
Liyana is in uh not sure hehe
But yeah...
I still miss them all.the friends the teachers the promise of a swimming by Mr Chan.
Scaring Joon Kiet saying that the secondary school headmaster Mr Xavier was Gloria's uncle.hehe.The atmosphere and even th badminton racquets that hit my head.I missed Yasmin,Ezra,Sonia,Lisa,Melissa Campbell,Fiona,Kak Alia,Kak NurAnna and so much more.
I guess you could say I did enjoy my Sri Inai years.Yeah I loved SKTM evn more but it was my first primary.Not like kindy cos those don't really count.
First everything.First bestfriends.First crushes.First teacher.
So I guess I did enjoy Sri Inai after all.Even for only 2 and a half years

Hello there (: I think it's about time I change my blogskin.But till I find a suitable one,I'll just use a random one.To anyone celebrating chinese new year out there GONG XI FA CAI!!!I went to my ama and akong's house in Kulai,Johor as usual.Didn't do much.Stayed at Sofitel.The service there sucks honestly.As usual.Went back right after crosscountry.That was why I couldn't go to the mamak right after.But,after a while we stopped at Air Keroh cos my brother was hungry,as usual,and to stretch and stuff cos I was being slightly restless in the car.After a bit there was a factory outlet selling Nike,Adidas,Reebok and even Ipanemas.I bought a pair of 3/4 pants and a tennis skirt,which Trina is very very jealous of.Mammy,papa and Kris bought a pair of shoes each.Mammy bought the most,as predicted.She bought a matching tank to a pair of pants she already owns,a tie die blue spaghetti strap,a yellow tank a pair of bicycle shorts and a pair of track pants.
This year,since the school started I've hardly had anytime to rest.I've been sleeping very late on weeknights and even on weekends.I was hardly free on weekends either.So when the holidays started I kinda forgot how to use the television.haha.And when I was watching the tv I was thinking to myself "Oh Gosh,how long has it been since I've touched this thing?"
And in the hotel at first I couldn't sleep but then,even sleeping at 10pm and waking up like 10am I still felt sleepy and took very long naps.Especially on the first day of Chinese New Year.I had a nap alright.A THREE HOUR LONG NAP.But just so you know I'm not that lazy.My normal 40 winks aren't 3 hours long haha.It's just that I've been really tired.I've been getting more spots on my T-zone particualrly my forehead.But this CNY I wasn't very hungry,so I ate very little and drank alot so they're going away pretty fast.And I haven't had my period for a month I think.Oh shit I'm terlalu stressed.You know when your young and your mom always tells you to take a nap and we always hated it.Now I wish I could take naps.
Oh kay I'm in the middle of baking so I'll be right back.
Loves.

I haven't been able to update my blog for a very long period.Well I must say I haven't been free for a very long time either.I can't remember the last time I slept in(excluding the day I was unwell).But if I'm free this Saturday I might.I'm doing poorly in my Math now,I can't seem to get Algebraic Expressions.They drive me up the wall.I can't stand them.Yet funnily enough that's what I love about Math the fact that it's enough to make you go loco,the challenge.Makes me want to 'defeat' it even more.Haha.I cannot seem to get the hang of Geography and History...don't even get me there.Oh well,I'll just carry on and stay in Cengal....Chyeah right.I'm going to work my butt off this year so that I can get into Batai or any other 'B' class.I don't think I can survive another year without my Cyrenz or my Twilights when I start breaking down before the 3rd month.But I'll rant about that some other time when I'm free.Which I'm not.I'm actually online to do research for my debate,which is on this Wednesday.Oh yeah did I mention it's against Angsana.Yeah.AND oh did I ALSO MENTION that it's SOPHIA ALIZA,ABHILASH,ALEX AND JACLYN(hope I spelled it right) I'M AGAINST?Uhhuh yeah,so totally screwed.
Anyway this Saturday it's Kak Trina's suprise party her fab 15,imagine that.And it seems like only yesterday we were the 'babys' of the Sujak's forever playing and pulling each others hair.Not to mention the hitting and slapping.Moving on.The theme was initially supposed to be Purple Masquerade but I changed it to the next best thing as she wants that for her sweet sixteen if,Insyahallah she gets.
The theme is....
CHICAGO!!!!
OH YEAH.
ALL BROADWAY,BABY.
WITH THE SUITS AND THE MARILYN MONROE DRESSES AND FEDORAS...
AND ALL THAT JAZZ!!!
oh and all those sleazy acts with skirts so short they give a new meaning to 'get down with it'(pun not intended)
Well the whole family's excited.I mean the whole jingbang which includes,uncles aunties you get the picture.They're all looking forward to the ambience and the part where they get to dress up when they're 40-50.haha.which they normally don't get to.They love the idea.And so do Kak Trina's friends who are making 'special guest appereances'.I can't wait.I've finally planned my own party.With help of course.
Oh what am I wearing?
That you will see soon (: My mammy's a genius.She help me put it together.

The other day after a late lunch we were on the way home,we were all in the car.During the journey home I spotted something so touching.You know in those old school movies guys cycle around with their girlfriend in the front?Well I saw just that,on an old school bike.The girl whom the guy was courting then turned to face her boyfriend,smiled and kissed him on the lips and turned back.Apparently my parents saw that too.They smiled to each other and my mom leaned her head against my fathers shoulder.

Oh yes,love is most definitely in the air right now.

My brother as usual was not aware of anything,but I didn't bother to tell him.Eventhough this year I don't think I'll be having that moment,someday I will.I smiled and told myself Let them enjoy the moment,let them be young again.For if it really is love,it does live on forever...

I haven't been able to update my blog for a very long period.Well I must say I haven't been free for a very long time either.I can't remember the last time I slept in(excluding the day I was unwell).But if I'm free this Saturday I might.I'm doing poorly in my Math now,I can't seem to get Algebraic Expressions.They drive me up the wall.I can't stand them.Yet funnily enough that's what I love about Math the fact that it's enough to make you go loco,the challenge.Makes me want to 'defeat' it even more.Haha.I cannot seem to get the hang of Geography and History...don't even get me there.Oh well,I'll just carry on and stay in Cengal....Chyeah right.I'm going to work my butt off this year so that I can get into Batai or any other 'B' class.I don't think I can survive another year without my Cyrenz or my Twilights when I start breaking down before the 3rd month.But I'll rant about that some other time when I'm free.Which I'm not.I'm actually online to do research for my debate,which is on this Wednesday.Oh yeah did I mention it's against Angsana.Yeah.AND oh did I ALSO MENTION that it's SOPHIA ALIZA,ABHILASH,ALEX AND JACLYN(hope I spelled it right) I'M AGAINST?Uhhuh yeah,so totally screwed.
Anyway this Saturday it's Kak Trina's suprise party her fab 15,imagine that.And it seems like only yesterday we were the 'babys' of the Sujak's forever playing and pulling each others hair.Not to mention the hitting and slapping.Moving on.The theme was initially supposed to be Purple Masquerade but I changed it to the next best thing as she wants that for her sweet sixteen if,Insyahallah she gets.
The theme is....
CHICAGO!!!!
OH YEAH.
ALL BROADWAY,BABY.
WITH THE SUITS AND THE MARILYN MONROE DRESSES AND FEDORAS...
AND ALL THAT JAZZ!!!
oh and all those sleazy acts with skirts so short they give a new meaning to 'get down with it'(pun not intended)
Well the whole family's excited.I mean the whole jingbang which includes,uncles aunties you get the picture.They're all looking forward to the ambience and the part where they get to dress up when they're 40-50.haha.which they normally don't get to.They love the idea.And so do Kak Trina's friends who are making 'special guest appereances'.I can't wait.I've finally planned my own party.With help of course.
Oh what am I wearing?
That you will see soon (: My mammy's a genius.She help me put it together.

The other day after a late lunch we were on the way home,we were all in the car.During the journey home I spotted something so touching.You know in those old school movies guys cycle around with their girlfriend in the front?Well I saw just that,on an old school bike.The girl whom the guy was couting then turned to face her boyfriend,smiled and kissed him on the lips and turned back.Apparently my parents saw that too.They smiled to each other and my mom leaned her head against my fathers shoulder.

Oh yes,love is most definitely in the air right now.

My brother as usual was not aware of anything,but I didn't bother to tell him.Eventhough this year I don't think I'll be having that moment,someday I will.I smiled and told myself Let them enjoy the moment,let them be young again.For if it really is love,it does lives on forever...

Take it back,take it all back now
the things I gave,like the the taste of my kiss on your lips
I miss that now
I can't try harder than I do
All the reasons I gave,excuses I made for you
I'm broken in two...


(yes I feel like this right now.)
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Been a while since I've updated will do a.s.a.p
Cos I gotta get ready for school
Daena loves you (: